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I need to be more open. More brave. Take more risk. Talk to more people. Go out more. Every time something bad happens I close into myself more and more throwing myself deeper into a hole I’ve been desperately trying to crawl out of. I can’t just exist anymore I have to LIVE I have to thrive my survival depends on it at this point.

the world succeeded in stealing my joy and my motivation for a very long time and this year I have to snatch it back. The miserable people in this world can not win and turn me into one of them.

I will smile with a face full of tears bc ik I will always be alright no matter how that looks at any given moment.

I am strong even when I feel so incredibly weak bc I still get up and I still do I still love I still care I still feel in a world so hellbent on making you a numb unfeeling zombie.