🐞

if you don’t want me around, just tell me. if you want me to die, just tell me. i’ll do anything you tell me to.

NO! i was supposed to make you happy!! why are you out making new friends? why did you lie to me? why didn’t you just tell me you don’t love me anymore?!

ok goodnight *crawls into a corner and dissociates instead of confronting my desire to be cared for*

I'm sorry I disappointed you don't leave don't leave don't leave don't leave DO NOT leave

learning to cope with the fact I'll never be good enough for you .. ♡

i wish i could go back in time and tell my younger self “hey just kill yourself now. there’s no hope and the future is worthless”.

oh fuck off, you know she could only love me! you know how worthless you are, you pathetic worm!