Finster

Envy is when someone walks around with a pocket full of “That should’ve been me”. Insecurity is when you turn up the volume on all the wrong voices. Hate is what happens when you put a shotgun to the face of understanding and it cowers in the corner. Courage is ripping your heart from your chest and saying “Here, hold on to this for me”. Truth is everything you tell yourself when you realize you are the only one still paying attention. Self is whoever you become when the door is locked. Trust is jumping into someone’s arms and knowing you won’t have to pick yourself up when it’s over. Love is a tablespoon full of hemlock that I’ve been dying to try. Faith is doing what you love and watching the bills pay themselves. Failure is when you talk yourself out of becoming something amazing. Victory is standing in front of the school bully with no intention to back down and a fist full of irony. Success is explaining to your mother exactly what you do for a living without feeling ashamed. It’s falling asleep at 2 A.M., waking up at 4 A.M. and going to work with excitement stitched into the fabric of your smile. Success is a thank you letter from a kid who lives in a city that you’ve never even been to. It’s breaking up a fight between a person and everything that’s telling them they will never be more than what they are. When I was fourteen, my friend Adam stole a dictionary from his English class. He brought it home and we set it on fire. Since then, I’ve been defining things for myself

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