LoL I guess me

(It makes me want to be there, it looks like a good memory)

I feel disgusted with myself. I feel like I'm horrible. I don't have any nice clothes and the ones I do have don't fit me well. I see myself as fat even though I weigh 50 kilos or so. I feel like my nose is horrible, I have no waist, my arms are fat, and my profile is horrible. Why can't I be at peace with myself for once in my life? I barely have any friends and when I do meet up with them I hardly have any fun, and all the things that usually cheer me up (like bands, series, hobbies) only depress me more... I can only wait for it to go away on its own, because I don't see a solution.

Gerard Way is so Sponge Bob

I'm going through a shitty time, in which I see no meaning to my life, I don't leave the house, much less get out of bed, I don't see a future to fight for, my friends don't care about me, I have no passions, or anything that brightens my days, only emptiness and sadness, an emptiness that is worse than crying, because I don't know where it comes from or how to eradicate it, I just suffer it, and it gets worse and worse. I'm wasting my life in bed, everything I like depresses me more than I am and there isn't a day that I don't cry, I'm going to die alone and not for long, it's all really distressing as well as insensitive…