I D E A L

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

I did it before, I can do it again

Why go through the struggle of covering it up by eating excess food?

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Don't you want to feel the delicacy of your collar bones?

Don't you deserve to trace your fingers between your cheek and jaw?

I think so.

Feeling your hips peek out is a reward.

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We've all been working so very hard.

I think it's high time you push through that last mile and experience the euphoria of pretty rib outlines, separate thighs, tiny wrists, and sleek fingers.

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You were always meant to be thin.

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Always meant to be lovely.

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You do not look better when you gain weight.

Fat oozing over your waist band.

Red cheeks, exhausted from climbing stairs.

Your fingers swallow your pretty little rings.

Bloated hands bring even more fat to your mouth.

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Gluttony is a sin.

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Thinness is angelic.

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Quit lying to yourself.

It's a matter of reason and willpower.

Face fat is gone

Lips appear bigger

Don’t have to be the fat friend

Can wear whatever I want

Can share clothes with my petite friends

Become more attractive

Get guys attention

Be picked up easily

Eat but not look like a pig

Sit down and have no pouch

Go to the beach in bikinis

Pretty privilege

Post on instagram

Not be disgusted by myself

More visible ribs and collarbones

Be dainty

Skinny legs

Thigh gap

(from Letting Ana Go by Simon Pulse)

^ my favourite book :)

1. Thin = attractive. If you are not thin, you are not attractive.

2. Thou shalt do everything in your power to make yourself look thinner. This includes clothing, hairstyle, exercise and taking laxatives when needed.

3. Thou shalt not eat without feeling guilty.

4. Thou shalt punish yourself for eating fattening foods.

5. Thou shalt always count and restrict your calories.

6. Thou shalt remember that what the scale says is the most important thing.

7. Being thin is more important than being healthy.

8. There is no such thing as “too thin”

9. Restricting calories and staying thin are the measure of true willpower and success.