vestra spes uritis

i miss u so much (pre ai internet)

every day it gets harder to have a relaxed jaw and decent posture

"No one wants to work anymore." Damn right brother. If I could sit in a beautiful field for 40 hours every week of my singular precious life I would

i love being a fangirl. i was always meant to care too deeply about the media i consume

i bring a "technically i could do this tomorrow" energy to things that tomorrow me really resents

yeah yeah having a crush is embarassing but have you ever watched yourself develop a new category 5 character obsession in real time. agonizingly humiliating shit

I do not want the ai overview. I want to read six wikipedia pages as god intended.

big fan of characters with abandonment + attachment issues so profound that they leave claw marks in everything they touch but would sooner gnaw off their own leg than admit they just want someone to stay for once. in a totally normal well adjusted and not at all projecting way of course.

i am constantly grieving the person i could have been if i werent mentally ill

imagine if i did my work. if i sat down and Did it. and it was Done. can you even imagine such a thing