Do I go back to using this as a personal feeling blog? Do I go back to writing on here like screaming into the void? Like standing on the edge of a cliff yelling into the sky until your throat hurts? Might be better than letting everything live in my chest until I feel like I want to implode.
Why is making friends so hard? Or am I just a hard person to be friends with? I just want someone I can text all day when things happen, have them care and I can in exchange care about things they are going through. I like to think I’m kind and caring, I can sometimes be funny and will keep complaining to a minimum if you’re an optimistic person or it annoys you. I feel like I have this friend shaped hole in my soul and it is starting to completely take over my entire self.
My life’s great, don’t get me wrong, I am a new homeowner, I have a supportive and lovely partner, I’m in nursing school chasing my dreams.
But I feel alone sometimes. And have a never ending list of media I love inside my head to one day share with someone who might like the same things as me.
Plz apply if this person might be you
Probably will delete this later
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