Hello, Goodbye, Come Back Sometime?

Meet the love of my life, he's the best. Nearly gave up then we meet and it was like a new fire was lit. I love this boy and I look forward to our future together.

For now I go till the 25th my court date awaits me and a new life begins as Cassie Gallagher. See on you on the other side.

Full speed ahead we go into the 4th month. I’ve certainly started to feel more girly and mod swings oh I love you. I await the tears and random crying fits. Not looking forward to it but all part of the process. Keep it short got my first of probably many boxes of awesome lotions and fragrances. Oh the cost of smelling good and got my first wallet scored a Zelda one it’s simple but has so much more. Decided on wigs mostly because I’ve had real long hair and it’s a giant pain in the ass to manage so I’m going short to medium length. Lastly loving life job everyone knows now which is perfectly fine and they are all super supportive in their own ways. Till next time!

Lost on the path lately depression on hyper drive. Balance hard thing to believe in. No matter how strong I think I am deep inside this journey alone really sucks. Friends sometimes pretend to care but I know this is all to much for them so they slip away pretending to be not noticed. I see others so happy I just want that guess it’s a lot to ask for right now. But to be held again would be amazing. Love really saves a shit day.  Anyways full steam ahead transition going smooth so far. 4th month here we come.

Been sometime so quick update. Transition has been going good so far. I’m doubled on my medication now. Decided it was a good time, I’m handling them good so after my last doctor visit more estrogen only 4mg and spironolactone is 100mg twice a day. I’ll admit at first it was rough that first month I felt like shit dizzy and just adjusting was a challenge. I’ve managed and I’m still kicking. Here’s to a few more good months.

Till next time...

So here I go waiting for now.......

Big changes in my life are about to go down don’t feel comfortable yet posting about it here. It’s a drastic life change that’s for sure. Anyways maybe I’ll get back into sooner then later. Starting my 5th year here might as well make it count right? By the way my 666th post!!!

Change is always good.

Love? Oh goodness after my last relationship it's been pick up the pieces but still love the fucker dearly! Letting go was hard but kept that small 1% of hope if that makes senses. 

New Tattoo I got today. Artist is Murphtattoos she's very talented located at Mr.Tattoo in PDX. Lilith image by natalie shau.

me playing warframe it's an addiction.

August 21st it arrives to PS4.