juli

i don’t recall a time where i was ever truly at peace

feeling unwanted can be selective, at least for me, because I tend to deprive myself from most conversations with more than 2 people only because im not speaking (although I CAN speak) but now that I think about it, i am an incredibly selfish person for that. I shouldn’t blame the people of the group for leaving me out, I should blame myself for not putting in the effort

sometimes i feel like screaming at the next person who talks to me and that’s completely valid 🤍

romanticizing everything for the sake of my mental healthhhh💖

a few years ago, i would have never imagined that my mother would be the one giving me a busted lip

i love him so much it just turns to hate

i love dancing naked in my room, there’s just something about it that’s so freeing

“im a fan of the pro-ana nation”

i love it when i smell perfume on myself like damn girl you smell just like cupcakes and vanilla

slowly isolating myself but it’s okay because im gonna move to Colorado anyways