we fight. we love. ---♥

I aim to be nothing less than great. I am going through the ultimate change in my life where I am starting to find my purpose. What I’m feeling right now is anxiety and stress about the future, but instead I need to focus on today and what the present moment is. The decisions I make each day can be life altering. I know I wasn’t meant for a normal lifestyle. My lifestyle is unique and one of a kind and that is what will help start off my legacy. I don’t have to make anyone proud other than myself. I need to do it for me and only me. It could take days, months, years at that and I need to stop being so afraid of time. I’m afraid that my time is coming up and It’s going to be too late to find love, have a kid, be well into my career. I need to get out of that mentality and look at how much time I really have. I am young, smart, determined, and motivated and have the drive to do amazing things. I understand that I am my worst critic and I stress myself out, but let this be a learning lesson. For 2020, I aim to blossom into the woman I am destined to be. Confident, fierce, full of love and joy with a beautiful aura, an inspiration, and a leader. I will fall. I will struggle. But I will also pick myself up and see every day to be a successful one because I will overcome daily challenges. I don’t have to have everything all figured out. Life is meant to be lived and enjoyed, not to be stressed. I will be fine. I will be more than fine..I will be GREAT

I’m convinced that I need to see a therapist