hi idk if ur taking requests for robert robertson but if u r could u do one where its comfort in the sense that reader is overworking herself? u can display it in any way whether shes apart of the z team or is just dating robert and has a completely diff job
i love ur work sm !!đ ugh u write robert so well
àȘâ⎠synopsis: youâve been overworking yourself recently and Robert pays you a visit.
àȘâ⎠contents: fluff with angst but mostly fluff, I ramble, proofread once.
àȘâ⎠ahh I love him! thank u sm for the kind words and request lovely, hope you enjoy it! <3
Working retail this time of year should be a form of torture, with the overall stress that the winter brought on top of the overzealous shoppers fighting for the last Phenomaman figurine or the occasional rogue mall Santa Clauses that stink like alcohol at 9am on a Monday morningâ all things youâve had to deal with this week on top of the usual bullshit.
But bills wonât pay themselves, so you grit your teeth and bear it without a single complaintâ putting on the best retail smile and polite voice you could muster, even when you have to deal with the most egotistical people who donât understand what âout of stockâ meant.
Instead, you go worryingly quiet, and Robert canât for the life of him handle the silence or the short replies you give him. He knew better than anyone how demanding work could be, especially around December, yet he was still worried about you.
You had just gotten out of the shower, now drying your hair, when your phone pings twiceâ a message from Robert.
Iâm outside.
Iâve brought Beef and food :)
You smile down at your phone trying to ignore the faint pang of guilt that hits you because you knew how much of a shitty girlfriend youâve been these past weeks, even if it absolutely wasnât your fault, you still felt a little bad for being so buried under work leaving you little time for yourself let alone him.
The door unlocks, and there he is, standing there under the fluorescent lights of the hallway like some sort of guardian angel in his light blue SDN shirt with Beef tucked under one arm and holding a take-out bag in the otherâ his hair all tussled from a long day of dispatching and his brown eyes all warm with affection, god, youâve missed him.
He puts Beef down, watching the chubby dog make himself right at home in your apartmentâ scrambling over to his favourite spot on your couch to bury himself under your throw cushions.
âDid the smile at the end of that message make it more or less creepy?â He asks with a grin, locking the door behind him before turning to you.
âOh no, the smile saved the whole thing.â you tell him, already feeling a little lighter now that heâs here in your kitchen with a bag of food that smells like pure heaven compared to the microwavable meals and cheap coffee you've been living off on recently.
Robert glances over to you, giving you a quick once-over, taking in the subtle slump of your shoulders and the heaviness in your expression, and his brows knit together in concern as he reaches out for youâ lightly pinching your chin between his thumb and forefinger to get a better look at your face, the bags under your eyes immediately drawing his attention.
âYou look about two seconds away from collapsing.â He mutters in displeasure, his voice caught somewhere between concern and frustrationâ not towards you, never that, more so himself for not coming over sooner.
âIâm alright, reallyâ just a rough week.â Itâs a half-truth, maybe a gross understatement if anything, and Robert doesnât fall for it.
âRight, rough week.â He repeats flatly, lifting a hand up to cup the side of your faceâ the pad of his thumb brushing over the dark circles under your eye like he was trying to smooth them away. âYouâre burning the candle at both ends here, youâre not alright.â
He knows he should probably be the last person to be lecturing you about taking better care of yourself, but he canât stand to see you like thisâ dead on your feet and yet still giving him that forced, half smile to try and convince him otherwise.
âDonât try bullshitting the bullshitter, babe.â He tells you, running his thumb against the corner of your mouth, and his grin falters when you press your face into his palm with a sharp exhale. âYou donât have to be okay.â
Your chest tightens, and your throat closes up as he brushes a kiss to your forehead, and suddenly your eyes start tearing up without your permissionâ your bottom lip wobbling and your breaths a little ragged.
He freezes for a beat, then he kicks into action, pulling you into his chest with a hushed, âbaby, heyâ hey câmere.â His arms circling around you protectively, tucking you close against himâ one hand cupping the back of your head as the other runs up and down across your back.
âmâjust so tired and everything is too much constantly and I miss you and I hate workâ I hate so much.â the words come out thickly between sobs you fail to bite back, muffled against his shoulder where you try and bury yourself and all he can do is just hold you a little tighter whilst your emotions finally pour over after weeks of being bottled up.
His fingers work through your hair, gently massaging away the tension at the nape of your neckâ guiding you safely under his chin whilst you cry it out against his chest.
âI know, baby, I know.â He soothes, his own voice a little strained. Heâs seen you upset before, blubbering over the occasional pet rescue video but never this, he wasnât expecting it hit him so hard. âJust let it out, Iâve got youâ Iâm right here.â he continues, brushing a light kiss to your hairline until your crying settles into soft sniffles and only then does he pull back just so, to run his knuckles along your warm cheek so he can brush away a few stray tears.
âIâm sorry, Iâ I snotted on your shirt.â You chuckle weakly, the sound all choked up.
âDonât even worry about it, this shirt has been through worse.â He smirks, his brown eyes all soft with a worry he doesnât quite let go of yet as he watches you intentlyâ he just needs you to be okay, and god knows heâs willing to do whatever it takes to lessen that stress of yours.
âFeel any better?â
You nod softly with a heavy sigh that trembles past your lips, smiling a little deeper as he presses his forehead against yoursâ his calloused palms framing your face warmly.
âYou donât have to do anything tonight, just breatheâ snot a little more on my shoulder if you want to.â You laugh a little breathlessly, rolling your eyes as he nudges his nose against yours ever so gently. âYou go find a shitty movie, Iâll dish this up, and weâll eat, yeah?â
âYeah, sounds good,â you whisper, preening up into him as he kisses the tip of your nose, then your cheek, then to the corner of your mouth until youâre giggling in his arms just how you should be.
âThereâs my girl,â he murmurs, arms tightening around you just a fraction to hug you close. âAnd tomorrow?â tomorrow weâll figure the rest out, you and me.â
It made you want to cry all over again, the way he says it without hesitation or even reluctanceâ like looking out for you was just second nature to him despite his own stress and workload. You pull him in for a real kiss, soft and so full of gratitudeâ a silent thank you in the way your lips linger against his before pulling back with a look in your eyes that just utterly melts him.
âGo sit your ass down on that couch, Iâll bring dinner in.â and as you slip into the living room to find a movie, he calls out, âand no scary shit, please!â
You forget about work for tonight, curled up against Robert's chest, listening to his heartbeat whilst his fingers trace idle patterns over your hip, watching Netflix trash whilst Beef snores loudly from where heâs managed to literally squeeze himself right in between you bothâ feeling worlds better.
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hi idk if ur taking requests for robert robertson but if u r could u do one where its comfort in the sense that reader is overworking herself? u can display it in any way whether shes apart of the z team or is just dating robert and has a completely diff job
i love ur work sm !!đ ugh u write robert so well
àȘâ⎠synopsis: youâve been overworking yourself recently and Robert pays you a visit.
àȘâ⎠contents: fluff with angst but mostly fluff, I ramble, proofread once.
àȘâ⎠ahh I love him! thank u sm for the kind words and request lovely, hope you enjoy it! <3
Working retail this time of year should be a form of torture, with the overall stress that the winter brought on top of the overzealous shoppers fighting for the last Phenomaman figurine or the occasional rogue mall Santa Clauses that stink like alcohol at 9am on a Monday morningâ all things youâve had to deal with this week on top of the usual bullshit.
But bills wonât pay themselves, so you grit your teeth and bear it without a single complaintâ putting on the best retail smile and polite voice you could muster, even when you have to deal with the most egotistical people who donât understand what âout of stockâ meant.
Instead, you go worryingly quiet, and Robert canât for the life of him handle the silence or the short replies you give him. He knew better than anyone how demanding work could be, especially around December, yet he was still worried about you.
You had just gotten out of the shower, now drying your hair, when your phone pings twiceâ a message from Robert.
Iâm outside.
Iâve brought Beef and food :)
You smile down at your phone trying to ignore the faint pang of guilt that hits you because you knew how much of a shitty girlfriend youâve been these past weeks, even if it absolutely wasnât your fault, you still felt a little bad for being so buried under work leaving you little time for yourself let alone him.
The door unlocks, and there he is, standing there under the fluorescent lights of the hallway like some sort of guardian angel in his light blue SDN shirt with Beef tucked under one arm and holding a take-out bag in the otherâ his hair all tussled from a long day of dispatching and his brown eyes all warm with affection, god, youâve missed him.
He puts Beef down, watching the chubby dog make himself right at home in your apartmentâ scrambling over to his favourite spot on your couch to bury himself under your throw cushions.
âDid the smile at the end of that message make it more or less creepy?â He asks with a grin, locking the door behind him before turning to you.
âOh no, the smile saved the whole thing.â you tell him, already feeling a little lighter now that heâs here in your kitchen with a bag of food that smells like pure heaven compared to the microwavable meals and cheap coffee you've been living off on recently.
Robert glances over to you, giving you a quick once-over, taking in the subtle slump of your shoulders and the heaviness in your expression, and his brows knit together in concern as he reaches out for youâ lightly pinching your chin between his thumb and forefinger to get a better look at your face, the bags under your eyes immediately drawing his attention.
âYou look about two seconds away from collapsing.â He mutters in displeasure, his voice caught somewhere between concern and frustrationâ not towards you, never that, more so himself for not coming over sooner.
âIâm alright, reallyâ just a rough week.â Itâs a half-truth, maybe a gross understatement if anything, and Robert doesnât fall for it.
âRight, rough week.â He repeats flatly, lifting a hand up to cup the side of your faceâ the pad of his thumb brushing over the dark circles under your eye like he was trying to smooth them away. âYouâre burning the candle at both ends here, youâre not alright.â
He knows he should probably be the last person to be lecturing you about taking better care of yourself, but he canât stand to see you like thisâ dead on your feet and yet still giving him that forced, half smile to try and convince him otherwise.
âDonât try bullshitting the bullshitter, babe.â He tells you, running his thumb against the corner of your mouth, and his grin falters when you press your face into his palm with a sharp exhale. âYou donât have to be okay.â
Your chest tightens, and your throat closes up as he brushes a kiss to your forehead, and suddenly your eyes start tearing up without your permissionâ your bottom lip wobbling and your breaths a little ragged.
He freezes for a beat, then he kicks into action, pulling you into his chest with a hushed, âbaby, heyâ hey câmere.â His arms circling around you protectively, tucking you close against himâ one hand cupping the back of your head as the other runs up and down across your back.
âmâjust so tired and everything is too much constantly and I miss you and I hate workâ I hate so much.â the words come out thickly between sobs you fail to bite back, muffled against his shoulder where you try and bury yourself and all he can do is just hold you a little tighter whilst your emotions finally pour over after weeks of being bottled up.
His fingers work through your hair, gently massaging away the tension at the nape of your neckâ guiding you safely under his chin whilst you cry it out against his chest.
âI know, baby, I know.â He soothes, his own voice a little strained. Heâs seen you upset before, blubbering over the occasional pet rescue video but never this, he wasnât expecting it hit him so hard. âJust let it out, Iâve got youâ Iâm right here.â he continues, brushing a light kiss to your hairline until your crying settles into soft sniffles and only then does he pull back just so, to run his knuckles along your warm cheek so he can brush away a few stray tears.
âIâm sorry, Iâ I snotted on your shirt.â You chuckle weakly, the sound all choked up.
âDonât even worry about it, this shirt has been through worse.â He smirks, his brown eyes all soft with a worry he doesnât quite let go of yet as he watches you intentlyâ he just needs you to be okay, and god knows heâs willing to do whatever it takes to lessen that stress of yours.
âFeel any better?â
You nod softly with a heavy sigh that trembles past your lips, smiling a little deeper as he presses his forehead against yoursâ his calloused palms framing your face warmly.
âYou donât have to do anything tonight, just breatheâ snot a little more on my shoulder if you want to.â You laugh a little breathlessly, rolling your eyes as he nudges his nose against yours ever so gently. âYou go find a shitty movie, Iâll dish this up, and weâll eat, yeah?â
âYeah, sounds good,â you whisper, preening up into him as he kisses the tip of your nose, then your cheek, then to the corner of your mouth until youâre giggling in his arms just how you should be.
âThereâs my girl,â he murmurs, arms tightening around you just a fraction to hug you close. âAnd tomorrow?â tomorrow weâll figure the rest out, you and me.â
It made you want to cry all over again, the way he says it without hesitation or even reluctanceâ like looking out for you was just second nature to him despite his own stress and workload. You pull him in for a real kiss, soft and so full of gratitudeâ a silent thank you in the way your lips linger against his before pulling back with a look in your eyes that just utterly melts him.
âGo sit your ass down on that couch, Iâll bring dinner in.â and as you slip into the living room to find a movie, he calls out, âand no scary shit, please!â
You forget about work for tonight, curled up against Robert's chest, listening to his heartbeat whilst his fingers trace idle patterns over your hip, watching Netflix trash whilst Beef snores loudly from where heâs managed to literally squeeze himself right in between you bothâ feeling worlds better.
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sum; After meeting you, the new dispatcher, Robert's good intentions of being friends and pillars for each other become blurred, the lines falling apart when robert begins to think differently, making things awkward and leading to a new tension that needs to be solved.
content; some build-up, maybe slow burn? it happens over the span of a few months, Robert is a bit of a softie for the reader, Robert and reader get into an argument and have jealous moments, tension in the office, reader has an insecurity mentioned (teeth/smile), Robert has a wet dream, switch!robert, unprotected sex, Robert gets a little rough, but he's ultimately really sweet, fingering, multiple rounds, tummy bulge,
wc; 12.9k
a/n; ROBERT đđđ just started watching Jacksepticeye play Dispatch, and I'm in LOVEVEVEVEEEEE with everyone. im NOT done yet, only at like ep4, so bare with any details that might be found after ep4! Invisigal or Malevola possibly coming soon after this đŒ
Since joining SDN, Robert was dedicated to fixing shit around the Z-Team. He didn't play around or let bullshit in the way. And he sure as hell didn't get distracted.
Until you came along. A new girl at SDNâa new dispatcher who happened to take the spot right across from him. For the first two weeks, you only talked to one personâChase. Oddly enough. It was only odd because of how vulgar Chase was, and how you seemed so opposite of him, but you still got along great because Chase was a big help for you and your confusion around the office. He even helped you through your first panic attack during a shift when you freaked out about possibly being the reason that one of your heroes got hurt.
Chase helped you through the ropes, and slowly introduced you to Royd. Royd definitely freaked you out at first, but he was a big sweetheart. Once you got into the flow of things, Chase introduced you properly to Robert.
How did he do that?
By leaving you to watch Beef while Chase pretended to be busy while Robert went out for lunch on his break and you stayed at the office, eating with Beef on the floor. You literally sat on the floor, talking with the fat chihuahua like he was a person who could talk back. Just as you slipped him a piece of salami from your sandwich, Robert came back and did that dumb voice for Beef, almost personifying the dog.
"Oh, wow, that's some good salami, thanks, stranger!" His hand covered his mouth, like he was doing a bad ventriloquist act, and his voice sounded like a goblin from a cartoon. You turned, cheeks slightly flushed at being caught talking to a dog, but you couldn't help laughing at Robert, your hand covering your mouth.
"Is that supposed to be him?" You giggled, moving to stand, but Robert was already sitting down to join you, a small smile on his eternally tired face as he reached out to pet Beef's head.
"Mhmm. That's Beef. Tell her, Beef." Robert lifted his hand again, covering his mouth.
"That's me, miss, I'm Beef!" Robert did the weird voice again, watching you erupt with a fit of laughter, hand still hovering over your mouth.
"I do hope he doesn't actually sound like that."
"Aren't I handsome enough to sound a little silly?" The goofy imitation continued, but Robert gave it a break as he chuckled and let Beef scramble into his lap.
"Very handsome, little dog," you finally dropped your hand once your laughter eased, a softer smile on your lips as you reached to pet the dog.
"So.. I'm Robert." He finally spoke in his normal voice, holding a hand out. "I've seen you around. Chase has told me about your work so far." He said.
"Oh, that so..?" You hummed, taking his hand to shake it lightly, a bit shocked at the firmness of his grip and the calloused nature of his palms.
"Mhmm. We're all pretty impressed. You've done great so far. I'm still relatively new myself, only been here a few weeks more than you, but I still didn't do as good as you. Hell, my team is still a pain." Robert joked, huffing a bit.
"Yeah, Chase and Royd have told me." You nodded, glancing up at him. "Sorry I haven't talked to you. I feel a little bad because we sit across from each otherâI-i don't mean to be impoliteâ"
"It's not impolite. I really don't mind." He chuckled. "You're not obligated to talk to some loser ex-hero like me. You're not even obligated to talk to Chaseâwhich is why I'm a little shocked. You don't seem the type to be friends with someone so vulgar." He observed, head tilting.
"Well, he's nice. Looks like a grandpa, but he's definitely nicer than others. Uhm, also, you're not a loser. I don't think? I mean, I know I don't know you, but Chase talks pretty highly of you, Robert Robertson the Third." You giggled again, biting at your lower lip like you were holding back the possibility of showing an open mouthed smile.
"Oh, God, he told you my full name?"
"Yeah. He did." You nodded.
"Well, I guess the embarrassing stuff is out of the way. Now you're stuck here. Can't let you get out with that info." He joked, glancing up at you with a smile that made you feel weirdly at ease.
From the headset resting on your neck, you jolted at the sound of two heroes screaming at each other through the system.
"FuckâsorryâI have to go, but it was so good to finally meet you! And Beef!" You quickly gave Beef one more excess piece of salami before you rushed off to your desk, turning your headset down as you checked on your heroes statuses.
Robert stayed on the floor for a moment, letting Beef eat the meat before the dog crawled off his lap and returned to his bed, flopping onto his side. Robert sighed as he stood, returning to his desk.
Running into him like that eased you into morning greetings, afternoon lunch breaks together, and evening goodbyes over the next month and a half. You weren't exactly known around the office, so when Robert invited you to come along with him and Royd to a work thing that you didn't even know about, you were... rather excited.
It was just a small celebration at a bar for a jump in improvement for the heroes being dispatched. Your heroes included. It was funny how you and your heroes were part of the praise, yet you hadn't known about the celebration. It was at a bar downtown, and you couldn't bring yourself to press for conversation with anyone. Not even Royd as he talked to one of the other people from the office whom you hadn't met.
"Got room for one more?" Robert asked, clinking his shot glass with your water glass as he slid into the booth next to you.
"Oh. Yeah, sure, I.. don't see why not." You said, scooting over to give him room.
"You enjoying your own company over here?" He asked, raising a brow.
"Not really. But I don't want to intrude on conversations. Everyone is having so much fun." You shrugged, both hands wrapped around your glass as you tapped your ring at the cup anxiously.
"Well, I'm intruding on your silence. Let's talk." He insisted, downing his shot and cringing slightly before he nudged the small glass away.
"About what?" You asked, laughing quietly at his expression of disgust at the sour shot.
"About you. About work. About anything. Unless you prefer we sit in silence."
"WellâI almost got punched by Invisigal. She's not even on my team." You muttered, huffing slightly as you glanced away.
"Yeah. She's on mine. Definitely a character, isn't she?" He murmured, lips pursing in thought. "Why'd she try to hit you?"
"Because I told her she didn't have a right to tell my team how to do anything when she was barely taken off the bottom of the leaderboard and she's hardly moved since." You murmured, shame sinking in.
"You said that? To Invisigal?" Robert's jaw was practically on the ground.
"She told one of the heroes in my call that he was going to 'fuck shit up for others' because he froze on a mission that they crossed paths on. She pissed me off."
"I mean, freezing could've caused a big issue." Robert murmured.
"But the one that froze was new to the teamânew and afraid because I had sent him on the wrong mission. It wasn't his fault, and now Invisigal is pissed off at me because I told her she was a nosey cunt."
"Wo-hooah!" Robert laughed, straightening up. "You called her that?"
"I-i didn't mean to! It just came out! And I tried to apologize because I dont think she's truly that bad. She and I just got off on the wrong foot!" You insisted, turning to face Robert with a pleading look on your face, visibly still shaken from how mean you'd been to the hero you'd barely knew.
"Woahâokay, breathe. She's not actually gonna hurt youâwell, she mightâbut I'll talk to her. Or you could. She's probably open to talking if you approach her right. Uh.. offer her some candy in the break room, maybe." Robert explained, chuckling at your distress.
"Candy? Like what? A chocolate or a gummy?"
"Mm.. she looks like she likes sour."
"Sour patch kids?"
"Definitely." Robert nodded, watching you deflate slightly as you looked at your water with a sigh.
"You wanna come with me to grab a drink?" He asked, gesturing for you to join him as he slid out of the booth.
"I don't drink often, it's probably not a good idea.."
"It's okay. You're in good hands, I promise."
There was a pause. A debate in your head.
You held your pinky out.
Robert blinked, looking at you like some alien life form being newly discovered.
"Pinky promise or it doesn't count." You said, more serious than Robert expected.
"You got it. I pinky promise that you're in good hands. If you get too drunk, I'll get you home safe." He promised, wrapping his pinky with yours and letting you squeeze until you nearly broke it, which is when you pulled back. He let you laugh at it, watching as you covered your mouth and got up from the booth.
"Yeesh, you've got quite a grip."
"I make everyone pinky promise. If they pull away from the grip, they're lying." You said. "You didn't pull away. So you're not lying."
"That seems a bit..."
"It works. I've tested it." You said confidently.
"I'm sure it does." He mused.
You two reached the bar, and he leaned over it as you mulled over your options. He gently tapped your hand to get your attention.
"Got an idea what you want?" He asked softly.
"Uhm... something weak and sweet, please. I don't know, I'm not good with picking drinks."
"I got you, it'll be good." He nodded, catching the bartender. He ordered himself a regular beer and got you a french martini. The name alone made you question his choices, but upon tasting, you were conflicted.
"Mm. It's.. interesting."
"Do you want something else?" He asked.
"No, no, this is good, it's just.. the pineapple is interesting with the vodka. It's just a strong flavor, and it's probably a bad combo, so I'll need something less acidic next." You took another sip, humming lightly before Robert ordered you something a little less sweet but with a little less liquor.
"Here, try this one," He said, holding the drink out to you. Instead of taking it, you leaned forward and let him tilt the drink back so you could take a sip. It was definitely a little out of the ordinary, but Robert wasn't complaining one bit.
"Mmh! I like that one. It's not as sweet, but it's less harsh on the throat."
Robert choked on his own snickering, to which you blushed faintly at your own wording. You turned your head and impulsively slammed the rest of the first drink in the blink of an eye, coughing at the attack of harsh flavor.
"Woah, hey, you don't gotta drink like that!" He reached out to place a hand on your shoulder, stopping you from taking the second drink.
"I'd rather get drunk at this point." You admitted.
"Well, let's see how that first drink settles, okay? Don't need you getting yourself sick." He said, keeping a hand on the other drink before he ordered you a glass of room temp water.
"Why's it warm?" You asked, raising a brow.
"It's room temp. It's not cold because the room temp water is better for your stomach and throat. Cold water sends a bit of a shock to your stomach, the temperature difference can cause indigestion, and cold water in general can increase the chance of sore throats." Robert rambled, watching as you steadily sipped on your water.
"Didn't know that. You're kinda smart." You hummed, a small smile stretching over your lips.
"Glad to be of service." He mused, staring at you with a slightly softened look as he watched you start to relax. He could see it in the way you didn't cover your smile when it got a little wider, the way you let your shoulders slump to ease the tension at the base of your neck.
The bar's noise became a soft buzz to you as you felt the alcohol settle, but you didn't mind the feeling yet, so you reached for the second, more preferred drink, and began to sip on it as Robert told you about some silly stories from the Z-Team. Just like back at the office, Robert did more talking than you, but he got a good amount of giggles from you, likely thanks to the alcohol that was just barely buzzing through you.
Soon, now on your third drink, you were focused on the music, so when the bar started playing one of your favorite bands, you swayed and tapped your finger to the music, humming as Robert kept you company with his conversation.
"You like the music?"
"Yeah. 's a good band. Heard it tons as a kid, never got rid of it." You muttered, idly chewing on the plastic straw you'd gotten for your drink. Robert reached out, tapping your jaw.
"Don't chew on that. It's not good for your teeth." He warned softly.
"Oh. Right. Sorry." You straightened up, setting the drink down as you blinked through some fuzzy blotches in your vision. "I'm.. uh... gonna run to the bathroom. I'll be back." You said, scrambling from your stool to stand up, only to stumble.
"Hey, don't get up so fast." Robert reached out to catch you, concern etching his eternally sleepy eyes as he stood to help keep you upright.
"I-i'm fine, don't you worry about me." You tried to play it off and take another step, but your body swayed. In your head, you were doing just fine, stepping in a perfectly normal fashion, but that wasn't the case. Robert caught you again.
"Okay, I'll take you to the bathroom, just.. don't collapse, please?" He sighed, helping guide you through the crowded bar to the bathroom. He felt awkward going into the women's bathroom, but he did promise to take care of you. When you made it in, Robert let you stumble into the stall to deal with your business. A woman walked out of a different stall, giving him an odd look.
"I, uh, I'm waiting for a friend. She's.. in the stall. I swear." He tried to explain, but she just left, mumbling about how 'men will lie about anything these days.' He pinched the bridge of his nose, sighing deeply.
"Roberrrt?" You called out from the stall, the sound of you stumbling making him worry.
"You okay in there?" He asked.
"'m okay, just had to make sure y'stayed." You muttered. Robert pinched his nose harder and hung his head low in shame as another group of women passed through.
"Yeah, I'm waiting. Don't worry." He spoke up, trying to ignore the way the girls stared holes into him as they fixed their makeup and washed their hands. Once you were done, you came out and shuffled to the sink. While you were washing your hands, the tallest woman leaned over and asked you a question, to which you looked offended.
"Does he look like he would ever do that to a woman?" You drunkenly snapped back, flicking the water from your hands at the woman's face. Robert jolted, grabbing napkins and taking your hands to dry them before he looked at the women.
"She's had a lot. She's a lightweight. Her sister will be taking her home now, don't worry." He lied, offering an apologetic look to the woman you'd splashed. He guided you out of the bathroom, only to erupt into laughter when you were far enough away.
"What so funny?" You asked, frowning up at him.
"Nothing. It was just really funny to see you splash a random woman without reason." He said, his hand at your upper back at he guided you back to the bar to get down some water.
"She asked if you were 'bothering me'." You frowned, slouching against the bar.
"Why does that matter?"
"Because she said it like you were gonna hurt me or somethin'." You looked at him, once again chewing at your plastic straw.
"Do you think I'd do that?" He asked, gently reaching out to take the straw from your teeth. A gentle reminder without criticism.
You pulled back from the cup, shaking your head. "You seem nice. Chase talks to me about how nice you are once a stranger gets past that hard head of yours."
"Chase said that?" Robert asked quietly.
"Yeaaahh," you drawled lazily, leaning your cheek into your palm as your elbow rested on the bar top.
"That's nice of him. He calls me a little fucker and a bitch more than he says my name." He scoffed, but it was a fond sound, despite the impression given by the nicknames he spoke of.
You stared at him, eyes lazily dragging along his features. His stubbled chinâhe definitely hasn't shaved in a few daysâhis sleepy eyes, the brightness of his coppery irises, the dryness of his slightly pale lips, and that odd little chip in his right ear. You wondered what it was from.
"What? Is there something on my face? Am I bleeding?" Robert asked, and you really noticed how deep his voice was, how it rumbled in his chest.
"No. I just like looking at you." You mumbled honestly.
Robert blinked. "Oh. Well, thanks? I suppose," he looked off to the side, his cheeks tinting a faint shade of pink. He didn't often feel bashful like this, so it was a little odd for him.
"You've got a nice face. Good shape." You muttered.
"Okay. I think I should get you home now, mumbler." He stood slowly, reaching out to help you from your seat.
Your only form of protest was how you reached out and downed the last half of the abandoned third drink you'd gotten earlier. Robert groaned.
"Come on, you're already saying silly things." He sighed, guiding you back to your original booth to retrieve your purse and jacket from Royd who'd been sweet enough to hold them for you.
"She okay?" Royd asked, raising a brow as you leaned into Robert. Robert definitely wasn't used to a pretty girl leaning on him so comfortably.
"She's alright, just had too much to drink. I promised her I'd get her home safely. Uhm... do you... know where she lives?" Robert asked, his voice hushed in subtle embarrassment that he didn't ask before you were too drunk to tell him yourself.
"Nah, man, you on your own." Royd rumbled with a laugh, patting Robert on the back as he draped your jacket over your shoulders and gave Robert your purse. "Maybe check her ID. See if it on there." Royd said, gesturing into your purse.
Robert only nodded, sighing and thanking Royd before he helped you out of the bar. "I really don't wanna go through your purse." He murmured to himself, looking at your purse as he helped you sit on the curb, letting you relax into his side as he reluctantly searched for your wallet.
He found it, only to mentally slap himself. You lived way too far to walk. And his broke ass didn't have a car. But his apartment sucked. He had literally nothing in there. So what did he do? He decided to cough up the money for a cab, even though he knew it was probably a little suspicious looking. He was barely buzzed, but he'd had enough water to look and feel sober.
