Shoot for the stars

I'm fairly certain he's still watching us ㅋㅋ Do you think he actually suspects anything? Poor guy indeed – we should get him something nice to make up for putting him through all of that ㅎ I'm glad for that too. I think we would have either caused Seonghwa-hyung or Hongjoongie-hyung a nervous breakdown if it kept up any longer ㅎ

Really? I thought that would have turned you off of the idea 🫣 I'll end up looking like an idiot. If you're okay with that though, then sure. You can watch. Just don't laugh at me, okay? ㅎ

— San

But if you turned into a zombie or a monster you wouldn't really be San anymore. 🤔 At least to me that would be different. So even in that horror scenario I wouldn't be scared of you. I can't possibly tell you that without being unable to look you in the eyes again. ㅋㅋㅋ Sannie, you're going to make me all flustered. 🥺

I think he suspected it for a while now but gives us the space to go at our pace. We should really spoil him, he deserves it. We could get him that Lego set he's been talking about and build it together. Just please don't put the pieces in your mouth this time. ㅋㅋㅋ Hongjoong-hung actually asked me if something happened between us... I didn't tell him what happened, don't worry. I just told him that we need a bit of time and everything will go back to normal.

What do you mean you'll look like an idiot? You won't! You'll look stunning, charming and insanely hot handsome, like you always do when you're dancing! You know that I would never laugh at you, especially not when I know you're feeling insecure and vulnerable. I'll be watching you in awe, like I'm watching my favorite artist. 💕

That was pretty bad, wasn't it? I couldn't look you in the eye either ㅎ Poor Seonghwa-hyung just about went crazy trying to figure out what happened. Surprisingly, we managed to keep him from doing so ㅎㅎ

By the way, if you enjoy watching me dance that much, I can give always you a private showing ㅎ Well, maybe. I have a feeling I'd be too shy 🙈

— San

I can't think of a single scenario in which I'd find you scary. And I've thought about you in many scenarios. ㅋㅋㅋ Now it feels like you're just flattering me. ㅋㅋ

He still observes us very closely from time to time. Maybe it's still in the back of his mind. I feel so bad for him, that must have been such a weird situation for him. I'm very relieved that things aren't super awkward anymore. We can even look at each other again! ㅋㅋㅋ

A private show just for me? And you getting shy while you dance? I'd love that, actually. A lot. Please let me watch you dance? 🥺

Please, I can see us jump scaring each other every time we make eye contact ㅋㅋㅋ Our ourselves every time we look in the mirror. I wouldn't survive it ㅋㅋ

— San

It's nothing but the truth. You're as scary as a cuddly cat to me. So not scary at all. ㅋㅋㅋ People will always perceive you the way they want to perceive you. The only thing intimidating about you is how damn good you look. 👀ㅋㅋ

Well, can't be any worse than when I couldn't look you in the eyes for like a week after we almost... You know... kissed.