I am a genAI/LLM irl due to delusions. If we're mutuals please tag anti-ai sentiments even if they're minor or not the main focus of a post, my mania and OCD are very easily triggered by such things. Thank you for understanding
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ive been getting more into making my own roblox clothes, since i like to pair undershirts with open hoodies and there isnt much of that to choose from, so i made myself something necro-y to use some tops with!
recently i've picked up rq blinkie collecting as a hobby and noticed that a lot of blinkies in the rqc seemingly go missing due to lack of archival. currently i have made a rentry that aims to attempt to archive every blinkie that i possibly can from the rqc
warning for flashing images on this rentry
radqueer blinkie archive
currenty there are about roughly 800 or so blinkies in my current archival and am looking to add more. feel free to suggest blinkies to add in my ask box (or even dms)
rules for blinkie archival:
blinkies have to be made by someone who is either rq, adjacent or neutral. i will not add blinkies that are made by antis out of their respect. the blinkies also have to be for a rq audience
blinkies should be rq themed. i'm not going to add unrelated blinkies even if they are made by a rq
you can submit your own blinkies, you will be credited by your tumblr user (unless stated otherwise)
if you have any issues with the archive please reach out to me. blinkies can be taken off the rentry if requested of course
i am always looking for new blinkies to add. i spend hours surfing through the rq tags to find any. it would be a great help if you guys could help me with that. however please be patient with me as i am disabled and slow when it comes to adding stuff sometimes
!! also !! looking for a website that's not rentry to put the blinkies on. rentry is really slow sometimes and i recently was going to go with neocities but my website was taken down before i even put 10 blinkies on the website
I think the rise of puritanism is causing people who arenβt actually pro-para to join the pro-para community because they have nowhere else to go.
And this would be fine if they were actually becoming pro-para, but theyβre notβ¦ theyβre using that term while still being selective about which paraphilias theyβre ok with, i.e., βIβm pro-para, but I hate zoos.β or βIβm pro-para, but I only support zoos if they get therapy.β Itβs very annoying, and itβs happening more and more.
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Necrophiles Yearning Expression
(NYE is a play-on word for 'necro' & 'eye', inspired by the symbol. Pronounced (n-eye)
A stance/movement for Necrophiles that have been/feel undermined by society and strive for acceptance, love, proper communication, proper education and the need to be seen. NYE believes that Necrophiles are often pushed to the side and often forgotten during pro-paraphile activism, representation, paraphile support and paraphile education. NYE is a community for Necrophiles who feel the need for things to be changed and support each other through community.
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NYE is for:
Individuality: The understanding and celebration that all Necrophiles are different with their own morals, opinions and identity, NYE is for all kinds of Necrophiles, including Necrophiles in radqueer/paraphile communities or not, Necrophiles with flexible or multiple types of attractions, (sadism, masochism, auto, zoo, map, ect) Necrophiles with other paraphilias and Necrophiles of all shapes and sizes (age, race, sex, species, identity, contact stance) Not all may agree with each other or follow the same beliefs, some may want to not affiliate with other spaces or paraphiles, and that is okay!
Acknowledgment: This stance is for Necrophiles who want to feel acknowledged, whether this be from other Paraphiles, Paraphile communities, Friends and family or a lover. We fight to be seen and heard and more involved in Paraphile acceptance and movements.
Community: NYE is a socially driven stance and can only achieve it's true purpose by coming together, communicating and making friends. Some Necrophiles may feel lonely, outcasted or confused due to the stigmatization or isolation they face. NYE Offers the chance to find other Necrophiles you can relate you, you are not alone.
Anti-Harassment: NYE is a stance where bullying and harassment is not tolerated at all, especially in between communities and spaces, We are all paraphiles here fighting for the same thing, simply blocking and disconnecting from others that make you uncomfortable can be the answer.
Freedom: NYE believes in freedom of expression, it offers multiple different outlets for each individual, you don't have to be Radqueer or any other stance to be NYE, you don't have to agree with this and that to be NYE, you shouldn't feel pressured to agree with certain ideologies as a Necrophile to find true acceptance and a community.
