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fresh poison each week (preacher!Rhett AU) âŁïžđąđ„ (release date tbc)
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nobody does it like you do (dadâs best friend AU)
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ANDERS CAIN:
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A KNIGHT OF THE SEVEN KINGDOMS
BAELOR TARGARYEN:
ONE SHOTS
born of fire and flames (blood calls to blood) âŁïžđąđ„ (20.8k) â Some fires are born in dragon blood; others burn slow between duty and desire. In a legacy built on fire and flames, a restless Princess keeps chasing freedom, and the Princeâheir to the throneâwho keeps watching her begins to forget where loyalty ends.
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why write Targaryen incest for baelor?? you could have written a daughter from another lord. not even specify which lord if you want to keep it neutral how she looks physically. im so sick of people writing these incest fics for them!!!!
Iâm back from my temporary self-imposed exile to say that my Baelor Targaryen x niece!Reader fic was appropriately tagged with âincest (uncle/niece relationship)â and âTargaryenâs being Targaryenâsâif you know you knowâ warnings for a reason. itâs quite obvious what my fic entailed, so why would you read it if that isnât your cup of tea? tags exist for a reason. walking into a clearly labelled âincestâ fic and then complaining that thereâs incest in it is like licking a battery and being shocked that it tastes like electricity. the polite and time-honoured fandom tradition is to close the tab and move on with your life. you have the ability to curate your own fandom experience and let others enjoy theirs.
also, reading something clearly tagged with âincestâ and then being shocked there is incest involved is, frankly, a reading comprehension issue on your part.
I JUST READ THE GREATEST ASOIAF FIC EVER AND FOUND OUT YOU WRITE FOR LEWIS CHARACTERS TOO!?!? OKAY SLAY, FOLLOWED đ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒđ«¶đŒâŒïžđŁđŁđŁđŁđŁ
you unlocked the extended universe, lol! it seems I do, in fact, diversify my emotional damage across multiple fandoms <3
(also... âgreatest ASOIAF fic everâ is absolute crazy talk! thank you so much!)
born of fire and flame is SO GOOD - please write more baelor fic!! you are a phenomenal writer
ahh, thank you so much! Iâm so glad you enjoyed it! unfortunately itâs a one and done for meâIâll not be writing anymore Baelor fics. I just had a brainworm nagging at me that became that wordy monstrosity of a fic lol. itâs fixed my writerâs block for all my other fics I have half-written, so Iâll be concentrating on those from now on <3
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Synopsis: Some fires are born in dragon blood; others burn slow between duty and desire. In a legacy built on fire and flames, a restless Princess keeps chasing freedom, and the Princeâheir to the throneâwho keeps watching her begins to forget where loyalty ends. | pinterest board
Fic Warnings: incest (uncle/niece relationship), age gap (reader is 20, Baelor is canonically 36), canon typical misogyny, arranged marriage themes (mentioned), blood and violence, possessive behaviour, minor OC character deaths (mentioned), angst, Targaryenâs being Targaryenâsâif you know you know. (this is a slow as heck burn, as in they donât even kiss until roughly the 12,000 word mark. you have been warned.)
Word Count: 20.8k
AN: the reader is of Targaryen blood, but I have not given any physical descriptions into hair, skin or eyes colour, or even body size, except that the reader is shorter than Baelor.
please note that this fic is set in 206 AC which is three years prior to AKOTSK so there is no show spoilers. any background world building/events takes place pre-show canon, and is specified to be book/history canon instead. the reader was born 196 AC, making her twenty in this fic.
You feel it in the stoneâthe slow exhale of heat gathered through the day, the whisper of wind slipping through arrow slits, the distant murmur of Kingâs Landing below like a beast that never truly sleeps. The Red Keep is quieter after midnight, but never still. Somewhere, armour shifts; somewhere, a servant crosses a corridor with slippers that sigh against old tile. Even the torches crackle with a patience that feels watchful.
You stand at the balcony of your chambers with your hands braced against cold stone, staring down at the city. Lanterns glitter along the streets like fallen stars. The stench of the city does not reach this height, only salt and smoke and something sharp that smells like freedomâor perhaps merely the idea of it.
Behind you, your rooms stretch wide and pale in the moonlight. Silk drapes stir with every draft that slips through the cracks in old stone; tapestries whisper against the walls, heavy with stories of conquest and flame. A carved screen shields the bathing alcove, and the great bedâtoo large, too soft, too perfectâwaits untouched, its embroidered blankets smoothed by hands that are not your own. Everything is arranged for comfort, for display, for a princess meant to remain still and beautiful within gilded walls.
And yet the balcony stone beneath your palms is rough, unyielding. Cold seeps into your skin until your fingers ache.
You think of dirt roads insteadâthe give of earth beneath a horseâs hooves, the jolting rhythm of a gallop that rattles through your bones and feels more alive than any courtly dance. You think of your boots in stirrups, the leather worn soft where it meets your ankles, wind tearing at your hair as fields stretch wide and open without walls or watchful eyes. Out there, the ground warms quickly beneath the sun; here, the castle never quite loses its chill.
You imagine riding until the city is nothing but smoke behind you. Riding until no one calls your name like a command.
A princess should not dream of running.
Yet you do.
The lock at your chamber door turnsânot to open, but to test. A Kingsguard, likely. They rotate shifts every few hours. Your father insists on five stationed outside, as though you are a prisoner rather than his daughter.
A daughter who shames him.
You can still hear Maekarâs voice from earlier that evening, sharp as drawn steel.
âYou are not a hedge knight to wander the roads! You are blood of the dragon, and you will remember it!â
You remember it all too well. That is the problem.
You glance over your shoulder. The room is dim; only one candle burns now. The bed looks untouched, though its sheets have changed twice today. The servants mutter at thatââthe princess with restless sleep, the princess with strange requestsââyet none of them know how your hands shook as you folded the old linens instead of letting them be taken away.
None of them know what hides behind the bookcase.
It stands like any other piece of furniture meant to impress rather than to comfortâdark wood polished to a deep sheen, carved with curling dragons and coiling vines that catch the light when candles burn low. The lower shelves are neat, arranged by careful servant hands, scroll cases lined beside bound volumes of court histories and treatises no one truly reads. But the upper shelves gather dust. Few bother climbing high enough to disturb them; even fewer would notice the way the books are arranged just slightly wrong.
You did, many years ago.
You rise onto your toes, fingertips brushing along cracked leather spines until they find the familiar ones, histories of Valyria stacked side by side. Before the Doom texts bound in fading crimson, heavy with pride and certainty; After the Doom volumes darker, thinner, written by survivors and scholars trying to stitch meaning from ash; before and after the Dance is held by just one book, its spine too thick, a crack forming down the centre at the weight of it, and yet the leather is hardly touched. The contrast has always struck you. One shelf speaks of conquest, of dragons blotting out the sun, while the others read like mourning.
Your fingers slip between them.
Dust coats your skin as you nudge the books aside, revealing the hidden iron catch tucked behind them. The metal is cold and slightly sticky with age. You pressâonce, firmlyâand hear the faint click that still sends a thrill of relief through you every time.
You move quietly. The stone floor is cold beneath your bare feet; your heartbeat thunders louder than the city below. Fingers press against the carved edge of the shelfâthe same pressure as always, a secret learned years ago while exploring corridors your septa thought forgotten.
The shelf resists at first. It always does. The weight of it drags against the floor with a dull scrape, wood groaning softly as dust stirs into the air. You strain, shoulder pressing hard, muscles shaking with effort. Beneath it, the grooves in the stone have grown paler with time, carved by repetitionâthin crescent lines catching the moonlight now, betraying your secret more each night you use it.
One day someone will notice. One day a servantâs curious eye will linger too long.
But not tonight.
The gap widens enough for you to slip through.
Behind it lies darkness, narrow and cool, smelling of dust and age. You close the passage behind you and the sound of the chamber disappears entirely, swallowed as though it never existed. Here, the air is thick with stillness. Dust clings to your skin; cobwebs brush your cheek like ghostly fingers. The corridor bends sharply, stones slick with age, mortar crumbling when you press your palm against it for balance.
No one walks here, you are certain of it. The place feels abandoned by time itself, as if the last footsteps echoed here a century ago and never returned. Every breath stirs the silence. Every movement feels like an intrusion.
Your hidden rope waits where you left it: sheets twisted and knotted with careful precision, cotton wound tight until it resembles something stronger than its beginnings, each knot tested again and again and again. Your hands knows their pattern by heart.
It hangs from a balcony cut into the wall opposite a narrow doorwayâa forgotten exit used long ago by people whose names have been lost. You wonder if they felt the same thrill, the same fear.
You tug once, twice, reassuring yourself it will hold.
Outside, the moon hides behind thick cloud.
Perfect.
You ease yourself over the edge.
The cotton wraps around your hands as you descend, rough where the knots tighten, softer in the stretches betweenâa startling contrast to the stone wall scraping against your forearm as you lean back. Fibres bite into your palms, warming quickly beneath your grip. Your boots search for footing and sometimes catch unexpectedly, the soles tangling in loose twists so you must pause, breath held, to free yourself without sending the rope swaying too wildly.
The wind chooses that moment to rise.
It slams you sideways into the wall. Stone bites your shoulder; a sharp scrape burns along your forearm. The wall is unforgiving, cold enough to numb. You gasp, cheek pressed against cold rock that smells faintly of salt and rain, the sheets twisting beneath your weight, creaking softly. For a heartbeat you simply cling there, breathing hard, feeling the tremor in your arms.
The breeze is mercilessâa sharp, cold bite like teeth against every strip of exposed skin, slipping beneath your sleeves, stinging your throat when you inhale, dragging at your robes. Your hair lashes your face; your gown snaps against your legs. The wall steals warmth from you, leeching heat until your fingers ache.
You keep goingâslowly, carefully; every knot is a marker, ever breath is a measure.
Below, the castle dissolves into shadow. Above, the moon appears only in fragments, silver caught between racing clouds. Its light is thin, uncertain, enough to deepen the darkness rather than banish it. Shadows pool along the walls and spill across the ground, thick and waiting. You slip into them instinctively, as though they know you, as though you belong more to night than to firelight.
An ember would glow too bright here.
You are swallowed instead.
Your boots touch ground with the softest thud. Knees bending, you sink immediately into shadow, the damp scent of earth and stone rising around you. For a moment you remain still, crouched in shadow, simply listening. No shout follows, no alarm rings. There is only the distant roar of the city carried upward on the breezeâlaughter from taverns, a dog barking, the endless restless hum of lives moving without you.
A breath escapes you, almost soundless, half-laugh and half-prayer. Your fingers curl into your palms as if to contain the sudden rush of triumph; your pulse still hammers from the climb, but now it beats with something brighter. You tilt your head back just enough to glimpse the dark silhouette of the Red Keep above, all towers and stone and watchful windows, and for the first time tonight it feels smaller.
You press your back to the wall, eyes closing briefly, letting the thrill pass through youâthe giddy, reckless relief of knowing you are no longer trapped behind locked doors and guarded halls. No kingâs command. No watching eyes. Just you, the darkness, and the fragile miracle of freedom stolen one quiet moment at a time.
The castle looms overhead, unaware that its captive has slipped free yet again. The silent night wraps itself around your shoulders like a cloak. It feels like an accomplice, like a friend that asks no questions.
The wind cuts across the courtyard again, but now it feels less like a threat and more like applause. Still, you do not linger.
Victory in the Keep is always temporary.
And then you slip away, unseen and unheard, swallowed by the dark as though you were never there at all.
The stables smell of hay, sweat, and warm animal breath. Horses shift in their stalls, hooves striking soft rhythms against packed earth; leather creaks; somewhere a horse exhales in a low rumble that vibrates through the quiet like a familiar greeting. The scent is grounding, honestânothing like the perfumed corridors of the Keep. Here, life is simple: breath, muscle, movement.
You reach them the way you always do: circling wide, avoiding torchlight, slipping through the gap behind stacked barrels where you once dug at the earth with bleeding fingers until there was room enough to crawl.
You remember that night.
You had been younger thenâfurious, reckless, more angry than afraidâscratching at the soil with a broken piece of wood stolen from the yard. At first it had only been meant as a place to hide, somewhere to vanish when the walls pressed too close. Escapes were smaller then, just leaving the Keep for an hour, breathing air that did not feel watched.
But when you turned three-and-ten, something in you shifted. The city walls began to feel like the bars of a cage rather than protection. You wanted sky, endless and merciless and wide. You imagined trees like skeletal fingers clawing into the night, imagined sleeping beneath them with no roof above you, only stars and cold wind and freedom. You dug until your nails split and your palms blistered, widening the tunnel just enough to squeeze through, dirt filling your mouth and hair, heart pounding with the thrill of imagining the day you would crawl out and ride one of your fatherâs horses far beyond the reach of Kingâs Landing.
You never stopped widening it after thatâa little more each escape, a little closer to freedom.
Dirt clings to your knees as you pull yourself through. You rise, brushing soil from your trousers, pushing your hood back, and freeze.
Someone stands inside, ten feet away, still as a shadow cast by lantern light.
Baelor, your Uncle, watches you.
His arms are folded loosely across his chest, robes half-unbuttoned as though he had risen from bed to follow suspicion rather than certainty. The lantern glow catches the salt and pepper strands of his hair, turning them almost silver-white. He looks completely at ease, which somehow makes the trap feel worse. The faintest grin touches his mouth.
You curse under your breath.
âPrincess,â he says quietly.
His gaze drifts over youâthe commonerâs shirt, the worn boots, the hooded robe hanging loose from your shoulders. Recognition flares in his eyes.
âThat robe,â he murmurs, amused. âI remember lending it to you.â
Two years ago, after a rainstorm, when he had found you soaked and laughing in the training yard and wrapped it around your shoulders with a conspiratorial smile.
You straighten. âUncle.â
âYou dig holes in royal stables now?â His tone is soft, almost impressed.
You flash him a wry smile. âI do what I must.â
He steps closer, lantern light catching silver in his hair. Baelor has always carried himself like a knight even when dressed as the Handâcalm, measured, a quiet strength that contrasts your fatherâs iron severity.
âYou grow bold,â he says.
âI grow caged.â
The words slip free before you can stop them.
Something shifts in his expression. The faint amusement fades, replaced by something quieter, heavier. You take a half-step toward him instinctively, and he turns just slightly away, a reflex so small you almost miss it, as though closeness is dangerous. As though he already knows how easily the line between duty and something else could blur.
But his eyes stay locked on yours.
You feel restless under that gaze, suddenly aware that he could seize you now, drag you straight to his father King Daeronâs chambers. He could hand you over for punishment, for lectures about duty and blood and wildness that must be tamed. The possibility tightens your chest.
âYou mean to ride tonight,â he says softly.
You do not deny it. It is plain what you meant to do.
âI mean to ride for more than a night, uncle.â
He sighs softly, glancing toward the stable doors. Outside, distant footsteps echo, guards passing somewhere beyond.
âThey will search for you before dawn,â he says.
âThey always do.â
âAnd your fatherâŠâ
You lift your chin. âWill rage regardless.â
Silence stretches between you.
Then, to your surprise, Baelor laughs under his breath, a quiet and almost nostalgic sound. âYou remind me of myself at your age.â
You pause your wandering eyes that had searched the stables for a way to run, flitting back to Baelor for a moment. âI thought you were always dutiful.â
âNo one is born dutiful,â he replies.
His gaze shifts toward the stalls. Your sigil-less horse stamps softly, ears flicking forward, sensing you. He notices the tack already hidden, the preparations made long before tonight, and shakes his head.
âYou planned well,â he murmurs. âI suppose I should sound the alarm.â
Your hand tightens at your side.
He looks back at you, the lantern light catching across the shadows dancing across his skin. âBut I will not.â
Relief floods you so quickly you nearly stagger. âWhy?â
âBecause cages break what they hold,â he says quietly. âAnd I would rather you return of your own will than learn to hate these walls.â
He steps aside.
âGo, before someone else comes, dear niece.â
You hesitate. âIf my father learns you helpedââ
âHe will not. And if he suspects, let him blame my sentimentality.â A faint smile returns. âRide fast.â
You step forward without thought. Your hand lifts, hesitant, brushing the back of his. He bristles at firstâa sharp intake of breath, shoulders stiffening, nostrils flaringâbut then, almost imperceptibly if you were not his favourite niece, he softens. His fingers relax beneath yours, the tension easing just enough to feel like permission.
