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i want the kind of relationship that we can be shamelessly weird, and be shamelessly ourselves. i want the type of relationship that eye contact is meant with desire. i want the, “i gave her my sweatshirt and told her how she looked so much more beautiful in it and now she just has to have it,” i want our faces to be absolutely full of food, stuff dripping down the corner of our lips, and just laughing because that’s who we are together. i want the midnight kisses and the aimless fingertip-drawn circles onto her skin. i want the purposeful “i love you’s,” and the desperate “i need you’s.” I also want the arguments. the jealousy. the parts that are messy, but promise that two souls can overcome the hardships and come back together as one. i want that. i want love, not just the idea of it.