Many people dont realize that God isn't a hobby, I praise in tears, I praise in joy. I praise and keep having him lead me even in my pruning and growth seasons. Healing hurts so much. It is messy but so is being stuck in the wilderness wanting change but not putting yourself in the refining fire and being pruned. The occult was an easy walk, world is an easy walk and even following "your own path" some people think we are our own gods. This walk with God and choosing to be his living sacrifice and altar is painful but each breakthrough and each season of breakthrough is amazing. I gain more abundance faith and new found trust each season. The very words in scripture and the words Jesus says come to life. Everyone want God but some only want him as a coping skill. Im understanding being born again in this season so much. Im a new creation in christ Jesus and im saying goodbye to yesterday. Good bye yesterday. Im new in Christ and that wont change. I'm moving forward each step of the way and im done compromising to make myself fit into someone else's mold of who I should be. The past is the past and I have life in me and that wont change. Jesus is my everything not just a hobby, not just a coping skill, not a genie, not someone I give up on. With him all things are possible. What the enemy meant for for evil he turns it for good/his glory time and time again.
