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SR Venus in 1st - Your self-worth gets an upgrade. Here, identity is first, love second. People comment that you look good more than usual. Some may even get a beauty procedure done. You may prefer being liked rather than being right.

SR Venus in 2nd - You may overspend on clothing, food or such this year. You try new recipes or elevate simple meals. You stop spending time on people who drain you. You feel better when your money is "under control."

SR Venus in 3rd - Short trips pop up a lot. You feel more close to your sibling, cousins or friends. You may pick up on a new interest quickly. You would come across as pleasant to people. You may waste your money on buying things you don't need.

SR Venus in 4th - You will realize you don't need others' approval to prove your worth. You will come to know who really stands with you and who doesn't. You are the bread winner of your family, and you may buy some new planets or home decor for your living space.

SR Venus in 5th - You may commit to a hobby or a creative project and actually follow-thru. You may practice a skill daily. You may attend birthday parties, exclusive events, or even date someone new.

SR Venus in 6th - You may make friends with women in your workplace/uni. You will be seen as a hot and sexy by men around you. You become health conscious and may go for a spa experience, cut your hair or such.

SR Venus in 7th - If you meet someone new, they're likely to follow-thru and would be amazed by your dedication. You will be seen as an eye-candy to potential suitors.

SR Venus in 8th - Good placement for a soul-level sexual encounter, which may or may not develop into a relationship. If you meet someone new, it's either a hit or a miss. Some may meet wealthy suitors or a sugar daddy/mommy. Want intimacy more than usual.

SR Venus in 9th - You may try new cuisines and get into beauty standards of other cultures. You buy books on self-improvement, and some may move to a different place.

SR Venus in 10th - Time to climb up the social ladder. You get more professional opportunities and be seen as attractive by everyone around you. Work related romances are totally possible.

SR Venus in 11th - You get to connect with people of other cultures and be more active online. Influencer energy. People will be much more giving to you and support you than usual. Good time for starting a venture online or abroad.

SR Venus in 12th - Time to deal with your insecurities and self-image issues. Abstinence. Learn to love yourself before looking for elsewhere. Choosing yourself instead of chasing potential. Some may experience hairfall and loss of appetite/binge eating.

Pluto conjunct ascendant/ 1st house attracts a lot of obsession and stalking from the opposite sex. People in general will be magnetised by your presence and you can attract alot of jealousy too.

Having Scorpio moon in SRC can be a tough placement. Your emotions might feel very intense and brooding throughout the year. Being in control of your emotions is important because your emotions can be explosive.

Moon in the 11th house can find comfort in being around friends or communities.

Having mars in the 2nd house means that you will be intensely motivated and driven to make the ✨MOOLA✨💰

Sun in the 11th house means thay you’ll make alot of friends. You will feel like the centre of attention in your friend group and this is a great placement if you wanna get famous on social media.

Jupiter in the 4th house can indicate purchase of a property/ house or even moving to a bigger house.

Sun in the 1st house means you have that ✨main character✨ energy about you. You can attract alot of attention from people in general. This is a great year to focus on yourself but the only downside of this placement is that you might feel lonely. This year will teach you independence, self-reliance and confidence.

Lilith in the 10th house can indicate a really nasty rumour being spread about you. Envious and insecure people will try to destroy your reputation.

If you have a Leo degree (5°, 17°, 29°) on the ascendant, you will be more charismatic and magnetic than usual. You might attract alot of admirers and attention.

Scorpio Ascendant in SRC is SUCH a transformational placement. You will face major changes and transformation in your life. I remember when i had Scorpio ascendant last year and GURL 😮‍💨 the shifts in friendships, relationships, my whole personality was crazy. It was a beautiful year in the end tho but it was rough in the beginning ✨🌈

1. Lilith 1st house can be a ”return of the bitch” year. A year where you realize that playing fair doesnt work because protecting yourself has to come first.

2. Saturn 7th house can mean you will get into a serious and long lasting relationship.

3. Uranus 1st house can be a year where your life changes drastically.

4. Pluto 3rd house can sometimes indicate negative behaviours from your siblings and in worst case a betrayal from a sibling.

5. Barack Obama had Virgo Rising both the year he was elected president and the year he was re elected. Jupiter & Venus were both on the MC the year he was re elected and Jupiter was at 10°.

6. Watch out for hidden enemies the year you have Mars 12th house. A year where you have that placement can come with a LOT of surprises about people.

7. School felt extra easy the year I had Jupiter and Venus in the 9th house. Everything from homework to conversations with teachers was a pleasant experience.

8. If you see that you will have Chiron in the 2nd or 8th house in your next solar return chart make sure to have money saved up. One of the worst years of my life financially.

9. The best year of my life I had Venus and Jupiter both in the 1st house.

10. My sister had Venus conjunct asteroid Child(4580) the year she gave birth to her first child. Jupiter was in the 5th house. Jupiter at 5° the year she became pregnant.

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This happened months ago (March) when I was new with the law and didn’t know a lot of things about it, i just knew the basics = affirm. I was receiving coaching from a big account on twitter from a giveaway i won (I manifested unconsciously, but we’re not talking about that).

I received the guidance and wanted to apply it to manifest a sp, i chose my affirmations and started to repeat them with music in the background, the bad thing comes when i started to repeating them out loud (not necessary) and my mom was near my room so she DID hear me, she opened the door and i was very scared about it, she started to ask me about “why are you saying those things?” And I couldn’t lie to her, i told her that i like a girl (me being a girl too) and she started to tell me that it was wrong, it’s not correct, im a women and i have to like boys, blah blah; she was busy with work so she told me she will talk with me later about it.

