Claire’s

Screaming

OH MY GOD

That euphoric feeling you get when you go to bed hungry after fasting or successfully restricting all day

nothing brings me joy like losing weight does

I wanna starve myself and want everyone around me to be worried for me but I also want to go on without them noticing but I also wanna lose weight very fast but I also wanna eat food but I also wanna feel the hunger pangs but I also want to just have a healthy relationship with food but I also don't wanna gain. help.

Reblog if you're fat.

yes I know that diet culture and everything surrounding it and my self hatred are made up by fake societal standards and huge corporations but im going to hate myself anyway 

oh to be able to lay on my side without my thighs meeting each other

going to bed at night feeling weightless and hungry has become such a wonderful thing to me. it's comforting, really.

Due to personal reasons I am fat and dont want to deal with the consequences of my weight gain

Does anyone have pictures of like disgusting looking food?? Trying to curb my need for needlessly snacking... like send me the most disgusting food pics I need them!