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Deppression is like a thick dark cloud that surrounds you and never goes away. And even on your bests day? It's grey. I haven't seen a clear sky in years...

It'd saddens me to have the realization that I haven't felt safe in my own home in 2-3years. It's not my moms fault. Shedoes everything in this world to protect me and love me and provide for me, she's more than I could ever ask for. But how do you feel safe when so many others have given you a reason not to? When people have threatened to hurt the only people you have left to love? How am I supposed to feel safe when I'm scared of my own mind? How do you feel safe when the only choice you have left is to run? But you can't escape your mind.