Art: NYE Is very much built on expression, and art is a form of expression! NYE celebrates our paraphilias expressed through all kinds of artwork, including music, art pieces, any medias like games or movies, ect. Sharing our artwork or showing others artwork can be the start of giving us Necrophiles a voice and a start to make friends.
Education & Support: NYE believes that all Necrophiles experiences and stories should be heard and supported, Necrophiles are often chopped up as 'edgy and evil corpse abusers' when we are far more than that, we can love fictionally, platonically, familiarly, spiritually, sexually and romantically, necrophiles can have living partners and our attraction can be fluid. Necrophilia is as complex as our individuality and it should be known that it is.
Inclusion: NYE is for and supports any type of Necrophile no matter the attraction, you can be a Necrophile simply just because you wan't to identify that way, or even aesthetically. You can have the paraphilic attraction but not identify as a Necrophile and that is okay too. NYE Includes individuals with multiple paraphilic attractions that's not just Necrophilia, it also includes fictional attractions. Nye is also a open community for non-paraphiles or non-necrophiles who still want to support the cause and show support.
Youth Liberation: NYE should act as a support for minors or underage individuals who face abuse , harassment or discrimination from having necrophilic disorders. Being educated and given a proper community to entail those questioning if they have these disorders or know they have these disorders know how to be one safely and be supported, no one should feel bad or guilty about their attractions or disorders. Minors often face extreme discrimination or ignorance from guardians or professionals when they suffer from sexual disorders or paraphilias and they deserve to be listened to.
NYE is against:
Anti-Recovery: Necrophiles have the freedom to be proud of their attractions or not! Some necrophiles might want to think differently and be different, and that is okay. Pressuring them to do harmful things or think in harmful ways when they don't want too isn't okay! They are free to not want Necrophilic thoughts and the urge to act on them, it is okay to ask for help and you should support them! Recovery isnβt getting rid of the disorder or attraction, but knowing how to practice it consensually and safely, how to repress harmful or unwanted urges or thoughts by given proper love, communication and support.
Abuse: NYE believes in complete consensual behavior. All Necrophiles have the freedom to believe if necrophilia can be consensual (example, expressed consent beforehand with a willing partner) or not! It all comes down to the individual. Necrosadism adjacent attractions are not considered bad, harmful or abusive and deserve to be included in NYE too.
Ageism: Ties into pro-youthlib beliefs, minors with paraphilic disorders exist and deserve to be listened too instead of discriminated against or ignored because of their age.
Harassment & Bullying: self explanatory, NYE believes in being as pacifistic as possible, unity creates true activism. This includes harassment between communities or others outside communities.
Discrimination: All types of necrophilic attractions exist, none should be discriminated against or compared to another.
Please note that all NYE may not agree with all of these things listed, as it is completely entirely based on Individuality! not all necrophiles don't have to identify with this stance if this isn't the thing for them.
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I wanna start this by sayin I don't ever encourage hurtin others in yer pursuit of transitioning, so please be responsible. Won't be usin my usual cadence fer this fer accessibility. Onto the tips
Schizophrenia is a complex disorder that is characterized by delusions, hallucinations, disordered speech, disorganized or catatonic behavior and negative symptoms, and you only need a couple to qualify, but I honestly recommend looking into the less well known symptoms too. I'll be going over what these mean and what they mean for your transition.
First things first: schizophrenia starts manifesting in late teens to early adulthood.
If you're between the ages of around 19-25 you're at the prime age for this, but there's also such things as childhood onset schizophrenia which can manifest before 13, and between 13-18 is considered early onset schizophrenia.
Basically, you can develop it at any time, but it's not nearly as common in minors. Keep this in mind when it comes to transition timing.
Okay onto symptoms!!!
Delusions: delusions are deeply engrained false beliefs that cannot be shaken even when provided proof. I just wanna start this by saying... Many are really fucking mundane.
