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my stupid father used google gemini for EVERYTHING and it pisses me off.

just discovered my instagram looks horribly ugly on dark mode

airport 1 of 3 of today is coming soon. i hate travel days.

i feel very sick i’m concerned i got glutened ? i have no idea what i could have eaten though…

i still think about hash brown hyunjin

something is up with me today. i had such a good fun day yesterday and now today it’s almost noon and i’m dressed and ready to go to homework all day and i just can’t move. lock in tf??

lowkey this trip is teaching me that archeology is what i want to do but that i am not physically capable of doing field work. breaking my heart.

being sick on a trip is so fucked

leaving for airport/travel day from hell. i’m scaredddddddddd

i was reading the most beautiful fic earlier but i must have closed it by accident and also been in the incognito tab somehow (????) bc when i went to check my history it was not there. i can’t find it again im so sad.

getting off the medication i’m on rn for fibro and starting a new one once i get back from my trip. if this doesn’t work we have basically exhausted the medical side of treatment options and we’ll start looking at the lifestyle renewal program and other stuff. i’ll almost certainly need my car on campus but my doctor is amazing and says she’ll argue with disability services to get me mine.

i woke up, looked around my disaster if a room, realized it allllllll needs to be packed up in boxes to move in like a week and got so so very anxious. i gotta chill out.