Your other hand slides over the fabric of the robe draped around your shoulders, fingers tracing the worn edge. His eyes follow the movement, watching the way you touch something that once belonged to him, something that smells faintly of smoke and leather and memory.
You swallow, unsurprised by the warmth blooming in your chest. âThank you.â
Baelor inclines his head, almost formal. You lean in further, raising high up on your tiptoes, your neck arched up to press a soft kiss to his jawline.
He goes still. When you pull away, his expression is unreadable and his voice is quieter when he speaks.
âBe safe, ñuha byka jÄdar.â It is more a whisper than anything, and the name feels like a secret only he knows.
You turn and move to your horse. The saddle creaks softly as you mount. You pull your hood low again, gathering reins in your gloved hands.
When you glance back, Baelor still watches, half-hidden by shadow.
âBe back before dawn,â he mutters. Your brows furrow when you feel yourself nod without thinking.
At first it clingsâthe distant glow of torches along the walls, the faint smudge of smoke hanging over the city like a veilâbut the farther you ride, the smaller it becomes, until it is only a low shimmer against the horizon. The Red Keep fades into silhouette, just another jagged shape swallowed by distance, its towers no longer watching.
The road opens wide and empty before you, a ribbon of pale dirt winding through darkness. The earth is uneven beneath your horseâs hooves; stones shift and crunch, sending small sprays of dust into the air. Wind bites at your cheeks, sharp and clean; your cloak snaps behind you like a banner unseen, and your breath leaves you in pale bursts that vanish almost as quickly as they appear. The rhythm of hooves becomes a heartbeat, steady and alive.
It settles into you until your own pulse follows its pace, until the world narrows to movement and breath and the familiar sway of the saddle. Every ride feels like this â like peeling away layers of expectation until something raw and true remains.
This is why you come back to it again and again.
Not rebellionânot truly.
Breathing.
Fields roll out on either side, dark shapes stitched together by moonless night. Sleeping farms pass in silenceâlow cottages crouched against the cold, shutters barred, roofs silvered faintly with dew. Occasionally a watchfire burns low, little more than glowing embers beside a fence or gate, proof that someone somewhere is awake even now, keeping quiet vigil over their small piece of the world.
You ride past them unseen.
The land stretches endlessly, and for once it feels as though it belongs to you more than any throne room ever could. You are a rider beneath the expanse of open sky, under darkness unbroken by stars, guided only by instinct and memory. Far off, distant firelights flickerâvillages tucked into valleys, lonely campfires dotting the edges of the roadâsmall reminders that life goes on beyond the walls that define your own.
You think of marriage proposals.
They arrive like trade agreements, wrapped in courtesy and expectation. Lords from fertile valleys, from storm battered coasts, from cold northern holdings you have never seen. Their names blur together: sons inheriting castles, men twice your age seeking alliances, polite smiles offered across banquet tables while eyes measure what you are worth.
None of them mean anything to you.
Their titles feel hollow. Their promises sound rehearsed. You imagine riding beside them and feel nothingâno spark, no curiosity, only the dull sense of a future narrowing into obligation.
Your father grows more impatient with every refusal. You can hear it in the clipped way he speaks your name, in the way conversations fall silent when you enter the room. You know that a princess cannot remain unpromised forever.
You think of your brothersâAemon, quiet and brilliant, forever buried in thought as if the world exists as a puzzle only he can solve; Aerion, burning bright and dangerous, a wildfire contained only by the thinnest thread of control; Aegon, inquisitive and bold, brighter than any sun that has shone.
And then, your thoughts drift back, unbidden, to the stables. To Baelorâfirstborn son of King Daeron the Good, Prince of Dragonstone, Hand of the King, Baelor Breakspear Targaryen, heir to the Iron Throne, brother to your father Maekar and your Uncle.
You think of Baelorâs knowing smile in the stables.
The road stretches on beneath you, and your thoughts turn inward again, toward bloodlines and history, toward the stories whispered like warnings in candlelit halls.
The Targaryensâ were once a house set apart by fire and custom alike. The old histories speak openly of marriages between brother and sister, of blood preserved like a flame kept carefully sheltered from the wind. In Valyria it had been tradition, almost necessity; here in Westeros it had always been something elseâtolerated when dragons filled the sky, feared when they did not.
Since the Dance of the Dragons, everything changed.
The realm remembered the ruin too clearly: dragons turning on dragons, kin slaying kin, the sky itself burning. The small-folk spoke of it as punishment, a curse born from a bloodline that loved itself too fiercely. Since then, the marriages grew fewer, the old ways softened or abandoned entirely in the face of murmuring lords and wary eyes. Lords preach caution now, alliances instead of purity.
And yet the whispers remain.
You have heard them in markets, disguised as jokes. Heard servants fall silent when your family passes. The common-folk bow, but their devotion is thinner than it once was. Some fear you; others simply do not understand how a house can cling to itself so tightly and not fracture.
Perhaps they are right.
The thought unsettles you as much as it comforts.
The wind sharpens as you ride, stinging your cheeks. Your horseâs breath mists in the air, each stride steady and sure. The sound of hooves beats like a second heart beneath you, grounding you even as your thoughts drift.
You think of Baelor.
There was a time when he never turned away from you, when you ran through the halls and he was always there, patient and amused, indulging questions no one else had time to answer. You had been his only niece then, bright and loud and unafraid, forever shadowing his steps with childish certainty that he belonged partly to you.
But something shifted.
When you reached eight-and-tenâwhen your laughter changed, when your body grew one last time into itself, when eyes lingered a moment longer than beforeâhe began to step back. It was subtle at firstâa pause where once there would have been easy closeness, a careful distance placed between you like an unseen wallâbut you noticed, even if he thought you did not.
And now there is Daellaâyounger, sweet-faced, untouched by the sharp edges of adulthood. You wonder if she has taken your place in his affections; if she receives the smiles that once belonged to you alone. The thought twists unexpectedly inside your chest. Heat flares there, sudden and fierce. It catches you off guard, bright as wildfire licking at dry brush. Jealousy. Not the small, passing irritation you know from courtly rivalries, but something deeper and hotter, an emotion that feels almost foreign in its intensity.
You press your heels gently to your horseâs sides, riding faster, as if motion might burn it away, but the feeling lingers. You tell yourself it is not about him. It is about change, about growing older and watching the world rearrange itself without asking your permission, about losing a certainty you once relied on.
And still, that low-lit fire burns.
The road ahead stretches like a wound across the earthâdark, quiet, and seemingly endless, vanishing into a horizon marked only by the faintest flicker of distant villages. Their lights tremble like dying stars, fragile against the weight of the night. The wind cuts across the open plains in restless gusts, tearing at your uncleâs cloak and tugging at loose strands of hair, its cold fingers finding every gap in your armour and cloth alike. You ride through it without slowing, letting the chill bite at your skin until the fire inside you dimsâuntil the sharp, consuming heat becomes something quieter, heavier, settling low in your chest as an ache instead of a blaze.
Behind you, Kingâs Landing has long since dissolved into memory. No towers clawing at the sky, no golden windows glowing with excess, no distant roar of crowds or clatter of courtly life. Only darkness now, and the rhythmic thud of hooves against packed earth. Ahead lies nothing certain â only the open road and the uneasy sense that each mile carries you farther from who you were, toward something unfamiliar, unnamed. You wonder whether you are fleeing or transforming; whether there is even a difference anymore.
The villages you pass are small enough to miss if you blinkâfour or five squat buildings huddled close as though for warmth, smoke curling thinly from crooked chimneys. Rough wooden fences penned in tired cattle and restless sheep, their shapes pale in the dark moonless night. A single lantern burns in a window here and there, casting soft gold onto dirt paths worn by bare feet and labour. These places are scarcely large enough to be called homes, yet they are full of lifeâa quiet, stubborn, enduring life.
You watch figures moving even at this late hour: a woman carrying water, shoulders hunched against the cold; a man mending something by lamplight; children asleep in spaces too small for dreams to stretch. These are the people your grandparents speak of as small-folk, spoken of in dismissive tones, numbers to be taxed or managed from a distance. Yet as you ride past, you see only people surviving. People who work until their bodies bend, who measure their days by harvests and weather, not feasts or titles. They scrape a living from unforgiving land while you were born into silk sheets and tables heavy with roasted meats, exotic fruits offered at the slightest whim.
The contrast settles uncomfortably beneath your ribs.
You wonder, not for the first time, if you could survive like this, if the softness bred into you by privilege would crack under a life where comfort must be earned each day. Could your hands harden? Could your hunger be patient? Could you live without servants, without certainty, without the invisible net that catches you every time you fall?
Hours pass unnoticed, marked only by the shifting weight of exhaustion and the slow lightening of the sky. The darkness softens first to grey, then to pale blue that spills across the horizon. Shapes emerge where shadows once ruled. When you finally turn your horse toward home, dawn is breaking, and the world feels newly exposed, as if it has seen too much of you in the night and now refuses to look away.
When you return, the sky has begun to pale.
The night has thinned into that strange hour between secrecy and morning, when the world feels caught holding its breath. Your fingers ache as you grip the cotton rope again; the climb burns through your arms and shoulders, muscles trembling with the effort. Dust clings to your skin, sweat dampens your brow, and your lungs pull air in sharp, quiet breaths as you drag yourself back toward the hidden doorway.
The stones scrape your palms as you crawl inside. The passage smells of cold mortar and age; your heartbeat echoes loud enough to feel dangerous. You shove the bookcase shut behind you with a muted thud and straightenâ
âand freeze.
Baelor turns at the sound of the hidden door closing.
For a moment, neither of you speaks. His gaze flicks to your clothesâdirt-streaked, wind-tossedâthen to your flushed face.
âYou climb out of your chambers,â he says evenly, âlike a thief.â
You straighten, caught but unwilling to appear ashamed. âAnd you enter without invitation, kÄpus.â
His mouth twitches slightly, almost a smile. âThe Kingsguard believed you sleeping.â
âThey believe many things.â The words come out breathless; you are suddenly aware of how close the air feels, how warm the room has grown despite the lingering chill from outside.
He steps nearer.
Not enough to touch, but close enough that you feel the shift in the space between you. His presence fills the room, steady and controlled, the scent of leather and cool morning air clinging to him. You have dreamed of moments like this, waking from restless sleep with your pulse racing, your skin overheated, the memory of his voice lingering in your ears like a secret you cannot shake. Dreams you never name aloud, that leave you disoriented in the half-light.
He steps even closer, lowering his voice. âDo you know how dangerous it is out there?â
You scoff softly, leaning back to rest against your chest if drawers. âEveryone always says that.â
âAnd they are correct.â
âI am more alive out there than in here.â
The words fall between you like a confession.
Baelor studies you in silence, long enough that you feel suddenly aware of the dirt on your hands, the loose strands of hair sticking to your face, the racing beat of your pulse.
âYou should change before anyone sees,â he says at last.
âYou will not tell?â
âNo.â
Relief flickers, though smaller this time, edged with curiosity.
âWhy?â You enquire.
Baelor pauses, struck frozen by your question, before he states: âBecause I understand wanting the sky.â
You blink.
For a breathless moment, neither of you moves. The air itself seems to hold its breath, the world narrowing to the space where his voice lingers, warm and low, like the first hint of a storm building on the horizon. You feel it in your chest, a slow, insistent tug, as if his words have reached inside you and pulled something taut. Something that has been waiting, coiled and restless, for far too long.
Byka jÄdar⊠you remember him calling you little sky earlier this eve in the stables. Surely you are not the sky he speaks ofâhe must be speaking about wanting to ride like your ancestors in the sky upon dragons and flames.
He takes a step closer, and this time, itâs deliberate. Not the cautious, measured approach of an heir, of an uncle, but something else entirely. His presence fills the room, solid and unyielding, yet his eyes are soft, almost tender, as they sweep over your face. You can see the conflict thereâduty warring with something deeper, something raw and unchecked. It mirrors the battle raging inside you, the push and pull of propriety and desire, of who you are supposed to be and who you ache to become.
The shift is subtle, almost imperceptible, but you feel it like a sudden chill in the air. His body stiffens; the tension in his shoulders pulls taut as if heâs wrestled something back into place. His hand, which had hung in the space between you, stills and then slowly retreats, returning to his side as if it had never dared to reach out at all. His jaw tightens, his eyes hardening into the disciplined mask of the knight he isâthe heir he must be.
You can see the struggle in him, the way his breath catches and steadies, the way his gaze flickers away from yours for the briefest of moments before returning, steady but distant. Thereâs a conflict there, raw and unspoken, and it mirrors the one raging inside you. Closer, your heart whispers, even as your mind screams no further. The air between you feels charged, heavy with everything unsaid, everything that could have been.
For a moment, neither of you moves. Youâre caught in the gravity of that suspended moment, the world narrowing to the space where his presence lingers like a promise he wonât allow himself to make. His eyes bore into yours, searching, asking questions you donât dare answer. You wonder if he can feel it too, this pull, this ache that seems to grow stronger every time youâre near him. But then he exhales, a slow, deliberate breath, and the spell breaks.
He takes a step back, the movement precise and controlled, as if heâs drawing a line neither of you can cross. The warmth of his presence recedes, leaving you feeling strangely hollow in its absence. His voice, when he speaks next, is measured, deliberateâa shield, you think, to keep the words safe from the truths they might reveal.
âGet some rest, tala. Dawn has passed, and your father expects you soon.â
As he leaves, you catch a faint trace of cold air and steel, the scent of training yards, of open spaces.
The door closes softly behind him.
You stand alone in the quiet room, heart still racing.
Outside, Kingâs Landing wakes, and the castle breathes again.
For the first time in many weeks, your restlessness feels less like a prison and more like the beginning of something you cannot yet name.
You notice Baelor watching sometimesâfrom across a hall, from the edge of a council gathering, from the training yard where sparks fly from clashing steel. His gaze is never intrusive; it lingers only long enough to remind you that he knows your secret.
And he keeps it.
You ride againânot every night, but often enough that the walls begin to feel less suffocating. The rope of linens grows worn from use. Each time you descend, you half-expect to find him waiting.
Sometimes you almost wish he would be.
The Red Keep looms beautiful and terrible around you, towers catching sunlight like flame, banners snapping above stone that has outlived kings. From the highest balconies, the view of Kingâs Landing stretches endless: the winding Blackwater, ships like toys upon the water, smoke rising from thousands of hearths.
You wonder what it would feel like to never return. And yet you always do, because somewhere within its walls walks a man who looks at you not as duty, not as problem, but as something wild yet worthy of understanding.
One evening, as twilight stains the sky purple and gold, you find him waiting near the balcony.
âYou will leave again tonight,â Baelor says without greeting.
You lean against the stone, smiling faintly. âPerhaps.â
âYou are predictable.â
âThen why do you keep watching?â
He considers the question.
âBecause,â he says quietly, âI would rather know where you fly than wonder if you have fallen.â
The words settle between you like a vow unspoken.
Below, Kingâs Landing glitters as the sun sinksârestless, alive, endlessâand you feel the pull again: the road, the wind, the freedom waiting beyond the walls.
But, for the first time, you do not feel entirely alone within them.
You sit through a meeting with your father, Maekar, his voice a low, relentless drumbeat. Proposals. Alliances. The necessity of a match. He does not look at you when he speaks of it, but you feel the weight of each word settle on your shoulders, pressing down like the heavy stone walls of the Red Keep itself. The room is too warm, the air thick with the scent of parchment, ink, and the faint tang of wine. You imagine lords around the table murmuring their agreements, their eyes darting to you only briefly before shifting away, as if you are a ghost already, not a living person to be heard. You imagine them as the lords they are: men beyond your years that stare and gawk at you as you grow more, as you grew into the woman you are now; you see their beaded eyes delight in the idea of your hand and the alliance with House Targaryen, not even a thought of your own wishes and prayers to the Mother to be considered.
Your fatherâs tone is methodical, almost detached, as he outlines the potential alliances. âHouse Baratheonâs fleet is unmatched,â he says, his fingers tapping idly on the polished wood of the table. âA union would strengthen our position in the Narrow Sea. Their son is young, yes, but well-mannered and⊠tractable.â The word hangs in the air like a sentence. Tractable. Easily controlled. Easily managed. You clench your hands beneath the table, your nails digging into your palms, as the image of Lord Baratheonâs nephew flashes in your mindâhis soft hands, his hesitant laugh, the way he always seems to be searching for someone elseâs approval. The thought of sharing a life with him, of lying beside him in a cold marriage bed, makes your stomach churn.
