Venven

4. the character's fetish and i'm committed to portraying them with absolute accuracy

Maybe the best way I can explain my opinion of Jake Lockley is that he's essentially the metaphorical guard dog. He'll turn his pack into a flock because that's how he keeps them safe: distance. Keeping them in the dark. Fronting just so Steven never learns of his mother's violent abuse. Sacrificing himself to Khonshu behind Marc & Steven's back. Taking control of the body so he can keep Steven's hands clean. Making the hard choices so Marc doesn't have to. etc etc etc.

they should invent a body that feels normal to be inside of

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

btw it's so fucking stupid you can be anxious physically in your body even after you've decided mentally you don't care. I'm supposed to be in charge here

MY FINGERS BARELY EVEN TOUCHED YOUR STUPID FUCKING AD STOP REDIRECTING ME TO THE APP STORE

sorry to be a broken record every month but christ menstruation is a stupid concept. oooooh excuse me for not getting pregnant, why the fuck is there goo falling out of me about it? grow the fuck up and reabsorb that shit for nutrients.

fucked that you can’t fix other people especially when you really care about them. Oh so im just supposed to be there for you while you suffer. like a useless cunt gargoyle