He gave the driver your address before he took off. It was a quiet, awkward ride, filled in occasionally with your mumbles about how warm Robert felt like this. Robert wondered how often you let loose like this, and how often you really felt safe enough to let yourself fall into the hands of someone you still only knew so much. But he was honored that you trusted him.
Arriving at your apartment building, he handed the driver whatever was left in his wallet that barely covered the ride and a small tip. He helped you out of the car, thanking the driver before he looked at your wobbly legs. He hummed.
"Is it alright if I carry you? I don't want you tripping.." he asked quietly, brushing your hair from your face.
"Tha's fine, Robert," you muttered, straightening your posture. You felt steady enough, but with the way he dove in you catch you again, you were losing confidence in your balance. Robert hoisted you into his arms, carrying you princess style as he headed into the building. He found your keys in your purse, and luckily, your key had your apartment number engraved in it.
"Almost there, miss mumbles." He muttered, mentally cursing the elevator for not working. He got to the third floor when he finally reached your door. He unlocked both locks and carried you in, looking around in the dimly lit living room.
"'M home?" You looked around, squinting at the darkness.
"Hang on, looking for a light." Robert said, hand blindly pressing around the wall for a switch. When he found the switch, he flicked it up and let his eyes adjust to the brightness before he carried you over to the couch.
"You brought me home." You smiled sweetly at Robert, watching as he took your jacket to hang it up before he covered you with a blanket.
"Of course I did. I made a pinky promise, didn't I?"
"You did!" You giggled, smiling wider before you grabbed Robert by his cheeks.
"Waitâfuckâdon't doâ" Robert panicked, but he immediately shut up when you kissed the corner of his eye. He sighed in relief. It was still kinda not a good idea, but it was better than you kissing him properly.
"You've been so nice to me." You slurred lightly, hands dropping to your lap as Robert gently tugged the blanket around you, making sure you were warm and comfortable. He kneeled, reaching down to remove your shoes before he set them at the side of the couch.
"Just keeping a pretty lady safe. I used to be a hero, yknow? It's in my blood." He joked, sitting on the floor in front of you.
"Which hero were you?" You asked, leaning forward to look closer at him.
"Uh.. I'm not sure it's a good idea to say. It's kinda... embarrassing, I guess." He shook his head.
"Tha's okay." You shrugged, already moving to lie down as your eyes closed.
"Hey, do you want anything before I leave?" He asked, reaching out to gently get your hair out of your face.
"You're leaving?" You opened your eyes to look at him, frowning like a kicked puppy.
"I.. thought it'd be best. I don't think it's right for me to stay at your place like this. It feels like an intrusion." He explained quietly.
"I don't mind, Robbieee," you shifted closer, hoping to get him to stay as you reached toward him.
"Uh.. I.. suppose.." he swallowed lightly. He didn't want to leave you on the couch either way, so he stood up. "Where's your room?" He asked, lifting you up with a small huff as he cradled your head against his shoulder.
"Mmh.. right." You said, lazily gesturing down the hall. The apartment was small enough to where there was only 3 options, and one was on the right. So he headed to your room and carried you in, flicking the light on as he laid you on the bed.
"You comfy?" He asked, pulling your blanket over your body to let you get comfortable.
"Thank you." You mumbled, eyes already falling shut. He could tell that you needed a night like this.
What made him hesitate was when you reached out and took his hand. "Sit with me?" You blurted, squinting up at him. He didn't know if this was okay. Your clingy drunken state was definitely a shock to him.
He gave in, sitting down at the side of your bed as he let you hold his hand close to your chest, eyes falling shut once more. "Goodnight. I'll stay." He whispered, his thumb rubbing over your knuckles.
Thanks to the alcohol, and his company, you were asleep like a baby in less than ten minutes.
Robert waited about half an hour before he gently removed himself from your grasp, returning to the living room. He plopped himself onto your couch, sighing as he relaxed, kicking his shoes off finally. The couch was shockingly comfortable, so he was also asleep pretty fast, which was uncommon.
The next morning, Robert was shaken awake by the sound of vomiting. He slipped on the hardwood as he scrambled to the bathroom to find it wide open, you holding your own hair back to avoid getting vomit in your hair.
"Shit. Fuck." He hissed at the sight, kneeling beside you as you coughed and spit into the toilet before you fell back against your tub and closed the toilet to flush it. Robert reached for a rag and wet it in the sink before he brought it to your mouth, wiping gently before he folded the yuck to the inside of the rag.
"Sorry. I know this is so gross." You rasped lightly, throat hurt from the intensity of throwing up.
"I've seen worse. Much worse." He said, shaking his head before he looked around. He found a hair tie and reached around to tie your hair back. "You want some water? Crackers? Uh.. bread?" He asked, unsure of what your usual hangover throw up cure was.
"No. I'm okay. You.. really don't have to be here. I don't even know why you stayed." You gave a small laugh, sniffling slightly as you curled up on the floor, back against the tub.
"I stayed because you asked me to. And I promised I'd keep you safe. Safety also includes comfort." He said simply, shrugging a bit.
"I.. really appreciate it, but I'm not drunk now. I'm sure you have better things to do on your day off."
"Not really. But I'll go if you want me to." He said honestly.
"I think that's best. I already don't remember a lot of how I embarrassed myself last night." You laughed quietly, a sad, anxious sound.
"Then I'll go. But if you need me, I left a note on your dresser. Or, yknow, just come find me at work. I'm not picky." He slowly stood up, grunting at the soreness in his back.
"I really appreciate you following through with your promise. As much of a mess as I feel like, I really needed to just... be a little stupid for once." You looked up at him.
He gave a small thumbs up. "Anytime, miss mumbles." And with that, he walked out, returning to get his shoes. But while you were busy still recovering in the bathroom, Robert took it upon himself to find you a bottle of water and some crackers from your pantry, laying it out on your counter for easy access.
Your morning was spent nursing yourself before you found the note on your dresser, staring down at it. You sighed, flipping it over. You felt like an idiot. You didn't think Robert would dare to use it against you, but you knew you were a clingy and touchy drunk. Not inappropriately, but affectionate to the point that you worried if Robert was contemplating an HR report. You decided it was smart to just go about your day. You threw away the note, banishing it from your mind as you cleaned your apartment and powered through your headache and regret.
Five days you'd avoided Robert. You skipped out on your usual lunch break, insisting that Blonde Blazer had given you some extra work to help out the SDN. You hardly even gave him a wave and a nod as you passed his desk to sit at yours.
Robert, on the other hand, tried to keep things normal. He'd come to your desk during breaks, only to be shut down with a half-assed apology. He'd try to walk alongside you in the mornings, but he'd be left behind when you'd apologize and say, 'sorry, gotta run to catch Chase in the records room!' or 'i have to stop by the restroom, i'll catch you later.'
He was getting tired of it. So what did he do? He convinced Invisigal spy on you. Probably a bit of a weird thing, maybe a violation of privacy, but he wasn't getting any answers from you or Chase. He knew it seemed weird, considering he'd only known you for just under two months, but after the other night, he wasn't about to let you avoid him over some silly drunken behavior.
"Royd, I really don't wanna talk about it." You said, arms crossing as Royd ran into you in the break room and asked about what happened when Robert took you home.
"'Ey, what happen? He put his hands on you, or some?" Royd asked, accent prominent as ever as his mind snapped to the worst case scenario.
"Woah! No, no, he's.. too nice to do that. It was just embarrassing. I get clingy when I'm drunk, and Robert was being super sweet, and I think.. I think I remember trying to kiss him? But I kissed his eyebrow? But then he took me to bed and let me hold his hand while I fell asleep, and then the next morning, I was throwing up every bit of solid food I'd eaten in the last 24 hours, and then Robert tried to stay to help me, and he didn't even care that I smelled like vomit and alcohol and I was still in my work clothes from the day before." You rambled quickly, words coming out at 50 miles per minute, brows furrowing before you turned away and hit your head against the vending machine. "He's so nice to me. Even though he curses like a sailor and has such a mean sounding voice and he looks so tired all the time."
"You got it bad for him, girl." Royd chuckled, handing you a cup of coffee.
"Whaâno I don't!" You perked up, looking up at Royd with flushed cheeks.
"Why do you care so much then?" He asked, crossing his arms after you took the coffee.
"I.. I care because... h-he could make a complaint! I tried to kiss him! He saw me in a way that a coworker shouldn't see another coworker!" You complained.
Before Royd could ask more about your situation, Invisigal lost her breath and knocked a chair over as she tripped trying to run out of the break room. You stared at her as she ran out, eyes wide.
"Oh, I'm so screwed." You whined, falling back against the vending machine and sliding down to sit on the floor.
"Ay, you'll be jus' fine. Robert ain't gonna file nothin'." Royd reassured, patting your shoulder before he checked his watch. "I gotta go, but let me know what goes, yeah?" He said, offering that teddy bear smile of his before he left.
When you were alone, you just sat there, sighing at yourself as you waited for your watch to beep for your break to be over. And just what you needed leastâRobert walked inâthe damn guy was practically summoned. You didn't bother moving. Invisigal had 100% already told him, and you could tell by the way he sat on the floor with you.
"I'll report myself to HR. No need to have that talk with me." You mumbled.
"Well, miss mumbles, I actually came to clear you of your worries." Robert shrugged. "But if you'd rather go to HR and tell them a lie, go for it." He joked.
"A lie?" You looked at him, confused.
"You didn't try to kiss me. You'd only kissed right here," he pointed to the corner of his eye. "and it was you saying thank you for me keeping my promise. I'm not upset about it. You were merely expressing gratitude, and although you scared me shitless when you yanked my face, I'm not bothered."
"You... don't care? That I kissed your eye and wouldn't let you leave my side like some sickly child?"
"You didn't force me to stay. I stayed because I liked the company, and it.. it was nice to see that side of you. I know we haven't known each other very long, but.. even though you were drunk, seeing you relax and not hide your smile was pretty cool." He reassured, leaning his head back to look at you.
"Oh, now I really might let Waterboy drown me."
"Whaâwait, why? Was that wrong to say?"
"No, not wrong, it's just..." You groaned, hands covering your face. "I don't like my smile, Robert. It's.. off, unless it's practiced." You muttered.
"I think it's cool. It's your own. It's you." Robert said bluntly, shifting to sit closer to you.
"You're just saying that."
"I promiseâ" He held his pinky out, a callback to the other night. "I promise that I mean it."
You stared at him, visibly stunned at the sweet reassurance. "You.. also remembered that." You looked down at his hand, a little embarrassed that he remembered one of your most childish habits.
"Well? Come on, mumbles," he wiggled his pinky at you. You stifled a snicker, reaching to accept the pinky promise. You both squeezed this time, and neither of you pulled away until Waterboy stumbled in, making you both stiffen.
"I-im sorryâapologiesâI didn't mean toâdidn't mean.." Waterboy stammered, only to watch Robert chuckle as you both stood up.
"It's alright, Waterboy. We have to get back to work, anyway." Robert said, letting you walk out first before he followed behind. Waterboy waved you two off, smiling apologetically at you two.
Things returned to normal. You stopped avoiding Robert, Robert eased up on being nosey, and you two resumed your work friend routine. Your fourth month hit, and by then, you'd become accustomed to having Friday nights with Robert to unwind, and Saturday to run errands together. Robert proposed the idea, secretly to feel a little less lonely, but he told you it was because 'Beef liked you and needed time outside of home and work,'
Tonight was one of those Fridays, and it was Roberts turn to make dinner, so you were relaxing on the couch, Beef sitting in your lap as you read some book you'd recently bought. The consistency of your weekly nights spent together made it feel like you were part time roommates, and you were a little shocked that Robert didn't move in by now.
"Hey, would you clear the coffee table for me?" He called from the kitchen, adding the final touches to his simple mealâjust a nice beef stir fry with white rice.
"On it, Robs," you gave a thumbs up in his direction before you gently lifted Beef off of your lap, setting him at your side before you cleared the coffee table of your books and laptop. Robert came over with two plates, setting them down. He retreated, only to come back with four glassesâtwo glasses of water and two shots, and tucked under his arm was some vodka he'd been given by Chase.
"Dinner is served. Don't be afraid to send compliments to the chef, I quite enjoy the praise." He joked, sitting next to you as he handed you the shot glass.
"Really? You want to take shots?" You snickered.
"Come on, it's been a long week. You're stressed, I'm stressedâat least I'm not going to clubs and getting into fights." He huffed, setting your water down.
"I think I'll pass on the shots tonight. But help yourself." You shrugged, waving him off before he shamelessly downed both shots. He cringed after each one, but clearly had no regret.
"So, what's on the agenda for tonight? Dinner and TV? Card game? Uh... take Beef for a late night walk?" He asked, listing off lazy ideas before he leaned forward to take a bite off his plate.
"Mmh, I don't know. I need a shower tonight, so you'll be left alone for a bit. I also need to fold my laundry. And I should probably also do my dishes." You listed off your chores, bringing your plate to your lap as you took a bite of the food, humming in satisfaction.
"It's good, no?" He mused, mouth full with rice and broccoli.
"Really good." You returned the mouthful talk, nodding happily.
"Bet you didn't think a loser like me could cook so damn good." He joked, nudging your elbow with his.
"You're not a loser, Robert. You're just a doof." You smiled subconsciously, patting his leg as you paid attention to the food.
"Oh, that's so much better." He rolled his eyes. You plucked a piece of meat off of your plate and helped Beef onto the floor before you gave the dog the meat.
"That's cannibalism." Robert said plainly.
"Eh, he doesn't seem to mind. Beef likes beef." You laughed, watching the dog enjoy the small bit of treat he'd get whenever you had meat around him.
"You spoil him." Robert shook his head, feigning disapproval.
"Shut up and eat." You waved him off, handing Beef another piece of meat before you focused on eating your own food. Robert did the same, letting the silence ease between you two just like every other Friday.
Robert offered to deal with the dishes while you showered. From the bathroom, Robert heard you call for him, to which he was confused by.
"What's up?" He called back, listening through the bathroom door.
"Come in real quick!" You shouted.
Robert hesitated. He knew the glass of your shower door was frosted, and it hid details, and the steam probably barely let anything stay visible, but he kept his eyes closed as he entered.
"You need something?" He asked, a hand clamped over his eyes.
"Yeah, would you run to my room and grab me the new tube of face wash? It's blue, it's right next to my moisturizer." You spoke over the loud stream of water, peeking out from the crack you had in the door opening. He nodded.
"On it," he gave a thumbs up, turning around. When he turned around, he opened his eyes and stepped out. He left the door cracked as he retrieved the face wash from your dresser before he brought it back to you, eyes still clamped shut.
"Robert, you don't need to close your eyes. You can't see anything." You said bluntly, laughing at his refusal to look.
"Eh, I'm good to be blind for a minute." He said, unwilling to admit that if he saw you behind that foggy glass, he'd definitely lose his mind.
"Okay, well, thanks." You took the wash from him, and he left.
He rushed back to the living room and downed a couple more shots, groaning as he tried to wipe the perverted thoughts from his head. You were so careless around him, and he couldn't tell if that was a sign of trust and he should be appreciative or if he was going to really give a cause for an HR complaint.
Beef crawled into his lap, licking at his arm. "Ugh, she's gonna kill me, Beef." Robert sighed.
When he heard you emerge from the shower, he remained on the couch, waiting for you to return. Once you were dressed, you came to get him.
"You wanna stay here, or do you wanna sit with me while I do my laundry?" You asked. Robert turned, only to be momentarily stunned. He blinked.
You stood, leaning against the couch with a tight tank top and a pair of loose sweats that hung low on your hips. The cherry on top? He could see that you weren't wearing a braâbreast heavy and practically waiting, nipples faintly pressing into your tank topâ, and much to his dismay, the sight had blood rushing down south.
"Uh.. I think I'm good out here. Probably gonna watch some... TV, I guess. Beef is already laying down." He gave a poor excuse, gesturing down to the dog in his lap that 'prevented' him from getting up.
"Okay, I'll be down the hall." You said, giving a thumbs up before you disappeared into your room. Robert was so fucked.
The vodka buzzed through him, and he sighed as he laid down, Beef still in his lap as he laid an arm over his eyes to shield them from the light. He yawned, relaxing into the couch.
Robert grunted, lower lip tucked between his teeth as he rutted his hips. His hands grasped onto the hips of the figure beneath him, the darkness consuming her features. "Fuckin' perfect. S-so good.. Fuckâfuck!" He hissed, nails digging into the skin of whoever was beneath him. He couldn't see her face, couldn't hear her words properly, but he could feel how good she felt. How good it felt to sink into the soaked warmth of her pussy, his hands roaming up her body to grope at her breasts. How good it felt to have her pull him in closer as his hips started to lose rhythm, keeping him deep inside of her as he choked on his own whimpers, cock twitching against her cervix as he spilled his cum into her. When he lifted his head from her shoulder, his eyes focused on her, hoping to praise her and thank her, the light hit her features finally. It was you. Gorgeous features looking up at him, dazed and satisfied, and even offering him that honest grin that you'd reserved just for him.
Robert woke with a jolt, sweat soaking into his t-shirt as he looked down at himself. He was hard. Like, damn near painful.
"Oh, shit." He cursed, a hand raking through his toasty brown hair as he yanked the blanket off and went to the bathroom.
You heard his frantic steps, making you stir from your slumber. The sun blinded you as you sat upright, eyes peeling open to get out of bed and see what Robert was doing up so early.
"Robs?" You called sleepily, knocking on the bathroom door.
"Shitâ" He whispered. "Uhâyeah? What's up?" He cleared his throat.
"Y'alright?" You asked. "You sounded a little frantic." You muttered, barely audible to Robert.
"Yeah, yeah, I'm okay. Just... really had to go. Yknow how it is." He lied, swallowing harshly.
This was so wrong. So, so wrong. He had to will away his boner somehow because there was no way he was about to jerk off in your bathroom. So what did he do? He sat there. For half an hour. Pretending to be busy.
Until he finally willed away his boner. The issue now? Not picturing you underneath him. Because the moment he stepped out of the bathroom and found you draped over the couch, having fallen back asleep waiting for him, he had literal flashbacks to his dream.
Things were so good between you two! You were so close, he was so close to telling you more about his past regarding Mecha Man, and now he ruined it by his stupid wet dream.
He mentally berated himself, but he decided to let you sleep as he found himself something to eat. Just some cereal. He was beyond aggravated with himself, so to distract himself, he read the cereal box and chewed lazily.
"Robert?" You sat upright, squinting at him from the couch as you watched him glaring at the cereal box like it was the reason his dad died.
"Hm?" He perked up, looking over at you with wide eyes, cheeks full of cereal as he was in the middle of chewing.
"Make me a bowl?" You asked sleepily, eyes hardly even open as your head dropped against the back of the couch. Robert nodded. He made you a bowl of your favorite cereal before he brought it over to you, holding it in front of you as you took a bite and dropped the spoon back into the bowl.
"Tastes good?" He asked.
"Mhm. Sweet." You muttered, eyes still puffy from sleep as they remained faintly cracked open.
"You wanna take Beef with us when we go to the store later?"
"Mmh.. sure. You know where his leash is?"
"It's hung up in the hall closet."
"'Kay." You nodded, yawning loudly before you curled up on the couch and wrapped yourself in the blanket.
"Your cereal will get soggy, sleepyhead."
"Feed me," you mumbled, fully meant as a joke, but when you felt Robert press the spoon to your mouth, you opened your eyes fully and stared at him.
"Choo-choo." He said, his voice comedically monotone.
"I like whatever is wrong with you." You reached out and took the bowl and spoon from him, yawning one more time before you started to eat your cereal. Robert stood, returning to the kitchen to finish his own cereal.
Throughout the rest of the day, Robert was as tense as ever. It was like he was being puppeteered by a child who didn't know how to make the puppets have steady motions. He wouldn't stand too close, he wouldn't sit too close, he'd avoid making his usual flirtatious jokes, and he'd always seem to get a little warm in his cheeks when you'd lean too close.
You chalked it up to some bad sleep. You knew your couch wasn't always ideal, so you didn't bother to investigate further. Until you two went back to work on Monday, and Robert seemed like he couldn't be bothered with looking away from you across the office.
Talking with Chase, he had his gaze glued to you as you left the break room. You waved at him, offering your practiced smile before you went to your desk, only to stand up and peek over the wall that separated your desks.
"Robs, there's a new taco place down the street, do you wanna check it out for lunch?" You asked, chin propped on the wall.
"Mmh.. I-i have... lunch plans with Blonde Blazer. She said she needed to talk to me about my team." Robert lied, and at the mention of having lunch with Blonde Blazer, you seemed to deflate.
"That's okay, I'll take someone else." You waved it off, sitting back in your seat and staring at the computer like it'd offended you. Blonde Blazer was awesome, you knew she was, but something like jealousy burned in your chest, and you didn't understand why.
The next instance that week that made you jealous was seeing Invisigal walk so close to him in the office, giving him the kind of look that made you think she was undressing him with her eyes. The jealousy bubbled, and you felt like an asshole for being so jealous when you had no right to be jealous and protective of a man that you weren't romantically involved with.
It happened for a week straight before you took it upon yourself to try and distract yourself with someone else. Lucky for you, Waterboy was always willing to sit with you when he was in the office with time to spare.
Today, it was Robert who was pissed off. Jealous and pissy, staring at you as Royd tried to tell him something that Robert wasn't processing. He stared at you as Waterboy sat across from you, his gloved hands fidgeting anxiously as he sputtered about how he was so appreciative to you for sitting with him during lunch because you were usually so glued to Robert. Robert was snapped out of it when Royd tapped his shoulder, a brow raised.
"What?" Robert snapped unintentionally.
"Yeesh, you sound cranky." Royd frowned faintly.
Robert sighed, realizing his error. He set his coffee down. "Sorry. I'm not mad at you."
"Then who are you mad at?" Royd asked.
"I'mâno, I'm not mad, I'm just... a little frustrated. That's all. Maybe I just need to blow off some steam, or something, I don't know." He raked a hand through his hair, eyes falling shut.
"Maybe you should go home early. It's not good to be angry at everything around you. I'm sure Miss Blazer could find a replacement for you. We can't have you makin' bad choices for the team." Royd suggested, to which Robert shrugged.
"Sure. Maybe I'll check on that." He muttered.
"I'll catch you later, man." Royd gave a quick bump of his fist to Robert's shoulder before he walked off. Robert turned, looking at you and Waterboy.
Your back was turned to him, Waterboy across from you. Robert wasn't angry at Waterboyâhe knew damn well Waterboy had no intention of having a thing for youâbut boy, was he increasingly frustrated with you as you seemed to giggle and relax so freely with the hero. Without a word, Robert stormed off, grumbling about something you couldn't hear.
You jolted as the door slammed shut, and with that, Waterboy tensed. "I-i thinkâRobert isn't h-happâhe's upsetâabout s-something?"
"Yeah, I wonder what." You mumbled, picking at your food before you looked at Waterboy. "You okay if I run to check on him?" You asked.
"O-of courseâsure," he nodded, gesturing for you to go and do what you needed.
"Thanks. I'll see you later." You gave him a quick wave as you shuffled to leave the room and go find Robert.
You found Robert back at his desk, and with him focused on his computer, you snuck up to lean against the edge of his desk. He swallowed harshly as his gaze flicked to your hipsâanother callback to his stupid dream that started all of his weird behavior. He looked up at you, brows furrowed subconsciously.
"Can I help you?" He asked, his voice rougher than usual.
"Actually, yes. You can start by telling me what's got you so pissed off." You said bluntly, arms crossed over your chest.
"I don't think you care as much as you're trying to." He scoffed faintly, looking back at his computer as he reached for his headset. You grabbed the headset, brows knitting together.
"Excuse me? You're the one who started ignoring me all week. Don't act like you didn't start avoiding me all of a sudden."
"Iâmmm." Robert's mouth fell shut, knowing you were right.
"So, spit it out. Why are you ignoring me? And why are you so pissed off?"
"I'm not discussing this here." He said plainly, taking the headset back from you.
"Then you'll come over and you'll talk tonight."
"It's not Friday."
"You're coming over." You said firmly.
"And how are you going to make me?"
"You're coming over because I'm tired of you ignoring me and making me jealous because you've got chicks all over you in this damn office." You blurted out. "We're going to talk, whether you like it or not."
"Jealous? I'm not doing anythingâ"
"Yes, you are. You're ignoring me and you've got either Miss Blazer or Visi glued to you, and it's fucking infuriating, and I have no clue why." You snapped at him, keeping your voice as low as possible.
"Why don't you two fuckers get the fuck back to work and have your angry sex later?" Chase snapped over the cubicle wall, making both of you tense and blush wildly.
"Fuck off, Chase." Robert grumbled, turning away as you walked off to your desk.
Later that night, Robert found himself standing outside your apartment, without beefâwho he left with Chaseâ, stuck on deciding whether or not he could be alone with you and not act like a damn fool.
His hand moved before he could think better, so he knocked louder than necessary, sighing lightly as he looked down at himself, fixing his shirt and adjusting his belt.
You opened the door just as his hands went to adjust his belt, and you paused. "You already taking your clothes off? Wow, maybe angry sex is the solution." You joked, arms crossed as you stepped aside to let him in.
"I'm not getting naked, and no, angry sex isn't the solution." He grumbled back, cheeks flushed as he stepped in and took his shoes off, shutting the door behind him before he looked at you.
"You sure? Or are you just saying that because you've got so many other girls to keep your dick wet?"
"Are you still on that? Why in gods name would I intentionally make you jealous?" Robert grumbled.
"I don't know! But you're doing it!" You frowned, padding over to the kitchen to grab two bottles of water.
"You think I'm so petty to go as far to ignore you and make you jealous?"
"Well, you've been ignoring me since we had dinner last time, and you've refused to be alone with me, to the point where you cancelled our last Friday hang out. So forgive me if I'm a little hurt by you randomly disappearing from my life when you pushed into it to begin with." You threw the bottle at himâharder than intendedâand Robert caught it with a frown as you turned away to distract yourself to avoid staring at him.
"I've been ignoring you because I had a dream that we fucked." He admitted bluntly, tossing the bottle off to the couch as he stepped closer to you.
"Youâwhat?!" You turned, eyes wide and brows furrowed.
"I had a dream." He repeated. "That we had sex."
"So you ignored me and startde canceling our routines and refusing to talk for more than two sentences? Come on, I know I ignored you after I got drunk that one time, but this lasted twice as long as that!"
"So, you're telling me, you'd rather know that I want to have sex with you?"
"Yes. I don't care how awkward it is. You're part of my life, and at this point, I'm starting to think that I might want more because a normal friendship doesn't involve the kind of jealousy that you pulled out of me." You blurted out, watching Robert's eyes go slightly wider.
"You what?" His voice came out quieter, almost softer.
"I'm starting to think that I want more out of this because you're a really good guy and I don't think a normal friend should be jealous if she sees her guy friend with another girl." You said, stepping closer to him.
"So, you want more. I want sex. I want you." Robert mumbled.
"Now what?"
"Do we fuck now, date later, or do we date now and fuck later?"
Both of you paused.
Fuck or have a nice dinner.
Robert wasn't standing that close, but he was close enough to see your breath hitch at his suggestions.
"I'd say dinner would be a great start.." you trailed off.
"But?" He prompted.
"But I don't think either of us will sit still that long like normal with our new... discoveries." You exhaled shakily as Robert stepped closer.
"I don't think so." He agreed quietly. "Maybe it's about time reenact that dream I had. Help you realize that I couldn't care less about the other women at work who you're so worked up about."
"I'm not worked uâ"
Robert's lips were on yours in the blink of an eye, causing you to stumble back into the counter. His hands found your hips, lifting you onto the counter like you weighed nothing. Shocking, for a guy as small as him. He slotted himself between your legs, tugging you into him as your arms wrapped around his neck and your legs around his hips.
"Fuckâow!" He hissed, yanking back as he felt you bite at his tongue when he tried to lick at your lower lip.
"What? You're not into biting?"
"Not biting my tongue," He grumbled, only to lean back in and press his lips to yours, trailing down toward your jawline and neck.
"So, you're into biting anywhere else?" You mused.
"Don't bite my dick." He said bluntly, only to nip at your collarbone as he reached to grab at the hem of your tank top.
"You think my mouth is going anywhere near your dick?" You joked faintly.
"I mean, if we're gonna really get into the dream, I'm hoping it will." He admitted, all shame tossed out the window. You went to speak, but he cut you off when he pulled back and took it upon himself to remove your top, tossing it somewhere in the kitchen. Neither of you cared to find out where.
"You're so fucking gross. Having a wet dream about your coworker." You huffed, letting him yank you closer as he slammed his lips to yours againâall teeth and tongueâlike he'd die if he didn't get to keep his lips on you at all times.
"And you're letting me touch you. You're not much better." He argued, only to shut up when he felt you tug at his hair.