âThe Tyrells are too ambitious to consider,â your father interrupts your thoughts sharply, his voice cutting through the murmurs like a blade. âThey would seek to influence rather than align. The Baratheon boy is the safer choice.â His tone brooks no argument, and the room falls silent again. You feel the weight of his gaze flicker to you once more, brief and assessing, before he turns back to his papers.
A princess is not a personâshe is a tool, a pawn, a thing to be traded.
Your father remains seated, his gaze fixed on the ledger before him. The silence stretches, heavy and suffocating, until he finally speaks.
âYou cannot climb walls forever,â he says, his voice quieter now but no less firm. âA princess is a piece on a board. A valuable one. You will be moved where you are needed.â He looks up then, his grey eyes unyielding, and you feel the sting of those words like a slap. His gaze is not unkind, but it is weary, carved from years of compromise.
âI am not a piece to be played, kepa,â you hiss, though the defiance sounds hollow even to your ears. Your throat feels tight, your chest aching with the pressure of unshed tears.
He exhales slowly, leaning back in his chair. âYou are my daughter,â he says finally. âThat is both a privilege and a chain. You have until the moonâs turn to consider Lord Baratheonâs nephew. After that, I will consider the matter for you.â
The dismissal is clear, his tone leaving no room for further discussion. You rise from your seat, your legs trembling slightly beneath your skirts, and leave the chamber without another word. The stone corridors feel narrower than before, the walls closing in as you walk, your footsteps echoing like a dirge in the silence.
The Baratheon boy is two years your junior, with a laugh that sounds like a hiccup and hands that are always slightly damp. The thought of his touch makes your skin prickle unpleasantly.
Your steps carry you instinctively toward the outer walls, toward the place where the air is clean and the world feels vast, but you stop yourself. The memory of Baelorâs quiet presence in your room is a brand on your thoughts. Instead, you retreat to the library, a vast, dusty cavern of knowledge that offers a different kind of escape. You lose yourself in maps of distant lands, in accounts of dragons that once darkened the skies. For a few hours, you can almost forget the pressure building inside your chest.
It is there that he finds you again.
You do not hear him approach. Youâre bent over a massive tome detailing the flight patterns of raptors in the Dornish Marches, your finger tracing a line on the vellum when a shadow falls across the page.
You know it is him before you look up. The air in the library shifts; the dust motes seem to slow in their dance.
âĂuha dĆna jÄdar.â
You lift your head. Baelor stands a respectful distance away, his black velvet cloak melting against the dark wood of the shelves. His expression is neutral, the perfect picture of an heir to the throne, but his eyes hold a faint, questioning light.
âKÄpus.â You close the book softly. âHave I summoned you without knowing?â
âYour father requested an escort for your evening walk in the godswood. He is⊠concerned for your safety after yesterdayâs⊠fatigue.â
The pause is slight, but you hear it. Fatigue. A polite fiction for whatever he suspects, for whatever he has not reported.
âI see.â You stand, smoothing the skirts of your dress. The gown is a layered black silk, heavy and rich, the fabric catching the light like smoke. Gold threaded dragons wind their way subtly along the cuffs and bodice, their scales glinting with each movement, and the high collar frames your throat like armour fit for a Princess if old Valyria, high-necked and modest, yet under his observant gaze you feel strangely exposed. âAnd are you to be my jailer, or my escort?â
âHere I am a merely your kÄpus. I am only here to protect you.â
âFrom what, Prince Baelor?â You gasp mockingly, placing a hand upon your breasts. âThe falling leaves?â
âFrom anything that would harm you.â His tone is even, but thereâs an edge to it, a seriousness that makes your stomach tighten. âIncluding your own impulses.â
The challenge hangs between you. You want to argue, to tell him your impulses are the only things that make you feel real. But you donât. You simply nod and move past him toward the libraryâs great doors.
He falls into step beside you, a half-pace behind. You are acutely aware of the rhythm of his footsteps, the soft clink of his sword belt, the solid, quiet bulk of him at your periphery.
The godswood is quiet in the dusk. The heart treeâs carved face seems to weep crimson tears in the fading light. You walk the winding paths in silence for a time, the only sounds the crunch of gravel underfoot and the distant call of a night bird.
The tension from the morning is still there, a live wire humming just beneath the surface of the quiet. It gathers in the spaces between your words, in the glances you donât quite allow yourself to take.
âWhy did you cover for me, kÄpus?â You ask finally, the question bursting out of you. You stop walking, turning to face him beside a small, dark pool.
He stops as well, his profile etched against the deep green of the dark oak leaves. âI gave you my reason.â
âWanting the sky is not a reason. It is a feeling. Heirs to the throne do not act on feeling.â
He turns his head, his pale eyes meeting yours. In the dim light, they look almost grey. âNo,â he agrees. âThey do not.â
âSo?â
âSo perhaps I am tired of watching cages.â The words are so soft they are almost lost in the rustle of the leaves. âEven gilded ones.â
Your breath catches in your throat. It feels like a confession far greater than your own. You think of his life: firstborn son son of the King, heir to the Iron Throne, a boy with his life carved out for him long before his birth, every moment since belonging to someone else. Does he, too, stare at the stars and feel a hunger that has no name?
âSe nyke daor gryves urnÄbagon ñuha byka jÄdar sagon ruarza.â The words fall from his lips like poetry, not spoken so much as breathed, shaped carefully in the space between you.
Baelor does not speak as other men do. There is no blunt edge to his words, no careless weight. Each syllable leaves his mouth with deliberate careâas though he has measured it first, turned it over in thought, and only then allowed it into the air. The cadence catches you before the meaning ever does; a slow, lilting rhythm that feels less like conversation and more like something recited from memory.
High Valyrian was meant to be elegantâevery tutor ever told you soâbut hearing it from Baelor is something else entirely. It is not the clipped instruction of lessons half-ignored, nor the stern repetition of grammar you used to slip away from as a girl. In his voice it becomes music.
You are ashamed, suddenly, of all the hours you shirked; all the afternoons spent climbing towers or fleeing your tutors instead of learning the tongue properly. The words brush past your understanding like wings, familiar yet unreachable. You chase them instinctively, trying to grasp meaning from fragments alone.
Cannot bear. The word lands clearly, sharp enough to catch your breath.
Then softer, almost fond: little sky.
Your heart stumbles at that, though you cannot say why. The phrase feels impossibly gentle, something meant to be held close rather than spoken aloud.
And another, nearly lost in the hush between syllables.
Hidden.
The rest slips away from you; beautiful, frustrating, and entirely beyond reach. For a fleeting instant you imagine finding the words written in some ancient book tucked away in the Red Keepâs library; ink faded with time, a love sonnet penned by a long-dead poet who understood longing too well. That same hush lives in Baelorâs voice nowâan ache disguised as gentleness, restraint wrapped around something brighter and far more dangerous beneath.
You feel a slickness between your thighs, emanating from your petals, your bud alight with a heat you have hardly experienced. Only one boy has ever touched you, from when you were six-and-ten until nearly two springs agoâa stable boy from an inn far from here, one who did not know your name or your reason for staying there for near a week. That boy had passed of sickness nearly two springs before, but you remember the last time he had touched you: you had whispered kÄpus when he inserted a finger inside of you, moaned my Prince when his cock bullied its way into you, and when your body shook and vision became clean as snow, you called out Baeâ before you choked back your words.
This memory rises unbidden, and you take a step closer without meaning to. The space between you dwindles again. This time, you notice the fine lines at the corners of his eyes, the faint scar that bisects his left eyebrow, the way his lower lip is slightly fuller than the upper. Details you have seen a thousand times and never truly seen.
âMy father will force a marriage,â you whisper, the truth of it sharp and bitter on your tongue. âBefore the moonâs turn. To some lordling whose only merit is his uncleâs fleet.â
Baelorâs jaw tightens. A muscle feathers along its edge. He says nothing, but his silence is louder than any objection.
âI cannot breathe when I think of it,â you continue, the words pouring out in a rush now that the dam has broken. âI feel it here.â You press a hand to your chest, just below your collarbone, a contrast to the mocking you used before. A strange, swollen ache has been growing there all day, a tightness that has nothing to do with the fabric of your dress. âIt feels like⊠like I am being stuffed into a box that is too small.â
His gaze drops to your hand, then swiftly back to your face. But not before you see something flicker in his eyesânot pity, but a sharp, sudden recognition.
âI know that feeling all too well, byka jÄdar,â he says, his own voice low.
âDo you?â
He doesnât answer with words. He simply looks at you, and in that look, you see a reflection of your own trapped spirit. It is a mirror, a understanding so profound it steals the air from your lungs.
The ache in your chest pulses, a warm, heavy sensation that spreads outward. You become hyper aware of your body in a new wayâthe gentle weight of your breasts against the silk of your dress feels more pronounced, the bodice seeming to fit more snugly than it did this morning. It is not pain, but a deep, visceral fullness, as if the frustration and yearning inside you is manifesting physically, pushing against its confines.
You drop your hand, suddenly self-conscious. The sensation is confusing, intimate. You wonder if he can see it, this strange swelling of your own flesh.
âWhat do you do?â Your voice is barely audible. âWhen you feel the walls closing in?â
For a long moment, he doesnât move. Then, slowly, he lifts his own hand, holding it in the space between you, palm up, as if offering you something invisible. âI remember the sky,â he says simply. âI remember that it is still there, even when I cannot see it.â
You stare at his open hand. You imagine placing yours in it, the heat that would bloom from that contact, the sheer, shocking reality of it. The thought sends a jolt through you, straight to your core, and the heavy warmth in your chest tightens again, a sweet, insistent pressure.
You want to. Gods, you want to.
Your fingers twitch at your side.
A loud crack of a branch echoes from the other side of the grove, a guard on his rounds.
The moment shatters.
Baelorâs hand closes into a fist and falls back to his side. The shutters come down over his expression, the Prince's mask settling back into place. âIt grows dark, Princess. We should return.â
The dismissal is a physical blow. The warmth in your body cools rapidly, leaving you feeling hollow and shaken. The strange, full sensation in your chest remains, a lingering, tender echo of the moment passed.
You nod, unable to speak, and turn back toward the castle. He walks beside you, the silence now a chasm filled with everything unsaid, everything almost done.
At the door to your chambers, he stops. You hesitate, your hand on the iron ring of the door.
âWill you be there?â You ask, not looking at him. âTomorrow morning, when I wake to the same walls?â
You hear the soft intake of his breath. When he speaks, his voice is rough, scraped raw by something you dare not name. âI am always here, ñuha jorrÄelagon. You may always come to me when you need.â
You push the door open and slip inside without another word.
Alone, you lean back against the cold wood. Your heart hammers against your ribs. You bring your hands up, pressing them against the swell of your breasts beneath your dress. They feel fuller, heavier, sensitive in a way that makes your breath shorten. It is a secret, physical testament to the tension that coils between you and the knight in the white cloak. A slow, aching burn that has found a home in your very flesh.
You know, with a certainty that terrifies and exhilarates you, that this is only the beginning. The walls are the same. The cage is the same. But you are not. And neither, you suspect, is he.
The days grow louder after that, as though the Red Keep senses change before you do. Servants hurry with purpose; banners are unfurled; the training yards ring from dawn until dusk with steel and shouted orders. Even the air tastes sharper, filled with the scent of oiled armour and anticipation.
Your father moves through the castle like a storm given shape.
A tourney, your grandfather announces. A grand oneâknights summoned from across the realm; lords invited to witness strength and loyalty alike. The halls fill with rumours, and you need not ask why.
Marriage.
It clings to every conversation you overhear. Every glance cast your way feels weighted; measured. You are Maekar Targaryenâs daughterâtoo long unwed, too restless, too wild for comfort.
A tourney gives him opportunity.
From your chambers windows, the world beyond the walls changes by degrees. At first there are only wagonsâsmall dots crawling across the dusty fields outside the city, then stakes driven into earth, lines marked in chalk, men shouting measurements to one another. Day by day the shape grows clearer. Pavilions rise like bright mushrooms after rain; long lists of coloured canvas stretching toward the horizon. Wooden stands climb higher each morning, skeletons of beams becoming grand galleries draped in cloth the colour of noble houses.
You watch the lists take form as though they are building a cage around you.
By afternoon, the wind carries the clang of hammers all the way to your balcony; by evening you can hear laughter drifting faintly upward, the sound of merchants already selling sweet wine and roasted meats to early arrivals. Fires prick the dark like fallen stars. The tourney swellsâalive, hungry, and inevitable.
The city hums with excitement. You feel nothing but tension tightening beneath your skin.
Footsteps sound behind you.
âYou have been avoiding the court,â Baelor says softly.
You do not turn immediately. âIt has been avoiding me first.â
He comes to stand beside you, hands resting lightly on the stone. His presence is steady â grounding in a way you dislike admitting.
âYour father means well,â he says after a moment.
You laugh quietly. âThat is a dangerous phrase.â
His mouth twitches, though his gaze remains on the city below. âHe fears for your future.â
âI fear being traded like a horse.â
The words slip out sharper than intended.
Baelor falls silent. When you finally glance at him, something tight moves across his featuresâsympathy, perhaps; perhaps something more complicated.
âNot all matches are prisons,â he says quietly.
âNo,â you murmur. âOnly most.â
The silence stretches, heavy with things unsaid.
You have grown accustomed to this, the quiet understanding between you. Stolen moments in corridors; conversations that skirt edges neither of you name. Sometimes his gaze lingers too long. Sometimes yours does the same.
Neither of you speaks of it, yet it lives there, a spark beneath ash.
As the days pass, the view from your window becomes unbearableâtoo bright, too alive. You begin to linger there at night instead, watching torchlight move through the tents like veins of fire. Music reaches you sometimes; the low thrum of drums, the shrill rise of pipes. The small-folk laugh freely in a way the court never allows itself.
One night, when the Keep settles into silence and the corridors grow soft with sleep, you wrap yourself in a plain cloak, silver hair tucked neatly into a hat, and slip through servant passages you learned as a child. The night air tastes different beyond the gatesâthicker, freer, heavy with smoke and spilled ale.
The tourney grounds are nothing like the orderly spectacle seen from above. Up close they are chaosâmud churned by boots, children darting between tables, dogs barking beneath benches. Lantern light paints everything gold. You are jostled immediately; no one looks twice at you. It thrills you more than it should.
Someone presses a cup into your hand. Strong wine burns your throat; laughter catches in your chest. You dance because someone pulls you into it, spinning in circles to the rhythm of fiddles and clapping hands. The earth beneath your feet is uneven, the air warm with bodies and breath. For a few precious hours you are namelessâjust another girl laughing beneath the lanterns.
You drink more than you intend.
Music swells while skirts whirl around you. The world blurs pleasantly at the edges. Dawn feels impossibly far away.
Then, mid-turn, you pause.
Across the tent, half-lost in shadow near one of the support poles, stands a figure. Cloaked, hood drawn low; plain wool where silk should be. The posture is familiar neverthelessâtoo still amid the revelry, watching rather than joining.
Your breath catches. For one heartbeat you are certain it is him.
Baelor.
You stumble, missing a step. Your dance partner laughs, steadying you by the elbow. The moment breaks. You blink, heart hammering, and look back toward the corner to see nothing there. There is only shadows and shifting bodies, a wine barrel where the figure had stood. The space is empty, as though it had never held anyone at all.
You tell yourself it was the wine or the music, perhaps just wishful imagining. Still, a strange heat lingers at the back of your neck.
You dance again, but your gaze keeps drifting toward that corner, half-expecting the hooded stranger to reappear. He never does.
Trumpets sound across the grounds; banners snap in the windâred dragons, crowned stags, sigils painted so vividly they seem almost alive against the pale sky. From the royal approach, the tourney field spreads wide and gleaming, the lists carved clean into packed earth, rails polished smooth by careful hands. Everything smells of trampled grass, leather, and anticipation. The stands are filled with nobles draped in silk, their voices rising in eager chatter, and below the common-folk and entertainers (some you recognise, some you do not) cheer and chant.
You sit beside your family in the royal box.
The structure rises high above the field, built to impress. Thick wooden beams frame the pavilion, each one carved with twisting dragons whose bodies coil around tongues of flame; the craftsmanship is so intricate the scales catch the sunlight, shadows settling deep within the grooves so it looks as though the creatures truly move. Red silk hangs between the pillars, shifting in the breeze like living fire. Beneath your fingers, the railing is warm from the sunâsmooth where countless hands have sanded it down, rough where the engravings bite into the grain.
