sorry for the nervous breakdown everyone im actuallt fine because i have to be

''what if you regret it'' then you will expirience regret - a normal and unavoidable part of the human expirience.

the more you twist yourself into a pretzel to avoid regret the harder it will hit when it eventually catches up to you.

Not book smart or street smart but a secret third thing.

supid

supid.

in a way i am my own dead wife

don't be mean to yourself that's you

you live there

i am supposed to have the energy… to do stuff...?

every? day??

Why did 4 months of this year go by in like a week

Where am I

this coffee tastes like i can still have a beautiful life

if you aren't best friends with your lover and a little bit in love with all your friends than what's the fucking point

Not only am I agnostic about a god, I am agnostic about most supernatural phenomenon. Do ghosts exist? I dunno, definitely had more personal experiences with them than I have had with god. Does magic exist? Maybe, in a way, I don’t know. Getting rid of absolutes and debbie downer behavior has improved my life immensely.