"Shut up and focus before I decide to change my mind." You threatened, and it worked, because he was already working on getting rid of his belt and tossing it aside before he lifted you to hold onto him as he rushed toward your bedroom. He kicked the door shut, pressing your back against the wall as he blindly reached for the light switch. Robert adjusted your position so he could press his bulge against you, eliciting a small gasp from you as he rolled his hips against yours. You tugged at his hair again, his head dropping to your shoulder as he bucked his hips.
"Fuckâshit, don't do that." He panted lightly, his hot breath fanning over your neck. You couldn't help but laugh quietly, the sound melting into a soft moan as you felt him grab your hips to grind you down into him.
"Don't tell me you're going to cum before you've even touched me." You huffed lightly, watching him lift his head as he panted, hips still pressed firm between yours.
"I wouldn't cum before you." He said confidently.
"Why don't you show me how you did that in your dream?" You leaned in and kissed him.
"Yes, ma'am." He muttered, carrying you over to the bed and laying you down before he settled between your thighs and went straight to kiss between your bra-clad breasts, his hands resting at the sides of your ribcage.
He reached under you, unclipping the band of the bra before he gently peeled it away and tossed it onto the floor before he dove back in, lips latching onto your nipple as his right hand moved to undo the button and zipper of your jeans. He looked up at you, a little discouraged by your lack of reaction despite how he could feel your breath hitch as your heart raced.
Deciding it was best to move on, he lifted his head to kiss youâsofter, slowerâhis hands sliding your pants and panties down as he moved out of the way to let you kick them off. Once you were left fully revealed to him, completely exposed, he pulled back and looked down at you.
His staring made you feel a little awkward, so you looked off to the side and shifted around anxiously. "You look just like I dreamt of." He muttered finally, breath shuddering faintly as he reached down to spread your legs for him.
"You stare a lot." You observed.
"Only at you." He kissed you softly, letting one hand slide between your thighs before his fingers came in contact with your trimmed bush.
"Don't get sappy. This is supposed to be like your dream."
"This is better." He scoffed faintly, sliding his fingers down to your hole before he slid them back up between your folds, watching you shiver and whine slightly at the feeling of his cold fingertips sliding between your warm pussy lips.
"Jesus, your hands are so cold, Robs," you complained, a soft whine.
"Don't worry, they'll get warmer." He hummed, sitting upright between your thighs as he pressed his fingertip to your clit, pressing in a slow, experimental back and forth motion. You gasped lightly, body jolting at the sensation.
He switched his hands position to press his thumb against the nub, his fingers sliding back down to prod at the wetness of your hole. Before you processed the slow motions, he slid two fingers inside, watching closely as your body tensed, hands clutching at the sheets, jaw dropping slightly with a soft moan spilling from your lips. He kept his thumb nudged against your clit, his fingers pressing back and forth inside of you as he felt around for that sweet spot. It took him a second, but with the proper curl of his fingers, he had your thighs instinctively trying to shut around his hand. He used his free hand to keep one leg pressed into the mattress, staring down at you.
"Keep 'em open." He said, shifting closer and increasing the speed of his fingers.
"Fuckâoh, jesusâ" you moaned, hips jolting away as you felt him press a third finger into your pussy, the stretch easing into a pleasurable burn.
"You still feel good?" He asked, a small groan leaving his lips as he felt you clench around his fingers, the sensation causing a rush of blood down to his cock, making it damn near painful to be untouched like this.
"F-feels good, mhmm." You nodded, a hand coming up to cover your mouth as your head fell back. Robert took his hand away from your thigh, using his knee to keep your leg from lifting to close as he brought his now free hand to find your clit, providing more focus on the bundle of nerves as he focused on letting his fingers stimulate the sweet spot he'd been abusing since he found it.
"That the right spot?" He asked, tilting his head at you.
You nodded, eyes rolling back as your eyes fluttered shut and you fully surrendered to the pleasure, letting Robert eat up every moan and gasp that you gave him, feeding his stupid ego. He leaned over you again.
"Move your hand, baby. Move it." He said quietly, voice soft and gentle, a contrast to the rough stimulation he was providing to encourage your pleasure. You moved your hand, looking up at him with your lips parted. Robert smirked lightly, enjoying how easily you gave into his soft demands.
He leaned in, lips finding yours in a sloppy kiss that you could barely return steadily. Your arms lifted to wrap around his neck again, keeping him close to you as he felt the tension in your lower belly become hotter and tighter, back arching into him. Your chest pressed against his, and he groaned at the feeling.
"RobertâRobs, oh!â'm gonna cum," you whimpered into the kiss. His only response was doubling his efforts and deepening the kiss, his hands focused with a kind of precision that almost made you wonder if Robert got more pussy than he looked like he did. You bit at his lower lip, a soft cry of pleasure leaving your throat as you dug your nails into his shoulders and pulled him as close as he could come, hips bucking impatiently against his hands. He felt you gush around the his fingers, his effort staying steady as he leaned down to kiss at your neck, letting you breathe as you slowly began to shift away, a nearly incoherent plea for a break making Robert slow his movements as he soothed you with soft kisses along your collarbone and neck. He retracted his hands, and without an ounce of shame, he held eye contact with you as he lifted his hand to lick his fingers clean.
Before he could even make a comment on how you'd lost your attitude just from a little amatuer fingering, he was flipped over onto his back. He grunted lightly as his back hit the bed, looking up at you like you'd just revealed some dirty secret.
"Don't give me that look." you panted slightly, still dazed from your first orgasm of the night,
"Would you rather me look at your tits?" He asked, eyes flitting down to your breasts as you straddled his hips and planted yourself firm against his untouched boner. "Ohâshit," Robert stuttered, his cock twitching in his pants at the sensation.
"You're really mean, yknow that?" You mumbled.
"Mean? I just fingered youâ"
"Yeah, and I've been fully naked, completely exposed, and you've been enjoying the luxury and comfort of your stupid clothes."
"Then undress me." He huffed.
You rolled your eyes lightly, but you did just that. You yanked his t-shirt over his head, tossing it off to the foot of the bed before you shifted down and undid his slacks, tugging them down with his boxers. His cock sprung free, landing heavy against his lower belly, tip red and leaky.
"Y'know, for the size of the rest of your body, you hold a decent package." You looked up at him, watching that smug look form on his stupidly attractive face.
"I like to think I do, yeah."
There was a small pause as you situated yourself over him, and before you lifted his length to line him up, he reached out and paused.
"Are you okay with not using condoms? Unless you happen to have some..?" He asked quietly, like he was suddenly afraid of someone hearing the word 'condom'.
"I don't really care right now, Robert. We've gotten this far, so unless you're going to stop because of not having protection, I think I'm good to continue." You said, and Robert nodded.
"I'm fine. Just wanted to make sure you weren't gonna think about it later and freak out. Also, I'm clean, I promise."
"I wasn't worried about you being clean. You don't look like you get your dick wet too often nowadays." You snickered, earning a frown from him.
"I have sex every now and then."
"So you have sex every few months? Kind of sad for a guy like yourself." You teased, running your nail along the underside of his cock before you pressed your fingertip against his leaky tip, eliciting a whine from him.
"Godâcan't you just let me fuck you already?" He whined, hips bucking impatiently against your touch.
You listened, propping his length upright as you hovered over his length and lowered yourself to let his tip press just at your entrance before you eased yourself down his length until you were sitting fully on his cock, watching his hands twitch and shake at his sides as he fought his own self control, struggling between the choice of holding onto you and making you move or keeping his hands to himself and letting you do the work.
Slowly, you lifted your hips halfway, easing back down with a soft, breathy moan. Robert groaned lightly, his tip twitching inside of you as he subconsciously tried to buck his hips for more. "S-sorry, I'm sorryâdon't rushâ" he tried to apologize, the words getting caught between moans as he felt you find a slow, steady rhythm of lifting halfway and dropping back down.
To help with his twitchy hands, you reached out to take his hands, fingers tangling together as he grasped desperately, head falling back with a string of praise and pleas falling from his lips.
"Hoâooly shit," he whimpered, hips bucking more freely now that you'd gotten comfortable and found a good pace. You leaned forward, pinning his hands down on the sides of his head against the pillow as you picked up the pace and found a better angle. With you leaning over him like this, your breasts were bouncing right in front of his face, and he almost came right then and there. He lifted his head and tried to latch onto your nipple, but when he couldn't due to your hands holding his down, he dropped back down with a whine, head falling back as he felt you squeeze around him.
"Mmh.. don't do that. Don't just pout because you can't touch me." You panted, face hovering over his as you stopped your hips for a moment, his tip barely inside of you. He choked out a groan, hips bucking upward to fuck into you.
"D-don't stopânot now, baby, please." He squeezed your hands, fucking himself up into you as he looked down where your bodies met.
"You know, you couldâoh, shitây-you could easily overpower me." You swallowed harshly.
"Don't want to. Just.. just want you." He looked up at you, and you'd never seen him look so wrecked. He really did just want you, however you'd give yourself to him, even if it meant letting you tease him and maybe humiliate himself a little bit.
"God, who knew you were so.. whiney?" You teased, finally dropping your hips back down and watching his chest heave with a cry of pleasure, eyes wide as he dug his nails into the back of your hands.
"Oh, fuck me," he breathed, his thighs trembling worse than yours, and he hadn't even finished yet.
"Yeah? You want that?" You shifted your knees propping yourself up properly before you practically sent him into a shock with how you started riding him again.
"Shitâfuck!" He cursed, his own back arching as he finally tore his hands away from yours, shooting to grab at your hips. You thought he was going to use that grasp to fuck into you at his preferred pace and rhythm, but he just wanted to hold onto you, and he didn't even try to take control other than the impatient bucking of his hips.
Much to your expectations, Robert was cumming before he could try to warn you, but lucky for his ego, you weren't far behind, and the feeling and sight of Robert coming undone only added to your pleasure as you stopped your movements and let him fuck into you from below, prolonging both of your orgasms before he went limp, chest heaving as his hands remained grasping your hips, keeping you from moving until he wanted you to.
"Holy shit." He breathed, slowly regaining his vision as he looked up at you when you fell forward onto his chest. His cock slowly slipped out of you, and you groaned in unison at the feeling of his cum spilling out of you and onto his softening cock in thick, seemingly endless globs.
"So, you definitely haven't touched yourself or had sex in a long time." You quipped, still panting as you lifted your head to kiss him.
"Mm-mm. Definitely not." He uttered, hands running along your ass and back, his hands now warmer and gentler than when this all started. You two relaxed for a moment, just kissing with a gross amount of tongue on Robert's end.
"You wanna go again?" He whispered against your lips, letting you roll off to lay next to him.
"Only if you're on top. Riding makes me really sore." You draped a leg over his, pulling his hips in closer to you. He hummed happily, a smirk forming over his lips as he rolled to trap you under him.
"Now this is where the dream comes into reality." He mumbled, mouthing down to your breasts as both of his hands groped and squeezed at your breasts, squishing them together as he licked and nipped at the skin.
"Ow! Don't bite so hard." You whined, swatting at his shoulder. In retaliation, he only bit harder. "Robert." You scolded quietly, kicking at his leg.
"Hush." He shushed, holding your legs down.
The switch of his behavior was a little shockingâfrom a whiney, gasping mess, now he was biting and holding you down to take what he wanted. It was a definitely hotter than you'd expected.
"Do you still think I have any unnecessary attention for other women?" He asked, sitting back on his haunches as he tugged your hips up, holding you so that your hips remained in the air.
"You haven't really proven that you're that dedicated." You mumbled, only half joking as you watched him reach down to press his length between your folds, his tip nudging against your clit as he spread your arousal around his length, allowing himself to finish recovering from the first round.
Robert lined himself up, lifting your hips a little higher before he eased into you, making you whine and drop your head against the pillow as you reached out to lay your hands over his as he kept his hands over your hips. Unlike his fingering and the first round, he started at a faster pace this time, tired of starting out slow. He knew you could take it now, so he was done hesitating. He pulled you back and forth, meeting his thrusts halfway as one hand slipped around to find your clit, using his thumb to press harder than earlier, feeling your walls tighten and flutter around his cock.
"Oâoh shit." Robert choked. Even as he took on the dominant position, he wasn't immune to losing his mind when you'd clench around him. "You feel so fucking good." He breathed, picking up the pace as he thrusted harder to test it out.
Your back arched, thighs tensing and trembling slightly as your hips bucked into his thrusts. "R-robert," you reached to grab his wrists, but he didn't falter, only doubling his efforts to encourage your release. He finally tore his gaze from your face, looking down, and he moaned at the sight of a small bulge being evident in your lower belly with each harsh thrust into you, his tip just shy of meeting your cervix each time.
He lifted his hand away from your clit, allowing you to relax and savor the pleasure for a moment as he took one of your hands and pressed it flat over the reappearing bulge. With the gentle pressure against the bump, you whimpered, thighs squeezing around his hips.
"'m s-so full, Robs," you panted, looking up at him with a soft cry of pleasure as he pressed down a little harder, his thrusts harsher now.
"So fuckin' deep.. god, this is amazing." He groaned, brows knitting together, short hair sticking to his forehead from the sweat as he watched his cock disappear into your pussy, the sight alone nearly causing him to spiral. "shit, 'm not gonna last, baby," he lifted his gaze, looking at you through his dark lashes as he trailed his hand up your belly and found the plush of your breast, squeezing the warm flesh.
"pleaseâah! fuck, fuck!" you cried, thighs trembling wildly around his hips as your back arched and your head fell into the pillow. Your hands grasped at his arms, tugging him to lean over you. He looped one arm under your hips to keep your hips elevated, his other hand planted at the side of your head as he let your nails drag over his back and shoulders.
Much to Robert's pleasure, you caved before him, your core squeezing around him like a vice grip that made his thrusts falter. He watched, taking in the way you cried out from the pleasure, body trembling beneath his. You damn near saw stars from how good it was. Robert followed moments after, burying himself as deep as he could go as his cum spilled into your pussy, a sensation that still made you shiver.
Robert stayed above you, panting heavily as his head fell to your shoulder, skin sweaty and hot against your own. Slowly, he pulled out, rolling over to plop himself next to you. You two remained silent other than the heavy breathing and occasional shuffle of getting comfortable. The room smelled of sweat, sex, and neither of you had any doubt that Robert was stuck on you, and only you.
"You believe me yet?"
"You just busted inside of me twice after fingering me, and made me see stars two out of three times." You huffed, sitting up to look at him.
"Yeah? Mmh, I'm not sure I remember that. Maybe we should go again." Robert rasped, pulling you onto his chest for another kiss.
"You're funny." You hummed into the kiss, letting him enjoy himself before you bit down and made him jolt away with a scowl.
"Okay, damn," he lifted you off of him before he stood up, stretching his legs. "Where are your spare sheets?" He asked.
"Bottom dresser drawer." You pointed, rolling over to sit up and drag the blanket with you to cover yourself as you waited for Robert to change the bedding.
Robert changed the sheets and got a new blanket from the hall closet before he came back to stand with you.
"You think we should shower?" He asked.
"Yes. I'm not letting you into my clean bed with your sweaty ass." You said, reaching around to swat his butt before you dropped the blanket and ran to the bathroom, starting the shower.
dating robert/mecha man would include⊠(fluff headcanons) (proofread & lowercase intended)
content warnings: pet names (baby, sweets), kissing, possibly ooc idk, lmk if i missed any
fanart from: shuploc
note: sorry if this is ooc, iâve yet to play dispatch or watch someone play it so this is just based off of clips iâve seen in edits and fics iâve read âïž
cat calls every time he takes off his shirtâŠ
you let out a whistle as robert takes off his blue collared shirt and throws it across the room, giving him an applause. âyouâre so cringey.â he complains, moving closer to slot himself between your thighs. âyeah, but you like it, no?â you grin, feeling his lips curl into a smile as he presses kisses on your neck.
scolding him whilst cleaning up his cuts and bruises⊠(before dating)
ârobert⊠i told you to be careful.â you sigh, guiding robertâs bruised body to sit on the toilet lid. the clock read 2:23am when robert stumbled in, shaking you softly to wake you up. âi was, i promise.â he winces, muscles flexing as you dap an alcohol covered cotton ball on the wound slashed on his pec. you scoff quietly, âthatâs what you said last time, and the time before that..â you let out another sigh, tossing the now bloody cotton ball and grabbing a new one. âyou worry me, robertson.. and i know you know that.â
him giving you his coat on dates only for you two to share it since he got cold as wellâŠ
âyou cold?â robert asks, already shrugging his coat off his shoulders. ârob! iâm fine!â you protest to which robert scoffs, âthat jacket is not thick enough for this weatherâ he mutters, placing the coat onto your shoulders and pulling you in close. â âsorry sweets.â robert whispers, now sat at a bus stop cuddling your body as his coat stretches over both of you. you smiles softly and lean your body more into his. âitâs fine. itâs perfect like this.â
favoring beef over himâŠ
âokay weâve gotta- oh my god you have a dog?!â you start as you walk into his apartment, only to be cut off by the sight of a walking oversized potato of a dog. you immediately bend down as the dog walks over to you, barking as it begs for pets. âoh my god!! itâs so cute! whatâs your name buddy? huh?â you ramble, scratching beefâs head and rubbing his belly. âhis name is beef.â â but that was just the beginning, as time went on he swore you cuddled with beef more than you did with him.
him purposely forgetting to bring his lunch so he can see you during the dayâŠ
you stood there at the door with a cute little lunch bag, waiting for your boyfriend to meet you. âhey, baby.â robert greets, taking ahold of your hand which is still holding onto the bag. âhi! i packed you some fruits. please eat them.â you greet back, pulling him into a hug and giving him a kiss. âhey- i eat my fruits yâknow.â robert defends, now taking the lunch bag from your hands. âreally? cause herman said he âgobbledâ down your oranges.â you state with a hand on your hip. robert winces, âso thatâs why itâs wet over here⊠and âgobbledâ? really?â you nod your head with a raised brow. âeat your fruits. iâll see you at home.â you smile, giving a kiss on his cheek while he gives a soft squeeze on your hip.
quiet moments and compliments 24/7âŠ
âah!â you squeal, taking robertâs face into your hands. âyou look so pretty!â robert groans as his ears turn a pink hue, softly wrapping his hand around your wrist while the other hand is placed on your hip, playing with the fabric of your pajamas. âstop.â he whispers, though the soft smile on his face tells you otherwise. you wrap your legs around his waist to keep him from backing up. itâs just something about late night moments. you sitting on the counter while robert cooks some bullshit or whatever. majority of the time heâll come over and slot himself between your thighs and talk to you about his day. âlet me love you.â you jokingly beg, the biggest smile on your face as you run your fingers through to his hair. robert hums softly at the familiar feeling. âi am.â
Robert Robertson runs hot. He usually sleeps in boxers, fan on, his body sprawled across the bed. When you first start spending the night, he tries to do the boyfriend thing and hold you, even though his arms fall asleep in the first twenty minutes and he ends up a sweaty mess.
He's not comfortable enough to suggest other arrangements until a few months in, when your things have crowded beside his on the nightstand, in the bathroom, by the door. Evidence that you plan to stay.
Only then does he tell you youâre a blanket hog, and you tell him heâs a space heater, and decide that as long as some body part is touching it still counts as romantic.
Which is how you end up sleeping soundly with Robertâs arm thrown around your waist from a distance, his back brushing yours, your heads angled so your hair spills over onto his pillowcase, or your butts pressed together while you curl up facing opposite directions. Sometimes you half-wake to find him sliding his foot over to your side of the bed in his sleep, mumbling anxiously before relaxing when he brushes against your leg.
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àȘâ⎠synopsis: The weeks after the fight with Shroud and the Red Ring, you and Robert try to find a semblance of normalcy.
àȘâ⎠contents: takes place after ep 8, fluff with a little angst but mostly fluff, proofread once, me rambling.
àȘâ⎠sobbing, I literally wrote this straight after finishing episode 8, so Iâm sorry if this is kinda booty cheeks. enjoy! <3
Robert canât remember the last time he came home to warmth and not just in the literal central heating sense but in a way that made his heart feel achingly fullâ with your voice ringing through the apartment as you hum along to some tune whilst Beef snores from the living room, the way the orangey lights spill across the floorboards and the smell of dinner drifts through the air.
It almost didnât feel real, this domestic peace that has somehow found him, not after he spent so long sleeping on the floor in the cold and darkâ especially not after these past couple of weeks of non-stop bullshit, then the fight with Shroud.
Robert was still trying to learn not to dwell on it and to instead focus on the present and whatâs to come because âShroud doesnât get to be more important than your future,â as you told him a couple of nights ago when he couldnât seem to fall asleep, the same words he kept repeating to himself as of late.
And you were right, nothing in the world gets to be more important than this right hereâ watching you juggle between trying not to burn the sauce that was simmering on the stove and chopping vegetables, barefoot in the kitchen, wearing one of his old shirts and singing slightly off key to some song on the radio.
He pauses at the threshold of the kitchen to bask it all in, his gaze silently following you and the subtle sway of your hips. He didnât speak yet, too afraid of ruining the moment you were clearly having, lost in your own little worldâ you were beautiful when you thought no one was watching.
He holds himself back until he couldnât anymore, trying to keep his voice as gentle as possible so he didnât scare you.
âIt smells amazing in here.â His voice still startles you out of your focus, and you spin around with a gasp and a tomato raised threateningly in one hand.
Your body relaxes when you realise itâs just him, all tender-eyed and soft smiles. âJesus Christ, how long have you been watching me?â You murmur in slight embarrassment, putting the tomato back down on the cutting board with a weary sigh.
âLong enough to realise you canât hold a note to save your life,â he chuckles faintly, pushing off the doorway and slipping up behind you, his arms curling around your waist as he hooks his chin over your shoulder.
You groan, leaning back against his chest with a grumble of incoherent words he canât quite make out, but you sound mortified which only makes him laughâ the rich sound vibrating against your back.
âSo you donât want me to serenade you then?â
He smirks against your jaw, brushing his lips there as he replies in a hushed whisper. âBaby, the last thing I need is a bad case of tinnitus.â you scoff at his teasing words, and he could imagine you rolling your eyes, practically hear the cogs turning in your head as you try to come up with some witty remark.
But your mind comes to a halt when he slips his hands under your shirt, his thumb brushing idle patterns along the warm skin just below your belly button. He soaks up the sweet scent of your shampoo and the softness of your curves like heâs been looking forward to this since he kissed you goodbye this morningâ because he has, youâve become his favourite part of the day.
âYou want a hand, not burning the kitchen down?â He asks against your neck where his ticklish stubble rubs, making you squirm a little in his arms.
You tilt your head back against his shoulder to catch his gaze, his brown eyes drinking you in lazily. âIf youâre offering, then yeah.â
You turn around as he pulls back to watch him grab two crisp beers from the fridge, cracking them open before rolling his sleeves up like he was preparing to tackle a serious problem and not just a simple step-by-step recipe.
The kitchen then blooms to life with the homely smell of garlic, tomatoes and herbs settling in the air along with an easy flow of back and forth conversation as he helps you cook, but not without stealing a few teasing kisses in between and touches that linger.
You finally slip the tray into the oven, then set the timer when Robert suddenly curls his fingers around your wrist and tugs you into him, grinning at the sound of that little surprised squeak that falls from your lips.
His hands drop to hold your hips as your arms wrap around his shoulders, slowly guiding you into a gentle swayâ smiling down at you, all lovestruck, like you were his whole world.
âAre you buzzed?â Has that one beer seriously gone to your head?â You giggle as he starts to dance you around the tiny kitchen, making sure to keep you away from the sharp corners of the countertops and holding you closely as your feet collide clumsily.
âIt takes a lot more than one beer to get me buzzed, sweetheart.â He drawls out, voice dropping to an intimate whisper, âNo, Iâm just happy.â His hands gently squeeze your hips, sliding up to your waist as he brings you closer before backing you up against the edge of the countertop.
Your smile softens into something more tender at his honesty, the vulnerability of his words. âYeah? good, mâhappy too.â
His heart does a little flip at your words, and he leans in, whispering a soft, âgood,â back at you.
You brush your fingertips across the nape of his neck, slipping into his hair when he presses his lips against yoursâ the pair of you smile into the clumsy kiss and his hands slide under your thighs to help you up onto the counter.
âSo is this gonna be our thing now?â He asks with a smirk in his voice, trailing kisses along your jaw slowly, his teeth nipping lightly at the sensitive skin before pulling back just enough to meet your eyes.
âWhat?â us making out in the kitchen?â
"No," he murmurs, voice low and rough around the edges. "Being like this. Every night."
He lifts a hand to the side of your face to brush his thumb over your warm cheek as the oven hums behind you both, whilst the music continues to spill from the radioâ a cheesy pop song neither of you would admit to liking out loud.
"And yeah," he adds with a smirk, "the making out part too⊠lots of making out."
âYeah, itâs our thing now, Robert.â Your voice is full of laughter, and your arms tighten just a little around his shoulders, legs wrapping around his waist to keep him close.
Then his lips are on yours against, soft at first, then deeperâand God help him, he can't stop touching you like you're proof that good things donât always fall apart, that this was real and safe.
âHow long till that timer goes off?â he asks in between kisses, his nose nudging against yoursâ his fingers fiddling with the waistband of your sleep shorts.
âAbout fifteen minutes.â
âMm, I can work with fifteen minutes.â
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àȘâ⎠. . . period comfort with Robert á°.á
You were dying. okay, maybe thatâs a little overdramatic, but you really did feel like absolute garbage. The joys of having periods you suppose, the cramps, the back ache, the hormones that left you sobbing at every tiny thing that Beef didâ you even blubbered when Robert offered to go to the shop for you.
He had just gotten back, you could hear him from the bedroom where youâve been curled up all dayâ legs tucked towards youâre chest with your face buried into the pillows, writhing in both pain and discomfort, the second day was always the worst.
âGo find your mom.â His voice breaks gently through the stillness of the silence, then Beef suddenly comes barrelling into the bedroom with a bark before jumping onto the bed via the little steps that you brought because he was a little too stubby to get up by himself.
You push yourself up to sit cross-legged with a small wince as your lower abdomen cramps up, but you push throught it. âhey, you chunky boy.â you coo, scratching behind his ears as you watch him flop onto his back, staring up at you expectantly, waiting for you to pet his bellyâ the little menace never failed at lifting your spirits.
Robert walks into the room a few moments later with that long hot water bottle he wrestles with at least once every month, and a plastic bag full of goodies that you quickly rummage through as soon as he drops it onto the bed by your legs.
âThis thing is a pain in the ass to fill up.â He grumbles with a hint of amusement in his gruff voice, the fond type that comes out whenever heâs in caretaker modeâ fussing over you like you were dying of the plague and not just menstruating, not that youâd ever complain, of course.
You smirk at his words, imagining him fighting with the thing to try and fill it up without burning himself or spilling the water everywhere.
âYeah, yeah, laugh it upâ just, câmere, let me get this where it hurts.â he plops himself down on the bed beside you, gently curling the hot water bottle around your waist so the warmth of it can sink into the ache in your lower back and the cramps that were still wracking through your lower abdomen unforgivingly.
âMm, thank you,â you breathe out, leaning back against him with a heavy sigh of reliefâ letting your shoulders drop as he keeps the hot water bottle in place from where he sits behind you.
âYou donât have to thank me for anything, just relax.â He says, turning his head to brush a kiss to your temple as his arms wrap around you gently.
âStill, youâve been so nice and patient, and Iâve been-â
âIn pain. Now stop acting like you donât enjoy me taking care of you.â you feel him grin against your shoulder when you groan in reluctant agreement, because yeah you really did love it when he spoiled you.
Robert watches you search through the bag from over your shoulder, pulling out pads with an amused hum. âOh wow, you got them with wings?â you know your stuff.â
âDonât give me too much credit, I stood in the menstrual aisle for five minutes contemplating whether or not âultraâ was overkill.â
âNot overkill, just extra safe.â You tell him with a giggle before going back to look through the contents of the bagâ gummies, your favourite chocolate, a bottle of flavoured water, and extra painkillers for when the pain gets too unbearable.
âSo theyâre good, yeah?â
âYeah, this is amazingâ youâre amazing.â the slight quiver in your voice makes his heart clench, and he shuffles to sit by your side, his hand resting against the side of your face to make you look at him. you quickly catch yourself, swallowing back the emotions, letting out a weary exhale, âIâm not gonna cry again.â
âYou can cry all you want, itâll feel better to just let it out.â He teases gently, his thumb brushes over your warm cheek, wiping away the few stray tears that escape your watery eyes. âBut maybe we should at least put on a movie so you have a better excuse for the tears.â
A faint giggle catches in your chest, and you nod your head, leaning into his palm and god, he thinks you might just be the most precious thing in the world when youâre all hormonal like this.
He pulls you into his chest with a hushed, âIâve got you,â until your head is tucked under his chin and you melt in his embrace, humming lowly in approval when he dips one hand under your shirt to gently massage the ache away from your cramping tummy whilst the other thumbs at the remote to flick the TV on.
âFeeling better now?â He murmurs against your hairline, brushing a few feather light kisses there as you snuggle closer into him with a quiet, âmhm, muchâ just keep massaging.â and he drawls back a lazy, âyes maâam,â a grin in his voice.
