Vixen's Thoughts

This space is used as vent, for someone who cannot speak freely.

This is a mental health, LGBTQ+, women and anti-racism safe space.

Some things I'm happy to share about me!

- I am a woman in her mid 20s

- I am closeted Bisexual in a hetero relationship

- I suffer from BPD, depression, social anxiety.

Anyway, enough about me, if you see my posts and relate feel free to repost or share!

Fun and love,

There are so many days I collapse to the ground crying, gasping for air, screaming and begging for my mother. For her love, her voice, her touch

I have a phone. I could call her. But I know it wouldn't change much. I've begged my whole life, I screamed for you to love me, hold me, love me enough to save me, what's the difference now. Plus the phone goes both ways

But today I saw you staring back at me and it made me jump.

I wish the mirror was not as honest and my blood not born from yours

But I guess it's in my genes, your hatred for me, to only hate myself too.

- the daughter you wish you never had