Another Life

I've started drinking a lot more, it feels good, but I know it's bad..

I just want to leave, get away from everything.. I want to try life again!

I feel so alone in this world, like I'm not a part of anything..

There must be some other way to live life, there must be something better than this...

I do not understand why not every girl has a huge crush on Ezra Miller. He is very handsome.

I just really want you to know that we can't be close because of my illness, not because I don't want to. I wish I was good enough, I really do.

Every now and then I think that going into a "comfortable numb"-status, will help my depression, but every time, it hits med even harder when I can't hold it in anymore

When my therapist asked me to take a personality test where I would give answers as the person I am when I'm not depressed, I realised that since I got depression before I became an adult, I don't have a non-depressive personality