You donât make it to the credits before youâre snoring against his chest, lost in the warmth of both him and the hot water bottle that was still curled around youâ chocolate half eaten and the gummies completely gone. Robert doesnât move an inch, not wanting to disturb the peace that youâve found, and apparently, Beef too, who curls up into his side, even if it means getting a bad case of pins and needles later.
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AN: this is super duper self indulgent because Iâm so over my period. I hate it.
"[River] is very handsome and means well and is also maybe the dumbest man who has ever lived. He charges into situations with the confidence of a much more competent person, then finds himself in so far over his head heâd need a ladder to see where he started. Itâs a little charming, actually, watching this man who thinks heâs James Bond find out heâs Mr. Bean over and over and over."
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Summary: Levi is one of the two new operatives assigned to the watchtowers that overlooked The Gorge, and although he was strictly forbidden to contact the other watcher, you prove to be too tempting to pass up. Luckily for him, you just so happen to feel the same way.
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Warnings: not really spoilers for the gorge but can be ig, loosely follows the plot, fluff, swearing, smut, unprotected sex, pining, touch starved levi, this is lowkey a roller coaster.
It only took Levi a few days to fall into an efficient routine at his new âhome away from homeâ, which was the biggest load of shit heâd heard in a while. This place wasnât his home, he didnât even know where in the world he was, for fucks sake.Â
But heâd make do, because he had literally nothing else better to do, and that was why he was picked for this. Well, that and the fact that he was one hell of a shot.Â
He fell into a pattern of walking the Western rim daily, restocking ammo, and checking the containment fence, cloakers and suspended mines and making sure they were all in order. It was pretty easy, and heâd already done his radio check he was required to do every thirty days.Â
His mission was to keep the contents of the Gorge inside the tall walls, but Levi still didnât know what it was, exactly, he was keeping from coming out, because he had yet to witness it, and heâd been here a whole month already.Â
With that being said, the change of scenery was nice, and though he missed the beach, he didnât mind the trees one bit. It was so quiet here, yet Levi wasnât bored or antsy whatsoever. However, he wasâŠcurious about a few things; one being what the fuck he was tasked to watch over, two being who his Eastern counterpart is.Â
He hadnât seen any movement at all across the Gorge, and he tried not to be a total stalker and use the binoculars to look over there and see what was going on on the East side. He assumed it was relatively similar, if not the exact same thing that was going on over here on the West side, which was a whole lot of nothing, but still, he was curious. There was nothing wrong with that, right?
One night in October, Levi was sitting outside on the observation deck of his tower, simply watching the world go by as he jotted down words in his notebook. Being away from his small room at home had really given him some inspiration, creatively, and he was sure he would have over a full book of poems by the time he was finished with this year long mission.Â
As he wrote, he saw something out of the corner of his eye, and when he lifted his head, he saw that there was a light shining in his direction from the East Tower, but it wasnât one of the watch lights. It was from the other person.Â
Levi set his book down and got up from the chair, his curiosity peaked as he moved towards the binoculars. What he saw was a woman who looked like she was in her late twenties, standing on the East Towers observation deck, holding up a big notepad that read, âHI, NEIGHBOR. WHATâS YOUR NAME?â
As he read the words, Leviâs lips curved upwards into a smile, and it only grew when he saw the way your own lips had formed a small grin, and even from this far away, he could tell that youâd been as curious about him as heâd been about you.Â
And wow, you were fucking stunning.Â
While Levi preferred to live his life alone, he had been with his fair share of women and has had girlfriends before, but you were something else. You were so beautiful, and he could tell by your greeting that you were funny, and somehow that only made him feel even more drawn to you.Â
He wasnât curious anymore. No, now he was full on intrigued to know more about his âneighborâ.Â
Levi looked around the deck for a few seconds before he turned and went inside, hoping he didnât accidentally give you the wrong impression in his search for something to write on. He grabbed the whiteboard heâd been using as a chart, and carelessly erased the data heâd already re-written elsewhere.Â
He quickly went back outside and saw that you were still standing on the opposing deck, though your smile was a little smaller, and he hastily wrote back to you with his big, bold handwriting.Â
âWE ARE NOT ALLOWED CONTACTâ.Â
Levi held it up and hoped you didnât take his message too seriously, because he was thinking that this might be a perfect way to pass the time.Â
You read the board and pouted a bit before you turned your back to him and flipped to a new page in your book. He watched you write something on it, before you turned back to him and held it up, âHAVENâT YOU EVER BROKEN A RULE FOR FUN?â
Levi laughed to himself as he shook his head, wiping his previous message from the board with his sleeve before he wrote, âMAYBE ONCE OR TWICE,â and went to go hold it up, but then he paused and had an inner debate with himself for a few moments. Fuck it. He added, âFOR THE RIGHT PERSON.â and then held it up for you to read.Â
He watched your smile return as your eyes trailed over every word, and he was suddenly very glad he added that last part, because you were full on grinning now, and he was sure it was one of the prettiest things heâd ever seen.Â
But you didnât turn away or make a move to write a response, so Levi once again erased his message and scribbled something else down, âHAVENâT YOU?â
When you read his second message, you bit down on your lip, something Levi was able to see almost concerningly well from just how upgraded the equipment was, but he refused to let his mind wander any further than it already has.Â
He watched you flip back in your book and scribble something out, and a few seconds later, you were holding up your first question, but had crossed out the first part, leaving only, âWHATâS YOUR NAME?â.
Alright, alright, heâll play along.Â
He grabbed the whiteboard and sprawled his name on it before turning it to you, âLEVI KANE,â
Levi watched as you stepped away from the railing again, and he saw the way your lips moved as you tried his name out on your tongue, and now he felt a little desperate to be close enough to hear your voice. And to hear how his name sounded coming from your mouth.Â
You nodded slowly, pressing your lips together as you crossed your arms and leaned over the railing a bit, and he tried to not notice the way your chest was pressed together and exposed a bit of cleavage.Â
âWHATâS YOURS?â he wrote once he realized he still didnât know your name, but you seemed to be content with that as you peaked through the binoculars one last time before shrugging with a teasing smile on your lips.Â
Then you turned around and walked inside the tower, leaving Levi standing alone outside his own.Â
You were mysterious and challenging, and he liked that. A lot.Â
And now he couldnât wait for the next time you and he found yourselves on your respective observation decks at the same time.Â
-
A few days went by, and much to Leviâs dismay, he hadnât been able to communicate with you. But that wasnât without multiple attempts.Â
He casually flickered a flashlight in your direction, left the lights on for a lot longer than needed when he really shouldâve been sleeping, and even shot off his gun, which he pretended was an accident, but you werenât even there to see him do it.Â
It was quiet tonight, like most nights, but Levi liked it. It allowed him to write without any interruptions, and as of lately, a certain person had been the main source of his inspiration.Â
Funnily enough, it was the same person who just fired off three rounds with her pistol, and Levi shot up out of the chair he was sitting in, similar to the way he usually shoots up out of bed when he has his nightmares.Â
His book was tossed aside as he leaned over the railing, his eyes flickering along the East wall of the Gorge to see what you were firing at, but when he saw nothing, he looked up at you and saw the sheet of paper held in your hands. When he looked into the binoculars, he was able to read what you had written down, âHEY, STRANGER,â
A slow smile formed on Leviâs lips as his heartbeat slowed down to its normal pace, and he shook his head as he turned around and reached for the whiteboard he kept on the table next to the chair.Â
âHEY BACK,â he wrote, then held it up for you to see.
You smiled back and then held up another note that said one word. âBORED.â
Levi let out a quiet laugh and he let his gaze linger on your features for a few extra seconds before he stepped away from the binoculars again. God, you were so beautiful. Definitely the prettiest thing in this place, and that was a hard thing to compete with since he was surrounded by beautiful scenery. Yet you were still at the top of the list.Â
He scribbled down a question on the whiteboard, and he hoped you actually answered it this time, because he was dying to find out if your name was as pretty as the rest of you. âARE YOU GONNA TELL ME YOUR NAME NOW?â
Levi watched your teeth sink into your lip again like it did the first time you and he did this, and this time, he did let his mind wander a bit. He wondered what sound youâd make if he took your lip between his own teeth. He wondered if youâd let him find out somehow.
You looked like you were having an inner debate with yourself before you finally flipped to a new page of the book and wrote something down. That something wasnât your name, though. âWHAT DO I GET IF I TELL YOU?â
The look you gave him as you held it up had Levi pressing his lips together to hold back a groan. You were teasing him like you did before, and fuck if he didnât like it. âWHAT DO YOU WANT?â he wrote back, and he watched as a genuine smile formed on your lips.Â
Then you wrote something else and lifted it for him to see. âY/N,â
It was just your first name, but Levi was more than okay with that, because it lived up to his expectations. Your name was definitely as pretty as the rest of you.Â
-
It was December now, and although the weather made Leviâs routine a bit harder, he still found time to talk to you almost every night.Â
He still didnât know your last name, but at this point he didnât care, because he was very much into you, and you were very much into him.Â
From the first night you reached out to him, Levi was hooked, and that feeling only intensified the longer he got to know you. And the close call you and he had a few weeks back definitely solidified his feelings for you, because he hadnât felt that panicked in a long time as he watched you fire off countless rounds towards his side of the gorge while he defended your side.Â
On a side note, at least he finally knew what he was keeping from coming out now.Â
Since it was now winter, it was significantly colder out, and there was only so much Levi could do to keep warm. Sleeping on a mattress on the floor of the tower was uncomfortable as fuck before, but now that it was snowing nearly every day, it just became damn near impossible to get any sleep.Â
And though he only slept for maybe three hours last night, Levi was wide awake tonight, and from the looks of it, so were you.Â
You were sitting on the chair on the observation deck, a blanket draped around your body as you watched the flames of a few candles you had placed on the railing flicker from the wind. It wasnât snowing right now, so it wasnât super cold, but even if it was, Levi didnât think he could pass up the opportunity to talk to you. Of course, in the form of a whiteboard and marker.Â
âHEY, BEAUTIFUL. CANâT SLEEP?â he wrote down, then caught your attention by flashing his light at you.Â
You got up from the chair and kept the blanket around you as you peered through the binoculars, and a pretty smile formed on your lips, which only served to prove his words. You wrote down something in your book before holding it up, âI CANâŠBUT I DONâT WANT TO. I WAS WAITING FOR YOU,â
Levi smirked and jotted down his response, this part of his nightly routine definitely being his favorite by far. âSORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING. YOU COLD?â
Your smile grew before you gave him a pointed look, and he laughed as you wrote down your answer. âA LITTLEâŠWISH I HAD SOMEONE HERE WITH ME,â you held up the page for a few seconds before quickly flipping onto a new one and writing something else, âYOU KNOW, SO WE CAN SHARE BODY HEAT.â
Levi groaned at your words and felt a familiar stirring in his groin, but he made no move to relieve it as he simply wrote down another message to you. âYOU BETTER BE TALKING ABOUT ME,â
During the first month of knowing you, Levi wouldâve never written something so bold, but after a few months, he knew where you and he stood with each other. Heâd made his interest known, and youâd done the same. It was fair game now.
He watched as your shoulders shook a bit as you laughed, and fuck he wanted to hear that sound so badly. He wanted to hear your voice, see your gorgeous smile up close, and he wanted to see if you fit as perfectly in his arms as he thinks you do.Â
Most of all, he wanted to taste those lips of yours and tug on your bottom one in the way you do every time he looks over at you.Â
You leaned over the railing a bit as you held up your sheet of paper, and Levi felt another surge of desire run through his body. âOF COURSE IâM TALKING ABOUT YOU,â
He bit down on his own lip as he shook his head and wiped down the whiteboard before writing something else. âSO MUCH FOR STAYING PROFESSIONAL,â
Nothing about this was professional. None of it. Levi had broken the strict rule of absolutely no contact with the East side watcher, but how could he have possibly followed it after he saw you for the first time? You were far too tempting. Far too alluring and captivating and enticing. And Levi was all in.Â
âWERE WE EVER?â you held up the note, and Levi knew he needed to head inside the tower, because he was concerningly close to showing you just how much your words affected him.Â
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Towards the end of January, the snow had already begun melting, and it wasnât nearly as cold out anymore.Â
Levi was sitting on the edge of the tower, his legs dangling off the edge as the wind blew through his hair. His chin was propped on one of the bars as he looked down at the Gorge, but he couldnât see much because of the fog.Â
Really, heâd rather not see the things that are down there again, because they were nothing short of nightmare fuel, and he didnât need any more of those.Â
Nearly half a year here, surrounded by nothing at all but trees, and yet he didnât feel lonely at all. Isolated, sure, but not lonely.Â
When a flicker of light caught his eye, he looked up and saw you shining the beam of sunlight that was bouncing off your knife in his direction, and Levi felt a grin form on his face as he slowly stood up and looked through the binoculars. âWHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT?â
A warm feeling took over his body, because you must have been watching him for a while, and that filled him with a sense of comfort he hadnât felt in a long time.Â
He grabbed the whiteboard that was next to his book full of poems, most about you, and wrote down a simple answer. But he knew itâd make that pretty blush form on your face again. That was something else he was dying to see up close.Â
âNOW? YOU,â
Levi was right in his assumption, as he saw your face break out into a smile and a soft blush, and you shook your head as you leaned against the railing.Â
Before you could think of anything to say back, he erased his words and returned your question, and you purse your lips as you peeked through the binoculars again.Â
You wandered over to your notepad and took your time writing something back, but Levi wasnât impatient. Out here, with you just across the way from him, it felt like he had all the time in the world.
And you were worth the wait.Â
A few minutes passed before you lifted the page and revealed your words, and what pretty words they were. âYOUâRE A BREATH OF AIR, LEVI. AND I CANâT GET ENOUGH OF YOU,â
Levi felt a shudder run through him, because that was exactly how he felt about you. He hadnât heard you say a word to him, hadnât seen you up close at all, and yet he couldnât get enough of you.Â
And youâd just given him your heart. Heâd make damn sure he took care of it, just as long as you took care of his.Â
With a steady hand, he wrote his response to you on the whiteboard before holding it up, âIâM FALLING HARD FOR YOU,â
And now heâd just given you his heart, though something tells him heâd already given it to you a few months ago.Â
Your eyes closed once youâd read his message, and you pressed your lips together as you flipped to a new page in your book, and Levi watched as you scribbled something down onto it. âI KNOW WHAT I WANT. BECAUSE I TOLD YOU MY NAME,â
Levi was instantly taken back to the second night you and he exchanged notes, and how you expected something from him if you told him what your name was. He was more than willing to deliver on whatever it was you wanted.Â
You took your time again as you wrote something else down, then flipped onto a new page before you even showed him the first one, and a few seconds later, Levi watched you go back to the previous page and hold it up, âIF WE EVER GET TO SEE EACH OTHER FOR REAL,â then you flipped to the last page, âTHE VERY FIRST THING I WANT YOU TO DO IS KISS ME.â
Levi felt a smug grin form on his face before he pressed his lips together and nodded slowly. He could definitely do that. Heâd definitely do that. One hundred percent. Because he wasnât falling for you anymore. He had already fallen, and there was no going back.Â
He barely missed a beat as he picked up the marker again and wrote down a question, but it wasnât really a question. It was more likeâŠa promise.Â
Once he purposely ended his sentence with a period rather than a question mark, he held the whiteboard up near his chest, which was home to his heart that was secretly beating very fast.Â
âYOUR PLACE OR MINE.â
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A few days after that last interaction, Levi had been working on the easiest and most efficient way to get across the gaping ravine to you.Â
He was going to fire off a literal rocket launcher with a zipline attached to it and then would trust you to tie it tight enough to whatever you could find so he didnât fall into the Gorge.Â
Once that was done, he made himself look as presentable as he could, which required him to shave a bit and smooth out his hair. Then he picked a small bouquet of wildflowers for you, and then he was off.Â
The journey across wasnât so bad, well the first half anyway. The last half required him to pull himself the rest of the way across, but it wasnât too hard, thanks to all his previous training in the Marines.Â
With that being said, he was a little breathless when he finally made it over to the East side and unclipped himself from the zipline. His heart was beating fast, and part of it was because of the extra work he didnât account for just then, but also because he was finally, finally, seeing you face to face.Â
As he started walking towards your tower, he heard the metal door swing open, and a few seconds later, you turned the corner and met his gaze almost instantly. He moved closer, and you looked as nervous as he felt, which was a cute change to your usual playful and teasing personality.Â
When he stood only a few inches from you, Levi let his eyes flicker all over your face as he took in all the stunning little details he failed to see through the binoculars, and then he leaned in and pressed his lips to yours in a deep kiss. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close as he explored your mouth with his tongue, making sure he satisfied the one thing you told him you wanted him to do when you got to finally meet up.Â
The second his lips touched yours, it felt like everything had fallen into place. You kissed him back just as intensely, your hands reaching up to cradle his face, and he felt like he could easily become addicted to this.Â
Levi pulled you impossibly closer, his hands resting rather possessively on your lower back for this being the first time heâs ever touched you, but he couldnât help himself. You fit against him perfectly, and you simply just felt perfect.Â
When he finally broke the kiss, he was breathing a little heavier, and he gazed into your eyes as a grin spread across his face. âThat,â he whispered, âwas definitely worth waiting for.â
You laughed quietly, and he tightened his hold on you even more as he heard your voice for the first time after months of passing notes back and forth. âAbsolutely,â you agreed, your thumb brushing along his cheek and smoothing over the ridges that were there from his scars. Your eyes left his and you glanced down at the bouquet heâd tucked into his belt, and he nearly moaned when you bit down on your lip. âAre those for me?â
Leviâs smile felt permanent as he reached down to pull the flowers out and offer them to you. âOf course theyâre for you,â he answered, watching as you took them from him like they were the most precious things youâd ever held. His hand went back to your waist as he leaned in closer again. âSoâŠwhat do we do now?â
Heâd technically done what he came here to do, which was to give you the best first kiss of your fucking life, but that wasnât the only reason, and he hoped that was as obvious to you as it was to him.Â
You smiled up at him before leaning in as well and draping your arms around his shoulders, your chest pressing right up against his as you hugged him for a few seconds. Your fingers tangled in his hair as you pulled back to kiss him again, this one a little shorter, but still just as amazing as the first one.Â
âHow about I give you a tour? Show you what itâs like over here on the East side?â you offered when you pulled away and pressed your forehead against his, and he knew by the teasing tone in your voice that a tour was probably the last thing that was on your mind.Â
Still, he hummed and nodded slowly, letting you take his hand in your small one and lead him towards the door and up the stairs. He shamelessly let his eyes wander all over your backside as he trailed behind you, and he couldnât believe he was finally with you after months of pining.Â
When you and he got to the top, he looked around the open space for a few seconds. It was about the same size as his tower, but he didnât have a piano in his, which was a little unfair. âQuite the setup youâve got here,â he observed, eyeing the mattress you had pulled all the way up here, just like he did with his.Â
You laughed as you walked over to the small kitchenette that was on the far side of the room, and he quickly decided that it was one of his favorite sounds. âI imagine it looks quite similar to yours,â you murmured as you filled a glass with water before placing the flowers in it and setting it down on the top of the piano.Â
Levi did another sweep of the relatively simple and clean room. âCanât say it does,â he replied, shaking his head afterwards. âYours is definitely better.â
You smile over at him before moving closer and reaching for his hand. âIâm so happy youâre here,â you whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his palm.Â
Leviâs breath got caught in his throat, and he swallowed quickly as his free hand reached up to cup your cheek. âIâm happy Iâm here too,â he said back just as quietly as he stepped closer to you. âSo fucking happy.â
The air had been thick with tension since the second he stepped foot on this side, and he tried not to give it too much attention, he really did, but it had only grown thicker, and now all Levi wanted to do was kiss you again, touch you all over, and completely give in.Â
You were so much shorter than him and moved with a lot more grace than he did as you led him over towards the makeshift bed, and he was content with letting you take the lead, because he was ready when you were, and though he couldnât wait, he could wait for you.Â
He pulled you against his chest again, his hands settling on your hips as he looked down at you, and your eyes were so fucking gorgeous up close. Every part of you was. And he wanted to memorize every inch of you before he had to go back to his tower.Â
Your hands rested on his shoulders, and you gently dug your fingers into his skin as you guided him down until he was on his knees beside the mattress. You followed him down so you were kneeling in front of him, and you still had to look up at him as you caressed his face. âTell me to stop and I will,â you whispered, your lips curving upwards into a teasing smile. âBut I hope you know that I really donât want to.â
âThen donât stop,â he said back, his hands reaching for your hips again as he pulled you so you were straddling his lap. You were small in his arms, yet you felt absolutely perfect against him like this. His voice was a little rougher as he repeated the words he would be saying again soon enough, âDonât stop.â
You let out a shaky sigh, your lips curling up into a relieved smile before you were leaning in and kissing him deeply, like the two before this one. Your hands gently pulled at his hair as you kissed him, and everything felt right. Like he already belonged here. Like he already belonged with you.Â
When you pulled away from his mouth, your teeth tugged at his bottom lip as you slowly rolled your hips against his, and Levi let out a soft groan. âDo you want to?â you quietly asked, your thumb stroking along his beard and chin. Â
Did he want to? Were you seriously asking him that right now? He couldnât get enough of you, couldnât stop his hands from touching every part of you heâs thought about over and over again while laying on his own bed across the Gorge from you.Â
âDo I want to?â he echoed, his voice a bit strained as he pulled you against him a little harder. âFuck yes, I want to.â
You nod quickly and go to bite down on your lip again before Levi leaned in and connected your mouths once more. His big hands slid up your back under your shirt, and he could feel the goosebumps forming on your skin from his touch.
He helped you pull off his jacket and shirt, leaving his chest bare to your eyes when you pulled back to look at him. His thumb traced your bottom lip as your gaze flickered over every inch of his upper half, and you let out a soft sigh. âFuckâŠyouâre so hot,â you whispered and leaned in to press opened mouthed kisses along his shoulder
Levi groaned under his breath, his head tipping back a bit to give you more access as his hands pulled at your shirt until it was off your body, leaving your top half nearly bare. Your hands were running along his abs and chest when you pulled back and looked at him, your eyes hooded and unguarded.Â
âTouch me,â you encouraged quietly, and Levi finally let himself indulge in you.Â
His gaze dropped down to the tops of your breasts that your bra didnât cover, and he was reminded of the teaser he got that first night when you leaned over the railing. Fuck the view from this angle was even better.Â
He slid his hands up your back as he leaned his head down and pressed soft kisses to your skin before he buried his face between your flesh. Your moan was music to his ears as he let his fingers fumble with the clasp of your bra, and he slowly guided the straps down your arms.
âGod,â he groaned when the fabric hit the floor, and his hands immediately explored the newly exposed skin of your breasts. âYouâre so gorgeous.â he breathed, his thumbs brushing over your nipples until they pebbled at his touch.Â
You were so beautiful, you took his breath away. Your skin was warm and inviting, begging to be touched and worshipped. By him, of course.Â
He leaned up and kissed you again when you reached down and unzipped his pants before pushing them down his legs. His tongue brushed against yours as he explored your mouth, and then you pulled away to tug off your jeans and panties, and his lips brushed against your hard nipples before you settled back down on his lap.Â
Levi was so hard for you, he knew you could feel him through his boxers as you rolled your body against his again as you kissed him and ran your fingers through his hair. You pulled away and tugged his boxers down his legs so you both were completely naked, and the setting sun casted golden hues onto your skin in a way that made you look like something straight out of Heaven.Â
He knew then that he loved you. He could finally admit it to himself. He loves you.Â
Levi sucked in a harsh breath when you lowered yourself onto him, your heat enveloping his cock like a glove. âOh fuck,â he groaned at your tightness, one of his hands caressing your lower back while his other wrapped around the back of your neck.Â
He guided your face down to his so your foreheads were pressed together, and he was met with the beautiful sound of your moan when you started to slowly ride him. âOh, my God,â you whispered, wrapping your arms tightly around his shoulders as your hips rolled against his.Â
Levi groaned, feeling your tight pussy squeezing him in a way that had him seeing stars behind his closed eyelids. Your chest brushed against his with every slow bounce, and he loved it. He loved all of it, the feeling, the sounds you were making, how good you felt in his arms.Â
âYou feel amazing,â he rasped out, his hands moving down to your ass. âGodâŠdonât stop.â he begged, repeating his earlier words as he met you halfway with shallow thrusts.Â
Your hands pulled at his hair as you let out loud moans and moved a bit faster on him. âLevi,â you whimpered, and he felt himself twitch deep inside you, because that was the first time heâd heard what his name sounded like coming from you. And he was already obsessed with it.Â
âFuck,â he muttered, gripping you a bit tighter as he buried his face in the crook of your neck. âSay that again. Please, baby.â
You shuddered in his arms, and he had a feeling that you had a thing for pet names, which was definitely something he would keep in mind from here on out.Â
âLevi,â you moaned again, this time directly into his ear, and he growled lowly, deciding to give you a break as he rolled you onto your side and onto the mattress. He supported himself on his elbow as he began to thrust in and out of you in the new position, his other arm wrapping around you and holding you flush against his chest.Â
âSo tight,â he murmured under his breath, his eyes dark with desire and utter adoration. âSo good.â
You moaned a little louder and let him lean down to capture your lips in a messy kiss as he continued to fuck up into you. âOh, God, you feel so good,â you echoed against his lips as you wrapped your arms tightly around his shoulders.Â
Levi could feel you tightening around him, and his hand slid back down to your ass as he pulled you harder against him. âFuck, Iâm close,â he muttered, and you nodded quickly as you ran your hands down his back, your nails leaving faint red lines along his skin.Â
âMe too,â you whispered, and then he felt you tense up in his arms when he thrust a little harder. Your eyes were nearly shut as you moaned for him, and when he felt you tighten around him even more, Levi leaned in and kissed you quickly before he tugged on your bottom lip with his teeth, satisfying his own craving as you came around him.Â
The sound you made went straight to his cock, and his eyes rolled back a bit as he rolled his hips a few more times before pulling out and coming all over your stomach and thigh.Â
You were shaking and whimpering as you came down from your high, your body covered in a thin layer of sweat and him. You looked absolutely breathtaking.Â
He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him as he let out heavy breaths. âIâve never felt anything like that before,â he confessed, his lips brushing against the top of your head as you snuggled against him.Â
âMe either,â you said back, and he never wanted to leave your side.Â
An unknown amount of time passed before you and he finally got up and showered together, and his hands never left your body for more than a few seconds. He accidentally let it slip up that he had written a handful of poems about you, and you begged him to read them to you, but he told you he would the next time he got to hold you against him after today.
That was his promise to you. That this was just the first time you and he got to properly see each other. It wasnât the last.Â
When the time to go to sleep came, Levi held your body in his arms like you were always meant to be there, and for the first time in a very long time, his nightmares didnât wake him up.Â
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The next morning, when he was forced to return back to the West side, Levi kissed you until you were breathless, then he was making the trek across the Gorge and back to his own watchtower.Â
  Later that day, just as the sun was starting to set, Levi was well past the point of missing you. He was cold without you, the quiet now louder than ever after the day and night he spent with you.Â
When he glanced over at your tower, he saw you already looking at him, your notepad held up in your hands, and he sighed.Â
He could live like this for a little while longer. But after this? After this, he was going to figure out a way to be with you properly. Because he was tired of being alone. He wanted you.Â
âIâM COLD AGAINâŠMISS YOUR WARMTH ALREADY. AND YOUR LIPS,â
Levi smiled at that and shook his head as he grabbed his whiteboard. He missed all of you already.Â
Once heâd finished writing down his own message to you, he held it up for you to read, and the smile you gave him was all the reassurance he needed to know that this was real. This was the real thing. And it was just the beginning.Â
After this, heâd never be alone again.Â
âKEEP WARM, BABY. TIL WE MEET AGAINâŠALWAYS THINKING OF YOU.â
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Summary: Levi is one of the two new operatives assigned to the watchtowers that overlooked The Gorge, and although he was strictly forbidden to contact the other watcher, you prove to be too tempting to pass up. Luckily for him, you just so happen to feel the same way.
Word Count: 6.3k | I do not give consent to having my work published or posted to any other platform or profile other than my own.
Warnings: not really spoilers for the gorge but can be ig, loosely follows the plot, fluff, swearing, smut, unprotected sex, pining, touch starved levi, this is lowkey a roller coaster.
It only took Levi a few days to fall into an efficient routine at his new âhome away from homeâ, which was the biggest load of shit heâd heard in a while. This place wasnât his home, he didnât even know where in the world he was, for fucks sake.Â
But heâd make do, because he had literally nothing else better to do, and that was why he was picked for this. Well, that and the fact that he was one hell of a shot.Â
He fell into a pattern of walking the Western rim daily, restocking ammo, and checking the containment fence, cloakers and suspended mines and making sure they were all in order. It was pretty easy, and heâd already done his radio check he was required to do every thirty days.Â
His mission was to keep the contents of the Gorge inside the tall walls, but Levi still didnât know what it was, exactly, he was keeping from coming out, because he had yet to witness it, and heâd been here a whole month already.Â
With that being said, the change of scenery was nice, and though he missed the beach, he didnât mind the trees one bit. It was so quiet here, yet Levi wasnât bored or antsy whatsoever. However, he wasâŠcurious about a few things; one being what the fuck he was tasked to watch over, two being who his Eastern counterpart is.Â
He hadnât seen any movement at all across the Gorge, and he tried not to be a total stalker and use the binoculars to look over there and see what was going on on the East side. He assumed it was relatively similar, if not the exact same thing that was going on over here on the West side, which was a whole lot of nothing, but still, he was curious. There was nothing wrong with that, right?
