Jäger der Wölfe

[pm] Well he tried to stake me which was rude by the way, because I’m NOT a vampire. But we’ve let bygones be bygones. But it wasn’t that hard to guess what he might be after that. 

I told you what I want :/ Did you get weird this past full moon or no?

[pm] But I didn’t want to. It felt fucking awful. Does that mean I’m brok  Right. I don’t know why I couldn’t. 

I mean I didn’t mean to. I didn’t know they were supernatural. But yeah. I killed them. Don’t worry about it. They’re not around anymore. 

[pm] I don’t either. You had an extra advantage and wasted it. What’s going on with yo- Right, guess this kind of thing effects everyone differently.

[pm] I don’t but I didn’t feel amazing. It felt like my powers were doubled or like they were out of control. 

I’m not yanking your leg. I just… I ended up talking to some and I don’t know. I mean one friend, they got turned into a zombie. And I couldn’t– I mean, I didn’t want to– I just, I don’t know. So I’m thinking a break. Might be good. 

[pm] You’re supposed to embrace that feeling. 

[pm] Okay, Mr. Weiner. Thanks, I think I’ll go with the formal for now.

It’s cool, though. Like I’m- in the know, you know? (wink wink) Like I know about you and Kaden and stuff. I just have another friend who the moon(?) made a little kill hungry, and I was trying to figure out why that’s happening

[pm] Oy, what do you want? 

[pm] I don’t know what you felt out there with the full moon but I didn’t feel like my fucking best. I thought my heart was going to give out at any second it was going so fast.

I just, I don’t know. some of them seem almost okay. Like they wouldn’t hurt anyone. I just have to wonder. 

[pm] I felt stronger and faster. My senses were better, too. It felt amazing. I’m not sure why it would impact you any differently. 

[pm] Right. Yeah. Probably best. 

I mean, I’m starting to– We– I’m starting to question what a monster is. 

[pm] You have to be at your best when you’re going out to hunt. 

[pm] Indeed. None that I’ve met more fortunate than him in that department. Not since he was injured. I just wanted to know if you had seen him.

[pm] I thought I did. But I don’t know. I keep feeling worn down more than anything else. I don’t know. I keep people safe in my day job now. I … I don’t know, can’t that be enough?

[pm] I don’t know how to make it fun. I’m always getting hurt or getting other people hurt. I don’t know how to not be fucking rigid when– why am I not allowed to step away?

Word on the street, or at least from a guy name Kaden, is that some dude named Oscar @forfuchssake​ knows his spirits and looks like the hot biker dad on Riverdale? Calling you out dude. I need some whiskey recs, and I’ve only seen you in passing, so I want to confirm this theory.

Kaden told you that, huh? I have no idea what the last half of that means, but I know my European beers. I wouldn’t say I know my spirits, I just usually drink whatever Scotch is available. Don’t really drink it for the taste if I’m being honest. If you’re looking to enjoy something for taste, Einbecker is my favorite. What do you normally like? 

[pm] Oh my bad, Mr. Weiner.

I have a name :/ It’s Nell.

So what’s all this weird moon hunter murder super strength business that’s going on?

[pm] It’s Oscar. Or Mr. Fuchs if you’re feeling really formal, Nell. 

[pm] It doesn’t make me ha

I don’t like it

I’m not sure it’s ri

I just keep second guessing what the fuck I’m doing. And I just I haven’t enjoyed it for a while now. So I thought maybe I could back off. And just not, you know. That’s okay, right? You’d still care about me if I

[pm] Almost makes the pain worth it. 

But, uh, yeah. I’ve been thinking and I’m… I’m not sure I want to keep doing this. I don’t, I mean I’m not sure but I.. I’ve considered backing off. For a while. Maybe. 

[pm] It does make it worth it. 

[pm] You can say that, again. Have to wonder the percentage of scar tissue to unscathed skin. The scars are probably winning out soon for the majority. But yeah at least the wolf won’t be a problem anymore because she’s not fae bound anymore. Anyway I tried to go out last night. Didn’t find anything. Oh well. Always next month. But, uh, I kind of meant a vacation from hunting. You know. Just some time away. Maybe. Is that okay to think ab–