Maekarâs expression is carved from stone, pride and purpose radiating from him. On your other side sit your brothers â Aerion restless, Aegon grinning with careless delight. Daeron is absent, drinking himself into a stupor, most likely. Baelor sits at the right-hand side if your grandfather, his cloak stirring in the breeze. His own sons are absent, with Valarr with his betrothed and Matarys at training.
You feel his presence before you look.
Your hands rest still in your lap, posture flawless; a proper Princess placed on display like a jewel meant to catch the light.
The first knights ride forth, armour gleaming, horses stamping and snorting as names echo across the field. The crowd answers in wavesâcheers cresting and breaking, laughter rising from the stands. Lances shatter; the sound cracks through the air like thunder, vibrating through your ribs.
And then you hear itâthe nephew of Lord Baratheon.
The roar that follows is louder than the others, a tide of approval rolling through nobles and small-folk alike. He rides forwardâbroad-shouldered, steady beneath heavy armour, the stag crest gleaming gold upon his breastplate. There is nothing flamboyant about him. He sits his horse like a man born to discipline; no flourish, no grin for the crowdâsolid and predictable.
The thought makes something cold settle in your stomach.
You study him in this daylight, the sun shining and cutting sharp shadows below his brows and cheekbones. He is not ugly, and not unkind looking either. He is simply⊠contained. A man more comfortable with sword than speech.
Your father leans slightly toward you. âA strong match,â he murmurs.
You keep your expression smooth, though distaste curls quietly beneath it. The Baratheon looks every inch the sort of man a father would chooseâreliable, practical, unquestioning. A man who would place you carefully into a life already arranged, where duty comes first and desire is politely ignored. You imagine years of measured conversation, steady silence; a life built on obligation.
You feel suffocated just thinking of it.
The Baratheon rider turns his horse toward the royal box, reins tightening as the animal tosses its head and stamps its hooves below you.
His dark, steady eyes find yours.
âMy lady,â he calls, voice deep and steady, âwould you grant me a favour?â
The crowd hushes, eager and watching. Your smile forms slowly, practised and polite, though it feels brittle beneath the weight of expectation.
In your peripheral vision, you sense movement.
Baelor.
You glance, only briefly, and the breath catches in your throat.
His jaw is clenched so tightly that the muscles jump. Nostrils flare once, controlled; his hands curl into the engraved wood arms of his seat. Nothing else gives him away. To anyone else he appears composed, princely. But you know him well by nowâyou know the simmering anger barely leashed, the stillness of a man restraining himself. Possessive.
The realisation sends a heat racing unexpectedly through you.
You turn back to the knight below before anyone notices. Without speaking, you untie a narrow ribbon from the sleeve of your dressâgold threaded with black and redâand toss it down. The fabric catches the sunlight as it falls.
The Baratheon man catches it neatly.
âI pray you ride safely,â you call.
Nothing more.
The crowd applauds; your father nods approvingly. The Baratheon bows his head before fastening your ribbon to his arm before riding away.
You lean back slowly, and when you do, you meet Baelorâs eyes.
Everything else fades.
The lists continue; lances crash, shields splinter with sharp metallic crunches, horses scream and men shout. Steel rings against steel again and again. The air grows thick with dust and sunlight; heat gathers beneath your collar, turning every breath warm.
You do not watch the tourneyâyou watch him.
His gaze does not leave yours.
There is something fierce thereârestrained, smouldering. Not open anger; something deeper, quieter, more dangerous. The air between you tightens like a drawn bowstring, invisible and taut. The noise around you becomes distant, muffled, as though you sit inside a world separated from everyone else.
Another knight falls. The crowd erupts.
You do not blink. Neither does he.
The Baratheon nephew rides well; you hear the cheers grow louder each time he unhorses another opponent with relentless precision. Your fatherâs satisfaction becomes increasingly visible. The trap closes, thread by thread, yet all you feel is the heat building between you and Baelor. There is an inferno that grows each time his eyes darken, each time his expression tightens when your ribbon flashes on another manâs arm. You feel it like fire licking at your skin. Even the roar of the crowd cannot drown the silence stretching between you.
The Baratheon nephew rides well.
At one point Aerion leans toward you, whispering something mocking about the knightâs stiff posture; the biting words stem from a jealousy at the manâs skills, no doubt. You barely hear him. Aegon laughs at something else entirely. The world has narrowed to a single point.
Baelorâs eyes. His gaze holds frustration, hunger, something almost protectiveâsomething that feels dangerously close to ownership.
It should frighten you. Instead, your pulse quickens.
The sun dips lower as the final tilt begins. Your ribbon flashes on the Baratheonâs arm as he charges, dust rising in a plume as his lance strikes true. His opponent falls; the crowd erupts.
The knight is declared victor.
Cheers thunder across the grounds. Your father stands, applauding. Nobles follow suit in a rustle of silk and approval.
You choose to remain seated, gaze still locked with Baelorâs.
He does not clap. His expression is carefully neutral again, but his two-times eyes betray him, dark and burning.
When the Baratheon man rides toward the royal box for acknowledgement, you barely notice. He lifts his helm, breathing hard, sweat darkening his hair.
Your grandfather gestures for him to approach closer.
âThis is the princess,â Daeron speaks loud enough for those nearby to clasp at their ears, and for the common-folk in the stands to hear. âHer favour brought you luck.â
The knight looks up at you, respectful and almost shy. âMy thanks for your protection, my lady.â
You incline your head.
The words stick in your throat.
Behind you, Baelorâs presence feels almost tangible â like heat against your back.
The knight lingers a moment too long, as if hoping for something more. You give him nothing beyond a distant smile.
âI am glad you ride unhurt.â
You offer nothing else.
His gaze lingers a moment, then he bows and withdraws.
The crowd begins to disperse, excitement spilling into talk of feasts and celebration. You rise with the others, skirts whispering across the wooden floor. As you turn, your shoulder brushes Baelorâs.
The contact is fleeting, accidental to anyone watching, yet you know this was by design.
He leans slightly closer, voice low enough that only you hear but sharp enough to cut through the noise.
âYou should not have given him your ribbon.â The words come almost as a hiss, stripped of his usual gentleness. You pause, surprised by the raw edge of it.
âHe asked,â you whisper.
âHe is being presented for your hand.â
âI know.â
You turn to him fully.
His eyes hold yoursâcurious, burning, threaded with something that looks dangerously like rage; not loud, not wild, but contained, focused. The sort of jealousy that does not shout because it does not need to.
âAnd you dislike it,â he says quietly.
âDo you?â The question escapes before you can stop yourself.
For a moment something unguarded flashes across his faceâsomething hungry, aching, fiercely possessive.
âYes,â he says. âIksÄ Ă±uha vÄzos se jÄdar. Ăuhon mÄrÄ«, dĆna run.â
Heat flares between you again, sudden and consuming. You do not need to know these words to understand it is a claiming. For one breath you imagine what it would feel like if he stopped holding himself backâif that restrained fire finally burned free.
Your father calls your name.
The moment shatters.
Baelor steps away at once, expression smoothing into princely calm as though nothing passed between you at all. But as you walk from the royal box, the carved dragons twisting above your head, you feel his gaze on you stillâsteady, consuming, like a flame that refuses to go out.
The corridors near his chambers are quieter than the rest of the Keep; most of the court has drifted down toward the great hall, drawn by food, wine, and retellings of the dayâs victories. Laughter echoes faintly upward through the stone like something distant and hollow.
You slip from your own apartments with your cloak pulled close, heart hammering so loudly you are certain it will betray you. The passageways twist narrower hereâolder stone, less adorned. Torchlight gutters in iron sconces, casting restless shadows that stretch and recoil as you pass. Every footstep feels thunderous against the worn floor; every turning corner sends a spike of heat through your veins.
You know these corridors well enough. You learned them as a child, racing your brothers, hiding from tutors. Tonight they feel differentâcharged. Dangerous.
A pair of servants pass at the far end of a hall; you press yourself into an alcove until they disappear, breath shallow, pulse racing not from fear of discovery but from the anger still blazing beneath your ribs. The Baratheonâs ribbon. Your fatherâs satisfied nod. Baelorâs eyes.
By the time you reach his door, your restraint is threadbare.
It stands slightly ajar. You push it open without knocking.
He is near the window, half-turned toward the dying light, as though he sensed you long before he heard you. The sunset paints him in gold and shadow; the line of his shoulders rigid beneath dark robes. His armour rests on a stand nearby, the faint smell of freshly oiled leather and steel thick in the room.
âYou should not be here,â he says quietly.
âAnd yet here I am, kÄpus.â
The door shuts behind you with a soft, final sound.
For a moment neither of you moves. The air feels heavier here; warmer. The noise of the feast below does not reach this high. There is only the soft crackle of the hearth and the faint whisper of wind against the glass.
âYou heard him,â you say. âHe means to bind me.â
Baelor exhales slowly, exhibiting a control you wish to break. âYour father believes it best, as does the King himself.â
âYou do not.â
His gaze flicks sharply to yours, not quick enough to hide. âThat is not for me to decide.â
The calm in his voice makes your anger flare hotter.
âYou watched him barter me like a prize!â
His jaw tightens. âDo not think it easy for me.â
âThen why say nothing?â
Silence stretches, tight and unbearable. You step closer; he does not retreat. The space between you grows charged, humming like a drawn blade.
âIf you hate this match,â you whisper, voice trembling now with something more than mere frustration, âthen do something.â
His eyes darkenâone shade lighter than the other, both burning. You can see the war in him; duty strangling desire, loyalty battling something far more dangerous.
You barely think before the words spill out, reckless and raw.
âTake my hand yourself, ñuha dÄrilaros.â
The Valyrian falls from your tongue imperfectly but unmistakably.
Shock flashes across his featuresâtrue, unguarded surprise. It softens him for half a heartbeat, strips him of princely composure. Beneath it something else risesâsomething fierce and deeply wanted. His breath catches; his gaze drops briefly to your mouth, then returns to your eyes with new intensity.
Hidden want.
You do not wait for reason to reclaim him.
You close the distance.
The first press of your lips is charged with everything unsaidâanger, longing, years of stolen glances and swallowed words. It is not gentle. It is desperate.
For a single heartbeat he is still, then the restraint shatters.
His hand finds your waist, fingers tightening, drawing you flush against him. The kiss deepensâhungry, urgent; the taste of him warm and unfamiliar and dizzying. Your fingers tangle into the folds of his robe, clutching as though the ground might vanish beneath you. Heat surges between you, swift and consuming. All the tension from the lists, from the royal box, from the carved dragons and cheering crowds, burns away in this single reckless act.
His other hand rises, threading into your braided hair, fingers spreading along your scalp as though to anchor you there. The touch sends a shiver through you; sharp, electric. You tilt into him instinctively, mouths moving together with a wildness that feels long restrained.
The world narrows to breath and warmth and the faint sound of your own pulse roaring in your ears.
You taste wine and salt and something entirely his. The kiss turns deeper stillâless anger now, more want; something molten and aching that has lived too long beneath silence. Your hands slide higher, gripping at his shoulders beneath the heavy fabric, feeling the strength coiled there.
The kiss breaks only because you need air, and even then you refuse to part more than a breath. You clutch at his tunic, the taste of him unfamiliar and overwhelming. It feels like fire, like stepping off a cliff and refusing to fall back. His hands remain at your waist and in your hair, as though he fears you might disappear if he lets go. His forehead rests against yours; his exhale is a ragged, warm thing against your damp lips. The hand at your waist moves, splaying wide across the small of your back, pressing you closer until you feel the solid, unyielding length of himâthe undeniable proof that his control is as fractured as yours.
âThis is madness,â he murmurs, the words a rough vibration against your skin.
âI do not care.â
His eyesâone a shifting blend of blue and green like shallow sea over stone, the other a steady, burnished brownâsearch yours, striking in their quiet, mismatched intensity. You see the warâduty, honour, the ghost of your grandfatherâs command. But beneath it, a current of raw need runs darker, deeper. Itâs the same current that has pulled his gaze to you over the years, after his late wife Jena passed, all the way to today in the lists, that tightened his jaw when the Baratheon ribbon was offered.
He moves without another word.
A sudden, fluid shift of his body turns you, his arm a firm band around your waist as he guides you back. Your shoulder blades meet cold, rough-hewn stone beside the tall, arched window. The shock of the chill against your overheated skin makes you gasp. Moonlight, pale and silver, spills through the leaded glass, painting a stark, luminous stripe across the floor and up the wall, bathing you both in its ghostly glow.
From far below, a distant roar of laughter rises from the tourney groundsâa world away, a life away. Here, there is only his scentâleather, clean sweat, the faint, smoky trace of the hearthâand the overwhelming heat of him caging you against the wall.
His mouth finds yours again.
This kiss is different. The initial desperate hunger is still there, but itâs been joined by a fierce, focused intensity. Itâs a claiming. His lips are insistent, demanding your surrender. You give it willingly, opening for him with a soft, yielding sound that is swallowed by his kiss. His tongue slides against yoursâa slick, hot glide that steals the strength from your knees. Your whimper is muffled, lost in the wet, consuming rhythm he sets. One of his hands comes up, fingers tangling once more in the intricate braids at your temple, holding you still for his exploration. He tastes of the deep, dry Dornish red served at the high table and something inherently, uniquely himâa flavour you realize you have yearned for without name.
You break for air, panting, your lips tingling and swollen. âBaelor,â you breathe, the name a plea and a prayer.
âYou should not be here,â he repeats, but his voice is a low, guttural thing that belies the words. His mouth leaves yours to trail fire down the line of your jaw. âYou should be in your chambers. You should be thinking of your future lord husband.â
The words are a goad, meant to punish you or himself, you cannot tell. But you will not have it.
âI am thinking of my prince,â you whisper into the dark silk of his hair. Your own hands find the firm planes of his back, clutching at the fabric of his tunic. âMy kÄpus. Take me as yours!â You hiss. âClaim me!â
A sound rips from his throatânot a groan, but something deeper, more visceral. A growl. It vibrates against the sensitive skin of your neck as his teeth find the arch of your throat. He doesnât bite, not truly, but the sharp pressure of his teeth grazing that frantic pulse point sends a jolt of pure, undiluted sensation straight to your core. Your head falls back against the stone with a soft thud, offering him more.
His free hand slides down your side, over the curve of your hip. He grips your thigh, his fingers strong and sure, and lifts. You feel the cool air against your calf as he hooks your left leg over his hip, settling you more firmly against him. The new angle presses the hard ridge of his arousal against the juncture of your thighs, even through the layers of your skirt and his robes. A startled, delicious friction sparks there, and you cry out, a short, sharp sound.
His hand doesnât stop. It smooths up the outside of your lifted thigh, pushing the heavy fabric of your gown and underskirts up as it goes. The cool night air from the window kisses your bared skin, raising gooseflesh. You tremble, not from cold, but from an anticipation so acute it borders on pain.
His fingers find the edge of your underclothingâsimple linen drawers. He pauses there, his breath hot against your neck. âDo you know what you ask for, byka jÄdar?â
âYes.â
âDo you truly?â His voice is taut, strained. His fingertips brush the damp linen where it clings to you. A shockwave of sensation rolls through you, making your entire body jolt. You are wet. The evidence of your desire is a soaked patch against the fabric, and his touch ghosts over it, a maddening, feather-light pass.
âI know,â you insist, your voice trembling. âI want you, ñuha dÄrilaros.â
His thumb finds the shape of you through the cloth, a firm, circling pressure over the aching bud hidden beneath. You arch off the wall with a choked gasp. The sensation is too much and not enoughâa brilliant, focused point of pleasure that threatens to unravel you before heâs even truly begun.
âPlease,â you beg, your fingers digging into the muscles of his shoulders. âBaelor, please.â
He ignores your plea, his thumb continuing its lazy, torturous circles. The rough pad of it rubs against the sensitive bundle of nerves through the damp linen, building a coil of tension low in your belly that tightens with every rotation. Your hips try to roll against his hand, seeking more pressure, deeper friction, but he holds you pinned, controlling the pace, the intensity.
âPlease what?â He demands, his voice a dark rasp in your ear. His other hand still anchors your head, his fingers threaded tightly in your hair.
