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it is impossible to watch a movie. every night i think i want to watch a movie. no movie gets watched. because it's not possible

once these 15 million different stressful situations resolve themselves I’m gonna be so normal again. I can be normal and not exhausted

being as i am an idiot, and having been one my whole life, i just wanna say that i find it very easy to do nothing, and go nowhere. i eat chocolate late at night in the dark. i stand in the garden also. and i’m often waiting for something to happen. and i’m stupid.

ok note to self i gotta leave the house regularly so that i dont feel like im slowly transforming into an evil fucking shadow clone of myself

So as it turns out your sense of self doesnt exist in a vacuum. You gotta actually use it and bounce it off of other people like echolocation to see where you are as a person and shit. So if you dont regularly interact with other people the echoes just get weaker and weaker and before you know it your personality is a blurry fucked up fog clone of its former self. which it sucks because this makes it really hard to interact with people again but yknow

NOBODY HELPS ME

look at my head boy

Ok but why are the suckers and losers trying to kill me today

we are close to reaching my minimum goal!!!! pls consider donating

Meeti’s a dear friend of mine and she truly deserves the world— if you want to do something really meaningful this pride, consider helping a brown transfem out!! It’d mean so much to me and all of us cheering her on.