Random thoughts from a random girl

An old letter I wrote to get over someone. I never sent it to them in the end but I also didn’t want to keep holding on to it.

Hi,

i just wanted to say thank you for being a friend for the last few years but recently I've come to the realization that some of the friends that I've kept around me are not people that i want in my life anymore.  I am just telling you this because I don't want you to think that i am avoiding you or that i hate you, it's just that i no longer want to be your friend. Lately i have realized that I don't share the same opinion as you and that we will never see eye to eye on a lot of things in our lives. And I truly do not want anyone in my life that I can't agree with. I know that we have some mutual friends and that we will have to run into each other every now and then but I ensure you that i will make sure to keep that to a minimum. it's nothing personal and you are not the only one I'm cutting out of my life. I don’t know if it’s because I changed or because you changed but I just feel that we’re so out of sync that it’s like we are forcing ourselves to keep this friendship going. I always felt like I had to adjust my plans to fit into your life and I am tired of people in my life that only come when they need something from me. And I’m tired.

I hope that one day we’ll meet again

And perhaps everything will finally be okay 

Till that time comes we will keep going our separate way 

Living our lives like the other doesn’t exist 

Like as if we were just a distant memory, a long forgotten dream

Playing the game of hide and seek

No winners, Always searching, Always hiding 

Until we meet again

Perhaps next time there’ll be a winner, a victor 

Or will be both realize we lost 

But maybe if we meet again everything will be okay 

Maybe we’ll finally be okay