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( hi friends!! this is an announcement that drew has been tweaked a lil and moved over to spiriitseeker!! i also added a stranger things verse for him <3 also, iâm going by rowan now. lots of fun updates. )

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hi friends. i really hate to be making a post like this, but i have no idea what else to do. on may 21st early in the morning while spending time at a friends house, someone had smashed in both windows on the passenger side of my car. thankfully, nothing was stolen from my vehicle and i am safe. we are pretty sure it was a hate crime of sorts, due to my âi support trans rightsâ bumper sticker looking like someone was trying to peel it off, and the fact that my friends pride themed car magnet was stolen off of his car.Â
the bad news is, i now need to pay close to $500 to repair the windows because my car insurance will not cover the cost due to the cost being less than my deductible. i need to get my windows repaired as soon as possible because i am moving on may 31st. it is also unsafe to drive my car right now, and i need to be able to get to and from work in order to afford to move. i have no idea how i am going to be able to cover this cost because i simply do not have the money, and my parents are unable to help me out financially right now. if you are able to help in any way, thank you so much. if not, please feel free to share this post around.  ( please, ignore my deadname on the below ways to help if you are able. )Â
i have set up a gofundme which you can find here. Â
if you would prefer to send me something through venmo my username is ejholly and my paypal link can be found here.Â
under the cut here i have decided to include more pictures, just to show some sort of proof that this isnât a situation i am making up for free donations. i wouldnât be asking if i did not really need the help. Â
thank you guys, i appreciate each and every one of you <3
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( hi besties i am alive and well <3 hoping to get on here to do some writing soon actually !! )
(Â i will be on here to write again sometime soon i swear ...... )
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closed starter for @fiinegreat ( for elliot )
Ayumi scrunched her nose in something akin to disgust as she felt the catâs tongue lick her fingertips. The young girlâs lips curled into scowl as she opened the can of cat food she had gotten from her school bag. âYeah, yeah,â she muttered under her breath, brown eyes making sure that the little menace was at her feet still as she prepared its food. âYou know, if Jashin-sama accepted animal sacrifices, you wouldâve been gone months ago. You wouldâve been on the top of my list, really.â The words were soft and mumbled, and if anyone was close enough, they probably wouldnât hear much of what she said unless they were focusing solely on her.
When asked if she was a cat or dog person, the forensic science student would confidently say that she was neither. She was an Akiko person and probably a Jashin-sama person. (For some reason, she considered adding Hiroto onto the list, but set that thought aside to examine later). However, her musings were broken as the feline circling her feet and rubbing its head against her ankles meowed at her. âHere, you little ingrate.â Ayumi crouched down, placing the now opened can on the ground before turning her head when she felt someoneâs gaze on her. She narrowed her eyes when sheâs met by the sight of a guy who looks oddly familiar. âCan I help you?â
  elliot had just been out for a walk, grabbing some food from the store to bring back to the dorms. he had headphones in, humming softly to the music playing in his ears as he walked won the street. his footsteps slowed however as he noticed a girl crouched down in front of a cat. a smile came to his face as he shifted the bag to one side, yanking a headphone out of his ear with his free hand. he was a sucker for animals of all kinds really, it was one of the reasons why he had gotten along so well with koda when he had first transferred to ua. however, elliot got along well with most people. he was a kind kid, willing to strike up conversation with anyone. Â
  brows raise as heâs addressed by the apparent cat whisperer, slightly shocked by how annoyed she sounded. huh, she looked familiar, like he had seen her before. but she wasnât one of his classmates.  âoh!!  not sure if yâ can help me really. maybe if you could tell me the secret to get such cute little guys followinâ you around.â he jokes, taking a couple steps forward before placing the grocery bag on the ground. he reaches out, giving the stray cat a pet on the back of itâs head.  âwhat a cute little guy huh?? dâyou just kinda keep the cat food on you like that??  thatâs a GREAT IDEA really. maybe i should try it. is that your secret??âÂ

