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𝙁𝙄𝙀𝙍𝙔𝙒𝙄𝙉𝙏𝙀𝙍 , a dependent single muse blog penned by kit for SLASHERHQS . established in 2022 .
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🥀 ⸻ for @doeceases ! * when : sunday, june 5th, the bonfire
“i overheard one of the directors saying they're going to start looking around for one of us to lead a song,” kate says in warning, immediately taking a seat next to the other counselor in fear of being seen amongst the crowd. “they appeared awfully excited about it too as if there's anything to merrily sing about in a place like this.” there was something about silver lake that just felt ominous; almost as if every day that she wakes up, she's walking towards something she can never return from. perhaps it was only just the incessant voice inside her head telling her she must always stand her ground and be prepared. either way, whatever that must be, kate would not be surprised if its first warning sign came in the form of being forced to sing camp tunes. there is no greater horror indeed.
a plan begins forming inside her head. "i think it's best that we start looking busy." brown gazes landed on the opened bag of marshmallows, chocolate bars, and graham crackers. pretending to make s'mores for the younger kids does not seem like a terrible idea. quinn does not really strike her as the singing sort — hence, the invitation. otherwise she would have approached someone else and saved her energy for someone she knew would find leading a crowd to sing as equally repelling.
🥀 ⸻ for @bvrntsugar ! * when : wednesday, june 1st
the articles she's read and the videos she's watched in the name of research hardly lived up to the reality, a fact she only came to know as soon as camp opened its doors. while the articles discussed in detail the things to expect and the common challenges of a summer camp counselor, it did not quite describe how to handle such boisterous youthful energies. who knew kids can be utterly distressing, enthusiastic, and capricious all in one day? perhaps a lot of people knew — kate can just scarcely remember the last time she interacted with children.
she just managed to wave off the three younglings who have been following her all day ( flattered as she was with their deference, she's not quite the entertainment they came here for and it was about time they realized that ) and she's spent. her body almost sang in relief as she sank into one of the sitting areas the camp appeared to be littered with. when she hears the sound of someone walking, she immediately sits upright ready to wave the campers away. “oh, it's just you.” thank god it was unspoken but you can almost hear it. seeing blonde hair and someone of similar height instead of a troupe of heads was divine intervention at this point. “i thought some of the kids came back to drag me along somewhere. i just need a brief moment to rest my feet.”
◜ ⤻ ⸺ open starter / june 1st
it’s been five days since he left home. katie made friends almost immediately, and of course, he was happy for her. she had trouble back home, where every move she made was scrutinized. here, he was having more trouble getting comfortable. familiar feelings were back, the comfort of every action you take being the wrong one. it was a constant uphill battle, especially when even taking his medicine in front of his bunk-mate made him irrationally nervous. however, his biggest challenge lies in front of him now. about seven children, a tangled volleyball net, and from what he could see at this moment, no other adults around.
the gaggle of children constantly following her every move has somewhat became a little less uncomfortable as each day passes by. kate certainly didn't imagine she would be assigned to the youngest kids as she presumed her interview gave the impression that she was not much for the company of eight to ten year olds. still, she was already here and the little gremlins do prove useful as a source of entertainment with their easy quips and restless desire to just about try anything. case in point, pointing at a group of kids huddling around a net and expressing their sudden need to play volleyball.
“hi,” she says in greeting; max, she knew his name — good facial recognition, exemplar memory. “i have these three with me who wants to play too. can they join? we can split them into teams of five.” finally coming face to face with their obstacle, she purses her lips. “well, this looks like a lot of work. have you tried anything yet to untangle this?”
💌 * 𝗦𝗟𝗢𝗩𝗡𝗘 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ 👕, 🫑, & gia
╰ 👕 : what’s in your character’s handbag / briefcase / pockets ?
within her everyday handbag she carries a cardholder, a coin purse, her phone, a little pouch with all of her makeup tools, a roll on version of her signature scent, a small mirror, three hair ties, her headphones, her keys, another tinier pouch that acts as a pretty first aid kit ( but it's just filled with advil, band aids, and painkillers ), and a hand sanitizer. just the essentials.
╰ 🫑 : argumentative or competitive or indecisive ?
argumentative and competitive. if there's anything you must know about kate is that she absolutely hates losing and will argue her way out of a competition so long as she knows she can get away with it.
╰ gia : what was your muse’s childhood like ? how did their upbringing affect them?
answered here !
