i am extremely dramatic and romantic so my life has always felt sort of magical

apparently youre supposed to perform. they love it when you perform. but it has to be authentic. they hate it when it's not authentic. but you have to perform.

spring is so crazy you go outside and youre like damn its green

everything's fine and everyone thinks you're hot

I really love Jacob Anderson

i’ve just seen the craziest image

pulling yourself up by your strap-on or whatever they say

The OBSESSION with identity is so crazy like the view that when you do something it immediately becomes part of your identity and all the parts of you have to click together to become “person who wakes up early” or “person who reads” no you can literally just do something without restructuring your whole performance of personhood around it. I don’t know what to tell you except that you will never be able to have an entirely unfractured view of yourself or that you will be able to rationalize all the complex parts of yourself into the phrase “person who x” like you should just be doing things without performing them. Or aestheticizing them. Just try different things on and keep what works for you. Otherwise you will never learn and grow!

a gothic castle, a stormy night, and a vampire in my