I find it scary that my loneliness doesn't appear at all on the outside. I don't have many friends, but I do have some and when I talk to you I just behave normally. You could never imagine how much I've been bullied as a child. I look perfectly normal, but I'm not. I used to be the kid everyone talked about and made fun of. I used to believe I was condemned to be the weird one and guess what? Years have passed, I have changed, the people I used to know aren't part of my life anymore but that belief, that strong belief I had as a child that conditioned every single thing I thought, felt and did is still there. I feel like I'm wearing the thinnest mask in the world and that if I don't pay attention someone will see the monster hiding behind it. So guys, please always be as kind as possible to the people around you, no matter how strong they may look on the outside. The people who know me now seriously could never tell this blog is mine.