I was scared af, it was the first time i accepted i wasn’t straight but i was worried about how my entire family would react, i thought about “i could revise this” but i wasn’t sure if “it will work” (obviously it will but ykwim, also i was new). I started to affirm full of anxiety just to calm myself and don’t overthink about it, i affirmed:

“Everything is fine” -> main aff

“She will accept me”

“She forgot about it”

And to distract myself from my mom, I was affirming while doing a university’s task. I think I affirmed for 1-2 hours NONSTOP literally, I didn’t thought if it will work, I just wanted to feel safe.

When i stopped affirming i fell asleep, after like 3-4 hours i woke up and my mom was in my room but i was sleepy so i didn’t feel any emotion, i just heard her saying “oh, you fell asleep” took my blanket and covered myself with it, and i slept again.

Next day, i was still feeling a little bit worried about it, but i wasn’t thinking against it, just the feeling (feelings don’t manifest 🫶🏻) and i confirmed that she forgot it. Why? Because I know my mom, she would talk to me about it (I know this because of a past event) and actually, she still doesn’t accept the lgbtq+ community (I’ll manifest her acceptance) but yes, I DID IT.

If you’re thinking about Plan B, then you’ve already decided Plan A might not work.

And that right there is the problem.

When you’re manifesting something there is no need for a backup. Why would there be? Plan B only exists when you don’t fully believe in Plan A. It’s a soft cushion for failure, a silent admission that "maybe this won’t happen," and the moment you entertain that thought, you’re already out of alignment.

Manifestation is not about hoping or trying or "seeing how it goes." It’s about knowing. It’s about choosing your reality and refusing to entertain anything that contradicts it.

The universe doesn’t respond to hesitation. It doesn’t respond to your fallback plans or your doubts or your inner negotiations. It responds to certainty — unwavering, grounded, undeniable knowing. The kind of knowing that says: This is mine. It’s done. There’s nothing more to figure out.

Neville Goddard said it best:

“Do not condition your desire. Just accept it as it comes to you. Give it all your faith. Do not ask how it will come about.”

You don’t need to know the how. You don’t need to prepare for what might go wrong. Your only job is to live in the end -> to mentally dwell in the state of the wish fulfilled so deeply that it becomes your only truth.

If you’re constantly checking for proof or creating alternate routes "just in case," you’re signaling that you don’t actually have it — that you’re still waiting for it, hoping for it, doubting it.

Drop the fear, drop the second-guessing, and fully commit to your desired reality as if it’s already here.

The 3D will begin to bend. Reality starts catching up. And suddenly you’re not chasing anything anymore — because it’s already yours.

Creation is finished. It was always finished. The only thing that ever needed to change was your mind.

So no, there is no Plan B. Because when you believe in Plan A with your whole being, Plan B becomes irrelevant.

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i hope you guys have been well!

If you want to cry until you can’t anymore, please do so. If you feel like resting all day, please do so. If you want to scream at the top of your lungs out of frustration, please do so. The only thing I ask you is to stop being so damn rough on yourself. You are no victim neither a lost cause, doesn’t matter what is seemingly happening.

Don’t deny this seeming feeling and just let it be, without judgement. I know it can be uncomfortable and you don’t like it, I’ve been there, but just let the tears flow and breathe without assigning any label to what is happening. It still is all you, just an illusion; just " ". Nothing is happening, it’s just a silly dream; a dramatic play!

Where there is a catastrophic storm and rough waves, the ocean remains untouched. Where there are dark clouds and heavy rain, the flower remains untouched.

This is a love letter to you from you, and you’re free to come back and read it again whenever you want to. You are eternal peace and endless love, my dear. Take a deep breath and go back to the silence, you never left it.

"Be mindful not to cling too much onto labels, as attaching 'XYZ' to something doesn't make it real. Of course you can still call your bed a "bed" and your phone a "phone". What we mean is to know that every label and concept is empty by nature and within " ".

Without these labels, you're simply experiencing reality, much like reading these words or breathing, because it's infinite and effortless. What you're seemingly doing because of your uncertainty is jumping between two "illusions":

One is realizing that all is how it should be because "consciousness" always precedes "senses".

The other is thinking there are 83738 reasons as to why that can't be.

If "consciousness" always precedes "senses", then ask yourself, what are you aware of, the seeking "X" or the Knowing "X"? Do you need to look outside of you to know something? Do you need to look outside of you to know you exist?

"Consciousness" precedes "senses"; "consciousness" is "experience".

These two sentences are inseparable."

This is a pointer, not to be taken literally as a Rulebook.

Working to get rid of an ego/person implies there is an ego/person. The same goes for 'other objects'. There is one constant in each and every state and that is the feeling of Being / Existing / Awareness.

M: All I say is that consciousness contains all. In consciousness all is possible. You can have causes if you want them, in your world. Another may be content with a single cause — God’s will. The root cause is one: the sense ‘I am’.” ― Nisargadatta Maharaj

“Trace your misunderstandings and abandon them, that is all. There is nothing to seek or find, for there is nothing lost. Relax and watch the “I am.” Reality is just behind it. Keep quiet, keep silent; it will emerge or, rather, it will take you in.”

“Freedom means letting go. People just do not care to let go of everything. They do not know that the finite is the price of the infinite, as death is the price of immortality. Spiritual maturity lies in the readiness to let go of everything. The giving up is the first step. But the real giving up is in realizing that there is nothing to give up, for nothing is your own.”