Just finished Scar's new episode and
Something Something Scar is really feeling the repercussions of being Stuck On Red in Secret Life between new seasons in this episode. He Cant Leave the red name headspace reliably anymore.
Anytime he seems to be acting normal again something happens and he is dragged Right Back Down to wanting to kill and maim and destroy everyone who has ever crossed him.
I LOST IT the way Scar Silently Walked Toward Jimmy and Jim RUNS AWAY. When HES allowed to fight first and Scar Isnt!! He cant speak a full sentence because he is SCARED of Scar! Who is green and thus should not be intimidating at ALL. He poked the damn bear!!
Scar instantly burning the bridge him and Bigb were FINALLY building after so many seasons of distrust/unease all because of that kill set up.
Scar Not Shutting Up about wanting to Kill Skizz.
Skizz saying Scar's violent tendancies are corrupting bdubs. With some extra limited+Secret life/brothers angst there bc Scars the GOOD kid. Hes supposed to be the FAVORITE. But bdubs is Clearly Replacing Him in that wheelhouse- especially after his Villian sl task. I have too many thoughts about scar and bdubs' psyche in limlife and how that effects them/their dynamic after the fact.
Scar damn near begging Grian to let him kill Skizz. And GOD. The way his voice flattens when Pearl suggests he die a few times to be red. Smth Smth hc after winning a game the Winners have a Strong Urge to take themselves out. But Scar Hasnt Yet. Scar is Still Trapped because he hasn't died in secret life yet. Because he wont listen to the voices telling him to die. And that moment. The way he stared into the hole. Really felt like all those whispers were coming at him full force. Telling him to Just Die. Just jump. Do it. It'll solve your problem. Just. Die. Scar.
Scar threatning to Burn Scott for the smallest little crime of [checks notes] Telling Them to Wait To Burn The Rejects New Base Additions.
Bdubs being the only one who seems to Recognize That Scar Has A Problem. and he doesnt know what exactly it is, but he knows Scar Just Says He Wants To Kill People Sometimes and thats Fine. Thats Okay.
Scar has ALWAYS had an issue with his bloodlust (smth smth insert some tinfoil hat theory about how early he went red in 3rd life compared to everyone else here), but post Secret life imprisonment I think it has gotten notably worse. and Bdubs seems to be the only one who really acknowledges it was always there. Yeah people are always scared of Scar, and know he can be a lil trigger happy. But nobody acknowledges it like bdubs does. With grace and patience. an understanding that that isnt totally Scar. That Scar is still a good teammate. Bdubs wont say he trusts Scar. But his Actions speak louder than his words in my opinion. His defence of Scar unable to Hold Back the Bloodlust, just screams that no matter what Bdubs says, to a degree he DOES trust Scar. And will not let people come after him unjustified. Bdubs is close enough to know when Scar is issuing a real threat, and when the voices are just too loud and telling him to kill when he doesnt really want to.
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