rly meant to answer my asks today and, yk, plan my fucking classes for the semester which is literally the only thing i have to do but i ended up writing 5k age gap Sex Lessons bellarke (because it’s a dead trope and i’m mad about it and want to go back to my roots i guess) so assuming i finish the wretched thing before it kills me i’ll be posting it soonish. here’s a snippet 4 u:
Clarke fidgets and straightens out her legs to cross at the ankle. Smooths down her skirt again. God, his room is hot. She wishes she could take off her shirt too.
“There’s this boy…” she begins.
“Uh huh,” he says skeptically.
“His name is Finn. He’s new at school. And I really like him, and I think he really likes me.” She risks a glance at him to gauge his reaction. His expression is open, curious, not quite the darkened cloud of over-protectiveness she’d been secretly hoping for. “I think he’s going to ask me to homecoming.”
“I just get the impression that he’s, you know, experienced.”
She can see the gears turning in Bellamy’s head while he tries not to reach the obvious — and correct — conclusion.
“And I’m not.” Her face flushes when she adds, “I’ve never even been kissed.”
Still Bellamy says nothing, and now she’s so nervous she could cry. What if he gets mad at her? He’s never been mad at her before, but she has seen him get mad, like the time Octavia and Clarke went to a party where a guy groped Octavia’s boobs, and it really upset her, and Bellamy went and picked them up at two in the morning and threatened to break the guy in half if he ever came near his little sister again.
“I just,” Clarke says, “I don’t want to be bad at it. I want — want to practice first. So I know what I’m doing.”
Her request clicks into place but he looks like he still doesn’t believe she could be asking what she’s really asking, so she blurts out, “Will you teach me how to kiss?”
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