its 2024 and im just stopping in to say i miss this hellscape of a site so much. everything has been very 2013-2015 feeling lately since the passing of Liam. hope everyone is doing as well as they can. ive been absolutely just transported back in time.
been looking at this blog and my old 2011-2015 blog and been feeling some big feels lately. idk man. just for a weekend i'd love to go back to that tumblr space. but to fill it ive been feeding into my teenage heart and have fallen 1000% back in louis (wow big surprise) and have developed the biggest school girl crush on Niall. my youtube is nothing but 10 year old 1d videos. and i love it. also fuck its so nice to have a fiance who fully supports my feels and fangirling. (20 year old me who stopped using this blog in 2017 girl you have no idea how much your life is gonna change that oct. <3)
its nice to be feeling this again tho. music hasn't felt as safe since ATL decided to rip my safe place apart in 2021. (no im over it 3 years later. fuck you jack) idk why im even here. i guess i just need a spot that i know i can just word vomit and tumblr will always be that place in my heart. forever a tumblr girlie
see ya to the no one who actually read this