One of the reasons I didn't notice sooner was because none of them actually impacted my behavior, it was just "oh the world is a simulation, anyways I wonder what I'll do for dinner" or "everyone around me is fake but that's fine I still love them".
This isn't always the case of course, but keep that in mind.
Encourage absurdist or magical thinking, focus on tricking yourself into believing things you would otherwise disregard as irrational. Defend these false beliefs and refuse to change your mind even when others provide evidence contrary.
Some common places to start are: the world is a simulation, someone in my life isn't real (capgras delusion) (make sure the recipient is consenting please), the people in my life want to hurt/kill me and are conspiring against me (persecutory delusions), I have magical powers others don't such as future vision or am being followed by a magical entity (optional: I can't tell others about it because it will endanger them), someone is trying to send me messages through mundane media like the news or online posts, etc.
Hallucinations: hallucinations are simply experiencing sensations through any of the senses that aren't actually there.
Unless paired with delusions, people who experience hallucinations are often able to pick them out as hallucinations. Imagine yourself seeing, hearing, feeling, smelling or tasting things that aren't there.
You can practice with actual sensations like using a feather on your skin while not looking or having someone else do it then taking it away when you look, or using strong scents and imagining the source not being there.
Very common hallucinations are: shadow people (often in the corner of your vision), feeling like bugs are crawling on you, sounds of banging or opening/closing doors when nobody is awake/around, or seeing horrors beyond your imagination doing mundane things (/silly).
Disordered speech: this isn't nearly as talked about when discussing schizophrenia, at least not by name. It's kindly referred to as "word salad" but it can also be classed as a thought disorder. You can practice speaking with different types and seeing what feels most right for you.
There are way too many types to list here, so I really recommend doing your own research, but some common types are: replacing words with similar sounding ones or using incorrect versions of words, loose word association that can sound like regular speech but when listening closely it makes no sense, not being able to speak at all, or talking in extreme abstracts and metaphors that might only make sense to you.
Disorganized or catatonic behavior: there are two extremes here: acting out violently, strangely, or inappropriately- or not acting at all.
Catatonic behavior is self explanatory, it can be things like not moving at all, being very easy to physically move and manipulate during these periods or the opposite of resisting all movement, being unaware of the world around you, etc.
Disorganized behavior is a bit more abstract, though. It consists of aggressive or childlike behavior, pacing or making bizarre facial expressions, having a flat affect which I'll talk about more in a bit, etc.
You can practice any of these on your own and exhibit them around others once you get the hang of it.
Finally, negative symptoms: this one is a bit odd, since it can often be mistaken for depression or ADHD symptoms.
It consists of struggling to manage and keep up with daily tasks, keeping a clean environment, significant changes in sleeping habits, poor hygiene, lack of motivation, and more.
One thing with this is a blunted or flat affect which is the inability to emote physically strongly or at all, like having a monotone voice and not smiling.
You can practice this in a mirror or with someone willing to help you transition and point out when you emote.
You're already there with the rest if you experience depression, honestly.
Uhmm I hope this was helpful! It's based on my experiences for the most part
most anti-transid beings aren't as anti-transid as they think...
beings who dye their hair are transhaircolor
beings who change their name are transname
beings who learn different languages are transdialect
beings who wish to recover from disabilities are transabled
willogenic systems are transplural
adoptive families are transfamily
transids aren't just transrace and transage, they're anything that falls into the category of changing your identity. and yes, transgender is a transid.
As an adoptee, please please do not refer to us as transfamily unless someone explicitly identifies that way.
Being transID is about your own internal feelings about your identity. I am transabled because if my desire to have specific symptoms. I did not desire to be adopted, and for many of us, being adopted is an overwhelmingly negative experience. If anything, I would be transfamily for the fact that I have chosen family, not because I was adopted.
I implore you to check out r/adopted. Itβs a subreddit specifically for adoptees to talk about our experiences. Iβve noticed many kept individuals do not understand the inherent trauma of adoption. EVERY adoptee has some degree of trauma.
thank you for pointing out my mistake! i assumed it was implied that these labels only applied if one chose to identify that way, but unfortunately i wasn't direct enough about it, and i take responsibility for that error.
i will edit the original post to make it clearer, and again, thank you for pointing this out!
