its a cruel world but its cool

It ends or it doesn’t. That’s what you say. That’s how you get through it. The tunnel, the night, the pain, the love. It ends or it doesn’t. If the sun never comes up, you find a way to live without it. If they don’t come back, you sleep in the middle of the bed, learn how to make enough coffee for yourself alone. Adapt. Adjust. It ends or it doesn’t. It ends or it doesn’t. We do not perish.

To the next person he loves. Please make sure you really want and love him before getting into anything with him. He does not deserve to have his heart broken. He deserves someone who will love him at his best and at his worst, someone who will understand him even in his darkest hours. Please do not push him into being something he is not. He is not like most men. He is special - and I mean it. He is the most amazing person I have ever known and he should not change a single bit of who he is. If he gets sad or angry, let him. If he tells you he needs some time to think, give him time. If he tells you he is so happy that he could just scream in joy, believe him. Please give him the best of you. Please kiss him tenderly - he prefers soft kisses rather than wild ones. Please understand his love for video games and soccer. It is what takes his mind off his problems. Please be happy for him when he accomplishes anything. Please give him all your loving. He deserves to feel loved more than anything in the world. And please, please, hold him close in your arms and never let go, for I would give anything to be lucky enough to be able to hug him once again.