💌 * 𝗠𝗩𝗦𝗧𝗜𝗖𝗦 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ 🥑 + 🪀 <333 (^:
╰ 🥑 : a keen eye for detail or take rules too seriously or actions speak louder than words ?
while it may look like kate take rules too seriously, she actually doesn't mind bending them a little bit or finding some loophole out of necessity. sure, action speaks louder than words but only when you don't know the right thing to say which couldn't be her. what's left is a keen eye for detail which she likes to think she certainly has. after all, she wouldn't have survived her first year in a cutthroat law school environment if she doesn't know how to catch even the most minuscule of details in every case and every question.
╰ 🪀 : starry eyes or quick tongue or charming tongue ?
in other people she prefers someone with a charming tongue. starry eyes while beautiful, can only get you a minute or two of delight if it's not accompanied by alluring conversation. in other words: boring.

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💌 * 𝗧𝗥𝗜𝗖𝗞𝗦𝗧𝗥𝗦 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ 🌿, 🐸, 🧊, fezco, jules
╰ 🌿 : gentle rain or crashing waves or crackling flames ?
crashing waves for the calming sensation of being so close to the water that you can hear it will always remind her of the beaches at koh samui.
╰ 🐸 : night or morning or afternoon ?
she’s a morning person through and through. no matter what time she sleeps the night before, it’s still guaranteed that kate would wake up at around six o’clock in the morning with or without an alarm. it’s almost as if something in her body just jolts itself awake and refuses to let her go back to sleep as soon as she’s opened her eyes. despite that, she does love the tranquility that mornings give. the slowness of a sunday morning in particular, when she can sit on the couch by her bedroom window and watch the sun slowly illuminate suburban new york is one of her favorite things.
╰ 🧊 : what does your character first notice about another individual ?
answered here !
╰ fezco : what does family mean to your muse? are they close with theirs ? why or why not ?
her family is everything to her. she's devoted too much of herself to her family to think otherwise and she cannot even imagine what dump she'll end up being in if she would dare to dedicate less of who she is to their family name. all that she is and perhaps all that ever will be is in service to upholding their family name and becoming a great professional in the ayutthaya's long list of great professionals.
that being said, she's definitely close to her family but not in a 'my mom is my best friend' and 'my dad will let me talk back to him' type of way. they're very traditional and demanded that they be treated as parents and not two people you can sit down with and divulge all your secrets to in the name of family bonding. they spend a lot of time together; from dinners shared on the same table to planning annual vacations out of the country. still, kate would never talk about anything out of the ordinary with her parents. they would certainly never hear about the one time she almost flunked her biology exam, or the time she slapped her ex boyfriend. they're just not that kind of family.
╰ jules : is your muse artistic ? do they want to be ?
she isn't and she wants to be. she's seen enough art museums in her life to develop a desire for learning how to paint. kate thinks there's something quite idyllic about the way a landscape or a face comes to life through the masterful swirling of colors and the careful stroke of a brush.
however, she'll probably never try. she's afraid her family might discover it and urge her to hone the skill to perfection — heaven knows she's had enough of that intervention already.
💌 * 𝗕𝗩𝗥𝗡𝗧𝗦𝗨𝗚𝗔𝗥 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ lexi , gia & ashtray !
╰ lexi : is your muse a pushover, or do they tend to stand up for themselves?
she stands up for herself, of course ( except when it's her parents ). it would be hilarious for her to pursue a career in law if she did not know how to stand on her own feet and defend herself. even if there's a slight possibility that she's in the wrong on a given situation, she'll still try to defend her honor. if there is anything that her studies have proven to her thus far is that there's always a way out — you just have to look hard enough.
╰ gia : what was your muse’s childhood like? how did their upbringing affect them?
it was fun and everything that a child could've imagined a childhood was supposed to be like. kate had an affluent upbringing which meant that whatever she needed or wanted, she could ask for and it would be given. she attended only the best schools and her summers were saved for trips to thailand or any other country her parents wanted to whisk them off to. despite all that golden childhood, her parents were strict and kept them in line. she didn't grow up spoiled, never threw a tantrum, and never complained because kate knew that her parents would not tolerate such an attitude. all the while, she tried to repay their generosity by excelling in everything that she does. even interests that started out as a hobby grew into avenues she must perfect for her family expects no less from the first born ayutthaya daughter.
this upbringing resulted in an uptight, practically closed-off, and often times self-serving young woman. it appears that her childhood took all the fun and left her adult life with nothing but crippling pressure.
╰ ashtray : is your muse loyal ? who is someone they would never betray no matter what?
loyal to a fault. kate doesn't trust enough people so those that she does, she hangs on to for life. her sister and her best friend are the two people in her life she can never betray. if ever these two needed her for whatever reason, she'll help them come up with a flawless plan and be the thinking force that will drive them to success.
