The first time
It was a long time ago, before I new what cocklust was. I was 23 and and on the road for work. It was late morning and I got the urge to indulge my heavy masturbation habit. I stopped at a public toilet went inside found a cubicle and dropped my pants these cubicles had no doors. I leaned back and started stroking my cock. Not long after this I heard a car pull up and someone else entered the toilets. I leaned forward to cover my hard on. A man walked slowly past my cubicle having a good look. After about 30 seconds he walked slowly past again. I kept leaning forward and didn't look up. after about a minute I assumed he'd left and I leaned back and started stroking my cock again. He hadn't left but when he did go to leave there was a narrow gap where he passed and could see me stroking. He immediately returned and stood I the doorway of my cubicle with his hard cock poking out through his pants. The next thing I knew I heard a voice saying "do you want me to suck it?". I had never ever had any desire to see a another man naked or had any sexual thoughts about gay sex ever before. But still it was my voice asking the question! He stepped forward until his cock was right in front of my face. I wrapped my hand around it and moved my head forward and opened my mouth. I started sucking, holding my hand against the base and moving my head back and forward just like my girlfriend did for me. My other hand was between my legs squeezing and kneading my cockhead. He didn't last long and the next thing I knew I had a cock spurting cum into my mouth. That sent me over the edge and I had the most intense orgasm and came as well. He pulled his cock out of my mouth stepped back said thanks and left. I sat there with my cock in my cum covered fist with cum dribbling out of my mouth in a state of shock. From that moment I was in denial, and yet from that moment, although I didn't know it, I was a faggot.
