Baby Bear

sorry i cant hang out i forgot how to mimic human like behaviour

The fear of abandonment isn’t just about people leaving, it’s the gut-wrenching belief that you aren’t worth staying for.

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there's not a single nonchalant bone in my body. I care so much I could literally vomit.

One of the most dangerous things in the world is not being able to say no to people because you don't want to upset them or dissapoint them. This will completely ruin your life in every way possible, at work, in your private life, your sex life and your friendships. It's a way of removing your own consent in your own decisions and go against your wishes, it is always a crime against yourself. Let yourself have a say. Upsetting people is better than traumatizing yourself.

I wonder how beautiful life must be when you don't have trust issues, depression, mood swings, overthinking, paranoia, anxiety, detachment, isolation or fear

Need a new brain, mine doesn't like me

You ever feel grief for the person you could’ve been if none of this ever happened to you?

What substance I gotta abuse to feel like I'm enough

I feel like an empty vessel

Everything around me is moving forward, but I'm still stuck in that day.

You broke me, and then got mad at me for being broken

Trauma is baked into every facet of my being. I can’t be separated from the things that happened to me. It feels like my abusers are winning