One night in October, Levi was sitting outside on the observation deck of his tower, simply watching the world go by as he jotted down words in his notebook. Being away from his small room at home had really given him some inspiration, creatively, and he was sure he would have over a full book of poems by the time he was finished with this year long mission.Â
As he wrote, he saw something out of the corner of his eye, and when he lifted his head, he saw that there was a light shining in his direction from the East Tower, but it wasnât one of the watch lights. It was from the other person.Â
Levi set his book down and got up from the chair, his curiosity peaked as he moved towards the binoculars. What he saw was a woman who looked like she was in her late twenties, standing on the East Towers observation deck, holding up a big notepad that read, âHI, NEIGHBOR. WHATâS YOUR NAME?â
As he read the words, Leviâs lips curved upwards into a smile, and it only grew when he saw the way your own lips had formed a small grin, and even from this far away, he could tell that youâd been as curious about him as heâd been about you.Â
And wow, you were fucking stunning.Â
While Levi preferred to live his life alone, he had been with his fair share of women and has had girlfriends before, but you were something else. You were so beautiful, and he could tell by your greeting that you were funny, and somehow that only made him feel even more drawn to you.Â
He wasnât curious anymore. No, now he was full on intrigued to know more about his âneighborâ.Â
Levi looked around the deck for a few seconds before he turned and went inside, hoping he didnât accidentally give you the wrong impression in his search for something to write on. He grabbed the whiteboard heâd been using as a chart, and carelessly erased the data heâd already re-written elsewhere.Â
He quickly went back outside and saw that you were still standing on the opposing deck, though your smile was a little smaller, and he hastily wrote back to you with his big, bold handwriting.Â
âWE ARE NOT ALLOWED CONTACTâ.Â
Levi held it up and hoped you didnât take his message too seriously, because he was thinking that this might be a perfect way to pass the time.Â
You read the board and pouted a bit before you turned your back to him and flipped to a new page in your book. He watched you write something on it, before you turned back to him and held it up, âHAVENâT YOU EVER BROKEN A RULE FOR FUN?â
Levi laughed to himself as he shook his head, wiping his previous message from the board with his sleeve before he wrote, âMAYBE ONCE OR TWICE,â and went to go hold it up, but then he paused and had an inner debate with himself for a few moments. Fuck it. He added, âFOR THE RIGHT PERSON.â and then held it up for you to read.Â
He watched your smile return as your eyes trailed over every word, and he was suddenly very glad he added that last part, because you were full on grinning now, and he was sure it was one of the prettiest things heâd ever seen.Â
But you didnât turn away or make a move to write a response, so Levi once again erased his message and scribbled something else down, âHAVENâT YOU?â
When you read his second message, you bit down on your lip, something Levi was able to see almost concerningly well from just how upgraded the equipment was, but he refused to let his mind wander any further than it already has.Â
He watched you flip back in your book and scribble something out, and a few seconds later, you were holding up your first question, but had crossed out the first part, leaving only, âWHATâS YOUR NAME?â.
Alright, alright, heâll play along.Â
He grabbed the whiteboard and sprawled his name on it before turning it to you, âLEVI KANE,â
Levi watched as you stepped away from the railing again, and he saw the way your lips moved as you tried his name out on your tongue, and now he felt a little desperate to be close enough to hear your voice. And to hear how his name sounded coming from your mouth.Â
You nodded slowly, pressing your lips together as you crossed your arms and leaned over the railing a bit, and he tried to not notice the way your chest was pressed together and exposed a bit of cleavage.Â
âWHATâS YOURS?â he wrote once he realized he still didnât know your name, but you seemed to be content with that as you peaked through the binoculars one last time before shrugging with a teasing smile on your lips.Â
Then you turned around and walked inside the tower, leaving Levi standing alone outside his own.Â
You were mysterious and challenging, and he liked that. A lot.Â
And now he couldnât wait for the next time you and he found yourselves on your respective observation decks at the same time.Â
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A few days went by, and much to Leviâs dismay, he hadnât been able to communicate with you. But that wasnât without multiple attempts.Â
He casually flickered a flashlight in your direction, left the lights on for a lot longer than needed when he really shouldâve been sleeping, and even shot off his gun, which he pretended was an accident, but you werenât even there to see him do it.Â
It was quiet tonight, like most nights, but Levi liked it. It allowed him to write without any interruptions, and as of lately, a certain person had been the main source of his inspiration.Â
Funnily enough, it was the same person who just fired off three rounds with her pistol, and Levi shot up out of the chair he was sitting in, similar to the way he usually shoots up out of bed when he has his nightmares.Â
His book was tossed aside as he leaned over the railing, his eyes flickering along the East wall of the Gorge to see what you were firing at, but when he saw nothing, he looked up at you and saw the sheet of paper held in your hands. When he looked into the binoculars, he was able to read what you had written down, âHEY, STRANGER,â
A slow smile formed on Leviâs lips as his heartbeat slowed down to its normal pace, and he shook his head as he turned around and reached for the whiteboard he kept on the table next to the chair.Â
âHEY BACK,â he wrote, then held it up for you to see.
You smiled back and then held up another note that said one word. âBORED.â
Levi let out a quiet laugh and he let his gaze linger on your features for a few extra seconds before he stepped away from the binoculars again. God, you were so beautiful. Definitely the prettiest thing in this place, and that was a hard thing to compete with since he was surrounded by beautiful scenery. Yet you were still at the top of the list.Â
He scribbled down a question on the whiteboard, and he hoped you actually answered it this time, because he was dying to find out if your name was as pretty as the rest of you. âARE YOU GONNA TELL ME YOUR NAME NOW?â
Levi watched your teeth sink into your lip again like it did the first time you and he did this, and this time, he did let his mind wander a bit. He wondered what sound youâd make if he took your lip between his own teeth. He wondered if youâd let him find out somehow.
You looked like you were having an inner debate with yourself before you finally flipped to a new page of the book and wrote something down. That something wasnât your name, though. âWHAT DO I GET IF I TELL YOU?â
The look you gave him as you held it up had Levi pressing his lips together to hold back a groan. You were teasing him like you did before, and fuck if he didnât like it. âWHAT DO YOU WANT?â he wrote back, and he watched as a genuine smile formed on your lips.Â
Then you wrote something else and lifted it for him to see. âY/N,â
It was just your first name, but Levi was more than okay with that, because it lived up to his expectations. Your name was definitely as pretty as the rest of you.Â
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It was December now, and although the weather made Leviâs routine a bit harder, he still found time to talk to you almost every night.Â
He still didnât know your last name, but at this point he didnât care, because he was very much into you, and you were very much into him.Â
From the first night you reached out to him, Levi was hooked, and that feeling only intensified the longer he got to know you. And the close call you and he had a few weeks back definitely solidified his feelings for you, because he hadnât felt that panicked in a long time as he watched you fire off countless rounds towards his side of the gorge while he defended your side.Â
On a side note, at least he finally knew what he was keeping from coming out now.Â
Since it was now winter, it was significantly colder out, and there was only so much Levi could do to keep warm. Sleeping on a mattress on the floor of the tower was uncomfortable as fuck before, but now that it was snowing nearly every day, it just became damn near impossible to get any sleep.Â
And though he only slept for maybe three hours last night, Levi was wide awake tonight, and from the looks of it, so were you.Â
You were sitting on the chair on the observation deck, a blanket draped around your body as you watched the flames of a few candles you had placed on the railing flicker from the wind. It wasnât snowing right now, so it wasnât super cold, but even if it was, Levi didnât think he could pass up the opportunity to talk to you. Of course, in the form of a whiteboard and marker.Â
âHEY, BEAUTIFUL. CANâT SLEEP?â he wrote down, then caught your attention by flashing his light at you.Â
You got up from the chair and kept the blanket around you as you peered through the binoculars, and a pretty smile formed on your lips, which only served to prove his words. You wrote down something in your book before holding it up, âI CANâŠBUT I DONâT WANT TO. I WAS WAITING FOR YOU,â
Levi smirked and jotted down his response, this part of his nightly routine definitely being his favorite by far. âSORRY TO KEEP YOU WAITING. YOU COLD?â
Your smile grew before you gave him a pointed look, and he laughed as you wrote down your answer. âA LITTLEâŠWISH I HAD SOMEONE HERE WITH ME,â you held up the page for a few seconds before quickly flipping onto a new one and writing something else, âYOU KNOW, SO WE CAN SHARE BODY HEAT.â
Levi groaned at your words and felt a familiar stirring in his groin, but he made no move to relieve it as he simply wrote down another message to you. âYOU BETTER BE TALKING ABOUT ME,â
During the first month of knowing you, Levi wouldâve never written something so bold, but after a few months, he knew where you and he stood with each other. Heâd made his interest known, and youâd done the same. It was fair game now.
He watched as your shoulders shook a bit as you laughed, and fuck he wanted to hear that sound so badly. He wanted to hear your voice, see your gorgeous smile up close, and he wanted to see if you fit as perfectly in his arms as he thinks you do.Â
Most of all, he wanted to taste those lips of yours and tug on your bottom one in the way you do every time he looks over at you.Â
You leaned over the railing a bit as you held up your sheet of paper, and Levi felt another surge of desire run through his body. âOF COURSE IâM TALKING ABOUT YOU,â
He bit down on his own lip as he shook his head and wiped down the whiteboard before writing something else. âSO MUCH FOR STAYING PROFESSIONAL,â
Nothing about this was professional. None of it. Levi had broken the strict rule of absolutely no contact with the East side watcher, but how could he have possibly followed it after he saw you for the first time? You were far too tempting. Far too alluring and captivating and enticing. And Levi was all in.Â
âWERE WE EVER?â you held up the note, and Levi knew he needed to head inside the tower, because he was concerningly close to showing you just how much your words affected him.Â
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Towards the end of January, the snow had already begun melting, and it wasnât nearly as cold out anymore.Â
Levi was sitting on the edge of the tower, his legs dangling off the edge as the wind blew through his hair. His chin was propped on one of the bars as he looked down at the Gorge, but he couldnât see much because of the fog.Â
Really, heâd rather not see the things that are down there again, because they were nothing short of nightmare fuel, and he didnât need any more of those.Â
Nearly half a year here, surrounded by nothing at all but trees, and yet he didnât feel lonely at all. Isolated, sure, but not lonely.Â
When a flicker of light caught his eye, he looked up and saw you shining the beam of sunlight that was bouncing off your knife in his direction, and Levi felt a grin form on his face as he slowly stood up and looked through the binoculars. âWHAT ARE YOU THINKING ABOUT?â
A warm feeling took over his body, because you must have been watching him for a while, and that filled him with a sense of comfort he hadnât felt in a long time.Â
He grabbed the whiteboard that was next to his book full of poems, most about you, and wrote down a simple answer. But he knew itâd make that pretty blush form on your face again. That was something else he was dying to see up close.Â
âNOW? YOU,â
Levi was right in his assumption, as he saw your face break out into a smile and a soft blush, and you shook your head as you leaned against the railing.Â
Before you could think of anything to say back, he erased his words and returned your question, and you purse your lips as you peeked through the binoculars again.Â
You wandered over to your notepad and took your time writing something back, but Levi wasnât impatient. Out here, with you just across the way from him, it felt like he had all the time in the world.
And you were worth the wait.Â
A few minutes passed before you lifted the page and revealed your words, and what pretty words they were. âYOUâRE A BREATH OF AIR, LEVI. AND I CANâT GET ENOUGH OF YOU,â
Levi felt a shudder run through him, because that was exactly how he felt about you. He hadnât heard you say a word to him, hadnât seen you up close at all, and yet he couldnât get enough of you.Â
And youâd just given him your heart. Heâd make damn sure he took care of it, just as long as you took care of his.Â
With a steady hand, he wrote his response to you on the whiteboard before holding it up, âIâM FALLING HARD FOR YOU,â
And now heâd just given you his heart, though something tells him heâd already given it to you a few months ago.Â
Your eyes closed once youâd read his message, and you pressed your lips together as you flipped to a new page in your book, and Levi watched as you scribbled something down onto it. âI KNOW WHAT I WANT. BECAUSE I TOLD YOU MY NAME,â
Levi was instantly taken back to the second night you and he exchanged notes, and how you expected something from him if you told him what your name was. He was more than willing to deliver on whatever it was you wanted.Â
You took your time again as you wrote something else down, then flipped onto a new page before you even showed him the first one, and a few seconds later, Levi watched you go back to the previous page and hold it up, âIF WE EVER GET TO SEE EACH OTHER FOR REAL,â then you flipped to the last page, âTHE VERY FIRST THING I WANT YOU TO DO IS KISS ME.â
Levi felt a smug grin form on his face before he pressed his lips together and nodded slowly. He could definitely do that. Heâd definitely do that. One hundred percent. Because he wasnât falling for you anymore. He had already fallen, and there was no going back.Â
He barely missed a beat as he picked up the marker again and wrote down a question, but it wasnât really a question. It was more likeâŠa promise.Â
Once he purposely ended his sentence with a period rather than a question mark, he held the whiteboard up near his chest, which was home to his heart that was secretly beating very fast.Â
âYOUR PLACE OR MINE.â
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A few days after that last interaction, Levi had been working on the easiest and most efficient way to get across the gaping ravine to you.Â
He was going to fire off a literal rocket launcher with a zipline attached to it and then would trust you to tie it tight enough to whatever you could find so he didnât fall into the Gorge.Â
Once that was done, he made himself look as presentable as he could, which required him to shave a bit and smooth out his hair. Then he picked a small bouquet of wildflowers for you, and then he was off.Â
The journey across wasnât so bad, well the first half anyway. The last half required him to pull himself the rest of the way across, but it wasnât too hard, thanks to all his previous training in the Marines.Â
With that being said, he was a little breathless when he finally made it over to the East side and unclipped himself from the zipline. His heart was beating fast, and part of it was because of the extra work he didnât account for just then, but also because he was finally, finally, seeing you face to face.Â
As he started walking towards your tower, he heard the metal door swing open, and a few seconds later, you turned the corner and met his gaze almost instantly. He moved closer, and you looked as nervous as he felt, which was a cute change to your usual playful and teasing personality.Â
When he stood only a few inches from you, Levi let his eyes flicker all over your face as he took in all the stunning little details he failed to see through the binoculars, and then he leaned in and pressed his lips to yours in a deep kiss. He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close as he explored your mouth with his tongue, making sure he satisfied the one thing you told him you wanted him to do when you got to finally meet up.Â
The second his lips touched yours, it felt like everything had fallen into place. You kissed him back just as intensely, your hands reaching up to cradle his face, and he felt like he could easily become addicted to this.Â
Levi pulled you impossibly closer, his hands resting rather possessively on your lower back for this being the first time heâs ever touched you, but he couldnât help himself. You fit against him perfectly, and you simply just felt perfect.Â
When he finally broke the kiss, he was breathing a little heavier, and he gazed into your eyes as a grin spread across his face. âThat,â he whispered, âwas definitely worth waiting for.â
You laughed quietly, and he tightened his hold on you even more as he heard your voice for the first time after months of passing notes back and forth. âAbsolutely,â you agreed, your thumb brushing along his cheek and smoothing over the ridges that were there from his scars. Your eyes left his and you glanced down at the bouquet heâd tucked into his belt, and he nearly moaned when you bit down on your lip. âAre those for me?â
Leviâs smile felt permanent as he reached down to pull the flowers out and offer them to you. âOf course theyâre for you,â he answered, watching as you took them from him like they were the most precious things youâd ever held. His hand went back to your waist as he leaned in closer again. âSoâŠwhat do we do now?â
Heâd technically done what he came here to do, which was to give you the best first kiss of your fucking life, but that wasnât the only reason, and he hoped that was as obvious to you as it was to him.Â
You smiled up at him before leaning in as well and draping your arms around his shoulders, your chest pressing right up against his as you hugged him for a few seconds. Your fingers tangled in his hair as you pulled back to kiss him again, this one a little shorter, but still just as amazing as the first one.Â
âHow about I give you a tour? Show you what itâs like over here on the East side?â you offered when you pulled away and pressed your forehead against his, and he knew by the teasing tone in your voice that a tour was probably the last thing that was on your mind.Â
Still, he hummed and nodded slowly, letting you take his hand in your small one and lead him towards the door and up the stairs. He shamelessly let his eyes wander all over your backside as he trailed behind you, and he couldnât believe he was finally with you after months of pining.Â
When you and he got to the top, he looked around the open space for a few seconds. It was about the same size as his tower, but he didnât have a piano in his, which was a little unfair. âQuite the setup youâve got here,â he observed, eyeing the mattress you had pulled all the way up here, just like he did with his.Â
You laughed as you walked over to the small kitchenette that was on the far side of the room, and he quickly decided that it was one of his favorite sounds. âI imagine it looks quite similar to yours,â you murmured as you filled a glass with water before placing the flowers in it and setting it down on the top of the piano.Â
Levi did another sweep of the relatively simple and clean room. âCanât say it does,â he replied, shaking his head afterwards. âYours is definitely better.â
You smile over at him before moving closer and reaching for his hand. âIâm so happy youâre here,â you whispered, pressing a soft kiss to his palm.Â
Leviâs breath got caught in his throat, and he swallowed quickly as his free hand reached up to cup your cheek. âIâm happy Iâm here too,â he said back just as quietly as he stepped closer to you. âSo fucking happy.â
The air had been thick with tension since the second he stepped foot on this side, and he tried not to give it too much attention, he really did, but it had only grown thicker, and now all Levi wanted to do was kiss you again, touch you all over, and completely give in.Â
You were so much shorter than him and moved with a lot more grace than he did as you led him over towards the makeshift bed, and he was content with letting you take the lead, because he was ready when you were, and though he couldnât wait, he could wait for you.Â
He pulled you against his chest again, his hands settling on your hips as he looked down at you, and your eyes were so fucking gorgeous up close. Every part of you was. And he wanted to memorize every inch of you before he had to go back to his tower.Â
Your hands rested on his shoulders, and you gently dug your fingers into his skin as you guided him down until he was on his knees beside the mattress. You followed him down so you were kneeling in front of him, and you still had to look up at him as you caressed his face. âTell me to stop and I will,â you whispered, your lips curving upwards into a teasing smile. âBut I hope you know that I really donât want to.â
âThen donât stop,â he said back, his hands reaching for your hips again as he pulled you so you were straddling his lap. You were small in his arms, yet you felt absolutely perfect against him like this. His voice was a little rougher as he repeated the words he would be saying again soon enough, âDonât stop.â
You let out a shaky sigh, your lips curling up into a relieved smile before you were leaning in and kissing him deeply, like the two before this one. Your hands gently pulled at his hair as you kissed him, and everything felt right. Like he already belonged here. Like he already belonged with you.Â
When you pulled away from his mouth, your teeth tugged at his bottom lip as you slowly rolled your hips against his, and Levi let out a soft groan. âDo you want to?â you quietly asked, your thumb stroking along his beard and chin. Â
Did he want to? Were you seriously asking him that right now? He couldnât get enough of you, couldnât stop his hands from touching every part of you heâs thought about over and over again while laying on his own bed across the Gorge from you.Â
âDo I want to?â he echoed, his voice a bit strained as he pulled you against him a little harder. âFuck yes, I want to.â
You nod quickly and go to bite down on your lip again before Levi leaned in and connected your mouths once more. His big hands slid up your back under your shirt, and he could feel the goosebumps forming on your skin from his touch.
He helped you pull off his jacket and shirt, leaving his chest bare to your eyes when you pulled back to look at him. His thumb traced your bottom lip as your gaze flickered over every inch of his upper half, and you let out a soft sigh. âFuckâŠyouâre so hot,â you whispered and leaned in to press opened mouthed kisses along his shoulder
Levi groaned under his breath, his head tipping back a bit to give you more access as his hands pulled at your shirt until it was off your body, leaving your top half nearly bare. Your hands were running along his abs and chest when you pulled back and looked at him, your eyes hooded and unguarded.Â
âTouch me,â you encouraged quietly, and Levi finally let himself indulge in you.Â
His gaze dropped down to the tops of your breasts that your bra didnât cover, and he was reminded of the teaser he got that first night when you leaned over the railing. Fuck the view from this angle was even better.Â
He slid his hands up your back as he leaned his head down and pressed soft kisses to your skin before he buried his face between your flesh. Your moan was music to his ears as he let his fingers fumble with the clasp of your bra, and he slowly guided the straps down your arms.
âGod,â he groaned when the fabric hit the floor, and his hands immediately explored the newly exposed skin of your breasts. âYouâre so gorgeous.â he breathed, his thumbs brushing over your nipples until they pebbled at his touch.Â
You were so beautiful, you took his breath away. Your skin was warm and inviting, begging to be touched and worshipped. By him, of course.Â
He leaned up and kissed you again when you reached down and unzipped his pants before pushing them down his legs. His tongue brushed against yours as he explored your mouth, and then you pulled away to tug off your jeans and panties, and his lips brushed against your hard nipples before you settled back down on his lap.Â
Levi was so hard for you, he knew you could feel him through his boxers as you rolled your body against his again as you kissed him and ran your fingers through his hair. You pulled away and tugged his boxers down his legs so you both were completely naked, and the setting sun casted golden hues onto your skin in a way that made you look like something straight out of Heaven.Â
He knew then that he loved you. He could finally admit it to himself. He loves you.Â
Levi sucked in a harsh breath when you lowered yourself onto him, your heat enveloping his cock like a glove. âOh fuck,â he groaned at your tightness, one of his hands caressing your lower back while his other wrapped around the back of your neck.Â
He guided your face down to his so your foreheads were pressed together, and he was met with the beautiful sound of your moan when you started to slowly ride him. âOh, my God,â you whispered, wrapping your arms tightly around his shoulders as your hips rolled against his.Â
Levi groaned, feeling your tight pussy squeezing him in a way that had him seeing stars behind his closed eyelids. Your chest brushed against his with every slow bounce, and he loved it. He loved all of it, the feeling, the sounds you were making, how good you felt in his arms.Â
âYou feel amazing,â he rasped out, his hands moving down to your ass. âGodâŠdonât stop.â he begged, repeating his earlier words as he met you halfway with shallow thrusts.Â
Your hands pulled at his hair as you let out loud moans and moved a bit faster on him. âLevi,â you whimpered, and he felt himself twitch deep inside you, because that was the first time heâd heard what his name sounded like coming from you. And he was already obsessed with it.Â
âFuck,â he muttered, gripping you a bit tighter as he buried his face in the crook of your neck. âSay that again. Please, baby.â
You shuddered in his arms, and he had a feeling that you had a thing for pet names, which was definitely something he would keep in mind from here on out.Â
âLevi,â you moaned again, this time directly into his ear, and he growled lowly, deciding to give you a break as he rolled you onto your side and onto the mattress. He supported himself on his elbow as he began to thrust in and out of you in the new position, his other arm wrapping around you and holding you flush against his chest.Â
âSo tight,â he murmured under his breath, his eyes dark with desire and utter adoration. âSo good.â
You moaned a little louder and let him lean down to capture your lips in a messy kiss as he continued to fuck up into you. âOh, God, you feel so good,â you echoed against his lips as you wrapped your arms tightly around his shoulders.Â
Levi could feel you tightening around him, and his hand slid back down to your ass as he pulled you harder against him. âFuck, Iâm close,â he muttered, and you nodded quickly as you ran your hands down his back, your nails leaving faint red lines along his skin.Â
âMe too,â you whispered, and then he felt you tense up in his arms when he thrust a little harder. Your eyes were nearly shut as you moaned for him, and when he felt you tighten around him even more, Levi leaned in and kissed you quickly before he tugged on your bottom lip with his teeth, satisfying his own craving as you came around him.Â
The sound you made went straight to his cock, and his eyes rolled back a bit as he rolled his hips a few more times before pulling out and coming all over your stomach and thigh.Â
You were shaking and whimpering as you came down from your high, your body covered in a thin layer of sweat and him. You looked absolutely breathtaking.Â
He wrapped his arms around you and pulled you close to him as he let out heavy breaths. âIâve never felt anything like that before,â he confessed, his lips brushing against the top of your head as you snuggled against him.Â
âMe either,â you said back, and he never wanted to leave your side.Â
An unknown amount of time passed before you and he finally got up and showered together, and his hands never left your body for more than a few seconds. He accidentally let it slip up that he had written a handful of poems about you, and you begged him to read them to you, but he told you he would the next time he got to hold you against him after today.
That was his promise to you. That this was just the first time you and he got to properly see each other. It wasnât the last.Â
When the time to go to sleep came, Levi held your body in his arms like you were always meant to be there, and for the first time in a very long time, his nightmares didnât wake him up.Â
-
The next morning, when he was forced to return back to the West side, Levi kissed you until you were breathless, then he was making the trek across the Gorge and back to his own watchtower.Â
  Later that day, just as the sun was starting to set, Levi was well past the point of missing you. He was cold without you, the quiet now louder than ever after the day and night he spent with you.Â
When he glanced over at your tower, he saw you already looking at him, your notepad held up in your hands, and he sighed.Â
He could live like this for a little while longer. But after this? After this, he was going to figure out a way to be with you properly. Because he was tired of being alone. He wanted you.Â
âIâM COLD AGAINâŠMISS YOUR WARMTH ALREADY. AND YOUR LIPS,â
Levi smiled at that and shook his head as he grabbed his whiteboard. He missed all of you already.Â
Once heâd finished writing down his own message to you, he held it up for you to read, and the smile you gave him was all the reassurance he needed to know that this was real. This was the real thing. And it was just the beginning.Â
After this, heâd never be alone again.Â
âKEEP WARM, BABY. TIL WE MEET AGAINâŠALWAYS THINKING OF YOU.â
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summary:Â you've been best friends with rooster for years and you're both obviously in love with each other, but he refuses to cross that line... until you accept some help from hangman and he takes the game just a little too far
notes:Â i don't want to say this sucks because i'm actually so proud of getting it done... i was severely burnt out the past week and struggling big time, so i really hope it's not terrible and y'all really enjoy! plus, the ending had me giggling and kicking my feet... as always, please let me know what you think, i love all the feedback (it honestly keeps me going)
warnings: swearing, italics, alcohol consumption, hangman is a bit of a dick but still lovable, kind of cheesy, description of injury and blood (very minor), and it gets a bit horny (18+ ONLY MDNI)! please let me know if i missed anything
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your callsign is chick
Youâve known Bradley Bradshaw since your first day at the academy, and heâs been ruining your life ever since. Â
With his stupid sun-kissed skin and ridiculously perfect hair. Those damn pink lips, always curled into a soft smirk beneath that criminal moustache. And those big brown eyesâso deceptively innocent as they watch you, like they know you better than you know yourself.Â
Even the way he speaks gets you hot. That low drawl in his voice, the way he stretches certain words, andâughâthe way he says your name. Â
Heâs a walking, talking hazard to your health. Engineered in a lab and designed specifically to make your brain short-circuit. All he has to do is look at you, talk to you, flash that smug little smirkâjust existâand youâre malfunctioning. Â
You want him like a shot of whiskey on a cold night. Need him more than air when youâre drowning. Heâs everything you canât have but canât stop craving. Â
And the worst part? Â
You know he feels it too. That he wants you just as badly. Â
But Bradley Bradshaw is too fucking scared to cross that line and risk everything for something real.
