an inspiration blog for the Fever Lux subculture (previously named goatvogue)
the subculture is created by me. i dont know anyone in it exept me in this universe but its kinda popular in my dreams. would be cool if anybody join but i wouldnt be sad if i will always the only one here.
its only for mentally and/or physically ill ones. especially the ones who dont want to be "healed" and dont attent therapy.
its about cold, and suffering but still admiring the beauty. to be proudly sick and sad and emotional about it. to be found in museums, theatres and other places of art and to be an own sick piece of art. to love and hate yourself equally. shining, dazing, unreal, special, exceptional.
if you are suffering make sure everybody see it and feel sorry
the sun is an enemy, the cold is blessed
clean is disgusting, kindness is overrated
you are so bad that it makes you divine
you are not a human, at least not entirely
you cant have kids, you are your own needy child
art must evoke emotions
art is the greatest thing
art is you
not obligatory but important in style:
hair. bleached, badly cut, untidy, split ends - its all good
skin. do not hide your scars, bruises, spots, acne, dark circles etc, they make you prettier
androgyny. well, just dont be hypermasculine/feminine
jewerlies. preferrably expensive, pseudo expensive or just sparkly
fur. real or fake - it doesnt matter
nails. anything good if its not french manicure ew
if theres white color, it doesnt mean purity. it means sickness, puss, bare bones and snow
number 4. its related to death in east asian countries
plush toys. they are cute and dont judge
cigarettes. not vape. think whatever, cig smoking looks cool
recommended music: fushitsusha (and basically everything keiji haino does), kousokuya, shizuka, troy schafer, lsd march, desiderii marginis, ocrilim, music of the noh theatre
fuck off if you:
-think that every mentally ill person must take pills and go to therapy
-believe in shit about "glorification of mental disorders"
-propagandize positive thinking, hopecore, things like "be kind to everyone and "saying 'i want to kms' is bad for youw mental health". life is shit and people are shitty, im not going to pretend that theyre not
-anti-smoking. i dont fucking care, fuck yourself with your "its stinky" and "bad for health"
-hate dogs or asians. this one is just personal
