Morfias/ Morfs/ Moondrops/ Heath

I think I decided thoroughly. There are some pretty toxic people in real life that make me question why I deal with things day to day. People not putting the time in to thoroughly understand what goes on around them. And I've been attacked for thinking and trying to use reason, and the voices returned to me are screaming at me, saying I'm part of the problem, I'm a terrible person. I was told I should die. Reflecting on all this... You know what? I'm permanently done with Tumblr. This hurts me a lot, but ultimately if the cons outweigh the good I have no interest in staying here. I want to have reasonable and logical discussions, not people that think with their hearts. I cannot deal with hypocricy anymore. I don't want apologies and I don't want sympathy. I want change. I want understanding. PLEASE if you hear my plea, don't be biased anymore. Think from thousands of minds. Listen to people from all walks of the Earth. And PLEASE don't throw death threats at people, FFS!

I'm here to stay, but will be hated for my reasonings. So, here are a basic few which need to be stated before I'll stop permanently, take myself off voter registration, and not listen to anyone that pressures me otherwise ever again. Is anyone familiar with the events that occured in Germany last New Years? If so, then you'll understand that there's a serious, now-unsolvable problem there which threatens women across many countries in Europe. Had we accepted refugees in our country, the outcome would have been the same, as it was for every country that did this. Hillary wanted open borders, and while that's great for helping others and making foreigners happy, you can bet that it would have a drastic side-effect that I CANNOT approve of. This is a tough call, and it brings me no joy to point this out. But after free speech was trampled on by the Clinton Campaign, I knew that if she won I would need to remove my social media accounts. You may think this is extreme, but there is proof in the pudding. She wanted to amend the First amendment, and attack the second, straight off the bat. Had I kept them there's no doubt I'd be watched. And we all know about what Trump wants. At least, from what he's said. So trust me when I say that neither choice was good at all. They were equal evils and this ideology that everything is all Red and Blue is absurd. We all want to be united, not split apart. We all want to be friends, not bickering enemies. This isn't fair to anyone, and it's certainly not fair to me. It's especially not fair if you only listen to biased sources from one side. I listen to both sides before I decide, and I dug deep. My choice is still with Gary, who has RESULTS and EXPERIENCE, but fuck me, right? Voting for Gary is voting for Hillary OR Trump, but I cannot consciously support people that are toxic, conniving, corrupt, or bloodthirsty. I never follow my heart on a serious choice. I must always think when it's a hard pick. Go ahead and hate me, I don't care. But I still care about all of you deep down. This is why this needs to be addressed. And this is why I will not step into politics again, because apparently thinking is wrong.

I recently started having horrifying dreams where I watch bombs scattered like confetti across the sky. I always awake before they strike, but the imminent fear of having nowhere to run murders my soul. I wouldn't wish that on anybody, even if it's happening today... I could never support anyone wishing this on anyone else. So I listen to this song. It confirms my fear but it keeps my head calm. "I wanna be strong enough to not let my fear decide my fate. Surrounded by jingoists; I don't want any part of this!"

This is all your Overcrotch is to me.

Right now would be the perfect time for a Selecao program.

I expect nothing less of companies such as Bethesda, Konami, Ubisoft... The list goes on. These companies care about the money solely. They don’t care about their fans and will pretend they are so they can rope people into half-baked games since no other voices can say “Hey, this game is literally trash!” *cough*ESO*cough*

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It slipped my mind that I took the ol Meyer Briggs test or whatever years back, and I got INTP. Didn't really register to me as I was sad about the world at the time. To this day I still am. For a personality that Thinks more than Feels... I sure do try to feel and every time I do it hurts. It's because I overthink and I let my imagination take control. But the patterns and puns, the ideas and daydreams, the fantasies and understandings... The pure and simple logic... They make sense to me and I have answers people don't want to hear. This is why I get annoyed. I want to do something but often times I realize it's futile. SO I do the one thing that kills me inside, but I know works. I let people learn and gain experience. The hard way. Just remember out there... This INTP is worried about you. The best feeling I can muster without losing my calm.

I'm gonna be inactive for at least 3 months on my tumblr. I'm trying to avoid Overwatch right now, and I'll do what it takes to stay away. Leave voice chats on a moment's notice; leave the house to do literally anything else... Don't let me rain on your parade if it is something you absolutely adore in your life. I just don't want it in mine. And please, don't be like the plethora of people that attack me because I don't like "Blizzard's best game." It's a cute game. A cute game that's not for me. So carry on posting. I'm not gonna be here to get triggered and go on a tangent as to all the ignorant reasons that I dislike that game. And please do not take this personally. It's nobody's fault but my own. I just don't want to hear about it anymore.

This is the only type of E-Sports for me!

STOP THE PIDGEON~ STOP THE PIDGEON~