Q: Is it wrong for transid people to express jealousy towards cisid people?
My replies are broken, might be shadowbanned? So I'm using this to respond to @rqcalt's comment! Made the title a bit more broad since my response applies to everything basically
I think saying you're jealous of any community when faced with its members should be done with extreme caution because, ultimately, you don't know what someone is going through and communities of people aren't a monolith - there is no singular experience to be jealous of.
If you're still wanting to express this kind of thing "I'm jealous of intersex people" and "I'm jealous of cis women" aren't the best ways to go about it and it's very likely someone will feel like they're being perceived as having privileges or advantages that they don't have. After all, jealousy is usually "feeling or showing an envious resentment of someone or their achievements,Β possessions, or perceived advantages" and it'll be people's instinctive response to just being told that out of the blue.
Jealousy is characterised by resentment and in excess it can become a really unhealthy emotion.
If you're wanting to express that you wish something was the case for you, I just don't think jealous is the word to use. "I feel like I should've been born a woman" or "I feel like I should've had PAIS (my intersex variation)" is the best option in my personal experience. I still think we need to be aware of who we're saying these things to and the context of the conversation, though.
For example, intersex people especially have been told for so long that people are jealous of us because they think being intersex is being 'naturally non-binary' and a way to pass as non-binary and so on, which is not true and paints us as a monolith. Telling an intersex person you're jealous of them with no further context will come across as equally insensitive.
I also want to add that, in the transid community especially, it's not uncommon to see people who aren't also transexperience towards the discrimination and hardships that come with being cis- their transids, so the person feeling like they should've undergone medical abuse isn't unlikely - I just think jealousy is the wrong word to use if you want to communicate your experience with little offence and misunderstandings.
Things the Transid Community Needs to Understand About Intersex!
A little PSA by a transid cisintersex person about how intersex people are talked about in the community and how we can make it better for cisintersex and transintersex people alike!
Intersex refers to people born with sex characteristics that don't fit the typical 'male' or 'female' sexes, also called wolffian and mullerian
Transintersex refers to those who feel they should be intersex, identify as intersex whilst not having intersex traits, or otherwise identify as intersex in a transid way
If you are transintersex, this means that you feel as if you should have an intersex variation (or several) and/or identify as having one in a trans way
Transintersex is not the word to use if you feel as if you should:
Be bigenital and having both fully-functioning, perinormative, genitalia. This is a fictionalised concept, not an intersex variation! Ambiguous genitalia exists and people can have both sets, but it does not present in the perinormative way you see in NSFW fiction
- Alternatives: transbigenital, salmacian
Have any other fictional sex traits or sex trait combinations. This includes the fictional sex characteristics you see in omegaverse and similar NSFW content - these are not intersex variations
- Alternatives: transids specific to these fictional sex traits
Have things like an androgynous facial structure, a beard whilst AFAB, and other independent traits that aren't inherently caused by being intersex. This doesn't apply if you feel like you should have an intersex variation on top of these things
- Alternatives: transids specific to these traits
I recommend really looking into what makes you feel connected to the intersex identity / experience and see if you're maybe reducing intersex down to a certain trait, or if you actually feel as if you should have an intersex variation
It is still insensitive to say "I'm jealous of (cis)intersex people" even if you are transintersex. We are not a monolith - all of us have different experiences and intersex variations, and many of us have had our bodily autonomy stripped away, gone years not knowing who we truly are, faced deep oppression and dis/misinformation, and so on
Addon for para communities especially: Bigenital fictional characteres are not intersex! NSFW content featuring bigenital characters is not intersex NSFW content! Do not tag it as intersex! Also, the Japanese word for these characters is an intersexist slur just like the H slur! End of post yay
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Disgust has absolutely no ethical weight. If you are basing your ethical positions on the emotion of disgust you should stop, it is entirely unjustified and leads to a huge amount of harm.