Omg it is so fun now and i feel that i still have so many fun things to do at home too like i have so many things i cant even count and movies to watch and kdramas to watch and mangas and books to read and gosh i miss driving late at night playing CAS on and i miss my friends and i miss just being in my bed but im also happy being where i am at too like hellooo, i love life and i love me so much. I just wanna say that im grateful, i wanna express how satisfied i am, i have done so many things last month and im ready to chill.

Why do i always think that im aware of everything and that i am a deep thinker and all that stuff when in fact i might be someone who actually unaware and delusional and shallow? Why do i think that i know better??

How do i find balance, it is so hard to be somewhere in the middle, i wanna keep being in the middle at least

My sis asked me why do i care about this friend of mine and i told her “i feel that I left my cat at home and i traveled to a different country.”