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t h e s e      a r e      m y      c o n f e s s i o n z ~

my face was not supposed to look this grave, lol

dali was So Problematic but i still like this painting a lot

i think im happier offline

this will probably change eventually

school is a lot less stressful this way, tho

and i'll be 20 soon so i'm trying to read some books by then

i want to flee the country, i still need to do new things

i honestly dont think i will ever self harm again

i wrote a poem out of thin air yesterday and it really stunned me

i just discovered the poet " thomas james " too, wow what a human

in addition i am in the midst of a very serious werner herzog / movies in general phase

i think that this in particular is truly helping me deal with life

blah blah

usa: *cuts Panama in half and then retains the rights to the Canal for about 100 years*

usa: *sets up Banana Republics in Central American*

usa: *orchestrates coup d'etats everytime they don't like an elected leader in Central American countries*

usa: *continues to fuel civil war in Nicaragua by giving money and training to the Contras*

usa: *is an ally of dictator Manuel Noriega and even has him working with the CIA*

usa: *is the main consumer of the drugs that cause drug cartels and drug related violence to exist"

usa: *supports autoritarian regimes in El Salvador (Ríos Montt) and Guatemala (José Napoleón Duarte)*

usa: *fuels gun violence in Central America in order to have a market to sell more (smuggled) guns to*

usa: *forces neoliberal policies like CAFTA that harm local Central American industries and brands that are not able to compete with their American counterparts*

usa: *uses Manifest Destiny and the Monroe Doctrine to justify their fucked up foreign policy*