💌 * 𝗕𝗩𝗥𝗡𝗧𝗦𝗨𝗚𝗔𝗥 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ 🧊 , 🌧 & 🦕 ! 💌 * 𝗘𝗦𝗠𝗘𝗥𝗩𝗬𝗦 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ 🦕 & 🌧
╰ 🧊 : what does your character first notice about another individual ?
the way that an individual dresses. she's a firm believer that you can tell a lot about a person by observing the way that they style themselves. admittedly, it's getting a lot harder these days to determine someone's personality by giving their style a once-over. nevertheless, it's still the first thing she notices when looking at other people.
╰ 🌧 : describe a time your character did something even though they were scared .
one summer a few years ago, she helped her younger sister sneak out to attend a birthday party. their parents were not due home until past midnight but kim decided she wanted to defy their perfectly outlined plan and stayed a couple minutes longer at the event when she's supposed to meet kate outside the venue at 11:15 on the dot. cue kate frantically calling her younger sister, screaming at the phone when she finally decides to pick up, and maniacally driving through new york streets in an effort to outdrive her parents' chauffeur. her heart was racing and she was scared witless at the thought of being caught outside of their home when they weren't supposed to.
in the end, they made it by a slim fifteen minutes before their parents arrived home. never again.
╰ 🦕 : what is something your character wishes they could go back into the past and redo ?
nothing in particular comes to mind. kate doesn't like dwelling on the past to agonize over something that happened for a reason. everything she has done thus far in life has led to where she is now and as much as it is not a perfect life, it's all she has.
with your shoes firmly planted above soft soil, you look at tranquil waters and bask in the peace you haven't felt in a long time . when someone calls your name, you slowly look behind your shoulder and immediately hit pause . you've been taught it was not courteous to tune people out, even if you didn't want to hear them .
💌 * 𝗕𝗩𝗥𝗡𝗧𝗦𝗨𝗚𝗔𝗥 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ 🍐 , 🐢 & 🍾 !
╰ 🍐 : see good in everything or sensitive to criticism or overly private ?
overly private. kate prefers keeping a lot of things to herself because the thought of having people sniffing around her business gives her the ick.
╰ 🐢 : bold brows or freckles or dimples ?
dimples — she actually has one on her right cheek if you look long enough to catch her smiling.
╰ 🍾 : strive to be someone of importance or more comfortable giving than receiving or lack self confidence ?
strive to be someone of importance, of course. it's everything that her family stands for and is the very core of who they strive to be. she was raised to basically think that if she cannot be a paragon of freedom and justice, then what's the purpose of life? circumstances of her birth has predetermined exactly what kind of life she must live and with that, she must be someone important.

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💌 * 𝗗𝗢𝗘𝗖𝗘𝗔𝗦𝗘𝗦 𝗔𝗦𝗞𝗘𝗗 ⸺ kat ╰ do they act differently around certain people? what’s different between the way they act around friends, family, strangers, etc ?
oh, definitely. kate would like to think she has mastered the art of keeping appearances and acting a certain way to suit the situation. while her honesty and general personality remains true, it cannot be denied that she presents herself differently depending on who she's talking to.
with her family, she plays the part of a dutiful daughter. with her perfect manners, carefully crafted responses, and her succinct way of speaking, she's the unblemished caricature of stuck up and suffocating. even when she just bawled her eyes out twenty minutes before dinner because of a particularly frustrating case, she would appear at the restaurant with a poised smile and a placating "i'm doing great!".
with her younger sister she's perhaps a more slightly relaxed version of the above. it was with kim that she can complain, smile more genuinely, and show a sliver of her tightly concealed caring side. she's not nearly as rigid when only her younger sister is around.
as for friends ( what little of it she has ), she carries herself with grace. kate is similarly as relaxed with her friends as she is when she's with her sister except perhaps more commiserating and less upfront. she tries not too care too much so her friends might see her as detached and unemotional. with her friends, she'd talk about different aspects of her life while being careful not to say too much because she doesn't want to be vulnerable in front of anyone but herself.
with strangers she's generally aloof; the type of person you wouldn't want to approach unless out of necessity. she's polite when talked to but will only start to show any enthusiasm for the conversation if you're a particularly important person or if you suddenly veered towards a topic she's interested in. while it's not hard to get her intrigued, it might take some work to get there.
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She swallowed down the urge to say: I’m sorry, I don’t hate you, I just kind of hate myself right now. Instead, she coolly looked away, which was the opposite of an apology.
Tamsyn Muir, The Locked Tomb: Gideon the Ninth (via antigonick)
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