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Kaz: who?

Nikolai: your wife-?

Kaz: I've never been married

Nikolai: Captain Ghafa?

Kaz: never heard of her

Nikolai: Zoya and I went on a double date with you two last week

Inej, in the shadows: that was fun

Kaz: oh hey Inej

long gone, not even listening, my voice comes out screamin’...

(trigger warning: mentions of sexual assault)

This is something I have been pondering for a long while now, and with the recent season really made me consider it more. I want to state before going into this that I am a demisexual, in case this changes anyone’s mind of what I am about to say. Before going into my spiel, here are some terms I feel need to be explained; Asexual, meaning a person who experiences no sexual feelings or desires, not feeling sexually attracted to another; Aromantic, meaning a person who experiences little to no romantic attraction or feelings towards another; Demisexual, meaning a person who develops sexual feelings or attraction to another only after developing a close relationship, not based on first impressions or physical attributes; Allosexual, meaning a person who experiences sexual attraction of a regular basis. Now that we have that out of the way, let’s begin.

Their first day working together.