âInside,â you whimper, the word barely audible. âYour fingers⊠inside me.â
He stills. The sudden absence of motion is its own exquisite torment. He pulls back just enough to look at you. In the moonlight, his face is all sharp angles and shadowed hollows, his eyes like chips of flint. âAsk properly.â
You blink, dazed, your body screaming for the relief heâs withholding. âWhat?â
âYou know how.â His gaze burns into you, unyielding. âAsk me as my niece should.â
Understanding dawns, hot and humiliating and thrilling. It is a test. A claiming, just like you pleaded.
âKÄpus,â you breathe, the High Valyrian title feeling different nowâintimate, dirty, a secret between you. âPlease. Your fingers.â
âLouder.â
âKÄpus!â You wail it, the sound torn from your throat, raw and desperate. It echoes softly in the high ceiling room, swallowed by the distant revelry.
A faint smile touches his lips. âBetter.â
His hand moves. He pushes the damp linen aside, the fabric scraping softly against your oversensitive flesh. Then his bare skin meets yours.
The first touch of his fingers against your bare, slick folds is an electric shock. You cry out, your back bowing. His touch is not tentative. He parts you with a confident stroke of his middle finger, sliding through the drenched heat, gathering your wetness. The chill of the signet ring on his little finger presses against your outer lips, a stark, metallic contrast to the feverish warmth of your skin.
He finds your entrance, the tip of his finger resting there, applying the barest pressure. You are panting, every muscle in your body tensed, waiting. He looks into your eyes, holding your gaze captive as he finally, slowly, sinks his finger inside you.
The sensation is overwhelming. A fullness, a stretch, a shocking intimacy. You are tight, unaccustomed to any intrusion, and your inner muscles clamp around him instinctively, a silken, clutching grip. His breath catches audibly. He curls his finger, a deliberate, searching motion. The pad of his finger brushes a spot deep inside you that makes stars burst behind your eyelids. Your vision whites out for a second. A ragged, broken moan tears from your throat, and your nails, without conscious thought, drag down the nape of his neck, scraping over the short hairs there.
He hisses, a sharp intake of breath, and his own hips jerk forward, grinding his hard length against your thigh. The pain-pleasure on his face is intoxicating.
âAnother,â you beg, the words slurred with need. âI can take you, ñuha kÄpus. Give me another.â
His eyes flash with something wild. He withdraws his finger almost completely, making you gasp at the loss, then returns with two.
The stretch is more pronounced, a burning, exquisite fullness that steals the air from your lungs. You hear it thenâthe obscene, wet sound of your own arousal as he pushes his fingers deep, as your body accepts him. The noise is loud in the intimate silence of the room, lewd and undeniable. A hot flush of shame washes over you, followed immediately by a wave of even hotter arousal. You try to tuck your face into the hollow of his shoulder, into the fine wool of his robes, to hide from his penetrating gaze.
âNo.â His voice is a command, low and absolute. The hand in your hair tightens, not painfully, but with undeniable force, pulling your head back. âLook at me.â
You obey, your eyes fluttering open to meet his.
What he sees makes the last vestige of princely composure vanish from his face. His lips part. His eyes, wide and dark with pupil, rake over your features with a kind of savage hunger. You know what he sees: your hair coming loose from its braids in wild tendrils, your breasts heaving as you gasp for air, your lips swollen and glistening from his kisses. Your eyes, wide and pleading, dark with a wantonness you never knew you possessed.
âGods,â he snarls, the word half-reverence, half-curse. âLook at you.â
You watch him watching you fall apart. You see the awe in his gaze, the fierce possessiveness, the sheer, staggering want. It fuels you, amplifies every sensation. The coarse rub of his tunic against your cheek, the cold stone at your back, the relentless, curling thrust of his fingers inside youâit all coalesces into a single, rising wave of tension.
He changes the angle of his wrist, his fingers driving deeper, crooking just so. His thumb finds your exposed nub again, circling it in firm, rhythmic passes that are perfectly synchronized with the thrust of his fingers.
The coil inside you, wound so tight you think you might break, suddenly snaps.
Pleasure does not crestâit erupts. It is not a gentle wave but a firestorm, blazing out from that central, molten point where his touch resides. It consumes you, racing along every nerve, turning your bones to liquid heat. Your body arches violently, held to the wall only by his solid strength. A wordless, choking cry is torn from you, then his name mixed with ragged, sobbing gasps of âñuha dÄrilaros!â
Your inner muscles clutch and flutter around his fingers in frantic, pulsing waves. The pleasure is so intense it borders on unbearable, a radiant, shuddering release that seems to go on and on, draining the strength from your limbs, leaving you boneless and trembling. Your head lolls forward, your forehead coming to rest against his collarbone as you gasp for air, each breath a shaky, shuddering thing.
For a long moment, the only sounds are your ragged breathing, the distant murmur of the feast, and the soft, wet sound as he slowly, gently, withdraws his fingers, raising them to his lips as his tongue darts out to taste your wetness on them.
As your pulse begins to slow and you breathing starts to even out, you feel Baelor still.
It is subtle at first; a tightening beneath your palms where they rest against him. The warmth does not vanish, but it pulls inward, as though he is drawing himself back behind walls you cannot see. His breath, which had been uneven and mingled with yours, begins to steadyâtoo quickly, too deliberately.
You do not realise he is pulling away until the absence begins.
His hand at your waist loosens. The other, which had tangled possessively in your braided hair, slips free strand by strand. The space between your bodies widens by inches, though you remain leaning against him, too dazed to understand the shift.
Then, footstepsâdistant at first, echoing faintly down the corridor outside his chambers.
The sound of skirts brush against stone. Your name echoes faintly down the corridor.
âMy lady? Princess?â
Your maid.
Baelor breaks away sharply, as though burned. The last trace of warmth vanishes from his hands. He steps back, running one hand over his face as if to erase what just transpired, breath uneven once moreâbut now with restraint, not desire.
The absence feels cold.
You lift your head slowly, blinking up at himâflushed, shaken, hair loosened from its careful braids. Your lips still tingle; your skin still burns with the memory of his touch. The room seems smaller now, tighter.
âGo,â his voice rough, but not with want this time.
â⊠Pardon?â
âThey will find you here.â
You wait, expecting him to say more.
Your maid calls again, closer, and still he says nothing.
You see the return of the prince: guarded, controlled, jaw set hard enough to ache. His hands are fisted at his sides, knuckles pale.
The silence cuts deeper than any refusal.
Anger floods back, hot and sharp.
âYou tasted me,â you whisper bitterly, voice trembling despite your effort to steady it, âand still you hide.â
His expression twistsâpain flashing across his features, something raw and strangled beneath it. For a moment he looks as though he might reach for you again.
He does not.
âThis is folly,â he says, quieter now. âDangerous folly. For you most of all.â
âFor me?â You almost laugh. âWe are dragons, kÄpus, no matter what people may say! We do not have to bend to the will of these politics!â
Your name echoes again, closer this time.
He steps further back, putting deliberate distance between you. The space feels like a blade driven into your chest.
âGo,â he repeats, softer but no less firm. âBefore I forget myself again.â
You straighten slowly, smoothing your skirts with hands that still tremble. The heat between your thighs has faded to a dull, aching warmth; your heart still pounds, but now with fury as much as longing.
You turn sharply, crossing the room in swift strides. When you open the door, the cooler air of the corridor rushes in, carrying with it your maidâs hurried steps. The corridor swallows you; your maid rounds the corner moments later, relief flooding her face. You barely hear her excuses as she escorts you away.
Two long, burning days since you last saw Baelor alone in his chambersâsince heat and want and reckless words shattered whatever fragile balance had existed between you. Two full days of this tourney stretching on beneath banners and cheers; two endless nights lying awake in your bed, staring at the canopy overhead, replaying every look, every touch, every word he did not say.
He avoids you completely.
In corridors he bows with impeccable courtesy and moves past without lingering. At meals he speaks to your brothers, to your father, to visiting lordsânever to you. His gaze slides over you in public as though you are no more than any other courtly presence. No stolen glances. No quiet murmurs in shadowed alcoves.
The absence is deliberate.
It feels like punishment.
You endure two whole days of spectacleâof splintering lances and roaring crowdsâwhile something tight and wounded coils inside your chest. Two whole nights without him, even though he hurt you so; even though he pushed you away when you were still trembling in his arms. Anger wars with longing until you no longer know which burns hotter.
By the dawn of the second great day of tilting, you are raw with it.
The morning rises bright and deceptively cheerful. Frost clings lightly to the grass beyond the walls, turning the fields silver beneath the early sun. The air is brisk, sharp in your lungs. From the royal box, the world seems carved from colour and noiseâbanners snapping crimson and gold, the carved dragons along the beams casting twisting shadows in the pale light.
You sit once more beside your father.
Maekarâs pride is evident; he leans forward slightly as the lists fill, satisfaction radiating from him like heat from a forge. Aegon laughs at some private jest, unconcerned. Aerion watches everything with sharp, assessing eyes.
But Baelor is missing.
Your gaze drifts again and again to the entrance lanes where the riders gather. Nothing. No sign of black armour; no sign of the man who has haunted every breath of yours for forty-eight hours.
Restlessness coils through you.
The Baratheon nephew rides out to thunderous applause. He looks every bit the victor of two days pastâarmour polished, the stag crest gleaming, your ribbon still tied firmly around his arm. The sight of it makes your stomach twist.
He guides his horse toward the royal box, lifting his visor.
âMy lady,â he calls, voice steady.
The crowd hushes in anticipation.
You summon a polite smile that feels carved from wax.
And thenâ
A thunder of hooves splits the air.
It is not the measured trot of a knight awaiting announcement but a hard, deliberate gallop. Heads turn. Gasps ripple through the stands as another rider breaks into the lists without ceremony, horse powerful and dark as night.
The steedâs breath fogs in the cold air, plumes of steam curling from its nostrils as it slows sharply before the royal box. The animal is pitch black, muscled and restless, stamping at the earth as though eager for blood.
The rider sits tall.
Your breath leaves you in a single, stunned exhale.
Even before he lifts his visor, you know him.
The armour is unmistakable.
It is not gilded or overly adorned like the suits worn by lords eager for admiration. It is forged for war. Pitch black from helm to greaves, the metal drinks the sunlight rather than reflecting it. The chest piece is ribbed and hand-carved with the three-headed dragon of House Targaryenânot in bright enamel, but etched deeply into the steel itself, as though the sigil has been claimed by fire and hammered into permanence.
This is not parade armour.
Cuts mar the surfaceâold scars gouged into the breastplate and along the pauldrons. Not decorative etching but the marks of blades that have struck true and failed to fell him. You have heard the stories whispered in halls and sung in quieter corners: battles fought in the marches, skirmishes on distant shores, duels settled in mud and blood. Too many to count.
He wears them all.
His gauntlets are plain but solid; his sword hangs at his side, well-used, the hilt wrapped in dark leather worn smooth by his grip.
When he lifts his visor, the world narrows to the line of his face.
Baelor.
Though the visor shields his eyes when lowered, you knowâinstinctively, fiercelyâthat they are on you alone.
He turns his horse slightly, so that he faces not only the Baratheon but the royal box.
âBefore I ask anything,â Baelor calls, his voice carrying across the suddenly silent grounds, âI issue challenge.â
A murmur ripples through the crowd.
He turns his helm toward the Baratheon knight. âTo you.â
The Baratheon stiffens.
âFight me,â Baelor continues, âuntil death or until one yields. If I win, you will withdraw your request for the princessâs hand and speak no further of it.â
The words strike like thrown steel.
A collective intake of breath.
Your fatherâs sharp gasp is audible beside you. Aerion and Aegon fall stunned into silence.
Baelor turns his gaze upwardâto the King, your grandfather.
âAnd if I win,â he declares, voice steady as drawn iron, âI claim her hand myself.â
The world stops.
For a heartbeat there is only wind snapping banners and the distant shifting of horses.
Your father half-rises from his seat. âThis is fucking madnessââ
But the challenge has been spoken. It cannot be unsaid.
All eyes turn to the King.
Your grandfatherâs expression is unreadable, carved from old stone. He knows as well as anyone that a public challenge cannot be withdrawn without dishonour. The crowd waits, suspended between outrage and exhilaration.
At last, the King inclines his head.
âSo be it.â
The words fall heavy.
A roar breaks from the stands.
Baelor turns back to you.
For the first time since he rode in, the edge of his composure falters. Even at this distance you see itâthe flicker of vulnerability beneath the steel.
âĂuha jÄdar,â he calls, voice no longer for spectacle but for you alone, âyour favour.â
Your cheeks burn.
Your heartbeat pounds so violently you fear it will burst from your chest. Your fingers tremble as you reach beneath your skirts, seeking the ribbon tied at your stocking. You feel your pulse pounding everywhere at once. The movement is hidden from all but youâand perhaps him, with how he is watching so closely.
The knot loosens. You draw the ribbon free.
Leaning forward over the carved railing, you stretch and lower yourself as far as you dare. The cold air bites your skin. The distance between you closes; your fingers brush the metal of his gauntlet.
He takes the ribbon from your shaking hand.
He takes the ribbon carefully, then he lifts it to his lips and kisses it with reverence.
The crowd erupts into cheers, but you can hear only your own heartbeat.
âI pray you ride safely,â you say softly, voice trembling just enough for him alone to notice. âReturn to me.â
His gaze darkens at the words.
His helm lowers and he turns his horse.
The Baratheon knight draws his sword. So does Baelor.
The clash is immediate.
Steel rings against steel with a shriek that scrapes along your bones. The first blow lands hard enough to jar both men in their saddles. Horses rear and wheel; dust kicks up in sharp clouds beneath pounding hooves.
Your chest tightens.
They fight not with lances but with swordsâclose, brutal. The Baratheon is strong, disciplined; his strikes are precise, calculated. But Baelor fights like a man with something to lose.
Like a man with something to win.
The sound of blade on armour cracks through the air again and againâsharp metallic shrieks, dull thuds where steel meets ribbed breastplate. Sparks flash when swords glance off one another.
Your head swims with each collision.
They dismount almost simultaneously, abandoning horses for footing on earth. The fight grows more vicious. Boots grind into dirt; shoulders slam. The Baratheon swings hard, forcing Baelor back a stepâanother. The crowd roars approval.
You cannot breathe.
You press your hands together, knuckles white, whispering frantic prayer to the Mother: Bring him back to me. Protect my jorrÄelagon.
Steel crashes again. Baelor pivots, parrying with swift efficiency. He fights differently nowâno flourish, no wasted motion. Each movement is purposeful, measured, honed by real war rather than tourney sport.
The Baratheon lunges. Their blades lock. For a heartbeat they strain against each other, faces inches apart behind steel.
Then Baelor shifts.
A twist of his wrist; a sharp kick to destabilise. The Baratheon stumbles. Baelor presses forward, relentless. Sword strikes armour with brutal forceâonce, twice. The sound is deafening.
Dust clings to black steel. Sweat darkens the edges of Baelorâs helm.
The Baratheon rallies, slamming shoulder-first into him. They crash to the ground in a tangle of limbs and metal. Gasps ripple through the stands.
You rise to your feet without realising.
They roll; blades scrape against earth. The Baratheon attempts to pin himâbut Baelor surges upward with startling ferocity. He shoves the other man back, brings his sword down in a controlled arc that stops a breath from the Baratheonâs throat.
Pinned.
The black blade rests at the vulnerable seam beneath the stagâs helm.
Silence falls.
âYield,â Baelor commands.
For a heartbeat you think the Baratheon will refuse.
Then, hoarse and defeated: âI yield.â
The roar that follows is thunderousâit shakes the very beams of the royal box.
Baelor rises slowly, chest heaving beneath scarred black armour. He pulls off his helm. His shoulders rise and fall with each drag of air. Sweat traces down his temples, along the sharp line of his jaw, slipping to disappear beneath the collar of his breastplate.
His eyes find you immediately.
Everything inside you snaps.
You do not think; you run.
You run down the steps of the royal box, past stunned nobles and shouting small-folk. Skirts gathered in your fists, heart pounding wildly. The crowd parts and presses around you in equal measure, pushing you closer to the entrance of the lists.
He sees you coming. His armour is already off, thrown carelessly to the earth beside him.
Baelor moves toward you before anyone can stop him. When you reach him, breathless and trembling, he does not hesitate. He catches you by the waist and lifts you effortlessly, settling you behind him onto his black steed. The horse snorts, steam curling into the cold air.
You cling to himâarmoured and solid and alive.
The crowd roars again as he wheels the horse toward the gates.
And then he is galloping.
