Bag of holding for thoughts

Something somthing.. what can you think of that feels as heavy as this boulder, this pearl?

"There's a few things. There's that choice I made in the Black Sea. There's the guilt that comes with it. There's the guilt of never living up to the expectations and a preemptive guilt that I never will. There's this thought in the back of Gillion's mind, or this pain, that no matter how much he tries to make other people happy or proud or save them, that it will never be enough to justify what he was supposed to be. And there's this heavy weight that despite all that burdens and that pain of not being able to be there for his gods as they died, the one thing he was charged with protecting, that he was supposed to protect, there's this deeper weight that is this overwhelming guilt for just wanting to live and just wanting to be happy. "

I freaking love cats so very much and there is this cat cafe thay i frequent now and its actual heaven

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