âRooster!â Maverick calls across the tarmac. âThis isnât a photo shoot for Hot Pilots Weekly. Move your ass!âÂ
Laughter ripples through the squadâbreathless but aliveâas you all keep circling the cones on the concrete. Because today, Maverick decided push-ups just werenât enough. Today, he wanted to torture his squad.Â
âDonât slow down, Bob,â Hondo says, stopwatch in hand by one of the cones.Â
âI canât see,â Bob huffs. âMy glasses are fogging up.âÂ
âMust suck not being in peak physical condition,â Jake quips, picking up the pace to pass Bob and Mickey.Â
Youâre just a stride aheadâand seriously considering faking a faint so you can ditch this godforsaken flight suit.Â
âHey, little chick,â Jake says, falling into step beside you. âLookinâ good.âÂ
âSave it, Bagman,â you mutter, breathless. âIâm not in the mood.âÂ
âSee, you say that,â he says, that cocky grin still in place despite running for the past twenty minutes, âbut your eyes are telling a different story.âÂ
You let out a huffâsomething between a laugh and a gasp for air. âGod, youâre insufferable.âÂ
âBut Iâm wearing you down, right?âÂ
You roll your eyes. âYouâre wearing my patience down.âÂ
âAlright, thatâs enough!â Maverick calls. âBring it in.âÂ
Thereâs a collective groan as everyone slows to a walk, dragging themselves toward him without an ounce of urgencyâtugging off gloves and unzipping flight suits as they go.Â
Maverick had made everyone run in full gear. He claims itâs conditioning, but youâre pretty sure itâs just because heâs evilâand possibly an undercover sadist.Â
You fumble with your zipper, yanking it down before shrugging the suit off your shoulders and pulling your arms free. The rush of cool air against your skin is nothing short of divine, and you let out a soft moan without even meaning to. You donât even care that youâre down to just a sports braâsince you ran out of clean undershirts this morning and had already resigned yourself to suffering.Â
When you glance up from tying the sleeves of your suit around your waist, you catch Bradley staring. His wide brown eyes are locked on you, roaming over your bare skin like they have every right to. His face is flushed, lips parted, breath coming in quick gasps as he slows to a stop. Feet rooted to the ground, he just staresâclearly flusteredâand somehow, youâre not convinced the run is entirely to blame.Â
You walk right past him, lips twitching. âThirsty, Bradshaw?âÂ
He clears his throat and falls into step beside you. âHungry, actually.âÂ
âThat so?âÂ
He nods.Â
You arch a brow. âAnything in particular youâre craving?âÂ
His tongue darts between his lips as they curl into a slow smirk, his eyes dropping down your body. âYeah,â he says, voice low. âSomething Iâve been thinking about for a while.âÂ
You want to laughâbecause yeah, itâs been a long fucking whileâbut instead, you press your lips together and shake your head.Â
Maverick drones on about how maintaining your body is just as important as maintaining your jet before launching into an unhinged story about âback in his dayââbut youâre barely listening. You canât. Not with Bradleyâs eyes flicking toward you every few seconds. Not with the way heâs standing so close, suit half off, his undershirt clinging to his body in ways you only wish you could.Â
Itâs downright criminalâthe way he can still look this sinfully good after a full day of torture. No one should look like that after a gruelling workout. No one.Â
âYouâre all dismissed,â Maverick says, snapping your attention away from the little droplet of sweat sliding down the side of Bradleyâs neck. âAnd donât forgetâmy place at six.âÂ
âOh, hell yeah,â Mickey grins, turning to Reuben beside him. âIâve been thinking about a steak all damn week.âÂ
Reuben frowns. âThen why wouldnât you just cook one for yourself?âÂ
âDonât know how,â Mickey says with a shrug.Â
Maverick chuckles as he turns away, Hondo falling into step beside him.Â
The others continue roasting Mickey for his inability to cook a steak while you head for the locker rooms, eager to get the hell out of this damn suit and under the cool spray of a cold showerâsomething you need for more than one reason.Â
You almost make it when a heavy pair of footsteps echo down the hall behind you, and you donât need to turn around to know who it is. You recognise him just from the sound of his stride. Is that sad?Â
âYou trying to follow me into the shower now, Bradshaw?âÂ
He tips his head, lips curling into that crooked little half-smile. âIs that an offer?âÂ
You press your back to the womenâs locker room door, nudging it open. âYou know youâre always welcome.âÂ
A beat of silence stretches between youâelectricity crackling softly in the air as you hold his gaze. Your lips are quirked in challenge; his cheeks flushed, eyes wide with wantâeven though you already know exactly what heâs about to do.Â
Heâs going to defuse the moment. Because heâs scared.Â
âRaincheck,â he mutters, voice tightâalmost strainedâbefore clearing his throat. âI was going to ask if you wanted a lift tonight? To Mavâs.âÂ
âOh.â You take half a step back into the locker room. âThatâd be great.âÂ
He nods once. âPick you up at ten to six.âÂ
âCanât wait,â you say before turning sharply and pushing all the way through the door.Â
You know it was just a jokeâan offhand commentâbut the little stab of disappointment still lands in your gut. You should be used to it by now. Heâs been rejecting you for years. But it still stings. Especially when heâs looking at you like thatâgaze hot and full of every emotion he refuses to name.Â
Now you definitely need an ice-cold shower.Â
Because for a moment, you let yourself imagine dragging Bradley into the locker room. Peeling off his flight suit. Tasting the sweat on his skin. Pressing him under the hot water, feeling his body move against yoursâhis hands, his mouth, his arms wrapped around you and his cockâÂ
âUgh,â Natashaâs voice bounces off the tiled walls. âMy ass is basically slow-roasting in this fucking suit. If I peel this thing off and hear a squelch, Iâm retiring.âÂ
You snort a laugh as you pop open your locker.Â
âYouâre better than a cold shower,â you tell her, watching as she starts wriggling out of her suit. âDid you know that?âÂ
She narrows her eyes. âGross. Were you daydreaming about Bradshaw again?âÂ
-Â
Once a month, Maverick invites the whole squad over to his house for a barbecue. Itâs a cute little tradition he started when the Dagger Squad was made a permanent unit based at North Island. He says itâs to keep morale up and make sure Bradley and Jake are always getting alongâbut you know itâs really just because he loves it.Â
Your phone chimes just as youâre slipping your feet into your shoes. Itâs a text from Bradley, announcing that heâs out the front of your apartment block.Â
You grab a jacketâjust in caseâbefore heading out the door and turning sharply toward the fire stairs. Youâve refused to take the elevator ever since it broke down a couple months ago. Itâs supposedly fixed now, but youâre not taking any chances. Those two hours you were stuck in there with your neighbour âCrabby Carlâ were some of the worst of your life.Â
âIâm coming, Iâm coming, Iâm coming,â you chant to yourself as you bolt down the stairs.Â
You shove the door open on the bottom level and breeze through the lobby, darting outside just as Bradley presses on his carâs horn.Â
You stop abruptly at the passenger-side door, brow furrowed and eyes narrowed. âYou were barely waiting two minutes.âÂ
He looks like the embodiment of sin sitting behind the wheel of the Broncoâlust, to be exact. With one hand on the steering wheel and the other on the gear stick, he looks like heâs posing for some defence force recruitment ad created by horny graphic designers. Heâs wearing a ridiculous Hawaiian shirtâone that shouldnât look as good as it does, but of course it looks good on himâunbuttoned to his sternum, showing off a delicious stretch of sun-kissed skin that makes your mouth water.Â
He tips his head forward, peering over the rim of his sunglasses. âYou gonna keep staring or are you gonna hop in?âÂ
You roll your eyes and yank the door open, tryingâand failingânot to blush.Â
âNice shirt,â you mutter. âDid you mug a tourist for it?âÂ
He chuckles as he flicks on the indicator. âActually, this is vintage Bradshaw. And I know you love it.âÂ
You scoff, fighting the smile pulling at your lips. âSomeoneâs full of himself this evening.âÂ
His eyes cut toward you as the car stops at an intersection, a sharp smirk curling at his lips. âJealous?âÂ
Your eyes widen. Your cheeks flame. Your breath catches in your throat. Did he seriously just ask if youâre jealous of him being... full of himself?Â
The silence between you is thick with static, crackling dangerously as he holds your gazeâbrown eyes lit with something reckless. Something sharp that steals the air from your lungs and makes you forget your own name.Â
Youâre used to flirting with Bradleyâyouâve been doing it for yearsâbut every now and then, he gets bold. No warning, no reason. Just a sudden shift in heat, like he lives to catch you off guard.Â
The blaring of a car horn startles you both. Bradleyâs cheeks flush as his head snaps forward, foot pressing quickly on the gas.Â
The rest of the car ride is quiet, save for the soft crackle of the radioâbut thankfully, Maverickâs place isnât far from yours. Itâs barely been ten minutes when Bradley pulls up to the curb in front of the small, sun-faded beach house.Â
You try not to stare as he cuts the engine and pulls the key from the ignition, but itâs hard not to watch the way his shirt shifts. The way it falls open a little more as he leans forward. His skin is so golden, so warmâsomething you wouldnât mind burning your fingertips on.Â
âYou alright?âÂ
Your eyes snap to his face, cheeks heating. âYeah, sorry.â You quickly unbuckle your belt. âZoned out.âÂ
He chuckles, pushing open the driverâs side door. âYou know, itâs not polite to stare at someoneâs tits.âÂ
âThat so?â you ask, arching a brow as your lips curl into a half-smirk. âSo the way you were looking at me after training today... what was that?âÂ
He ducks his head, fighting a smile as his hand tightens on the door handle. âOh, that wasnât polite at all.âÂ
Then he slips out of the car and shuts the door, leaving you to catch your breathâfor the second damn time in less than twenty minutes.Â
Once you finally remember how to breathe, you climb out and follow him up the front porch steps. He doesnât bother knockingâjust opens the screen door and turns the brass knob on the weathered oak door, pushing it open like itâs his own house.Â
There are already voices insideâmostly bickeringâand the clink and clang of pots, pans, and other cooking utensils. The kitchen sits at the very back of the house, just before a sliding set of double doors that open onto a spacious deck.Â
Itâs not a big houseâitâs cozyâand you love it. From the worn wooden floorboards to the peeling wallpaper. It has so much charm, and so much potential to be the ultimate vintage beach shack. You always joke to Mav about leaving it to you in his willâand he usually fires back with something suggestive about leaving it to Bradley, so it will be yours someday.Â
âYou are not cooking,â Natashaâs voice echoes down the hall. âLast time you cooked, everything was beyond burnt.âÂ
âWell, the last time you cooked, the steaks were still mooing,â Jake fires back.Â
âMav, could you please tell Hangman that steak is supposed to be pink in the middle?â Nat says.Â
âMav, tell Phoenix to eat her weird, witchy, voodoo blood sacrifices in the privacy of her own home,â Jake retorts, his voice rising with every word.Â
You snort quietly as you round the corner into the kitchen, just as Maverick lets out a long, exasperated sigh.Â
âWould the both of you just shut the hell up?â he mutters, glancing up from where heâs unwrapping various cuts of meat. A smile curls across his face as he spots his two newest arrivals. âRooster is cooking tonight.âÂ
Bradley sighs like heâs just been asked to scrub the barracks with a toothbrush, but he doesnât argue. He just moves into the kitchen with easy familiarity, greeting the others like he hadnât been with them all day, then starts helping his godfather unpack the barbecue haul.Â
âHere,â Natasha says, sliding a beer toward you. âYouâre going to need this. Seresin is in fine form tonight.âÂ
Jakeâs head snaps toward you, his grin firmly in place. âIâm always in fine form, Phoenix.âÂ
You tip your head, furrowing your brow in faux confusion. âDidnât I score higher than you on the last PRT?âÂ
âActually,â Natasha cuts in, lips twitching, âIâm pretty sure we both did.âÂ
Jakeâs smirk flickers, just slightly. âThose tests are rigged. Theyâre designed better for assessing female fitness.âÂ
âThe U.S. military is more than eighty percent male,â you say flatly. âWhy on earth would the tests be rigged in favour of women?âÂ
Reuben claps a hand on Jakeâs shoulder. âFace it, man. Youâre not actually that fit. You just look it.âÂ
Jakeâs eyes go wide.Â
âYouâre hot girl fit,â Natasha adds, her grin sharpening.Â
âOh my God,â you giggle. âThatâs so true. You look good, but youâre not actually that good.âÂ
Jakeâs gaze swings back to you, eyes sparkling. âDid you just say that I look good, little chick?âÂ
Your smile drops as you narrow your eyes. âYou wonât be looking good with a broken nose if you keep calling me that.âÂ
âAlright, thatâs enough,â Maverick sighs, stepping between you and Jake with a tray full of meat. âNo violence indoors. If you want to fight, take it to the park across the roadâand donât mention my name if the cops come. They donât like me very much.âÂ
Laughter ripples through the group as everyone starts moving outside. Maverick and Bradley take the meat trays while Bob, Natasha, and Jake gather bowls, plates, knives, and forks. You grab the tongs, spatula, and grill fork before following them out the back door and onto the deck.Â
Javy, Mickey, and Reuben have already claimed spots around the large table. There are a few wicker lounge chairs that match the outdoor setting, and a couple of extra seats that have been pulled from Maverickâs indoor dining set. And at the far end of the deck is where the barbecue isâright next to the two-seater lounge that, somehow, you and Bradley always end up sharing.Â
âChick,â Maverick calls as you cross the deck. âYou helping?âÂ
âDo I have a choice?â you ask, squeezing between the back of Mickeyâs chair and the deck railing.Â
Maverick shakes his head. âNo, not really.âÂ
You roll your eyes as you reach the barbecue and Maverick gives you a quick pat on the shoulder before walking off, leaving you with Bradley.Â
You set the cooking utensils down and turn to him with your hands clasped behind your back, standing as if at attention. âReporting for duty, chef.âÂ
Bradley gives you that soft little half-smirk, glancing at you from the corner of his eye. âSure youâre ready for the barbecuing big leagues, baby bird?âÂ
You press your lips together, trying desperately to ignore the way your heart flutters at the nickname. Itâs lame, and a little cheesy, but heâs been calling you that since flight schoolâsince your very first real flight, when you admitted how nervous you were about getting in an actual jet. Instead of teasing you, he gave you some corny speech about flying the nest and somehow made you feel brave. From that day on, it just stuck. It even inspired your callsignâwell, that and the fact that you apparently followed Rooster around like a lost chick... or so they said.Â
You clear your throat, blinking away the dreamy haze in your eyes. âTrust me,â you say, fighting a smirk, âI know how to handle my meat.âÂ
Bradley rolls his eyes and turns back to the barbecue, but you donât miss the way his cheeks flush pink.Â
Once the grill is hot, you help him lay out the meat and stack the empty trays to the side. He spends a few seconds poking holes in the sausages and stabbing a few of the steaksâfor God knows what reasonâbefore shutting the lid and turning toward you with a smirk.Â
âWould you rather let Hangman choose you a new callsign⊠or your next tattoo?âÂ
You cross your arms and lean a hip against the barbecueâs side shelf, tapping a finger against your bottom lip as you think.Â
âCan I choose the size and placement of the tattoo?â you ask.Â
Bradley shakes his head. âNope.âÂ
âAlright, callsign then,â you decide. âItâs less permanent, and I donât think heâs creative enough to come up with anything truly awful.âÂ
Bradley tips his head. âFair.âÂ
He watches you for a moment while you take your time thinking of your own question, his eyes flickingâless than subtlyâbetween your lips and your chest, the latter nicely highlighted by your crossed arms.Â
Honestly, sometimes heâs the least subtle man alive.Â
âOkay,â you say, uncrossing your arms to curb the distraction. âWould you rather tell Mav you dented his bike, or accidentally call him âDadâ during a hop?âÂ
Bradley laughs and tips his head back. âOh, definitely the âDadâ thing. I could live with the embarrassment, but he wouldnât let me live if I touched his precious bike.âÂ
You nod. âThatâs true.âÂ
âAlright,â he says, returning his gaze to you. âWould you rather be stuck in a supply closet with Fanboy all night, or trapped out here on the deck?âÂ
You snort. âThe deck, easily. Iâm not surviving a night in a closet with anyone on this squadâand this deck has comfy lounges. Itâs a no brainer.âÂ
He laughs again as he turns back to the grill, lifting the hood to check the sizzling meat.Â
âPhoenix, want your steak flipped now?â he calls, without even glancing over his shoulder.Â
âYes, please,â she replies.Â
You grab the tongs before he can and bump your hip against his, nudging him aside to lean forward and flip one of the steaks. Then you casually check the others, rotating the sausages just slightly, before stepping back and lowering the lid.Â
You turn to face him, tongs pointed at his chest. âWould you rather only ever take cold showers, or have hot showers but you have to pick someone from the squad to join you?âÂ
His brows shoot up, a devilish smirk tugging at the corners of his mouth as he leans in, just a little. âDefinitely the second option.âÂ
You narrow your eyes. âWho would you pick?âÂ
He leans in further. âThatâs not part of the question.âÂ
You let out a flustered little breath as he winks and snatches the tongs right out of your hand. Then he leans back, watching you thoughtfullyâclearly taking his time to come up with a question that will top yours.Â
âOkay,â he says finally, brown eyes gleaming with mischief. âWould you rather have someoneâs hands in your hair... or their teeth on your skin?âÂ
You choke on absolutely nothing.Â
Your breath catches, warmth flooding your face and crawling down your throat. Your heart stutters, then pounds harderâso loud youâre almost positive he can hear it.Â
âIââ You clear your throat, hard. âWhat kind of question is that?âÂ
He watches you too closely, eyes sparkling with amusement, and smirk firmly in place. He knows exactly what heâs doing.Â
âHypothetically, of course,â he says, way too innocently.Â
You narrow your eyes. âRight. No ulterior motives?âÂ
His tongue slides across his bottom lip as he nods.Â
âAlright.â You take a slow breath, gathering your composure. âBoth are good... but if I had to choose?â You meet his eyes. âTeeth.âÂ
His gaze sharpens, hunger sparking behind his eyes. He licks his lips again, and it strikes like lightning behind your ribs, racing heat through you in a single, breathless flash. The space between you hums with tension, dense and electric, thick enough to taste like copper on your tongue.Â
Then, without a word, he turns back and lifts the barbecue lid, using the tongs to rotate the sausages like nothing happened. Like he didnât just set you on fireâand then dump a bucket of ice water on your head.Â
The impromptu game of Would You Rather fizzles out fastâboth of you too flustered to meet each otherâs eyes after Bradleyâs last question. Instead, you keep busy, setting out crockery and side dishes, and grabbing everyone another round of drinks before the meat is done.Â
Once dinner is served, conversation quiets, replaced by the sound of cutlery and near-feral eating. Everyone is shovelling food into their mouths like they havenât eaten in daysâthe fallout from Maverickâs full day of physical torture.Â
You end up beside Bradley in the two-seaterâbecause of course you doâand the air between you still feels heavy. Charged, almost.Â
Youâre used to tension with himâitâs been there for yearsâbut lately, it feels different. More pressing. More electric. Like one spark could light a fire big enough to burn you both to ash.Â
âSo,â Maverick says, setting his knife and fork down on his empty plate, âI take it everyoneâs attending the gala next weekend?âÂ
Thereâs a general hum of agreement and nods all around the table.Â
âDo we have to wear dinner dress?â Mickey asks, talking around a mouthful of steak.Â
Maverick shakes his head. âCommand made it mess dress or formalwearâyour choice.â He pauses, eyes sweeping pointedly across the group. âBut if you donât have a perfectly tailored tux, Iâd recommend your uniform. Itâs still black tie. And itâs our first event as an official elite squadron.âÂ
Natasha raises her fork like sheâs in class. âIf gowns count as formalwear for women, can the guys wear dresses too? Or are we sticking to gender-normative black tie?âÂ
Maverick drops his head into his hands and sighs, elbows braced on the table. âItâs the U.S. Navy, Phoenix. What do you think?âÂ
âFair point,â she mutters, smirking as she stabs another piece of sausage.Â
âDamn,â Reuben says. âI had the hottest little red number Iâve been dying to wear.âÂ
Mickey snortsâthen chokes, coughing hard as laughter erupts around the table. His face turns beet red as he waves off concern and sputters into his drink.Â
Bradley nudges your elbow. âYou going?âÂ
You nod.Â
He smirks. âGot a date?âÂ
You nearly drop your fork. âA date?âÂ
âYeah,â he says with a soft chuckle, tipping his head the way he does when heâs about to tease you. âDo you know what that is? Or has it been so long youâve forgotten?âÂ
You roll your eyes. âI know what a date is, Bradshaw. I just donât know why Iâd need one.âÂ
âJust thought maybe youâd want one,â he says, voice softer now, cheeks pink and eyes fixed on his plate.Â
Your brows lift, pulse skipping as heat flickers low in your chest. Electricity crawls beneath your skin, lighting every nerve it touches.Â
You should be used to this by nowâused to him. But somehow, your body still responds to every little thing. Every glance. Every tease. Even when you know better.Â
âYou know,â you say, voice low, âif you want to ask a girl out, you usually have to say the words.âÂ
He glances at you out of the corner of his eye, lips twitching, breath caught. It feels like the whole table has gone stillâevery pair of ears not-so-subtly tuned in to your conversation.Â
Bradley clears his throat. âThanks for the advice. Iâll keep it in mind.âÂ
Another bucket of ice water. You feel it crash over you like a wave, and you swear the whole squad exhales at onceâlike theyâve been holding their breath for you.Â
Heat curls low in your belly, stoking that familiar, maddening frustration that only Bradley seems capable of lighting. It swells beneath your ribs, fierce and unwelcome, pushing out any room you had left for food or rational thought.Â
You can feel it creeping into your cheeks tooâheat and humiliation, tangled together. How he keeps building you up only to knock the breath from your lungs again... you donât know why you keep letting him.Â
You let your knife and fork clatter onto your plate as you stand abruptly, the scrape of your chair loud against the deck. The force of it jostles Bradley, but you donât care. He glances up, brows drawn, gaze wide and confusedâas if he has any right to be confused.Â
You donât meet his eyes. You canât. Instead, you grab your plate and empty beer bottle with stiff fingers, turn on your heel, and stalk around the table with your jaw set tight. You donât stop, donât speak. Your gaze stays locked on the back door until you reach it, yank it open, and step insideâclosing it behind you with more force than necessary.Â
You take a deep breath and try to calm your erratic pulse before starting to clean up the kitchen and wash the dishes. Outside, Natasha and Bob begin clearing the table, bringing in armfuls of plates, bowls, and cutlery, stacking them beside the soapy sink youâre elbows-deep in. Bob offers to help, but you just shake your head and keep scrubbing.Â
Once everything is washed, Maverick comes inside and grabs a spare dish towel. He doesnât ask if he can helpânor should he, itâs his houseâhe just starts quietly drying and putting things away.Â
After a few minutes of companionable silenceâthe only sounds the clink and scrape of dishesâMav sighs and catches your eye. âSo-âÂ
âNope,â you cut in, shooting him a pointed look before turning to stash another plate.Â
He frowns. âYou donât even know what I was going to say.âÂ
You pick up theâcleanâgrill fork and point it at him like a weapon. âYou were absolutely about to make some wildly inappropriate comment about me and your emotionally constipated godsonâwho, by the way, you helped raise. So if you really want to crack open that Pandoraâs box, weâre going to need a couch, a camera crew, and Dr. Phil front and centre. Because this is not a kitchen conversation, my dude. This is a full-blown televised intervention.âÂ
His lips twitch into an upside-down smirk, like heâs tryingâand failingânot to let his amusement show.Â
After a beat, he lifts a brow. âMy dude?âÂ
âSorry,â you mutter, focusing on drying the grill fork a little too thoroughly. âGot carried away.âÂ
He chuckles and picks up another sudsy bowl. âLook, youâre not wrong about him being a little⊠emotionally stunted.âÂ
You arch a brow but keep quiet.Â
âBut can you blame him?â he asks, slipping the bowl into the cupboard.Â
âWould you prefer I blame you?âÂ
âWhat if we just leave blame out of it, yeah?âÂ
âSure,â you deadpan, rolling your eyes. âNow, since youâre clearly not going to drop it, letâs hear some of that Maverick wisdom. Whatâve you got? Inspirational quotes? Dating advice? Drugs?âÂ
He laughsâreally laughsâthis time. âWow. Youâre snarky when youâre frustrated.âÂ
You open your mouth to respond, but Jakeâs voice cuts in. âAnd I hear she bites when sheâs mad.â He steps through the back door, letting it click shut behind him as he holds up a fistful of empty beer bottles. âWhatâd I miss?âÂ
You roll your eyes and turn back to the waiting dishes. âMav was just about to hand out some of his expert dating advice.âÂ
Jake gasps. âFor free?âÂ
Maverick sighs. âI donât know why I even try to be nice to you kids.âÂ
âBecause you love us,â you say, flashing him your cheesiest grin.Â
âCome on, then,â Jake urges. âI wanna hear this advice.âÂ
Mav clears his throat, leaning one hand against the bench and the other on his hip, still holding the towel. âAll I was going to say is, thereâs nothing wrong with a little forwardness. I, for one, think itâs great when women take the lead-âÂ
âMake me two,â Jake cuts in.Â
âSee?â Maverick says, gesturing vaguely at Jake. âMaybe you should just ask him out. Stop waiting for him to make the first move.âÂ
Jakeâs brow furrows, his green eyes snapping toward you. âWho? Bradshaw?âÂ
You roll your eyes. Duh.Â
âOh, no,â he says quickly, laughing. âNo, no, no. You canât just ask Rooster out. Not after however many millennia you two have been pining over each other.âÂ
âThanks, Hangman,â you mutter dryly.Â
âI hate to break it to you, but asking Rooster out isnât going to magically fix his ridiculous fear of commitmentââ Jake pauses, glancing at Mav. âShoutout to you for that one, Captain. Excellent work.âÂ
Maverick throws up his hands. âHow is this all my fault?âÂ
Jake ignores him, turning back to you with sudden seriousness. âIf you really want Bradshaw to do something about whatever it is you two have going on, youâre gonna have to convince him youâre not interested anymore.âÂ
You frown. âWhat? How would that help?âÂ
âBecause,â Jake groans, like youâre the slowest student in his class, âheâs comfortable. He knows heâs got you wrapped around his finger. Heâs not worried about losing you, so heâs taking his sweet, motherfucking time. But if he thinks heâs lost youâthat heâs blown his shotâhe might actually do something reckless like... I donât know, kiss you.âÂ
Maverickâs curious gaze shifts your way. âWait, you two have never even kissed?âÂ
You feel your face go hot. âShut up.âÂ
âThen,â Jake continues, undeterred, âyou make him prove he wants you. Really wants you.âÂ
Silence falls over the kitchen, thick with anticipation. Jake just watches you, that familiar glint of mischief dancing in his eyes, while Maverick glances between you both like heâs just tuned in to his favourite soap opera.Â
Youâd be lying if you said you werenât tempted. Jake... has a point. But emotional warfare? Even for a cause like this? Youâre not sure you can stomach thatâespecially when itâs someone you love.Â
âNo.â You shake your head like you can rattle the thought right out of your ears. âNo way. Itâs mean and manipulative. Iâm not going to pretend Iâm dating other people and just⊠ignore himâmake him feel like crapâjust to get him to admit he likes me.âÂ
Jake sighs and turns to the fridge. âShame. âCause it wouldâve worked.âÂ
âI donât care,â you say, picking up the last plate to dry. âIâm not messing with someoneâs feelings like that.âÂ
He crouches down and starts tearing the cardboard from a fresh pack of beers. âEven though he messes with yours all the time?âÂ
You frown, stepping toward him. âHe does not-âÂ
âWhoa,â Bradley says, walking in through the back door. âYou three having your own party in here?âÂ
Jake stands, three beers in each hand. âDonât be jealous, Rooster. I was just giving our little chick some dating advice.âÂ
Bradleyâs eyebrows lift, his gaze sliding toward you. âReally?âÂ
You shoot him a flat look, then turn to Jake, eyes narrowed. âAdvice I donât wantâor need.âÂ
He leans in with that signature smirk. âNot from where Iâm standing, Chick.â Then he winks, nods at both Maverick and Bradley, and saunters out.Â
Silence falls like a brick. No one moves. No one speaks. Youâre painfully aware of Maverick across the kitchen and Bradley just a few feet away. It feels like youâve been caught doing something wrongâexcept none of you were doing anything at all.Â
Bradley glances at the empty beer bottles on the bench, then picks one up and squints at the label. âYou know,â he says, turning it over in his hand, âI think they changed the recipe on these. Tastes different lately.âÂ
Neither you nor Maverick respond.Â
Bradley shrugs and tosses the bottle into the recycling bin with a loud clatter. âI donât know. Maybe itâs just me. I just... canât commit to a brand.âÂ
Maverick turns to him slowly and places a single, solemn pat on his shoulderâthen walks out the back door, leaving the dishes behind.Â
You bite your lip and shut your eyes, turning to the sink before Bradley can see the laugh bubbling up in your throat.Â
Maybe Jakeâs right. Maybe you do need to do something a little more drastic to help this man over his fear of commitment.Â
The rest of the night unfolds like any other. You hang around drinking and talking for a few more hours. Maverick gets roasted for trying to say something âhipâ, and Javy quietly sweeps every card game while Natasha accuses himâloudlyâof being an undercover hustler.Â
Eventually, Bob yawns and announces that heâs heading outâwhich signals the end for most of the squad since he drove them overâand Maverick agrees, muttering something about being too old for this.Â
