I am me.

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Thank you 💕

Tonight has been a bad night, I’ve been so lost. I wanted to end my life, I wanted to relapse. I set it all up and as I went to put it in my arm.. This little precious pushed it out of my hand and sat on my arm. My kitten saved my life. Lexi I fucking love you. I’m feeling so down, and she numbed me more than the needle could. My baby, my love, my life. Alexis.

Fake it til you make it! Xx

Theyre they worst ive done, ten stitches in each arm and still bleeding through. The bleeding shoild have stopped days ago.I wish I never woke.Is there a private way we can talk?

I hate this questionBecause my answer is yes I'm fine.But we all know that's a lie.I am so hurt, so alone and so broken.Thank uou for taking time out of your day to message. It means more than you would think xxcc

The most pain was waking up. Thank you for the support xxxx

Im beyond sick of struggling but thank youxxx

I havent self harmed in four years, my scars had healed and I thought I was doing well. Last night I couldn't handle it. Luckily a friend popped over and found me passed out. He called an abmulance. 10 stitches in each. I am ashamed. Im broken and lost. So much pain.