Julio the foreigner

How I secretly feel but sunshine it's on the way!

Creative Compulsive Disorder & Remembering Zina Nicole Lahr

Only 9 days into 2016 and it already feels like a long year but not in a bad way, it feels great because i started doing stuff like taking a very sublime road trip where i had a beautiful time. This year I have a very few resolutions but those are simple like, better health, be more creative, be happier (more than i already am) and the most important one would be to start speaking my feelings and if no one is around to listen is because people is also dealing with problems of their and i should give them a break but that's why we have this forum so i can type and someone on the web world will read it. Anyway Im very happy building the better version of myself from the one i was yesterday

Another late night session

Creative mode even if by now I memorized how to make this it's always fun to change up then background and they still take time

Sunday funday

No caption needed just pure serenity

Sometimes a song says more than a thousand pages I suppose

I'm not really a drinker but sometimes it's ok to just go out and have a drink. Also I'm not the kind of person who has an army of friends and to me that's also okay because I know just the right amount of people, sadly they all live in different places. Prescott is a quiet town I surely don't know why I'm still here because honestly most of the people I play/perform for are people doing nothing with their life. They are the reason I try to leave town as much as I can because truly hanging out with people here puts me down therefore I find friends elsewhere, this week an special someone was visiting town and so I stayed hoping to see her but didn't and that's also okay because I got redecorate my room and got to spend time by myself that was over due in the past couple of weeks, I started to learn how to cook better meals, music has been great too I just wish it was bigger but for those kind of dreams I have to build the show of my dreams I need lots of money and people who think alike but there's no rush to that there's is always time for everything except death. So as I started this sometimes a drink alone it's okay as long as you don't do it for depressing reasons but on that one for sure I'm safe lol

Wow I can’t believe I’m going to the old way we used to communicate with but you did say that you were done with me, blocking and cutting all sorts of way for me to try and contact you of course a creative person will always find it’s way to come back into the picture but you also made sure that I understood how dealing with me stresses the Fuck out of you. I don’t know why but I keep reading our last conversation over and over again,writing letters that I know I won’t send, tried to text you couple of times with no reply. I know for you to be okay it’s a bit faster than me but there hasn’t been a day when I don’t see your face everywhere I go, at the moment you’re visiting town and so a few days ago I saw you walking with your dad and my face got so happy to see you trough the distance, I don’t think you saw me but you looked beautiful with that huge smile of yours. I keep thinking and wishing that while you are here you are just gonna show up at my doorstep and give me a hug and tell me all about school but you are leaving in a day or two so I guess that’s just gonna stay as What it is, a silly an unattainable wish. I guess what I’m trying to say is that I miss you like crazy but if me staying away makes your life easier then that’s what I would do, I know I’m a piece of work to deal with so keeping my distance I wish you well, I’m fine still doing my thing even if the person who inspires me the most isn’t there for who knows how long but at least I know that every day that goes by is another day closer to the day when I wake up sayin “I’m good now”.

SLEEPLESS NIGHTS DESERVE WEIRD BUT GOOD MUSIC

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