Away from the lists. Away from the roar of nobles and small-folk alike. Back toward the Keep, wind tearing at your hair, your cheek pressed against scarred black steel.
The cobblestones blur beneath the stallionâs pounding hooves, a thunderous rhythm that matches the frantic beat of your heart where you cling to Baelorâs back. The wind steals your breath, whipping stray strands of hair across your face. His scent envelops youâsweat, leather, the metallic tang of dried blood from the skirmish at the tourney grounds, and beneath it all, the clean, warm smell of him. Your arms are locked around the hard muscle of his abdomen, your cheek pressed against the damp linen of his tunic, feeling the powerful flex of his body as he guides the beast with a fierce, single-minded urgency.
He rides not like a lord, but like a man possessed. Every shouted command to the steed is a guttural promise. Every sharp turn that makes you clutch him tighter is a step closer to a destination only he sees. The world streaks past in a smear of stone and shadow, the late afternoon sun casting long, desperate fingers across the city. You feel a wild, unbridled joy surge through you, a laugh bubbling in your throat at the sheer madness of itâthe Hand of the King, still in his fighting leathers, cutting through the capital like a comet, with you as his only passenger.
The castle gates loom. He does not slow. Guards scramble aside, their faces a mix of shock and deference. The stables are reached in a final, breathtaking gallop across the inner yard. He pulls the great horse up so sharply its front hooves skid on the gravel. Before the animal has fully stilled, Baelor is swinging down, his boots hitting the ground with a solid thump. He turns, his hands finding your waist before you can move, and lifts you from the saddle as if you weigh nothing. Your body slides down the length of his, a slow, friction rich descent that leaves you breathless. Your feet touch earth, but his hands donât leave you. They slide to your back, holding you steady, holding you close.
His face is a map of the dayâs violenceâa fresh, shallow cut gleaming on the sharp plane of his cheek, his silver-gold hair darkened with sweat and dust, his violet eyes blazing with an intensity that has nothing to do with battle. He looks at you, really looks, as if checking for cracks. Then his mouth finds yours.
Itâs not a gentle reunion kiss. Itâs a claiming. A punctuation mark on the frantic ride. His lips are firm, insistent, tasting of salt and urgency. One of his hands cups the back of your head, fingers tangling in your hair, angling you to deepen the contact. Itâs over almost as soon as it begins, but the heat of it lingers, sparking on your lips, simmering in your veins. He pulls back just enough to rest his forehead against yours, his breathing ragged.
âSoon,â he murmurs, the word a vow. Then his hand swallows yours, fingers lacing through yours with a possessive tightness, and he turns, pulling you into a near run.
You are a cometâs tail in his wake. He storms through the Red Keep, a force of nature in bloodied leather. Servants and courtiers alike part before him like wheat before a scythe, their eyes wide, their bows hurried. No one dares speak. The message is in his grip on your hand, in the savage purpose in his stride. Staircases spiral upward, one after another, your legs burning with the effort to keep pace. Halls stretch, tapestries fluttering in the wind of your passage. Your laughter finally breaks free, not a delicate giggle but a full, throaty sound of pure, undiluted exhilaration. It echoes off the stone, a bright counterpoint to his silent, driven fury. You throw your head back, the world a dizzying whirl of vaulted ceilings and torchlight, and you laugh. You laugh for the sheer, stupid joy of being alive, of being wanted, of being his in this wild, stolen moment.
He glances back once, at the sound, and something in his fierce expression softens for a fraction of a second, a flicker of sun through storm clouds. Then heâs moving again, faster, dragging you up one final, private staircase.
His apartments. The heavy oak door bears the three-headed dragon, carved and painted a deep, bloody crimson. He shoves it open, pulls you inside, and slams it shut with a sound that feels final. The clack of the iron lock sliding home is deafening in the sudden quiet. You have a half-second to register the familiar roomâthe hearth cold, the Myrish rugs, the large bed with its dark hangingsâbefore he spins you, your back coming to rest against the carved door. The dragonâs scales press into your shoulder blades.
He cages you there with his body, his hands planted on the wood on either side of your head. He is all heat and solid weight and panting breath. His eyes roam your face, devouring every detail. The scent of himâexertion, iron, manâfills your lungs. You lift a trembling hand to the cut on his cheek, your thumb brushing the edge of the dried blood. The gesture makes his eyes flutter closed for a heartbeat.
You tilt your face up, your lips a breath from his. âĂuha dÄrilaros,â you whisper into the scant space between you.
A low sound, almost a growl, vibrates in his chest. His mouth descends, but not to yours. He bypasses your lips to press a hot, open-mouthed kiss to the corner of your jaw. Then another, lower, on the sensitive spot just beneath your ear. His lips are a brand, moving with a desperate hunger across your skin. He kisses a trail along your cheekbone, down the line of your throat, his teeth grazing the tendon there, making you gasp. He moves lower, his mouth finding the hollow of your collarbone, his tongue flicking out to taste the salt on your skin. Each kiss is a wordless sentence, a confession written in fire.
You can taste his blood from his cut lip upon your tongue. It is copper and heat and something achingly, terrifyingly intimate.
Your hand rises between you almost without thought. Your thumb brushes the split in his lower lip, gentle at first, then pressing just enough to draw another bead of red to the surface. He inhales sharply at the touch, dark eyes flaring, but he does not pull away. Instead he watches you, something reverent and unguarded flickering there.
The blood stains your skin.
Slowly, deliberately, you drag your thumb upward, leaving a thin crimson line in its wake between his browsâa trembling mimicry of the old Valyrian marriage rite, whispered of in histories and half-burned scrolls. A mark of binding, of blood answering blood.
For a heartbeat the world stills.
His breath turns unsteady. His hand comes up to cover yours where it lingers at his forehead, and for a moment you feel the shudder that runs through him.
Then he moves.
He wipes the blood from his own mouth with two fingers, gathering what remains. His gaze never leaves yours as he lifts his hand.
He draws a line between your brows. The touch is slow and careful, intimate beyond any kiss. His fingers tremble slightly as they fall away, leaving the warmth of him behind. The air between you feels charged, sacred, dangerous. Your pulse thunders in your ears. He rests his hands on the door on either side of your head, catching his breath, as you stare at each other, wholly aware that you will spend the rest of your lives together.
His hands leave the door, coming to frame your face, his thumbs stroking your temples as his mouth works its way back up your throat. He pauses, his breath fanning over your damp skin. âĂuha dĆna jÄdar,â he murmurs, the Valyrian syllables rough with emotion. âĂuha ÄbrazÈłrys. Eman mÄrÄ« mirre jorrÄelatan ao.â
You whimper, the ancient words weaving a spell around your heart. You want to reply, but coherent thought is scattering under the onslaught of his mouth. You push gently at his chest, and he allows you to create a sliver of space, his eyes questioning, dark with need.
âThe dirt,â you manage, your voice unsteady. âThe bloodâŠâ
His gaze drops to his own tunic, then to your travel stained dress. Understanding clears some of the wildness from his eyes, replacing it with a tender focus. He nods, a slow, deliberate motion. His hands, which moments before held you with bruising intensity, now come to the laces at the back of your gown. His fingers, long and deft despite their callouses, work the knots with infinite patience. There is no tearing, no rushed urgency. This is a sacrament.
The fabric loosens. He guides the sleeves down your arms, the bodice falling forward. The cool air of the room kisses your shoulders, your upper back. He turns you gently, his hands smoothing the dress down over your hips, letting it pool around your ankles on the rug. You step out of it, feeling profoundly exposed in just your thin shift. You hear his sharp intake of breath behind you.
You turn back to face him. He is staring, his eyes drinking in the sight of you through the semi-sheer linen. Your own hands rise, shaking slightly, to the fastenings of his own tunic. You mimic his slowness, undoing the leather ties, pushing the heavy, blood smudged fabric from his shoulders. The scent of sweat, steel, and a faint trace of smoke clings to the heavy fabric. It falls with a soft thud.
His chest is revealedâbroad and powerfully built, the kind shaped not in vanity but in battle. Muscle lies thick and defined beneath sun-kissed skin, each line and curve earned through years of swordplay and tourney lists. His collarbones are strong, sweeping outward into shoulders built to bear armour without complaint. Dark hair dusts his chest, thicker at the centre and trailing in a deliberate path down his sternum, tapering along the hard planes of his abdomen.
He is warm beneath your palms when you lay them against himâsolid, unyielding. The slow expansion of his lungs presses into your touch. Beneath your fingertips you can feel the quiet tension coiled in him, a warriorâs readiness that never truly fades.
Scars map him like constellations.
There are pale ones firstâthin white lines that catch the light when he shifts. Clean, precise marks where blades bit and were swiftly stitched. One curves just beneath his ribs, another slices diagonally across his side. They are old enough to have softened, the skin smooth though faintly raised, evidence of wounds that were sharp and decisive.
Then there is the one that draws your breath.
It mars his left shoulder, cutting from the crest of it down toward his collarbone in an angry sweep. Unlike the others, it is not pale. It is red still, a deeper hue against his skin, as though the memory of the injury lingers there. The flesh is uneven beneath it, slightly ridgedâa wound that had not been clean, not easy to mend.
You trace the edge of it lightly, and he exhales through his teeth. The scar pulls subtly when he rolls that shoulder back, the movement making the muscle beneath flex and shift. It only emphasizes the strength thereâthe thickness of his arms, corded and powerful, veins faintly visible beneath the surface when he tightens his grip on your waist.
He is magnificentânot unmarred but marked; not pristine marble, but living stone shaped by fire and steel. The moonlight through the window paints him in silver, catching along the planes of his chest and the hard line of his abdomen, gilding the scars instead of diminishing them.
You reach for the lacings of his breeches, but he catches your wrists, bringing your palms to his lips for a soft kiss. âMy turn,â he says, his voice a velvet rumble.
He guides you backward, away from the door, toward the vast canopied bed. When your legs hit the edge of the mattress, he presses down on your shoulders, urging you to sit, then to lie back. You sink into the featherbed, the dark silks cool against your bare arms. He stands at the foot of the bed, just looking. His gaze is a physical touch, travelling from your flushed face, down the column of your throat, over the peaks of your breasts pressing against the shift, down the flat plane of your stomach, to the junction of your thighs where the linen is already shadowed with your arousal.
A wave of self-consciousness washes over you. The sheer intensity of his scrutiny is overwhelming. Instinctively, you squeeze your thighs together, turning slightly on your side.
He makes a soft, chiding tut of a sound. He climbs onto the bed, kneeling between your legs. His hands are warm and firm as they settle on your knees.
âLook at me,â he commands, gently.
You force your eyes to his. The love you see there, mixed with a blazing hunger, steals the air from your lungs.
âI will one day know every curve, every freckle, every secret sigh of this body,â he says, his voice low and sure. âWhy shy away from me now, when I am finally here to worship it?â
His words melt the last of your hesitation. He coaxes your legs apart, his hands sliding up from your ankles with a mesmerizing slowness. His touch is reverence itself. He pushes the hem of your shift up, over your knees, your thighs, bunching it at your waist. The cool air touches your most intimate skin, and you flinch, but his hands soothe you, stroking the inside of your thighs.
He sees you then, fully. Your sex is laid bare to him, to the fading light from the high windows. You watch his face as he looks his fill. His lips part, his eyes darken to the shade of a deep twilight storm. Your petals are already slick, glistening with your own wetness, the inner lips a shade deeper than the surrounding skin, swollen and parted slightly, revealing the glistening pink within. The neat thatch of curls at the apex is the same colour as the hair on your head. You are utterly open, utterly vulnerable.
âGods,â he breathes, the word filled with awe. âYou are a vision.â
He doesnât wait. He lowers his head.
The first touch of his tongue is a lightning strike. Itâs not a tentative flick, but a broad, languid stroke from the very bottom of your entrance, all the way up through your soaked folds to circle the tight, aching bud of your clitoris.
You cry out, a sharp, shocked sound. Your hips jerk off the bed. âBaelor!â
He hums against you, the vibration travelling straight to your core. The sensation is so intensely foreign, so shockingly intimate, a bolt of pure and undiluted pleasure mixed with a flare of embarrassment. Your hands fly to his headânot to push him away, but to clutch at his salt and peppered hair, your fingers twisting in the short strands.
He ignores your startled squeal. He moans, a low, ragged sound of pure pleasure, as if heâs tasting the finest wine. His hands slide under your thighs, then around to grip your hips, pinning you to the mattress. There is no escaping the decadent assault of his mouth. He licks you with a focused greed, exploring every fold, every hidden crevice. He laps at your entrance, tasting the essence of you, then swirls his tongue around your bud before sucking it gently into the heat of his mouth.
You arch, a broken sob tearing from your throat. The embarrassment is burned away in the forge of the pleasure heâs stoking. It builds, a coil tightening low in your belly, a pressure gathering with each expert flick and suck. He varies his rhythmâlong, slow strokes that make you writhe, then quick, fluttering flicks that make you whimper. He inserts the very tip of his tongue inside you, just a shallow penetration that has you clenching around nothing.
âPlease, I canâtâitâs too muchâŠâ You babble, but your body is screaming the opposite, your thighs trembling around his head.
He releases your bud with a soft pop, blowing cool air on the wet, sensitised flesh. You gasp at the contrast. âYou can,â he murmurs against your skin, his breath hot. âGive it to me. Let me have it.â
He descends again, and this time, he sucks. He draws your bud into his mouth and sucks with a firm, relentless pressure, his tongue working over the tip.
It shatters you.
Your peak rips through you with a violence that is utterly new. Your back bows off the bed, your spine a tense arc. A raw, guttural wail is punched from your lips, a sound you donât recognize as your own. Inside, your sex convulses, a series of rapid, clutching contractions that seem to originate from your very core and radiate outward. Your vision whites out at the edges. You feel a sudden, hot gush of wetness, more than youâve ever produced, and his mouth is there to drink it, his moan of satisfaction vibrating through your entire being.
The pulses go on and on, each one a little less intense than the last, until you are a boneless, trembling wreck on the silks. You are aware of him releasing you, of him sliding up your body, but you canât open your eyes. You float in a haze of spent sensation, your breathing ragged, your skin humming.
You feel his weight settle beside you, then over you. His breeches have been removed while you quivered in the aftermath, but doesnât enter you, not yet. He lays his body alongside yours, one of his hands finding yours on the mattress. He interlaces your fingers, palm to palm, a connection that feels more intimate than anything that just happened. His other hand strokes your hair back from your damp forehead, his touch infinitely gentle.
Slowly, you drift back to yourself. The frantic pounding of your heart settles into a heavy, satisfied thrum. You crack open your eyes.
He is propped on an elbow, looking down at you. There is no triumph in his gaze, only a profound, awestruck love. A soft adoration that makes your newly sated body stir all over again. He smiles, a small, private thing that lights his whole face. He leans down and kisses you, softly, on your swollen lips. You can taste yourself on him, a musky, sweet flavour, and the intimacy of it sends a fresh shiver through you.
âWelcome back, ñuha dĆna jÄdar,â he whispers.
You lift your free hand to trace his jaw, your fingers raking through his now soaked beard.
âThat wasâŠâ Your words fail you.
âThe first of thousands,â he promises, his voice thick. His hips shift, and you feel the hard, hot length of him pressed against your thigh, a blatant reminder of his own unslaked need.
The sight of him, the feel of him, rekindles the fire in your blood. The fullness you felt during your peak was internal, a ghost of a sensation, and now you crave the real thing. You need him inside; the emptiness is suddenly an ache.
You turn onto your side to face him fully, your hand sliding down his chest, over the taut muscles of his stomach, to wrap your fingers around his shaft. He hisses, his eyes closing. You explore him, this part of him that is now yours. He is thick, the skin like heated velvet over solid steel. A bead of moisture glistens at the broad, flushed tip. You smear it with your thumb, feeling him jump in your grasp.
You look into his eyes, trying to find the Valyrian words he has showered upon you. âĂuha valzÈłrys,â you breathe, the accent clumsy but earnest. You kiss his chest, over his heart. âKostilus, nyke jorrÄelagon ao inâŠâ
A shudder runs through him. âÄbrazÈłrys,â he groans. He rolls you onto your back once more, coming to rest between your thighs. He looks down at where your bodies are about to join, his expression one of solemn reverence. He takes himself in hand, guiding the broad, plump head of his cock through your slickness. The sensation of him gliding through your soaked folds, gathering your wetness, makes you moan. He does it again, and again, coating himself thoroughly, the sound wet and obscene in the quiet room. Each pass teases your swollen entrance, making you clench in anticipation.
