MyStreamofConsciousness

Haven’t been on here in ages. What is going on in my life, I don’t even know.

This is the last day of the year and I haven't been on Tumblr in months. This will probably be one of my last posts. So hopefully none of you will have the time to read this, cus I need to vent. And that's what this site is for right? No? Oh well. This year was complete and total shit. My first car breaks down and the engine is dead. Work had me by the balls. Working too much. Had no social life because of it. Second car I got, broke down in just 3 months because of the transmission. No money, all the problems. Didn't get to see my family for the holidays, let alone at all. Cheating, compulsive lying boyfriend fucks up relationship with no trust. Wow. What a wonderful year. So much fun. But it's okay. Cus it's going to get better. I know that for sure. I may be complaining now, but it'll get better. It's not the end yet. I'm still going. I'm still smiling. Somehow. I don't mean to be a downer. I'm just reassuring myself that 2015 will be a fucking fantastic year. It really will be. So here's to hoping for the best. I hope everyone has a blessed New Year's Eve and have a very Happy New Year.