My World.

Why have things seemed to fall back into place but nothing is the same. Thoughts are all over the place, but somehow the focus is still always on you.

Never felt something like this in all my 24 years. This “something” idk what it is. Why it makes my heart ache the way it does, why I continuously long for you. No matter what I’ve seen or how you’ve made me feel, I’m in constant search for the feelings you once made me feel.

How do we get back to where we once were? I was blinded. Dumb. Nieve. But ignorance is bliss and god dammit I’d look like a fool a million times over just to get back that feeling back again.

When did we get here? Did you know you fucked me up this bad? But please don’t go, don’t feel bad for what you’ve done. I would have had you do it a hundred more times if it meant you’d still love me.