Finally, he notches himself there. The pressure is immediate, immense. You feel yourself stretching around the very tip. You gasp, your eyes flying to his.
âSlowly,â he murmurs, more to himself than to you. âSlowly, my love.â
He leans down, bracing his weight on his forearms on either side of your head, his body covering yours. He kisses you, deeply, his tongue sweeping into your mouth as he begins to push forward with his hips.
It is a gradual, inexorable invasion. The pressure builds, a sweet, burning stretch as your body yields to him. You feel every ridge, every inch of him as he sinks deeper. He pulls back slightly, just enough for your stretched opening to try to close, then presses forward again, going deeper this time. The wet, sucking sound of your body accepting him is loud in your ears. Your own juices, stirred by his earlier attentions, ease his way, but the sheer size of him is breathtaking.
âKÄpus,â you whimper against his lips, the Valyrian word for lord falling from you like a prayer.
He stills, fully seated at last. You feel impossibly full, stretched to your limit, the root of him pressed firmly against your entrance. There is no space left inside you. He is everywhere. You look up at him, your eyes wide, and see his own struggle for control. A fine sheen of sweat coats his brow, his jaw is clenched, the muscles in his neck cording with strain.
âAre youâŠâ He starts, his voice gravelled.
âYes,â you breathe, shifting your hips experimentally. The movement sends sparks through your nerves. âYes. More. Please.â
He begins to move. The first thrusts are tender, measured, a slow withdrawal until just the head remains within your clutching heat, then a slow, deep return. Itâs a dance, a conversation held with bodies. Each stroke touches a place deep inside you that makes you see stars. He watches your face, reading every flicker of pleasure, adjusting his angle until he finds the spot that makes you cry out. He kisses you through it, swallowing your gasps, his breath mingling with yours.
The tenderness builds its own kind of heat. The slow, loving rhythm stokes a different fire, one that burns in your chest as much as between your legs. You wrap your legs around his waist, pulling him deeper, meeting his thrusts. The sound of skin meeting skin is a soft, rhythmic slap, underscored by the wet sounds of your joining.
âĂuha dĆna ÄbrazÈłrys,â he chants into your skin, between kisses to your throat, your shoulders. âĂuha byka jÄdar.â He speeds up, infinitesimally, the control starting to fray. âFinally. I have you. I have all of you.â
The change is subtle at first. The loving, deep strokes become more urgent. His hips snap forward with a little more force, a little less finesse. The slide of him inside you is a slick, perfect friction. Your own need coils tight again, spurred by the sheer physicality of him, by the love in his eyes, by the primal need to be claimed. You feel his stones, drawn up tight, slap against the curve of your backside with each forward drive.
You claw at his back, your mind splintering. The words spill from you, a desperate, heartfelt plea. âFill me, kÄpus, please. I want itâI want your child.â You beg, your head thrown back into the pillows. âFill me with your seed, make me round with your babe every spring until I can carry no moreâŠâ
Your plea undoes him. A ragged groan tears from his throat. His rhythm fractures completely, devolving into a hard, desperate rutting. His thrusts become shorter, faster, a heavy rut driving into your welcoming heat. His face buries in the crook of your neck, his breath scalding hot against your skin. You feel the exact moment he loses the battle. His whole body seizes, a tremor wracking his frame. He drives deepâas deep as he can goâand holds there, buried to the hilt.
Inside you, he erupts.
The warmth is sudden. You feel the first thick, pulsing spurt deep in your womb, then another and another to follow. His release floods you, a claiming more absolute than any word. It fills you so completely that a small, wet sound escapes as a little spills out around the base of his shaft where you are still joined, trickling onto the bedsheets beneath you. His hips jerk through the last of his spend, a series of shallow, helpless spasms against you.
For a long moment, there is only the sound of your combined, ragged breathing. He collapses atop you, his full weight a welcome anchor. You wrap your arms around him, holding him as his tremors subside. He shifts slightlyâjust enough to keep from crushing you, but doesnât withdraw. He stays inside, softening, a constant, warm presence.
His lips find your shoulder, then your neck, placing soft, reverent kisses on your sweat-slicked skin. His hand, which had been gripping the sheet near your head, relaxes and comes up to cradle your cheek. He turns your face toward his.
Your eyes meet in the dimming light. Mismatched into your own. No masks, no titles, no Hands or courtesies. Just Baelor and you.
âI love you,â he whispers, the Common Tongue words simple, direct, and more powerful than any High Valyrian poetry. âWith everything I am. With every scar, every duty, every breath.â
Tears well in your eyes, not of sadness, but of a joy so fierce it aches. You stroke his hair, your fingers tracing the line of his ear. âAnd I love you, my prince. My husband. You are my home.â
He kisses you again, a slow, deep, languid kiss that tastes of salt and completion. He finally slips from your body, a slow, wet separation that makes you both sigh. He gathers you immediately, turning on his side and pulling you against him, your back to his chest. His arm snakes around your waist, his large hand splaying possessively over your lower stomach. You feel the sticky evidence of your union between your thighs, on your skin, and you have never felt more cherished.
He nuzzles the back of your neck, his breath stirring your hair.
âWill it take, do you think?â He murmurs, his voice drowsy with spent passion.
You place your hand over his, lacing your fingers together over your belly. âI hope so,â you whisper, a smile in your voice. âBut if not this time, we have all the time we need to try.â
He tightens his arm around you, a wordless promise. Outside, the last of the sun dips below the walls of Kingâs Landing, plunging the room into soft twilight. You lie together in the quiet dark, wrapped in each other, in the new, unbreakable bond forged of sweat, blood, whispered vows, and shared, blinding pleasure. The world with its dangers and duties waits beyond the locked door. But here, in this moment, there is only this: the steady beat of his heart against your back, the warmth of his skin, and the profound, echoing peace of being exactly where you are meant to be.
hereâs a few snippets in my upcoming Baelor Targaryen x niece!Princess Reader (porn with a stupidly large amount of plot) fic, just like I promised!
the first three snippets are in the first 4,000 words, and the fourth snippet is somewhere in the 8,000 word mark. before anyone asks, yes, this fic is currently over 15k words. oopsies!
let me know what you think of the few snippets (they give none of the main plot away, bear this in mine) and what youâre excited for!
okay... this fic is looking like sheâll be over 20k words now... this is getting a bit out of hand, lol!
Iâve been writing for three hours and have just looked up to and seen the word count, and Iâm still not finished! I may have to backtrack and see if any scenes can be cut down/taken away without detracting from the story.
hereâs a few snippets in my upcoming Baelor Targaryen x niece!Princess Reader (porn with a stupidly large amount of plot) fic, just like I promised!
the first three snippets are in the first 4,000 words, and the fourth snippet is somewhere in the 8,000 word mark. before anyone asks, yes, this fic is currently over 15k words. oopsies!
let me know what you think of the few snippets (they give none of the main plot away, bear this in mine) and what youâre excited for!
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idk if you take requests, don't feel pressured to write anything if you don't! but if you do, can you write something about Rhett with a mommy kink? đ„ș I'm so feral for mommy kink and I can't find a fic with Rhett anywhere! đđŒđđŒ
oh my god, thank you for this wonderful idea. Iâm an avid believer that Rhett has a mommy kink but Iâve never had the right inspiration to put it into words. enjoy! ;)
The weight of him is a solid, grounding warmth against the frantic rhythm of your own heart. Rhettâs body is a bowed arch of tension over yours, every muscle corded and trembling, his skin sweat-slick and hot where it presses against you. His face is buried so deep into the curve of your neck you can feel the desperate, open mouthed suction of his lips against your pulse, the scrape of his evening stubble a harsh counterpoint to the wet heat of his mouth. You know, with absolute certainty, the darkening bloom his mouth will leave behindâa bruise of possession, of need, a purple shadow youâll trace with your fingertips tomorrow.
His thrusts arenât the measured, deep strokes he usually favours. Theyâre sloppy, a little off centre, a frantic piston engine driven by a weekâs worth of frustration. Work, family, the endless, gnawing demands of the ranch and the people on it have carved him hollow, and now heâs trying to fill that emptiness with the only thing thatâs ever felt simple: the clasp of your body around his. Each drive of his hips is punctuated by a ragged, punched out sound from his throat, a hybrid of a groan and a sob. You feel the wet slide of his drool, warm and thick, as it escapes his slack lips and traces a meandering path down the tendon of your neck, pooling with the sweat already soaking the sheets beneath your shoulder blades.
The window is open. The night air of Wyoming is a living thing, cool and sharp, smelling of pine and distant, damp earth. A breeze finds its way in, a ghostly finger that skates over the fevered landscape of your entangled bodies. It raises goosebumps on your overheated skin, a delicious, shocking contrast. Rhett feels it too; a full body shiver wracks his frame, and his hips jerk forward with a sudden, brutal force that makes your breath catch. A wet, obscene sound fills the small room, the noise of your bodies meeting and parting, of your own slickness coating him, aural proof of the mess youâre making together.
Heâs murmuring. The words are lost, mashed into the damp skin of your throat. Theyâre just vibrations, low and guttural. But two syllables, one shape of a word, seems to detach itself from the chaos. It sounds like⊠mommy.
Your fingers, tangled in the sweaty, dark waves of his hair, still for a moment. You didnât hear that right. You couldnât have. Rhett Abbott doesnât say things like that. Rhett Abbott is all quiet intensity and weathered hands, a man who speaks more with a grunt or a glance than with any word softer than âgoddamnâ.
âWhatâs that, baby?â You ask, your voice low but clear, cutting through the symphony of wet sounds and heavy breathing.
He doesnât answer with coherence. A low, pained whine escapes him, a sound of pure, unadulterated want, and his hips stutter. His mouth works against your neck, and again, beneath the groan, you catch it. A muffled, desperate little syllable. Mom-muh.
Curiosity, hot and sharp, lances through the haze of your own building pleasure. You tighten your grip in his hair, not to hurt, but to claim, to command. You gently but firmly tug his head up, pulling his face away from its hiding place. The sight that meets you steals the air from your lungs.
Rhettâs head lolls back, his eyes rolling up before they flutter shut and then open again, glassy and unfocused. His cheeks are stained a ruddy, feverish red, a flush that spreads down the strong column of his neck and disappears into the dark hair dusting his chest. His jaw is unhinged, slack, drawing in heaving, wet sounding gasps. His lips are swollen, glistening. Thereâs a vulnerability in his expression youâve never seen beforeânot during calving season losses, not during bitter fights with his brother, not even when Royal picks at Rhettâs doubts and insecurities. Itâs a raw, naked need, a submissiveness that has crawled out from deep inside him, coaxed to the surface by exhaustion and the relentless, intimate friction of your joined bodies.
âSay it again, baby. I didnât hear ya,â you demand, your lips brushing the shell of his ear. Your voice is a whisper, but it carries the weight of an order.
His whole body convulses. A tremor runs from his shoulders down to where you are joined. He tries to turn his face away, to bury it back in the sanctuary of your skin, but your hold in his hair is firm. His hips are still moving, a shallow, frantic rocking now, as if the command has short circuited his ability for anything deeper.
âMommy!â The word explodes from him on a choked, gasping sob. Itâs raw, stripped bare of any pretense. The moment it leaves his lips, his eyes screw shut in a grimace of pure shame, and he does manage to tuck his head down, not into your neck this time, but pressing his burning forehead hard against your sternum, hiding.
A surge of something powerful, protective, and fiercely possessive floods you. The last of your own hesitation melts away, replaced by a dark, sweet certainty.
âThatâs it,â you croon, your voice dropping into a lower, more soothing register. You release his hair and instead cradle the back of his head, your fingers splaying through the damp strands. Your other hand slides down the sweat-slick plane of his back, feeling the powerful muscles leaping and twitching under your palm. âMy good boy. My sweet, good boy. Youâve been so strong, havenât you? Holdinâ it all together for everyone?â
A broken soundâhalf-moan, half-whimperâvibrates against your chest. His hips find a new, desperate rhythm, shallow and fast, a piston seeking its release. His cock, buried deep inside you, feels impossibly hot and thick, a brand claiming you with every frantic push.
âYâbeen so good for mommy,â you continue, the title feeling strange and electric on your tongue. You emphasise it, letting it hang in the air between the sounds of skin on skin. âTakinâ care of everythinâ. Beinâ such a brave, strong man... but yâdonât have to be strong right now. Not with me.â
His breathing hitches, becomes a series of ragged, wet sobs. Heâs not crying from sadness; itâs a physical overflow, a dam breaking.
âPlease,â he gasps, the word mangled. âPlease, IâI canâtâI canât hold it. Iâm sorry, Iâm so sorry, Iâll make it up to ya, I swear. Iâll eat yâout âtil yâscream, Iâll do anythinâ, just please let me come. Please, please, please.â
The desperation in his voice is a tangible thing. Itâs in the way his hands fist in the sheets beside your head, the tendons in his forearms standing out like cables. Itâs in the frantic, almost pained expression on his face when he lifts it again, his eyes begging, his lips trembling. Spit and sweat shine on his chin. He looks utterly wrecked, completely at your mercy, and the sight sends a fresh, aching throb through your core, clenching tightly around him. He cries out at the sensation, his head dropping forward again.
âPlease, mommy,â he whines, the word softer now, a prayer. âNeed to⊠need to come in ya. Need to fill yâup. Please.â
You watch him. You take in the sheer animal desperation, the beautiful, humiliating need. This proud, silent man is begging you for permission to lose control, to find his release inside you. The power of it is dizzying, hotter than any friction. You bring your hand from his back around to his cheek, cupping his face, forcing his bleary, lust-hazed eyes to meet yours.
âCome for yâmommy, baby,â you say, your voice firm, final, a benediction.
Itâs as if youâve cut the last taut wire holding him together.
A guttural, raw sound tears from his throatâa wordless shout that is part agony, part ecstatic relief. His entire body locks, every muscle seizing into a rigid, trembling line. His hips slam forward one final, decisive time, planting him to the root inside you, so deep you feel a fleeting, delicious ache. For a suspended moment, there is only the sound of his ragged, stopped breath and the frantic pulse you can feel where youâre joined.
Then, the first hot, liquid surge.
Itâs not a gentle release. Itâs a violent, pumping flood, wave after wave of his orgasm erupting from him, filling the clutch of your body. You can feel each distinct, pulsing jet, a scalding internal claim that makes your own toes curl and your back arch off the bed. His cock twitches and jumps inside you with each spurt, a throbbing, living thing emptying itself. A low, continuous moan rumbles in his chest, a sound of utter, spent surrender.
The tension holding him up evaporates. His arms, which had been trembling with the effort of keeping his weight off you, simply give way. He collapses forward, his full, heavy weight crashing down onto you, driving the air from your lungs in a soft huff.
He doesnât try to catch himself. He just falls.
His face buries itself in the space between your neck and shoulder, his hot, panting breaths gusting against your damp skin. For long minutes, there is only the sound of his slowing, shuddering breaths and the distant cry of a night bird outside the window. Each inhale is loud, unashamed in its need; each exhale spills hot and humid over your collarbone before the Wyoming wind steals it away. The scent of him lingersâsalt and clean cotton and that faint mineral tang that always clings to him after a long day outside. Sweat cools along his hairline, beads tracking down the curve of his temple. When the breeze touches it, he shivers, and the reaction is instinctive: he presses closer, seeking warmth.
His forehead rests against your sternum, skin hot and damp. His hands, which had been fisted into the sheets as if he needed something solid to anchor him, loosen their grip. Fingers uncurl. The cords in his forearms soften. The tension that once hummed through him like a live wire dims into something quieter, more fragile.
He is heavy, utterly spent, a world of weight and heat and the fading scent of sex, sweat, and him. Inside you, the evidence of his surrender is a warm, leaking fullness. His softening cock is still nestled within you, a tender, intimate connection. His body is a dead weight, but a twitching, shuddering one. Fine tremors race through his shoulders, his back, the muscles of his ass where your legs are still wrapped around him. Each aftershock of his orgasm sends a fresh, weaker pulse into your depths, a final, fading echo of his climax.
He makes a sound, a muffled, broken thing against your skin. It might be your name. It might be another âmommyâ. It might just be a sigh that contains the entire, brutal week. You donât ask. You just bring your hands up, one to cradle the back of his head again, the other to stroke slow, soothing circles on the sweat-damp skin between his shoulder blades. Your own arousal is a throbbing, unfinished ache between your legs, a sweet tension he promised to address. But for now, thisâhis complete and total collapse, his trust, his whispered shame and his desperate releaseâfeels more intimate than any orgasm of your own ever could.