You all file out like itâs Thanksgiving at your parentsâ house, offering your thanks to Maverick on your way out the door. Natasha is the first to slide into her car and peel off down the street, while Bob waits for Jake, Javy, Mickey, and Reuben to cram themselves into his car.Â
You and Bradley are the last ones left on the street. Mav has already shut the door and flipped off the porch light, leaving you parked in the Broncoâroof off, as alwaysâsitting in the dark beneath the stars.Â
âSo,â Bradley says, eyes somehow still sparkling even in the dark, âwhere to?âÂ
You tip your head back against the headrest and gaze up at the sky. âTake me to the stars,â you say, voice dramatically wistful.Â
He chuckles as he turns the key, the engine rumbling to life. âYou sure youâre ready for that kind of altitude?âÂ
You roll your head to the side, narrowing your eyes at him. âMaybe if you stopped circling and actually climbed, weâd find out.âÂ
He glances at you from the corner of his eye, lips quirking into a soft smile, but he doesnât answer. He just presses down on the gas, pulling away from Maverickâs and heading in the direction of your place.Â
The silence that settles between you is thickâalmost uncomfortably soâcharged like a storm building somewhere just out of sight. You want to break it with something sharp or sarcastic, like you usually would, but Jakeâs words keep echoing in your head. Reminding you just how painfully right heâd been.Â
âOkay,â Bradley says suddenly, clearing his throat. âWould you rather fight a hundred duck-sized Mavericks, or one Maverick-sized duck?âÂ
The question short-circuits your brain with how wildly it veers from your thoughts.Â
âUmâŠâ you blink out at the road ahead. âProbably the Maverick-sized duck. It wouldnât be much bigger than an average duck anyway.âÂ
He snorts a laugh, tossing his head back just slightly. In the glow of the streetlights and the low-hanging moon, the sight of him steals the breath right from your lungs. You know he knows heâs good-lookingâbut youâre not sure he realises just how pretty he really is.Â
With every flash of light overhead, the tips of his curls burn like molten bronze, while moonlight kisses his lips with silver and shadowâsoftening the edge of his smirk. Even in the dark, he radiates warmth, like his sun-kissed skin refuses to surrender the light.Â
âSomething on my face?â he asks, glancing at you for a beat before returning to the road.Â
You shake your head. âNo, youâre justâŠâÂ
He raises his brows, looking at you again with those curious, wide eyes. âIâm what?âÂ
âPretty,â you mutter, voice barely above a whisper as you quickly turn to stare out the windscreen.Â
You immediately regret letting the word slip from your lips, but itâs too late. The car is blanketed in heavy silenceâthick with something unspoken, or rather, something you shouldnât have spokenâand crackling with nervous energy. Your nervous energy.Â
Bradleyâs smirk is gone. His brows are drawn and his eyes wide as he watches the road, jaw tight like heâs trying to work through an impossible equation in his head. His movements are stiff, deliberateâas if driving isnât muscle memory anymore, but something he has to consciously remember how to do.Â
It feels like hours before he pulls up to the curb outside your apartment block. You open the door with what has to be superhuman speed and slip out, mumbling a goodbye with your eyes locked on the lobby. But before you can even make it across the sidewalk, heâs in front of you.Â
How the fuck did he move that fast?Â
âWhat the fuck?â you blurt, a little harsher than you mean to, eyes flicking up to the man now blocking your pathâstanding way, way too close.Â
âSorry, I justââ He hesitates, scratching the back of his neck. âJust wanted to say sorry. For before. At dinner.âÂ
You step back, needing spaceâbecause holy shit, the smell of his cologne, of his warm skin and coconut-scented hair wax, is making your whole nervous system short-circuit.Â
You bump up against the Bronco. âItâs fine. Donât be silly.âÂ
He takes a step forward, closing the gap again until thereâs barely a breath between you.Â
âNo, itâs not. Everyone was listening andâand I shouldnât have said anything.âÂ
You frown. âWhatâs that supposed to mean?âÂ
His eyes meet yours, wide and full of every emotion youâve been begging him to say out loud.Â
âYou know what it means.âÂ
You want to scream. You want to grab his face and shake him until he gets it. Until he understands how goddamn stupid heâs being. Because you know he cares. You know he loves you. But you canât keep waiting around for him to get over whatever ridiculous fear he refuses to name.Â
âBradley,â you sigh, shoulders sagging. âWhy are youââÂ
Your breath catches. Your voice sticking in your throat as he leans in, one hand braced against the car behind you. His warmth, his scentâit all slams into you at once, wrapping around you like a weighted blanket full of static.Â
âBradley...â you whisper, your voice unsteady.Â
Your eyes are locked on his mouth, watching his tongue slip slowly across his bottom lip as he searches your faceâlooking for something. Maybe heâs searching for a reason to move forward, or maybe heâs trying to find one to stop. You canât tell.Â
You just hope, more than anything, that he doesnât pull away.Â
His gaze drops to your mouth.Â
âYou drive me insane,â he murmurs, voice low, wrecked.Â
You donât answer. You canât. Your heart is in your throat, beating so hard it almost hurts as he leans in just a fraction more. His nose brushes yours. His breath hits your lips.Â
Is this it?Â
But thenâhe stops.Â
His forehead dips to yours, his eyes falling shut, and he exhales a shaky breath.Â
âI canât,â he whispers. âNot with you.âÂ
The words are barely there, like it hurts him to say them.Â
And just like that, the moment shatters.Â
You blink up at him, wide-eyed, the sting of heat rising to your cheeksânot from the near-kiss, but from the humiliation curling hot and sour in your gut.Â
Before he can say anything else, you push off the car and shoulder past him, the night air slicing cold across your skin as you storm toward the lobby, jaw tight and chest burning.Â
Your vision blurs with tears that wait until the second you step into the elevator to finally fall, streaking down your cheeks in warm, heavy drops.Â
You donât even care if the damn lift breaks downâat least then, you wouldnât be the only one falling apart.Â
-Â
You take a deep breath, clutching a coffee cup in each hand like theyâre your lifelines. Then, lifting one foot, you tap the toe of your sneaker against the door youâve been staring at for the past five minutesâwondering whether you really want it to open.Â
âGood morning, little chick,â Jake says, grinning from ear to ear as it swings open.Â
You release the breath youâd been holding and hand over one of the cups. âPeace offering.âÂ
He lifts a brow. âIs this you grovelling?âÂ
âI donât grovel.âÂ
He takes the cup and steps aside, motioning you in. âWhat about beg?âÂ
You roll your eyes as you walk past him, pleasantly surprised by the fresh, citrusy scent that greets you the second you step into the kitchenâthe first room off the entry.Â
âWow, Iâm impressed,â you mutter, raising your cup to your lips.Â
Jake drops onto one of the stools at the breakfast bar. âWhat were you expecting?âÂ
âShag carpet. Disco ball. Strobe lights. A shrine to yourself. And at least a dozen mirrors.âÂ
He snorts. âYouâre just as bad as he is, you know that?âÂ
You pull out a stool and settle in, resting your elbows on the counter. âWho?âÂ
âThe man youâre here to beg me to help you with.âÂ
You narrow your eyes. âI donât beg.â You take another sip before setting the cup down with a sigh. âBut... yes. I want help.âÂ
His smirk lifts higher. âWhat made you change your mind?âÂ
âNothing,â you shoot back a little too fast.Â
He just arches a brow and waits.Â
âFine,â you mutter. âWhen he dropped me home last night, he apologised for the whole âdate to the galaâ thing over dinner. I told him it was fine. He got closer, leaned in. I thought he was going to kiss me, and then... nothing. He said he couldnât do it. Not with me.âÂ
Jake frownsânot shocked or empathetic, just curious. âNot with you,â he echoes. âSpecifically you.âÂ
You give him a flat stare. âYes. Me. Thank you for really hammering that in.âÂ
âNo,â he says, shaking his head. âI wasnât trying to rub it in. I mean... thereâs something else, then. Something beyond his DEFCON-level commitment issues.âÂ
âSo, it is just me?â you ask. âIâm too hideous or something?âÂ
He rolls his eyes. âItâs not like that. Itâs probably the friendship.âÂ
âOh, so Iâm buried in the friendzone. Awesome.âÂ
Jake narrows his eyes at you. âWould you stop being such a cynic? I told you Iâd helpâso let me help.âÂ
You press your lips together and sit up straight, drawing an imaginary halo above your head.Â
âThank you,â he nods. âNow, Iâm guessing the real problem is that he doesnât want to ruin the friendship. I mean, sure, back in the academy and flight school, it was probably just bad timing. Then after deploymentâseparate deploymentsâyou could both write it off as unrealistic. But now? Now itâs deeper. Heâs not just scared of commitment. Heâs scared of losing the one thing he really gives a damn about.âÂ
You tip your head, brow furrowed.Â
Jake sighs. âYou.âÂ
âOh.âÂ
He takes a long sip of his coffee, eyes drifting across the kitchen like the cupboards might give him an answer.Â
âWe just have to figure out how to get him to believe youâre actually into me,â he says.Â
Your eyes go wide. âSorry, what? Into you?âÂ
His gaze snaps back to yours, amusement flickering. âYes. Me. Thatâs the plan.âÂ
âYouâre the plan?â you repeat, because your brain is still buffering.Â
He nods. âYes, I am the plan. You and meâtogether. Thatâs the play.âÂ
âOh, heâll never believe that,â you say. âNot in a million years.âÂ
Jake tips his cup, drains it, and drops it on the counter with a hollow thunk. âWould he believe you if you told him you were here right now? Hanging out with me on a Saturday morning?âÂ
You shake your head. âNo.âÂ
âBut you are,â he points out, brows raised. âSo all we have to do is show him. We canât just say itâwe have to do it.âÂ
You pull back slightly, grimacing.Â
âI donât literally mean do it,â he sighs. âGod, you act like Iâm some uncontrollable savage.âÂ
You hide a smirk behind your cup, deciding not to poke the one person who might be your only hope.Â
âAlright,â you say, setting your coffee down and straightening up again. âSo, how do we show him?âÂ
-Â
Jake isnât just evilâheâs downright diabolical.Â
You have no idea how heâs come up with so many ways to get under Bradleyâs skinâthough you suspect that pissing people off might just be one of his favourite pastimes. And damn, his ideas are good. Youâre pretty sure Bradley will be ready to murder someone by the end of the weekâif he even makes it that far.Â
Right after your Saturday morning chat, Jake got to work. He started by taking a series of photos where you were just visible but not the focus. One in the kitchen, with you turned away so itâs hard to tell that itâs you. Another on the couch, your hand just barely in frame, resting on his leg. And one in the mirrorâhe claimed it was to show off a new beanie, but if you squint, you can spot your figure lounging on his bed in the background.Â
Then it was your turn. With Jakeâs help, you snapped a few subtle photos of your ownâeach one just blurry or cropped enough that someone would have to look twice to notice him.Â
That night, he fired the first shot. He dropped the kitchen photo into the group chat with a totally fabricated caption about âwhite people taco nightââbecause he knew it would immediately set Mickey off. The plan worked. Within minutes, the chat was buzzing. Javy asked who the girl in the background was, but Mickeyâs dramatic rant about authentic tacos made it easy to dodge the question.Â
Still, the seed had been planted.Â
On Sunday afternoon, Jake showed up at your place with a bag of his old clothes and a small bottle of cologneâthe one he always wears. You hung out for a bit, fine-tuning your devious schedule for the week, before it was your turn to post in the chat.Â
Yours had to be subtler. Jake having a girl over? Not unusual. But you? If it wasnât Bradley in the photo, people would notice instantly.Â
So you went simple. A picture of a mug of tea. Barely anything else in frameâjust a sliver of the floor, a pair of regulation boots, and a bag that looked suspiciously like it was packed for an overnight stay. Keys resting neatly on top.Â
You captioned it: âLook, Payback! Tea! And it doesnât taste like jet fuel!ââa direct hit on the squadâs long-running inside joke about the time Natasha asked Reuben to make her tea, and it somehow tasted worse than kerosene.Â
The chat exploded. Half of the messages were Reuben defending himself, and the other halfâsparked by Natashaâs quickfire question about the bootsâwere trying to figure out who you had sleeping over.Â
You played it coolâa few coy emojis, a couple of vague repliesâand eventually, they moved on. But you knew better. The game had officially begun.Â
And judging by how quiet Bradley had gone in the chatâespecially after someone pointed out those boots were definitely too big to be yoursâyou were confident.Â
Heâd taken the bait.Â
âYou ready?â Jake asks, eyes sparkling like a kid on Christmas morning.Â
You nod. Your mini-meltdown already happened this morningâsecond-guessing everything, wondering if this is too much, if itâll backfire, if it makes you the bad guy. But then you remembered. You remembered the way Bradley has strung you along for years, the way his scent lingered on your skin that night, how close he gotâcloser than everâjust to leave you hanging. Again. And thatâs when it clicked. This isnât petty at all. This is justice.Â
Because Bradley Bradshaw has had you twisted in knots for far too long.Â
Now? You get to pull the strings.Â
You walk beside Jake across the pool deckâbarefoot, no pants, towel slung over your shoulder, and his shirt hanging loose over your swimsuit.Â
Maverick booked a couple of pool lanes for swim training this morning. Itâs not your favouriteâunless the summer heat is brutalâand you donât do it as often as you probably should, but at least heâs not making you wear your flight suits this time.Â
Up ahead, the squad is already gathered at the edge of the pool, standing around in their swimmers while Maverick chats with Warlock down the other end. You and Jake are the last to arriveâexactly as planned.Â
You force a smile as you get closer, eyes fixed on him no matter how badly they want to flick toward Bradley.Â
âIâm just saying,â Jake grins, âif youâre going to steal my shirt, the least you can do is admit it looks better on me.âÂ
You roll your eyes playfully. âNot everything is about you, Seresin. And for the record, I saw you in it yesterdayâand I can confidently say it looks way better on me.âÂ
He chuckles, voice low but not too low. âOkay, fair. It does look pretty damn good.âÂ
When you finally glance away from him, your gaze lands on the squadâall of them wide-eyed, mouths hanging open. Every single one of them is staring, expressions caught somewhere between confusion and horror.Â
Except Bradley.Â
He looks... flustered. A little angry. His cheeks are flushed, and his eyesâwide and flickeringâare running up and down your body like they canât decide whether they love or hate what theyâre seeing.Â
Natasha steps forward, brow furrowed and brown eyes wide. âWhat the hell is-âÂ
âAlright, aviators,â Maverick says, clapping his hands as he approaches the group. âTime to get out of the sky and into the water.âÂ
You let out a small breath of relief, grateful for his perfectly timed interruption that draws the squadâs attention away from you and cuts through the growing tension.Â
âIâm not going easy on you today,â he continues, a wide smirk spreading across his face as he leads everyone toward the deep end of the pool. âWeâll warm up with a two-hundred metre freestyle, then hit kickboard drills and buoy pulls. After that, combat intervals, hypoxic training, rescue sims, gear swims, and finallyâyour favouriteâthe water tread challenge. Make it to the end without a complaint and you get to leave early. If you pass out? Two hundred push-ups to prove you're not too out of shape for my squad. Got it?âÂ
The collective energy dipsâweighted down with dread for whatâs to comeâbut everyone mumbles their understanding and heads toward the diving blocks.Â
Swim training is always brutal, but todayâs line-up of torture only reinforces what youâve long suspectedâMaverick really does enjoy watching you all suffer.Â
Aside from sticking to your drills and doing what youâre supposed to do, thereâs hardly a moment to interact with the rest of the squad. Your head is underwater for half the day, and when itâs not, itâs pounding. You catch the occasional glimpse of Jakeâs cocky smirk or a cheeky wink, and a few curiousâor maybe frustratedâlooks from Bradley, but for the most part, no one has time to talk. Between drills, you're too busy catching your breath and stretching out your aching limbs to worry about anything else.Â
By the time Maverick finally calls for cooldown, youâre seconds away from collapsing. Youâve nearly forgotten all about your little scheme with Jakeâuntil he swims up beside you, just as youâre about to climb out of the pool.Â
âNeed a hand stretching?â he asks, eyes sparkling like he didnât just endure six hours of hell.Â
You raise a brow. âIs this you being a pest, or part of the-âÂ
âYou think so little of me,â he sighs, stepping onto the bottom rung of the ladder right behind you.Â
Itâs way too intimate, especially considering you're still surrounded by your whole squad and half the base. But Jake doesnât seem remotely bothered by pressing his wet, half-naked body up against yours.Â
âMove it, little chick,â he says sarcastically. âYouâre holdinâ up the line.âÂ
You roll your eyes and continue up the ladder, quickly padding across the poolâs tiled edge toward your towel and water bottle.Â
He dries off beside you while you wrap yourself in your towel and squeeze the excess water from your hair, giving him a scepticalâalmost dubiousâlook the whole time.Â
âTalk to me,â he says, voice low. âYouâve got to at least pretend not to hate me if we want this to work.âÂ
âI donât hate you,â you mutter into the mouth of your drink bottle before taking a swig.Â
Jake gaspsâfull of faux shock, and eyes wide with dramatic flair. âDonât let Rooster hear you say that. Heâll blow his carotid.âÂ
You roll your eyes and tuck the towel under your arm to keep it wrapped around your body. âI swear, the way you two talk about each other, anyone would think youâre jilted ex-lovers.âÂ
Jake chuckles softly. âAnd if I told you we were?âÂ
You lift a brow. âIâd ask for proof.âÂ
His grin turns wicked. âWould you join in?âÂ
You tip your head, fighting a smile. âProbably.âÂ
âI knew it,â he says, leaning in just a little. âYou are into me. Even if you wonât admit it.âÂ
âOnly your body,â you say, stepping closer and placing your palm flat against his bare chest. âIâd just have to make sure your mouth was too busy to piss me off.âÂ
His jaw nearly dropsâif not for the devious smirk tugging at his lips. You wink, pat his chest once, then turn and walk toward the locker rooms⊠right past Bradley, who you know was listening to that entire conversation.Â
You take a little longer than usual in the showers, letting the hot water soak into your skin and ease the aches in your exhausted muscles. You rinse your hair until it no longer feels rough and tangled from a day spent in over-chlorinated water, and you slide soap over your skin until it feels less itchy and tight.Â
Then you turn off the water and spend a good few minutes drying yourself before slipping into some blissfully dry clothes. You pack up your things, sling your bag over your shoulder, and pull out your phone to check what all the buzzing had been about while you were busy getting dressed.Â
Your heart jumps into overdrive when you open the group chat to see the mirror selfie of Jake in his beanieâthe one with you just barely visible in the background. The conversation started with Mickey asking if anyone wanted to go to a new Mexican restaurant tomorrow nightâyou know, to taste authentic Mexican food. Most of the squad had quickly agreed, and then Jake sent the photo asking if the weather was too hot for him to wear his new beanie.Â
Then the questions started. It isnât obviously you in the photo, so most of the squad began asking who the girl isâclearly more interested in that than the beanie. Natasha asked if it was the same one from the kitchen photo, and Reuben said he thought so, since the hair looked the same. Then Javy piped up, offended he doesnât know who his best friend is âdatingâ. All the while, Jake fielded the questions with sarcastic remarks and cocky quips.Â
You roll your eyes and type a quick message: âHangman⊠with the same girl twice? Nah. Couldnât be.â Then you hit send just as you step out of the locker room, turning the corner toward the pool deck andâÂ
The next thing you know, youâre on your ass. Your head is spinning, your ankle is throbbing, and thereâs a slick smear of blood trailing down the side of your foot.Â
âShit,â you mutter.Â
You mustâve slipped on the wet floorâjudging by how your previously dry shorts are now soaking throughâand sliced your foot on something during the fall. A cracked or uplifted tile, maybe.Â
You bend your knee and lift your sore ankle off the ground, gently prodding at it with two fingersâonly to wince at the sharp sting. The cut doesnât look too deep, thankfully, but thereâs already an unsightly pool of blood dripping off your heel and onto the ground.Â
âOh my God, are you okay?â Natasha rushes over, cutting short her conversation with an officer you donât recognise. âIâm not going to laugh, because I can tell youâre hurt. But damn, that was a good fall.âÂ
You roll your eyes. âYou can laugh, itâs fine.âÂ
Her lips twitch into a small smirk. âCan you stand?âÂ
âNot sure.â You try to flex your ankle, but it hurts too muchâand itâs already swelling. âI donât want to, just in case.âÂ
âGood idea. Iâll go get Rooster and weâll take you to sickbay,â she says, turning on her heel.Â
âNo,â you say quickly, ânot Rooster.âÂ
She frowns.Â
âGet Hangman.âÂ
Her eyes go wide, full of questions as she looks at you in horror. âYou want Hangman?âÂ
You nod. âYes. Please. Just get Jake.âÂ
She stares at you for a moment, like you might be some evil clone of yourself. Then you lift your brows, and she shakes her head, muttering âJakeâŠâ disgustedly as she turns and walks across the pool deck.Â
A few minutes later, you see her walking back toward you with Jake on her heels. He actually looks concerned, and youâre not sure if itâs just excellent acting or the fact that maybe heâs not completely evil.Â
âTrying to walk and chew gum at the same time, little chick?â he asks, the ghost of a smirk tugging at his lips.Â
You look up at him, trying not to wince at the throb in your ankle. âSlipped on these ridiculously unsafe tiles, actually. Might have to go legal on the U.S. Navyâs ass.âÂ
He chuckles softly and crouches beside you. âDonât say that too loudlyâyou might get yourself into trouble.â Then he leans in to inspect your ankle. âLooks pretty gnarly. Might put you out of action for a few weeks.âÂ
âYeah,â you sigh, shoulders sagging. âThat was my first thought too.âÂ
He watches you for a momentâgenuine worry flickering in his eyesâbefore sliding an arm around your waist and lifting you like you weigh nothing. âCome on,â he mutters. âLetâs get you to sickbay, see how long the sentenceâll be.âÂ
With Jakeâs help, youâre up on one foot fairly easily. The rush of blood to your ankle makes you wince, but otherwise, you feel relatively steady in his arms.Â
When you glance up, Natasha is watching with a deep-set scowl. Her brown eyes are so sharp, it feels like theyâre cutting right through you. But if sheâs looking for something ingenuine, she wonât find itânot this time. Because Jake actually seems worried about you right now, and his help is⊠surprisingly comforting.Â
Even if, deep down, youâd still rather be in Bradleyâs arms.Â
âCan you tell Mav?â you ask Natasha. âPlease.âÂ
She nods once before stepping aside to let you and Jake pass. But she doesnât look happy about it, and you know youâre going to hear about this later.Â
You lean into Jake as he guides you through the buildingâpast the locker rooms, the trophy hall, and the little hire shop that always smells like feet. Youâre just about to make it through the exit gate whenâof all peopleâBradley steps out of the guardâs office, a brand new swipe card in hand.Â
âHoly shit,â he says, rushing toward you. âWhat happened? Are you okay?âÂ
He reaches out, like he expects you to drop Jake and fall into his arms. And God, you want to. But you donât. Instead, you flinch a little and lean closer into Jake.Â
âIâm alright,â you say, voice cool and indifferent. âI slipped. Thatâs all.âÂ
Bradleyâs eyes widen, flicking between your face and Jakeâs before settling on the way Jakeâs arm is slung protectively around your waist.Â
âWell⊠you have to go to sickbay,â Bradley says. âDo you want me to take you?âÂ
You shake your head. âIâm fine, Rooster. Jakeâs got this.âÂ
Double whammyâusing his callsign, which you rarely do unless you're teasing, and using Jake instead of Hangman. Yeah. Thatâll sting.Â
âJake?â he echoes.Â
âThatâs what she said,â Jake cuts in, southern drawl thick and smug. âTold you not to sit too long on that perch, Rooster.âÂ
Bradleyâs spine goes rigid, his expression shifting into the one you know he wears when he needs to shut people out. Itâs stormy and unreadableâbrows furrowed, jaw tight, lips pressed into a hard line.Â
His eyes lock onto yours. âHope youâre not grounded for too long.âÂ
Then he turns and walks away, shoulders stiff, fists clenched at his sides.Â
He doesnât even glance back.Â
Not like you doâlike you always doâeyes flicking over your shoulder while Jake walks you out.Â
-Â
One prime-time grade-two ankle sprain, six stitches, and four weeks on the ground. Great. And to top it off, you canât get your foot wet for the next seventy-two hours.Â
âAre you sure you donât want me to stay over?â Natasha asks, her voice crackling through the phone.Â
âNat, itâs fine,â you say. âItâs not like Iâm totally crippled. Iâll be on crutches for a couple days, then Iâll be walking again.âÂ
âIn a boot,â she adds, as sharp as an unimpressed parent. âYouâre still injured. Donât downplay it. How do you even plan on showering without getting it wet? You could slip and hurt yourself⊠again.âÂ
You roll your eyes and sit up on the couch, gaze glued to the muted TV. âIâm not going to shower on one leg. Iâll have a bath.âÂ
âAnd what if you accidentally drown?âÂ
You snort. âSeriously, Nat? Iâm not a complete idiot. I can take a bath without drowning.âÂ
âIâm just worried about you,â she says. âYouâve been displaying some very self-destructive behaviours lately.âÂ
You lean back into the cushions, tipping your head against them to stare up at the ceiling. âThat so? Like what?âÂ
She scoffs. âOh, I donât know. Like hanging out with Hangman alone.âÂ
Your eyes widen, panic licking up your spine.Â
âThatâs right,â she says. âI know itâs you in those photos he sent to the group chat. Iâm not stupid. What I donât know is why.âÂ
You take a deep breath, steadying your nerves. âBecause weâre friends. Why does it matter if I hang out with him one-on-one? You and I hang out all the time.âÂ
You can practically hear her rolling her eyes. âThatâs different. You and me, you and Bradleyâhell, I wouldnât even blink if it were you and Reuben. But Hangman? And in his apartment, no less? I know thereâs more to it than youâre telling me.âÂ
âSo what if there is?âÂ
The line goes quiet, and for a second, you wonder if itâs cut out. But then she sighs, heavy and frustrated.Â
âIt just doesnât make sense,â she says. âYou and Rooster-âÂ
âThere is no me and Rooster,â you snap, sitting up straight. âThis has nothing to do with him.âÂ
There's another beat of silence before she mutters, âOkay, fine. Iâll drop it.âÂ
âGood.âÂ
âDo you still want me to drop off the waterproof bandages?âÂ
âYes, please. Andââ you glance at the empty packet of sour worms on the coffee table, âcan you bring me some snacks?âÂ
She lets out a soft laugh, the warmth in it helping to cut through the awkwardness. âSure. What time should I come by?âÂ
âWhenever,â you say. âIâm going to take a bath and wash off the hospital smell, but you just tell me what works for you.âÂ
Thereâs a pause, but you can practically hear her thinking while you shuffle toward your crutches.Â
âHave a bath first. Iâll swing by a bit later,â she decides.Â
âOkay.â You grab a crutch and hoist yourself upright. âBut give me at least an hour and a half. I donât know how this bath is going to go.âÂ
âYou sure you donât want help? Iâve seen you naked plenty in the locker room.âÂ
You roll your eyes. âIâll be fine, Nat. Promise. Just give me until eightâthen you can come yell at me for being clumsy, as long as you bring snacks.âÂ
âAlright, Chick,â she says with a soft laugh. âDonât drown.âÂ
âIâll do my best,â you reply with a small smirk.Â
She sighs again, full of exasperated affection, and then you both mutter a quick âlove youâ before hanging up.Â
You use your crutches to get to your bedroom and then into the ensuite. You start the bath before hopping around the small space to gather what youâll need, setting everything on the vanity beside the tubâwithin reach. Then you head back to the bedroom and strip out of your clothes that reek of chlorine and antiseptic.Â
Once the tub is full of steaming water and fluffy bubbles, you brace yourself on the vanity and the edge of the tub, using them to take your weight as youânot so gracefullyâswing your good leg into the bath. Then you lower yourself slowly and awkwardly until youâre sitting, propping your injured foot up on the ledgeâsafe and dryâbefore sinking deeper into the bubbles. And God, it feels good.Â
You sigh, letting the scalding water envelop you as your thoughts wander back to when you last saw Bradley. The look on his face when youâd all but told him to fuck off makes your heart squeeze and your breath catch. In all the years of your friendship, youâve never been so flippant with him. Youâve never shut him out when you were hurt, never denied him the chance to be there for you. Because honestly? That man is your biggest comfort. Heâs your favourite personâand your favourite feeling. And the guilt of making him feel like anything less wrecks you.Â
The ding of your phone startles you out of your thoughts. You dry your hands quickly on a towel and reach for where you left it on the vanity. Itâs just the group chatâNatasha and Jake updating the rest of the squad on what happened and how long youâll be grounded.Â
You smile at the sweet and goofy messages pouring in, then type a quick reply to reassure them that youâre fine. As you go to set your phone back on the vanity, you accidentally knock over your shampoo bottle... and it sets off a domino effect.Â
The shampoo hits the conditioner, which hits your body wash, then your face wash, your face scrubâuntil every last product is clattering and rolling across the bathroom floor.Â
âFuck,â you mutter, gripping the edge of the tub as you watch them inch farther and farther out of reach.Â
You start looking around for somethingâan idea, maybeâto help retrieve your scattered products, but thenâÂ
âHello?âÂ
Your heart leaps into your throat, heat rushing to your cheeksâand not just from the scalding bathwater.Â
âBradley?â you call, your voice cracking halfway through.Â
You hear the front door shut, followed by the rustle of plastic bags.Â
âYeah,â he calls back. âItâs just me. Phoenix said you needed some stuff but she couldnât make it soââ He pauses. âWait, where are you?âÂ