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go ahead and LIKE THIS POST for a STARTER!! length will vary. please specify a muse in the replies!!  if you are a multi-muse, please let me know who you would like the starter for.Â
đťđŻđŹ đŽđśđśđŤ đˇđłđ¨đŞđŹ .   (  sentence  starters  originating  from  season  one  of â the good place â .  adjust  pronouns  as  necessary , mature themes are present! )
â oh , one question. where am i , who are you , and whatâs going on ? â â cool . cool .  i have some questions . â â are you sure you want to hear ? â â cool , bring it in , man ! â â youâll stand by my side no matter what , right ? â â promise me . say it : â i promise i will never betray you for any reason â â â somebody forked up . â â i mean , you do get how thatâs worse , right ? â â maybe itâs not âŚÂ ACTUALLY all that bad . â â iâm just asking you to fudge a little bit ! â â i have a stomachache . â â thatâs â fun â . â â okay , thatâs really specific and makes me think that you definitely did do that . â â what a condescending bench . â â letâs just face it , [ name ] , you donât belong here ! â â this is a putrid , disgusting bowl of ethical soup . â â that was my first time as a fashion â donât â and i was NOT here for it . â â youâre the most self - obsessed person iâve ever met . â â time to pick a designated driver . â â before you say anything âŚÂ thatâs it , i just donât want you to say anything . â â weâre gonna bang it out . â â okay , i wonât let you down âŚÂ starting now . â â remind me what iâm getting out of this again ? â â oh , so NOW iâm supposed to be nice and make friends ? â â iâm telling you , [ nameâs ] out to get me . â â iâve got something you could slip into . â â of course ,  the opposite might be true . â â huh ! what do you think that means ? â â throwing sand is an excellent way to put out a vodka fire . â â good people make me insecure . â â i would LOVE not to listen to you . â â thatâs a very , very bad idea . do NOT be yourself . â â i said a lot of other nice things , toughen up , nerd . â â itâs nothing , itâs a tiny little inconvenience . â â dude , youâre hiding something ! whatâs wrong ? â â whatâs wrong , whatâs wrong , whatâs wrong , whatâs wrong ? â â what have you done to me , you monster ? â â you are âŚÂ unbelievable . â â get your story straight , bro . â â i am VEXED , [ name ] . â â you have nothing to prove ,  not to anybody . â â i know weâll never be soul mates ,  but weâre friends . â â iâve never actually done this before , it was a theoretical fantasy - â â â dEspitE yOuR cONsTaNt MocKerY ~ â â â i once posed as a hot prom date for my cousin . â â i even watched all ten seasons of the show âfriendsâ . â â if i feel sympathy for anybody , itâs [ name ] . â â what is all this junk ? â â you devious little monsters , you . â â you have a very â psycho burnout guy mumbling to himself at a library computer â type of vibe . â â this is gonna help both of us ! â â we should keep our eyes peeled for twigs who may have a nefarious agenda . â â i just ethicâd you in the face ! â â lies are like tigers . they are BAD . â â we need to cancel this party immediately . â â why do bad things always happen to mediocre people who are lying about their identities ? â â the ends justify the means . â â what are you talking about ?? itâs SO easy to live with a lie . â â iâm not supposed to be here . â â you forgot your own birthday ? â â alright , i will . for you . â â canât we just chalk this up to a hilarious mistake and move on ? â â can we âŚÂ skip around , and circle back ? â â why is everyone so jealous of me ? â â oh , hello - you look like a piece of crap . â â hey now , come on , letâs not insult people . â â go get me a drink . â â somebody made a person out of wet mulch and leaves and like âŚÂ dead slugs , and thatâs you . â â did you two go to pound town ? â â iâm better than i used to be . â â alright , i have to ask . is this thing gonna happen ? you and me ? â â you need to stand up for yourself ! â â youâre barely even a regular , functioning person ! â â woah woah woah , you think iâm into [ name ] ? â â i need to step outside for âŚÂ some air . i will not be back for âŚÂ many days . â â why are you so nice to me ? â â oh good , youâre back . â â pobodyâs nerfect . â â well , the nightmare continues . â â iâm a moron ! â â thatâs âŚÂ not great for my case . â â iâve ruled the fart inadmissible as evidence . â â now