Rhett shifts slightly, just enough to tilt his face upward. His eyes are heavy-lidded, lashes clumped with sweat. The fevered flush has faded to something softerâpink at the cheekbones, warmth at the throat. There is still vulnerability there, still that unguarded openness that would have terrified him an hour ago. When he speaks, his voice is roughâscraped raw from earlierâbut softer than you have ever heard it.
âThank you.â
It is barely more than a murmur; the words dissolve into your skin. You move your fingers to slide into his damp curls. His hair is cooler now where the wind has kissed it. You smooth it back from his temple, feel the steady pulse beneath. Your other hand drifts along his spine, tracing the broad plane of his back. The muscles there twitch faintly under your touch, like horses settling after a hard run.
His breathing slows further. Each inhale is steadier, deeper, edging toward sleep. He presses his face into the curve where your neck meets your shoulder and lets himself be held. The frantic energy that possessed him is gone, leaving behind a hollowed out, peaceful exhaustion. You hold him, listening to the wind, feeling the slow, steady beat of his heart against your chest, and the warm, possessive trickle of his cum between your thighs.
got a mommy kink Rhett Abbott fic on its way tonight... in like an hourâs time ;) you can all thank an anon request for this one.
donât worry, folks, Iâm still working on the preacher!Rhett Abbott and bodyguard!John Walker AU fics! Iâve just been contending with a writer's block the past week, but I think this zinger has fixed that for me ;)
Iâm still working on my preacher!Rhett Abbott x f!Reader fic. sheâs turning out to be an absolute doozy of a fic! the full outline and first draft is complete, Iâm now doing a small rewrite before I get onto a second draft as the pacing is just a little bit off to me...
of course thereâs some smut for you folks too ;) and, as always, hereâs a little sneak peek within the first 2k words! let me know what you think of these snippets!
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Johnâs hands are all over you, trailing across exposed flesh and clothing, fingers snagging at the hem of your shirt before wandering up to your collarbones, his fingers stretching wide across the column of your throat.
âJeans,â he growls, the word a puff of hot air against your ear.
His fingers find the button of your fly. The snick of it opening is obscenely loud. The zipper follows, the sound a slow, teeth gritting rasp that seems to go on forever. He doesnât rush. He pulls the zipper down one metal tooth at a time, and you feel each tiny release of pressure, each millimetre of your jeans parting. Cool air floods the suddenly exposed skin of your lower stomach, the top of your underwear.
He hooks his thumbs into the waistband of your jeans and your panties together. He pushes them down, not bending, using the strength in his arms to force the fabric over the curve of your ass. The denim is tight; it resists, then yields, scraping down your thighs. It catches at your knees. He doesnât bother going further. He leaves the clothing bunched there, around your knees, trapping your legs together.
Youâre exposed from the waist down, the cold air of the stall kissing your bare skin. You feel absurdly, terrifyingly open. You want to cover yourself, but your hands are still braced against the door. You couldnât move them if you tried.
Johnâs hands move.
They slide down from your shoulders, over the curve of your ribs. His fingers find the hem of your shirt again, but this time they donât stop. They push under, skimming up your sides. The feeling is shockingâhis skin against yours, his palms rough and warm, gliding over the smooth plane of your stomach. You arch into the touch, a silent plea.
He makes a sound against your throatâa low, approving hum that vibrates through your bones. His hands move higher, pushing your shirt up as they go. The air of the bathroom hits your exposed back, another chill that makes you gasp. He gathers the material, yanking it up and over your head in one fluid motion. The shirt catches on your arms, on the watch on your wrist, and for a moment youâre trapped, blinded by your own clothing, arms tangled. The vulnerability is acute, thrilling. You hear the soft thump as he drops it to the floor.
Then his hands are on you again, on your bare back, spreading wide. He splays his fingers, tracing the line of your spine from your neck down to the dip at your lower back. Each vertebra is a point of fire under his touch. He leans in, his chest pressing against your bare back. You can feel the texture of his t-shirt, the solid wall of muscle beneath it, the heat he radiates.
John takes a step back.
You feel the loss of his heat immediately. A whimper escapes you before you can stop it.
âLook at you,â he murmurs. His voice is thick, ragged with want.
You know heâs looking. You can feel his gaze like a physical touch, roaming over the naked curve of your ass, the backs of your thighs, the shadowed space between your legs. The humiliation is a sharp, sweet twist in your gut, feeding the fire there.
His hand returns, but not to your skin. It lands on your assâa firm, open palmed smack that isnât hard, but is shocking in its suddenness. The sound cracks through the stall, sharp and final. A sting blossoms, hot and bright, followed by a deeper, spreading warmth. You jolt forward, your palms slapping against the metal door.
âJohn.â You plead. Your eyelashes flutter, wide and desperate; you lean back towards his heat, a low whine pulled from the back of your throat.
He does it again, on the other cheek. The twin stings merge into a single, throbbing ache. Your skin flushes, growing hot under his gaze. He spreads his palms over the curves heâs marked, kneading the flesh, his fingers dipping into the crease where your ass meets your thigh. He rubs, soothing the sting even as he stokes the heat.
Then his touch changes. It becomes exploratory, reverent. One hand slides down, over the swell of your ass, his fingers trailing through the dampness that has already gathered on your inner thighs. He traces the folds of your pussy from behind. Youâre so wet that his finger slides through effortlessly, a slick, maddening stroke that makes your knees buckle.
âSo ready for me,â he breathes. He sounds almost surprised, a raw note in his voice you havenât heard before.
He uses two fingers to part you now. He exposes you to the cool air, to his sight, and you can only imagine what he sees: the soft, swollen outer lips, a deep pink flushed with blood, glistening with your own arousal. Your inner lips, darker, peeking out from the parted folds, slick and wanting. The tight, hidden entrance beyond, and just above it, the small, hard bud of your clit, straining for attention.
His thumb finds that bud. He doesnât stroke itâhe presses, directly onto it, with a firm, steady pressure that makes your vision blank out for a second. A strangled cry tears from you, your hips jerking in his grip, trying to grind against his hand, but the denim around your knees holds you in place, limiting your movement to a desperate, tiny rocking motion.
âPlease,â you beg, the word shredded.
âPlease what?â His thumb circles, a slow, torturous orbit that sends bolts of pure sensation straight up your spine.
âTouch me. Properly.â
He removes his thumb. For a heart stopping moment, you think heâs denying you, but then his fingers return, sliding through your wetness with purpose. He gathers it, coating his fingers, then brings them forward. You feel the blunt, warm tips of two fingers press against your entrance. They circle, spreading your own slickness, teasing the rim. You push back, a silent, physical plea.
He pushes in.
Itâs not a slow entry. Itâs a sudden, smooth, deep penetration that steals the air from your lungs. His fingers are long and thick; they fill you perfectly, stretching you in a way that borders on pain but tips instantly, overwhelmingly, into pleasure. He curls them inside you, finding a spot that makes your entire body convulse. A sharp, guttural sound rips from you, echoing off the tiles.
He begins to move, a slow, deep fucking with his hand. His palm grinds against your ass with each inward stroke, the heel of his hand applying delicious pressure. His fingers piston in and out, the wet, sucking sounds obscene and thrilling. The pace is relentless, measuredâhe sets a rhythm and holds to it, watching you, feeling you clench around him.
Your forehead rests against the cool metal of the door. Drool escapes the corner of your mouth; you donât care. The world has narrowed to this stall, to the feeling of his fingers inside you, to the building pressure coiling like a spring at the base of your spine. Youâre climbing, fast, too fast. The orgasm looms, a terrifying wave about to break.
âNot yet,â he growls, sensing it. He pulls his fingers out entirely.
The emptiness is a physical agony. You sob, a ragged, broken sound. Your body clenches around nothing, desperate for the fullness he took away.
You hear the rustle of clothing behind you. The distinctive rasp of a zipper. The clink of a belt buckle. Your heart pounds against your ribs, a frantic drumbeat.
You feel him then, the hot, hard press of him against your ass. Not inside youâjust the thick, blunt head of his cock, nudging through the cleft of your ass, leaving a damp, hot trail on your skin. Heâs huge. You can feel the length of him, the heavy weight, the velvety-soft skin stretched taut over an iron-hard core. The tip is slick, leaking. He rubs himself against you, smearing his pre-cum over your lower back, the curve of your ass.
He guides himself lower, through the wetness heâs already drawn from you. The broad head of his cock nudges against your soaked opening. He pauses there, just resting against you, letting you feel the sheer size of him, the inevitable stretch to come.
âLook down,â he commands, his voice a strained whisper.
You force your eyes open, look down between your own body and the door. In the narrow space, you can see him. His hand, wrapped around the base of his cock, holding himself steady. His cock is thick, veined, a deep, flushed red at the tip. Itâs long, curving slightly upward. Pre-cum beads at the slit, a clear, viscous drop that trembles before falling. The sight is profoundly erotic as he slicks his cock with your wetness, dragging the tip between your heated folds, twitching with each movement.
He presses forward. The invasion is a slow, inexorable stretch. He doesnât thrust. The head of his cock presses against your resistance, then begins to part it. You feel yourself stretching, opening, accommodating him millimetre by millimetre. The burn is intense, a bright, white hot line of feeling that is instantly swallowed by a deeper, overwhelming fullness. You feel every ridge, every pulse of the vein along his length as he sinks deeper.
Youâre panting, short, sharp breaths that fog the metal in front of your face. Your knuckles are white where you grip the door. He bottoms out, his hips flush against your ass, and you feel himâall of himâseated deep inside you. The feeling is immense, consuming. Youâre stuffed full, stretched to your limit. A low, continuous moan leaks from your throat.
He stays there, buried to the hilt, not moving. His hands come to your hips, his fingers digging in, holding you immobile. You feel the fine tremble in his arms, the strain in his body as he fights the urge to pound into you.
âFuck,â he breathes, the word torn from him. âYou feel⊠God, you feel impossible.â
He begins to move.
Itâs a slow, deep withdrawal, then a smooth, powerful return. Each stroke is measured, deliberate, aiming for that deepest part of you. The friction is exquisiteâa hot, slick drag that ignites every nerve ending. The sound is filthy: the wet slap of his hips against your ass, the slick sounds of your bodies joining, the ragged symphony of your breathing.
He sets a punishing, perfect rhythm. In, out. Deep, then deeper. He angles his hips, changing the tilt, and on the next inward stroke, he hits a spot that makes you see stars. A choked scream escapes you. Your legs tremble violently; youâd collapse if not for his hands on your hips and your own grip on the door.
âThere?â He grunts, and does it again. And again.
Heâs found the spot, and heâs merciless. He pounds into it, each thrust a targeted assault on your senses. The pleasure is no longer building; itâs a sustained, screaming peak that youâre forced to endure. Your body is no longer your own. Itâs an instrument heâs playing, and heâs wringing a symphony of helpless, wanton sounds from it.
Your orgasm begins as a distant tremor, a vibration deep in your core. It grows, gathering the scattered pieces of your awareness, pulling them into a vortex of pure sensation. Your inner muscles clamp down on him, a frantic, rhythmic pulsing that seems to pull him even deeper.
You can feel the cold tile under your palm, fingers splayed across the floral design so wide that your hand encompasses the petals fullyâthe glazed surface slick with cleaner, faintly tacky where it hasnât quite dried. The chill seeps into your skin, crawls beneath it; a slow, invasive cold that contrasts too sharply with the heat building everywhere else. The fluorescent lights flicker every few seconds; one corner of the plastic cover is fractured, a jagged piece missing, and you fixate on the sharp edges, the way they catch and warp the light into thin, trembling halos.
You stare until your vision swimsâuntil a thin static begins to slip its way up your legs and hips, a low, humming buzz that unspools through you in lazy, relentless waves. It gathers in your centre, heavy and insistent, centring itself low in your stomach until itâs hot enough that you feel yourself begin to burn from the inside out. Your thighs tense; your toes curl against the sole of your heels. You swallow, but your mouth is dry.
Sweat blooms on your temples, trickling down the column of your throat, catching in the hollow at the base of your neck before pooling in your collarbones. Your skin feels too tight, too sensitiveâevery nerve turned outward, exposed. A shiver drags through you that has nothing to do with the cold.
John notices everything.
He leans in, close enough that you feel the brush of his breath before you feel anything else. His mouth finds the damp track along your throat; slow, deliberate. He laps at the salt there, unhurriedâthirsty for any part of you, for every small, helpless reaction. His tongue traces the curve of your collarbone, dips into the shallow hollow where your pulse stutters beneath the skin.
You canât stop the way your head tips back.
Your hand presses harder into the tile, palm sliding a fraction of an inch; your other hand curls uselessly near your chest. The room feels too bright, too loud, even though the only real sound is the faint buzz of the lights and the quiet, wet sounds of his mouth against your skin.
Heat coils tighter in your belly.
Your breathing turns unevenâthin little inhales, shaky exhales. Each pass of his tongue leaves your skin hotter than before, like heâs mapping you, claiming tiny pieces at a time. He mouths at the hollow of your throat, teeth grazing just enough to make you flinch before soothing the spot with his tongue.
The static inside you swells.
His mouth drifts higher, unhurried, as if he has nowhere else to beâno intention of rushing this, no interest in mercy. He skims along the delicate line where your throat meets your shoulder, where skin thins and sensation blooms fast and bright. Your pulse jumps beneath his lips; he feels it, you know he does, because his mouth curves faintly, a soft, knowing shape pressed into you.
Youâre acutely aware of every point of contact; the cold tile, Johnâs warm mouth, the slick of sweat sticking between you, his cock stretching you out, your slick soaking and dripping from you, the ache blooming lower and hotter. You feel suspended between sensationsâcaught, held, unravellingâyour body quietly begging for more even as your mind struggles to keep up.
âThatâs it,â he rasps, his rhythm faltering for the first time. âCome on. Let me feel you come on my cock.â
The command breaks you. You exhale on a broken sound.
The orgasm detonates, a silent, white hot explosion that radiates out from your core. Your body seizes, arches, goes rigidâtaut like a bowline, breath snagging high in your chest. A soundless scream locks in your throat as waves of pure, electric pleasure crash through you, one after another, each one wiping your mind clean. Your hand slips on the tile, palm squeaking faintly as it drags an inch lower. You convulse around Johnâs cock, gripping him in tight, fluttering spasms that milks him.
Feeling you come is his undoing. His control shatters; his thrusts become ragged, erratic, brutal. He drives into you with a final, desperate intensity, chasing his own release. You feel him swell inside you, burying himself to the root, his hips slamming against you, and holds you there.
His release is hot, wet, filling you entirely. You feel the first thick, pulsing spurt deep inside you, a startling heat that seems to brand you from within. Itâs followed by another, and anotherâa series of hot, liquid bursts that fill you, spill from you. He groans, a raw, animal sound that is all relief and triumph, his forehead dropping between your shoulder blades. His entire body shakes with the force of it.
For a long moment, there is only the sound of your combined, ragged breathing, the faint buzz of the lights, and the wet, intimate sounds of your bodies still joined.
Slowly, the world filters back. The cold of the tile against your cheek where itâs pressed to the door. The ache in your wrists from holding your weight. The delicious, heavy throb between your legs. The warm, wet trickle starting to trace a path down your inner thigh.
Johnâs weight sags against you, then he carefully withdraws. The feeling of emptiness is sudden, shocking. A cold rush follows the path of his cock, and more of his release escapes you, dripping onto the tile floor with soft, wet patters.
He turns you around, his hands gentle now, almost tender. Your legs are weak; you stumble, but he catches you, holds you upright. Your jeans and panties are still tangled around your knees. He looks at youâyour flushed face, your glazed eyes, your swollen lips. He sees the mess on your thighs, the proof of what youâve done.
He doesnât speak. He bends, slowly, and with a patience that contrasts violently with the frenzy of moments before, he pulls your panties and jeans back up. His fingers brush your sensitive skin as he works the zipper, does up the button. He picks up your shirt, shakes it out, and helps you slide your arms into it, pulling it down over your head.
Heâs still exposed, his cock glistening, softening. He tucks himself away, zips his jeans. The mundane act feels intensely private, strangely more intimate than the sex itself.
He cups your face again, his thumbs stroking your cheeks. He looks into your eyes, searching for something.