âUm, Iâm in the bath,â you reply, eyes snapping to the very open bathroom door.Â
âOh.â Thereâs a beat of silence. âD-Do you want me to just leave this stuff here... or?âÂ
You know Natasha did this on purpose, and you fully plan on killing her for it later. But right now, you could actually use the help.Â
âHang on,â you say, settling deeper into the water and gathering bubbles over your chest. âCan youâumâcould you give me a hand?âÂ
You hear something clatter in the kitchen, like your words startled him into dropping whatever he was holding.Â
âYou want me... to come in there?âÂ
You sigh. âYes, Bradley. Please. You wonât see anythingâI just... I dropped my stuff and I canât reach it.âÂ
âOkay,â he mutters, uncertain.Â
Each footstep grows louder, heavier, your heartbeat matching the rhythm until itâs pounding behind your ribs, threatening to burst free.Â
And then he appears in the doorway, and the breath leaves your lungs in one sharp exhale.Â
Itâs unfair how beautiful he is. How easily and effortlessly sexy he is, without even trying.Â
Heâs wearing a pair of old Naval Academy sweatpants and an oversized black shirt. His hair is mussed, cheeks flushed, and those big brown eyes are practically glowing. His lips part as he breathes, chest rising and falling just a little too fast. He looks flustered, confused, maybe even a little angryâbut mostly... sad.Â
âHey,â you murmur, dragging your gaze from his face to the bottles scattered across the floor. âI knocked everything over.âÂ
He shakes his head and blinks hard before quickly crouching down. âI can see that.âÂ
He gathers all the bottles and lines them up on the vanity, keeping his eyes firmly on the task at handâanywhere but on you, naked in the tub.Â
âHow are you feeling?â he asks, voice rough and a little strained.Â
You shrug one shoulder, and itâs almost impossible for him not to notice the way the bubbles slide off your skin as it lifts above the waterline.Â
âIâm okay,â you say. âThe painkillers are still doing their thing, so Iâll probably feel worse in a few hours, but for now... Iâm alright.âÂ
He nods, fixing his eyes back on the neat row of bottles like theyâre the most important thing in the room.Â
âI feel a bit awkward though,â you add with a small laugh.Â
His gaze flicks to you, then back to the vanity, brows drawn like heâs fighting with himself. He looks tornâcaught between reason and ruinâwith no right answer.Â
âDo youâI mean, I couldââ He sighs, rubbing the back of his neck. âDid you want some help? It doesnât have to be weird. I could just... help wash your hair and make sure you donât slip getting out.âÂ
Your breath catches, heart thundering in your throat and robbing your brain of oxygen.Â
He looks so vulnerable. So... nervous. Youâve never seen Bradley like this. Heâs usually cool, confidentâborderline cocky, though not like Jake. Sure, he gets awkward sometimes, and youâve definitely seen him be uncool. But never like this. Never so visibly unsure of himself.Â
âOkay,â you say, before the rational part of your brain can stop you.Â
âOkay,â he echoes, cheeks turning an even deeper shade of red.Â
He shifts quietly, moving to the end of the tub behind you. You hear the soft thud of his knees hitting the tile and you can feel the air shift with his closeness. The room is quietâexcept for the gentle lapping of water, the drip of the leaky basin tap, and the thunder of your heartbeat in your ears.Â
You donât dare turn around.Â
Not when you know heâs kneeling back there, barely a foot away, and youâre naked in a tub full of bubbles that feel more and more useless by the second.Â
You hear him flip the shampoo cap open and squirt a generous amount of liquid into his palm. Then the soft friction of his hands rubbing together.Â
And then he touches you.Â
His fingers slide into your hair, spreading warmth across your scalp as he works the lather in. The first stroke is gentle. So careful. Like heâs scared to hurt you. Or scared of something else entirely.Â
Then he finds his rhythmâstronger, more sure, fingertips dragging slow and deep through your hair, massaging the base of your skull with maddening focus.Â
Your eyes flutter shut.Â
His thumbs sweep behind your ears, along your nape, and it sends a pulse of heat right between your legs. You shift slightly, breath catching, and the water sloshes softly around you. You know he can hear it. You know he can see the way your spine arches and your shoulders bare themselves as you lean into his touch.Â
You feel exposed.Â
And you know heâs trying not to look. You know he's trying to be a gentlemanâbut heâs still a man, and youâre naked, and the steam in this bathroom is thick with tension. You can practically feel his eyes skimming over the curve of your neck, your slick shoulders, what little the bubbles donât hide.Â
He breathes heavier now. Not quite panting, but close. His fingers falter for just a second when your head tips back a little farther, throat stretching bare, water sliding lower on your chest.Â
âBradleyâŠâ you whisper.Â
You donât even know what youâre about to say.Â
But he cuts in firstâvoice hoarse, like heâs choking on the words. âSo⊠you and Hangman, huh?âÂ
Your whole body tenses.Â
You blink, stunned. Your first instinct is to laugh. The second is to scream. The third is to climb out of the tub and straddle him until you make him eat his wordsâbut you do none of those things.Â
Instead, you turn your head just slightly, enough to murmur, âAre you really asking me about that right now?âÂ
He hesitates.Â
âI just thoughtââ His voice breaks off. âI donât know. Iâm just curious... I guess.âÂ
You let out a short laughâsharp and disbelievingâas you tilt your head just slightly, just enough for your voice to carry over your shoulder.Â
âYeah. Iâve been spending a little more time with him.â Your tone is sweet and deliberately casualâbut itâs laced with something else. Something darker. Something dangerous.Â
And then, as if youâre thinking out loud, you add under your breath, âHe definitely wouldnât be sitting behind me right now acting like he doesnât want to get his hands on a lot more than just my hair.âÂ
Bradley goes still.Â
You can hear the breath catch in his throatâfeel the tension rise like a tide behind you. His hands freeze where theyâre tangled in your wet strands, knuckles brushing the bare skin of your shoulder. The air between you is thick, heavy, charged.Â
He doesnât speak.Â
You draw your bottom lip between your teeth, eyes fixed ahead as heat blooms under your skin and something inside you dares him to move.Â
Come on, Bradshaw.Â
âYeah,â he mutters as his fingers begin to move again. âHe probably wouldnât.âÂ
The moment shattersâfalling around you like glass, sharp and splintering, embedding in your skin. Your spine stiffens as you close your eyes, forcing a slow breath past the frustration clawing up your throat. You canât yell at him. Not now. Not while heâs on his knees, helping you. Not just because he refuses to give in to his own damn needs.Â
Needs you know are thereâbecause five seconds ago, you wouldâve sworn he was about to climb into the tub with you.Â
But no.Â
Bradley Bradshaw is still locked in his cage of commitment issues and unnamed excuses. Still holding the line no one asked him to.Â
The silence stretches, thick as steam, humming with everything you both refuse to say.Â
You feel the shift in his hands as he cups water and begins to rinse the shampoo from your hair, the heat running down your back in slow rivulets. His fingers trail through the strands, patient and careful, untangling and smoothing. Each pass makes your skin buzz.Â
He doesnât speak.Â
And neither do you.Â
But you can hear his breathingâshallow, uneven, just a little too fast. You know heâs trying not to look. You know because he hasnât touched you anywhere he doesnât absolutely have to. When his knuckles brush your shoulder again, it feels almost obscene.Â
Once your hair is clean, he reaches for the conditioner. You close your eyes as he works it throughâslick and warmâmassaging your scalp, smoothing it through to your ends. His fingers graze your temple, your ear, the nape of your neck.Â
Itâs methodical. Careful.Â
But it still feels like worship.Â
And he still hasnât said a word.Â
When heâs done, he gives your hair one final rinse, quiet and efficient, then stands and wipes his hands on a towel. You expect him to boltâmutter something and fleeâbut instead, he grabs a fresh towel and holds it out, eyes fixed on the far wall like itâs the only thing keeping him grounded.Â
âHere,â he says, voice rough. âLet me help.âÂ
You standâslowly, cautiouslyâand his hand darts out to steady your elbow, instinctive and warm. He still doesnât look. Not properly. His gaze stays down, jaw tight, throat bobbing.Â
He wraps the towel around you, still avoiding your eyes, and lingers only long enough to make sure you wonât slip.Â
And then he steps back, fists clenched at his sides like heâs holding himself together by a thread.Â
âYou good?â he asks, voice tight.Â
You nod, arms locking the towel around your chest. âYeah. Thanks for the... help.âÂ
He nods back, quick and stiff, eyes still looking everywhere but at you. âThe first aid stuff is on the kitchen bench. Snacks tooâyour favourites. If you need anything... uhââÂ
He backs out of the bathroom like heâs escaping, eyes finally flicking up to yours. âSee you at work.âÂ
And then heâs gone. So fast you barely register it.Â
When you turn to the mirror, you're surprised to find yourself cryingâcheeks flushed, eyes rimmed red. You swipe at the tears, blurry and stupid, and grab your phone with trembling fingers.Â
You pull up your text thread with Jake and type: âI donât know if we should do this anymore.âÂ
-Â
âYou let him what?â Jakeâs eyes go wide, blueberry muffin frozen halfway to his mouth. âAnd he didnât even-âÂ
You shake your head.Â
âNot so much as a-âÂ
âNothing,â you say, staring into your coffee as you stir lazily. âBarely even looked, let alone touched.âÂ
âMy God...â Jake mutters around a mouthful of muffin. âThe man has the restraint of a priest.â His eyes narrow, flashing toward you. âAre you sure heâs not a-âÂ
âHeâs not a priest, Hangman.âÂ
He nods slowly. âOkay, so heâs an alien.âÂ
You just shrug and take a long sip of coffee.Â
âWell, we canât stop now,â Jake says, voice firm. âNo way. He must be closeâlike, so close. If we play this right, weâll have him eating out of your hand in no time.âÂ
âI donât know,â you mutter. âIt feels wrong. Like Iâm forcing him into something.âÂ
Jake raises an eyebrow. âKind of how heâs forcing you to stay âjust friendsâ even though youâre clearly in love with him?âÂ
You frown. âHow are you so good at twisting things?âÂ
âYears of practice, little chick,â he grins wickedly, leaning his forearms on the table. âNow, letâs focus on finding you a drop-dead gorgeous dress for the gala.âÂ
You spend the rest of your Tuesday at the mall with Jakeâthanks to an RDO from Maverickâshopping for a dress and a matching tie for him for the gala next weekend. It takes a bit longer than it should, thanks to your foot and crutches, but Jake is patient. He even lets you vent about Bradley, spilling some of the more intimate details youâd usually keep to yourself.Â
When he drops you home, he promises to give you lifts to and from work all week, and even offers to take you to your doctorâs appointment later in the week.Â
That night, Maverick calls to check in and fills you in on the light duties youâll be able to do while staying off your foot. You wouldnât admit it out loud, but youâre gratefulâyouâd probably go insane being stuck at home.Â
The rest of the week is relatively uneventful. You donât spend much time around the squad, stuck doing menial admin tasks instead of flying, and Bradley is completely avoiding you. Not that you blame him.Â
Natasha drops by your place once or twice, and on the nights sheâs not there, Jake isânot just to scheme about Bradley but to help you out. He takes you to your doctorâs appointment where, thankfully, you get to hand back your crutches, then helps you get used to walking wonkily in the moonboot.Â
Saturday night arrives before youâre ready, and suddenly the floor-length red gown you picked out a few days ago feels like way too much as it clings to your body.Â
âI donât know,â you mutter, even though itâs too lateâyou're in the car. âI feel a bit stupid.âÂ
Jakeâs smirk hasnât wavered since the moment he picked you up. âYou donât look stupid at all. You look incredible. Iâm actually debating whether or not to let Rooster have you.âÂ
You roll your eyes. âLike you have a choice, Seresin.âÂ
âOh, little chick,â he chuckles, eyes flicking toward you then back to the road. âIf I decided I wanted you, you wouldnât have a choice.âÂ
You scoff. âWhatever helps you sleep at night, Bagman.âÂ
The drive isnât nearly as long as you need it to be, and before you know it Jake is pulling up in front of the valet service. Your heart hammers in your chestâpart nerves, part something else you canât quite name. You smooth your dress again, feeling every inch the bold red against your skin, while Jake adjusts his tie with a cocky grin.Â
Stepping out of the car, you instantly feel the weight of dozens of eyesâcurious, impressed, maybe even a little jealousâtracking your every move as you walk toward the grand entrance. The galaâs ornate doors loom ahead, polished glass and shimmering chandeliers spilling warm light onto the stone steps.Â
Inside, the room dazzles with opulenceâsweeping staircases, crystal glasses clinking, a string quartet humming somewhere off to the side. You catch whispers as you move through the crowd, a low hum of âIs thatâŠ?â and âHoly shitâŠâÂ
Then you spot themâthe squad, clustered near the bar. Maverickâs unmistakable frame stands out even in this sea of tuxedos and gowns, arms crossed, leaning casually but alert. His eyes flick to you with a brief nodârespect, approval, or maybe warning, you canât tell.Â
And then thereâs Bradley.Â
Heâs leaning against the wall, jaw tight, eyes sharp as daggers. The tux fits him like a second skin, dark and sleek, every line tailored to perfection. The way the collar of his shirt presses just right against his neck makes your breath hitch.Â
His gaze locks on youâcold, charged, and⊠undeniably magnetic.Â
You swallow, your pulse roaring loud enough to drown out the music. Whatever else is going on, Bradley Bradshaw looks absolutely fucking delicious in a tuxedo.Â
Jake practically has to drag you across the ballroom, and you lean into him a little more than you shouldâusing his arm to steady yourself under Bradleyâs unwavering stare.Â
âDamn, Bagman,â Natasha says first, eyes trailing up and down Jakeâs suit. âYou clean up alright.âÂ
Jake brushes an imaginary speck of dust off his lapel. âFlattery will get you nowhere, Phoenix.âÂ
She just rolls her eyes and tips her champagne flute to her lips.Â
âYou look good, Chick,â Javy says with a smirk, beer bottle halfway to his mouth.Â
You give him a soft smile. âThanks.âÂ
âAnd for the record,â he adds, nodding toward the rest of the squad, âtheyâre all thinking it too, but theyâre too nervous to say anything with the way Bradshawâs watching you.âÂ
Bradley doesnât even flinch. Heâs still leaning against the wall, just a step away from the others but close enough to hear every word. His arms are crossed over his chest, biceps threatening to split the seams of his suit jacket, and his jaw is set tight. His eyes are glued to youânot your face, but your bodyâraking over every curve of the silky red fabric like no one else is in the room.Â
âYou know, Bradshaw,â Jake says, turning toward him, âyou probably shouldnât be lookinâ at another manâs date quite like that.âÂ
You roll your eyes. âJake, donât.âÂ
He glances down at you. âWhat? Itâs true. He's being rude.âÂ
Before either of you can say anything else, Bradley is goneâdisappearing into the crowd without a word, leaving the rest of the squad exchanging wide eyes and raised brows.Â
Yeah. This isnât awkward at all.Â
Youâre sitting on a stool at the edge of the roomâa chair Jake found for you when you started complaining about your footâwatching people dance and mingle as you realise... youâre not quite sure what youâre doing anymore.Â
This whole thing started because Bradley almost kissed you. Jake offered to help, to make him jealous, and you agreed to play along. But youâve barely followed through, not with your injured foot getting in the way of every plan you had to tease him at work.Â
So instead... all youâve managed to do is nearly break your ankle, piss off your best friend, confuse your entire squad, and go on what is very clearly a date with Jake. Like, an actual date. Because tonight heâs been nothing but kind and attentive, making sure youâre okay and comfortableâeven though Bradley is nowhere to be seen.Â
How does any of this make sense?Â
âThirsty?â Jake asks, holding out another flute of champagne.Â
You take it with a smile and tip half of it into your mouth.Â
âHave you seen Bradley?â you ask.Â
He shakes his head. âNot in the last ten minutes, but Javy said he spotted him at the bar with Reuben and Bob. I think heâs avoiding us.âÂ
âI donât blame him,â you mutter.Â
âI just donât get it,â Jake sighs, leaning a shoulder against the wall. âHeâs obviously irritated, and he obviously wants you. So how are we supposed toââ He cuts himself off, eyes going wide. âOh my God. Thatâs it.âÂ
You frown. âWhatâs it?âÂ
His gaze snaps to you. âDonât worry. This oneâs on me. Iâll handle it.âÂ
âJakeââ you start, but heâs already gone.Â
You slide off the stool and start weaving through the crowd. Your foot is aching, but not nearly as badly as your headâand neither is enough to stop you from finding Jake. The look in his eye had been downright devious. You have no idea what heâs planning.Â
After a lap of the ballroom, you're drawn toward the back terrace. Fairy lights glitter in the trees, gauzy drapes billow across the tall windows, and pots of manicured flowers line the stone railing. Itâs all so beautiful, so dreamy, you almost forget why you came out here.Â
Almost.Â
UntilâÂ
âAlright, Rooster,â Jakeâs voice cuts through the cold night air. âWhatâs your problem?âÂ
You quicken your pace along the side of the terrace, catching sight of Jake, casually leaning against a pillar.Â
âDonât start, Hangman,â Bradley replies.Â
You canât see him yet, but you can guess heâs slouched in the dark, probably with a drink in hand and a sour look on his face.Â
âToo late,â Jake says. âYouâve been in a foul mood all week. Shooting daggers across the room all night. You got something to say, or are you just going to keep sulking like a coward?âÂ
Bradley exhales hard, frustrated. âCan we not do this here?âÂ
âToo late.âÂ
âIâm not avoiding you,â Bradley snaps. âBut if you were smart, youâd walk away right now.âÂ
Jake chucklesâlow and dry. âIâm not going anywhere, Iâm-âÂ
âJake,â you say, stepping beside him, wrapping your hand around his wrist. âJust leave it.âÂ
Bradley is exactly as you pictured himâleaning against the wall with a scowlâbut his eyes donât look angry.Â
No. They look hurt.Â
âI know this isnât real,â he says, voice low but steady.Â
Jake tilts his head. âExcuse me?âÂ
âThisâwhatever this thing is between you two. Itâs not real. I know sheâs not that stupid. I just donât know why the two of you insist on playing games.âÂ
Jakeâs lips curl into a devilish smirk. âItâs not a game, Bradshaw. And it sure as hell felt real the other night when she called me over.âÂ
Bradley blinks. His expression faltering as he pushes off the wall.Â
Jake steps forward, voice quieter nowâcutting and smug. âShe called me right after that bath, you know. Mustâve still been feeling the heat. Youâre a hell of a warm-up act.âÂ
Bradley goes still, face empty. His lips part as he stares at Jake, unblinking. But then something sharp flickers in his eyesâsomething dark and visceralâand his jaw tightens so hard you swear it might crack.Â
âYouâre lying,â he says, voice flat but lethal.Â
Jake rolls his eyes, smirk unmoving. âBelieve what you want. Iâm just sayingâmaybe next time donât leave the door half open unless you want someone else walking through it.âÂ
Bradley tenses like heâs about to pounceâface flushed, jaw tight, eyes wildâbut something holds him back. You step in quickly, before that something disappears.Â
âHangman, seriously,â you say, palm against his chest. âYouâre being an idiot.âÂ
âIâm not the idiot here,â Jake mutters. âBradshawâs the idiot for fumbling a girl like-âÂ
âOh my God,â you snap, throwing your hands up. âBoth of you, shut up.â You turn to Jake. âYou need to stop before you cause a real problem. I appreciate what youâre trying to do, but youâre going to blow the whole squad to pieces if you keep going.âÂ
Bradley scoffs. âExactly-âÂ
âAnd you,â you whirl on him, eyes flashing, âyou want to be mad? Then be mad. But donât pretend Iâm the only one whoâs been playing games. For years youâve begged me not to love you while doing nothing but showing me that youâre in love with me, too. And I waited. I gave you everything. For what? So you could push me away every damn time?âÂ
Your voice cracksâjust a little.Â
âAnd now that it looks like I might actually move on, you get all fucking huffy? You donât get to do that. You donât have the right. And you know what? If I wasnât already so broken because of you, I might actually be into Jake. Because heâs nice. Heâs considerate. Sure, heâs a cocky assholeâbut he goes after what he wants. And it felt really fucking good to be wanted. Even if it was just a game.âÂ
You turn on your good foot and try to storm away. Your foot screams in protest, pain slicing with every step, but you donât stop. Your eyes burn with unshed tears, barely held backâand youâre not sure how long theyâll stay put.Â
You make it through the ballroom and out the front door, sliding into one of the taxis waiting at the curb. You pull out your phone and type a quick text to Natasha: âTell Mav I had to leave. My foot.âÂ
Then you cry. Quietly. Not messy or loudâjust a few stray tears slipping down your cheeks. Frustration. Embarrassment. And a little heartbreak.Â
Once the taxi pulls up at the curb outside your building, you pay, thank the driver, and slide out. Then you limp into the building, across the lobby, and press the button for the elevator. Youâve since mended your relationship with the liftâbecause stairs are a non-starter these days.Â
By the time you reach your bedroom, your foot is absolutely throbbing. You quickly slip out of your dress, not even bothering to change the lacy matching underwear youâfor some reasonâdecided to wear tonight, before pulling an old, oversized shirt over your head. Then you hobble into the kitchen and take a double dose of painkillers.Â
The thought of having to go to work in less than two days makes your stomach twist. Youâve just royally embarrassed yourselfânot just in front of your best friend, but your whole squad. And theyâre not idiots. Theyâll know exactly why you left. Now you get to walk back into work on Monday and deal with all the pitying looks.Â
At least desk duty means you wonât have to see them as much.Â
You drag yourself from the kitchen to the couch, collapsing into the cushions with a groan as you reach for the remote. After a few minutes of mindless scrolling through streaming apps, you settle on Pride & Prejudiceâthe Keira Knightley version, obviously.Â
You lie back with your foot propped up on a stack of pillows, head turned toward the screen. But you barely make it to the part where Elizabeth visits a sick Jane at Netherfield when thereâs a knock at your door.Â
Youâre not even sure you heard it at first. You sit up slightly, ears straining, eyes fixed on the front door. Another knock comesâlouder this time, sharp and almost startling.Â
You sigh, swinging your foot off the pillows, wincing as you push yourself upright and limp toward the door.Â
You open itâand there he is.Â
Bradley.Â
His curls are a mess, like heâs been dragging his hands through them the whole way over. His tie is gone, his shirt is wrinkled, and thereâs a wild, desperate look in his eyesâlike if he blinks, you might disappear.Â
âI know I shouldâve called,â he says, voice hoarse. âI just... I didnât think youâd answer.âÂ
You stare at him, heart hammering. He shifts, like he might bolt, and exhales hardâas if the words are fighting to escape faster than he can form them.Â
âIâve spent so long convincing myself I couldnât have this. That I couldnât have you. That it wouldnât work, or itâd blow up, or Iâd ruin you like I ruin everything that matters to me.â His jaw flexes. âBut tonight, seeing you like thatâwatching you walk away like you were already goneâI couldnât breathe.âÂ
Your throat tightens.Â
âIâm scared,â he admits. âIâve been scared this whole time. Of loving you, of losing you. I pushed you away because I thought it would hurt less than this. But I was wrong.âÂ
He takes a shaky breath and steps closer.Â
âI love you. Iâve been in love with you for years. And if thereâs even the smallest chance I havenât screwed this up completely⊠Iâm here. Iâm yours. And Iâm not going anywhere this time.âÂ
A beat of silence stretches between youâthick and electric. Youâre toe to toe, just staring at each other, almost close enough to touch, tension crackling in the charged space between your bodies. Â
âWell,â you say, arms crossing over your wildly beating heart. âThat was dramatic.âÂ
He lets out a breathy laugh, completely wrecked. âReally? I just poured my heart out and thatâs all youâve got?âÂ
You shrug. âIt was either that or I was going to tell you that you beat Mr. Darcy to the big speech. Although⊠as someone whoâs seen Darcyâs speech more times than I should admitâIâm not sure you beat him in terms of drama. You needed to stutter more.âÂ
His brow furrows. âYouâre watching Pride & Prejudice?âÂ
You nod, a small smile tugging at your lips. âWant to join? I know you love it.âÂ
His lips part, his chest still rising and falling a little too fast. Then his eyes drop to your chestârecognition flashing across his face. âIs that my shirt?âÂ
You glance down, heat flooding your cheeks. âUm, yeah. I think I stole it.âÂ
âClearly,â he says, eyes sparkling.Â
You roll your eyes. âCome in. Before my nosy neighbours call in a noise complaint.âÂ
You turn on your (good) heel and limp back toward the lounge, willing your face to cool and your heart to stop hammering. God, itâs taking everything in you not to jump his bones right nowâespecially with him looking like that in his deliciously dishevelled tux.Â
âJust so weâre clear,â you say over your shoulder, voice laced with sincerity, âI didnât call Jake after the bath. He didnât come over. Iâve never even kissed him.âÂ
You donât hear him moveâjust feel the sudden grip of his fingers wrapping around your wrist, warm and unshakable. He spins you around in one smooth motion, and you barely register the soft, wicked smirk curling on his lips before he pulls you into him, your body crashing against his like a wave.Â
His mouth is on yours in a secondâhungry, demanding, desperate. Thereâs no hesitation. No sweetness. Just years of pent-up tension snapping loose as he devours your lips like heâs been starving for them. He lets go of your wrist, both hands coming up to cup your face, holding you like heâs terrified youâll vanish if he doesnât.Â
You gasp into him, fingers knotting in his shirt, and he groans like the sound is driving him insane. Then he movesâwalking you backward until your lower back hits the kitchen counter, his hips pressing hard against yours. You feel the sharp edge of his need, the strength in his grip, the undeniable heat radiating between your bodies.Â
And thenâhis hands slide down to the crease of your thighs, and you know whatâs coming a heartbeat before it happens.Â
âBradleyââ you breathe, but itâs too late.Â
He lifts you clean off the ground and your legs wrap around his waist on instinct, your injured foot forgotten in the blur of heat and want and the feel of his body flush against yours. His hands grip your thighs, holding your weight like itâs nothing, before he sets you down on the bench. Then he grips your waist and deepens the kissâhotter, deeper, more possessive than ever.Â
Youâre gasping when he finally pulls back, foreheads pressed together, his lips brushing yours as he murmurs, voice wrecked and reverent, âI know.â He kisses you again. âI know nothing happened with him.âÂ
You plant a hand on his chest, pushing him back even though every nerve in your body is begging to let him devour you. âThen why did you almost lose it?âÂ
His lipsâpuffy and thoroughly ravagedâcurve into a sheepish smile. He drops his gaze to where his hands are gripping your waist like heâs terrified youâll vanish. âJust theâthe thoughtâŠâ he mutters, voice rough and trembling with something darker. âThe thought of you with anyone else⊠fuck, it drives me out of my goddamn mind.âÂ
You fight a smirk as your hand trails up his chest, slow and deliberate, until your fingers slip beneath his jaw and tilt his face back up. âMuch better,â you murmur. âWith the stuttering, I mean. Mr. Darcy would be proud.âÂ
He groans, more amused than annoyed, then crashes his mouth back onto yours. âYouâre gonna be the death of me, baby bird.âÂ
A shiver rips through you as he grinds into you, the hard line of him thick and straining beneath his dress pants. It drags across the damp lace between your legs, lighting a fire low in your belly.Â
His breath catches like a spark in dry grass when he looks down and realizesâat the same moment you rememberâyouâre not wearing pants. Just his shirt⊠and a very pretty, very intentional matching set beneath.Â
âHoly shit,â he breathes, his fingers skimming the lace at your hips like heâs trying not to combust. His gaze snaps back to yours, pupils blown, voice suddenly hoarse. âAny restrictions on sexual activity with your injury?â he asksâclinical, but barely hanging on.Â
You smile, toying with the soft hair at the back of his neck. âPretty sure the doctor said Iâm cleared. But Iâm on light duties. SoâŠâ You lean in, lips brushing his ear as you whisper, âStrictly pillow princess stuff.âÂ
He groans low in his throat, burying his face in your neck like he needs to ground himself. âChrist. After making you wait this long, youâre owed a lifetime of pillow princess treatment.âÂ
âYouâre not wrong,â you hum.Â
With a soft laugh, he lifts you effortlessly and carries you to the bedroomâyour giggles trailing behind like glitter. He sets you on the bed and drops to his knees, carefully undoing the straps and fixings of the boot like heâs unwrapping a priceless gift. Itâs absurdly tender. The kind of intimacy that makes your chest ache. His fingers are gentle, reverent, and the only sound is your shared breathing and the faint scratch of shifting fabric.Â
Then his hands glide up your thighsâslow and searingâraising goosebumps in their wake. He hooks his fingers beneath the hem of his shirt and draws it over your head, revealing skin and lace and everything heâs been aching for.Â
His breath hitches. âFuck,â he whispers, voice raw with awe. âIâm so in love with you.âÂ
You bite back the grin that threatens to split your face. âThen hurry up and show me,â you urge, cupping his face in your hands.Â
He doesnât hesitate.Â
His mouth crashes into yours and he lays you back, moving you with practiced ease to the centre of the bed. He pauses for one breathless secondâjust enough to drink you in, to let his eyes drag over every inch of you. Then heâs on you. Everywhere. Lips, tongue, teeth, hands. Worshipping. Possessing. Making up for every second he waited, every moment he hesitated.Â
And letâs just say⊠he starts making it up to you very well.Â
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