iâm bored . walking is dumb . â â iâm gonna need a drink âŚÂ or three . â â i only cared about making money and doing cocaine . â â thereâs no time for any of that morality nonsense , sweetheart . â â this way , i donât owe you anything - you donât owe me anything . â â we MUST remain emotionless . iâm talking kristen stewart on the red carpet . â â please , iâm begging you , please . â â does your brain work , actually ? do you have a functioning head ? â â sorry , [ name ] , but i canât let us leave . â â what are you DOING , you goon ? â â thatâs what you think hell is ? â â itâs scary ,  like the movie ratatouille . â â oh , thatâs a joint . â â REAL weird vibe in here . â â i was definitely expecting some applause . â â in my opinion , which is objective fact in this case and all cases ever âŚÂ â â iâm not going , i donât wanna . â â it is literally impossible for me to do that . â â well - itâs been real , dawg . â â i feel like iâve failed you . â â i was dropped into a cave , and âŚÂ you were my flashlight . â â we can be together , away from everyone else . â â holy motherforking shirtballs . â â man , this is torture . â â you ruined everything , you know that ? â â i was so close to pulling it off ! â â itâs actually a filthy dumpster of our worth anxieties . â â iâm surrounded by people who are literally better than me . â â you donât love me ? â â this was supposed to be my big moment ! â â dammit , [ name ] . you are the WORST ,  and you can all suck it . â â you had no idea i was gonna do that ! â â yeah , that came out of nowhere . â â oh ⌠ but it didnât matter . because my motivations were corrupt . â â thereâs something you donât know about me . â â the only thing you succeeded in doing was bringing us all together . â â uh âŚÂ next time ? â â if this thing goes sideways again , you are DONE . â â UGH , youâre useless ! â â alright , letâs try again , shall we ? â â YA BASIC . â â hold that thought . is it okay if i go work out ? â â i think this is yours . â
( morning besties! Just a little update. I work my usual hours today, meaning I wonât be online until late. The goal on this blog? To write more over here! I also want to finish Elliotâs bnha verse, and add my other muses bios. I will probably reblog some memes during the day while Iâm at work! Feel free to send some in. )
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STRANGER IN THE ALPS SENTENCE STARTERS Â â Â lyrics pulled from the 2017 album by phoebe bridgers. feel free to make alterations.
i went with you up to the place you grew up in.
nothingâs changed.
you mustâve been looking for me.
something happened when you were a kid.
i didnât know you then and iâll never understand why it feels like i did.
all of our problems, iâm gonna solve them.
i hate you for what you did.
i miss you like a little kid.
i faked it every time.
i can hardly feel anything.
i hardly feel anything at all.
iâll be glad that i made it out and sorry that it all went down like it did.
i guess itâs too late to change it now.
you said when you met me, you were bored.
i try to stay clean and live without.
when i think too much about it, i canât breathe.
i donât need you to tell me what that means.Â
i donât believe in that stuff anymore.
jesus christ, iâm so blue all the time
thatâs just how i feel, always have and i always will.
we talk until we think we might just kill ourselves.
last night, i blacked out in my car.
itâs 4 a.m. again and iâm doing nothing again.
i canât sleep and i miss your face.
tell me what you wanna do to me.
i donât wanna be alone anymore.
iâm too tired to go to sleep.
now i canât breathe, and i canât sleep.
i donât wanna be stoned anymore.
iâve got a good feeling. it doesnât happen very often.
do you feel ashamed when you hear my name?
that makes me feel old.
anyway, donât be a stranger.
sometimes i think iâm a killer.
iâm pretty sure iâd miss you.
is there nothing left to do for us?
i am sick of the chase.
i know thereâs something waiting for us.
iâm stupid in love and thereâs nothing i can do.
i know he needs you, youâre all that he sees.
if i fix you, will you hate me?
would you fuck this and let us fall?
no, itâs not important.Â
theyâre just pretty words, my dear.
there is no distraction that can make me disappear.
thereâs nothing that wonât remind you i will always be right here.
iâm amazed that youâre alright.
i wonât be home with you tonight.
we found our way out.
when you touch down, iâll be waving.
you got me good; i knew you would.
i couldnât take it any longer, and i lost control.
whenâ she needed me, i wasnât around.
when it mattered most, i let her down.
itâll all work out eventually.
better off with him than here with me.

