thinking way too loud

hollanov using each other as weighted blankets when they’re verwhelmed like the AuDHD couple that they are

i love how everyone probably thought shane and ilya were going to fight because they “hated each other so much” and yet they never once laid a hand on each other on the ice. the cruelest thing they ever did to each other was ignore the other one.

james would start smoking simply because he got fomo when the smokers go out and take their smoke break and talk without him

ilya breaking down sobbing immediately after shane leaves on halloween is the long game equivalent to “we didn’t even kiss”

so actually, every song on the great divide: the last of the bugs is about hollanov

“i’m coming to the cottage” but shane has zero recollection of ever telling ilya about his cottage let alone inviting him because he was high on painkillers lol

autistic shane hollander and adhd ilya rozanov i know you sleep with weighted blankets and white noise machines

someone please write a fic where Shane doesn’t get injured and Ilya tries to break up with him and have it ultimately leading to an angry love confession or something of the sort. and if this already exists please drop the link 🙏🏻

reminder that shane and ilya had to play a game against one another immediately after the tuna melt-down. if they played poorly against each other weeks after that scene (“where on the ice was shane hollander? and where was ilya rozanov”) one could only imagine the shit show of the game 24 hours post tuna melt-down

jegulus au where they meet during study abroad and have to try to flirt with one another through their heavily accented english and different cultural norms <3

my two current obsessions are hollanov frat boy aus and hollanov soulmate aus. actually just hollanov in general

page count doesn’t mean anything to me anymore. tell me how many words it is

barty brings evan dead animals as gifts like a cat does to its owner. evan loves it