I'm back! Sorta. Block of text ahead.
Right.
So I know I said I was ready to draw more this year. I meant it. Mainly because my workplace gave me an understudy, a good friend that I had known from another department 3 years ago, to take over a third of my work. He trained under me since November last year. By January, he was mostly on his own and I had felt my workload lightened a little by January. Hence, why I thought I'd have more me time to spend on drawing.
My friend passed away on April.
And, as workplaces often do, the workload was returned to me.
Amid the sudden shift in workload burden and the shock of losing a colleague, the company started to berate my performance even if I had tried my best to juggle everything. It came to a point that the company felt a little hostile. Word was that the company might get me to take tests and exams (that I have to pay for myself) to prove that I am worth the salary I'm getting, and if not I'd risk getting it cut with no bonuses next year.
I got a little depressed since April. Fought it as best as I could until end of July, when my youngest brother graduated, a good thing that came out from every hardship in the past 6-7 years of helping him pay for his studies. My family got into quite the debt, but we're surviving. I'm surviving. Now he's in the midst of getting a job, and I think he might get one by September.
This lifted weight also made me to plan to quit my job and maybe get back to studying again. Idk I just love studying.
I guess that burden on my shoulders had lightened a bit, hence why I got to draw something today. I hope this would go on. Here's to better days!
Also, happy summer! Drink loads, everyone; summer ain't a joke this year.
Also also, need to draw more Hol Horse and HolPol for my own fangirling. It's so hard to see them around by other great artists this year.