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BUZZFEED UNSOLVED SENTENCE STARTERS IÂ â Â quotes pulled from the youtube series hosted by ryan bergara and shane madej. feel free to make alterations.
iâm gonna be so pissed off if we die.Â
that sounds like a bad idea, and i love it.
if youâre gonna kill a bunch of people, you might as well have some fun with it.
this is what happens when people donât have hobbies.
did you just call the demon a motherfucker?
i got a life-changing thing to tell you here.
weâre friends. itâs a friendship.
thereâs something weird going on in this little town.
iâm about to die for the internet.
enough of you being a phony and a liar.
keep in mind we have to spend the night here.
this place is a living nightmare.
i was doing some heteronormative bullshit!
well, i think we can never show our faces here ever again.
doesnât that sound great? wouldnâtâ you like to be haunted by me?
iâm gonna serve you up a fresh truth pancake.
maybe itâs about to get a whole lot weirder.
youâre my friend! i would be concerned if you disappeared!
iâm not gonna let you goad me into this, i know what youâre trying to do.
give me a heads up if you start to feel murderous.
can you just look a little bit worried?
iâm starting to think you want to die.
any extra time with you is a punishment.
you seem to be well-versed in the arts of sexual deviance.
sexiness is relative, motherfucker!Â
iâd say about half of it i donât remember doing.
did you just wink at me?
weâre just two guys sitting in a tub.Â
i got so distracted by the tongue thing.
my fucking heart almost exploded, dude.
donât just claim i killed jfk.
you know how much of a pyschopath you have to be to enjoy that?
your unrelenting skepticism is exhausting.Â
iâm not trying to do that whole dismissive thing, but iâm dismissing it.
this has been a huge waste of time.
@lagda gets a plotted starter from LAVENDER for HATTIE !!Â
  lavender was incredibly anxious, even if she was excited. it has been a big accomplishment for her, publishing her book of poetry and being accepted to go on a book tour. especially a tour overseas. lavender never thought that anyone would find her writing to be that interesting. but she was so thankful for the opportunity to travel abroad and meet people who enjoyed her works.Â
   she was at a book signing at a small book store in australia, a small book store that reminded her of the one she owned back at home. this was her HAPPY PLACE, surrounded by books and people who loved them just as much as she did. everyone she had met had been so kind, and she was having a lot of fun speaking with them. she found herself falling into a rhythm, grabbing a book from the table, signing it, and handing it to the person standing across from her. she had been doing it for almost an hour now, and the actions started to feel more methodical.Â
    âtuh - thank you so much for coming!!â she says, scribbling a signature down onto the inside cover of her book for the next person in line. brows furrow as lavenders eyes meet the others. there was something familiar about the woman, but she couldnât quite place it. she pauses then, becoming a little bit flustered.  âwhat ... what is the name??  YOUR NAME, i mean. suh-sorry!!  did you ... did you want me to add-address it to uh ... to you??âÂ
@scftheartiisms gets a starter from LAVENDER !!Â
  she beams at the other, arms extending out in front of her to present a plate full of freshly baked brownies. baking for others is how lavender showed she cared about them. after years of learning how to feed herself with her dietary restrictions, she found comfort in the kitchen. âhuh-hey val!! i uh - i baked these for you. theyâre uh ... theyâre brownies, my fa-favorite recipe!!  i th-thought you might like them!!â her voice is cheery, smile plastered on her face.  âi hope ... i hope thatâs okay!!âÂ
( thinkin abt making a bnha verse for elliot âŚ. he would be such a good hero. i donât know what his quirk would be. i kind of want it to involve his musical talent somehow but i truly canât think of anything good. also, how would that boy get to japan?? i feel like when he runs away/gets kicked out he wants to go to japan because heâs obsessed with ua and hero culture there âŚ. but that boy doesnât have any money. maybe a scholarship program??  hmâŚ. would anyone be interested in it?? )
( yeah fuck it iâm making a bnha verse for elliot i donât care )

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( damn all i had to do to get the motivation back to write these ocs was move blogs huh ..... )
@deermooses gets a starter for NANCY from DREW !!Â
  the two were walking together, talking about aimless things as they usually do. as the two walk, freshly fallen snow CRUNCHES under their feet, and thatâs when drew gets the idea!! footsteps slow for a moment, moving so they are walking behind her. a playful smirk tugs at the corners of their lips, and they bend down, scooping up some snow into their hands. they pack it tight into a snowball, before raising it in their hand and tossing it at nancyâs back.Â
   âoh shit!!  sorry âbout that, my hand slipped.â they mumble out between LAUGHTER.Â