I KNOW IT PISS YOU OFF TO SEE ME WINNIN'

Felix/Mark

@felixvibes

Mark hadn't seen or hung out with Felix in quite sometime. They both were pretty busy, Felix with Jensen and work and then Mark had wedding planning going on, writing songs and even soccer practice too. So when he got the chance to hang out with one of his longest and nearest and dearest friends he was going to. Mark kissed Abram goodbye and he made his way over to Felix's workplace. He walked in and smiled seeing him. "Hey there buddy."

Felix wasn’t the best at keeping in touch when he had a lot going on, but luckily for his friend group, they all understood that and whenever they came back together, it was like no time had passed. Hell, Felix didn’t know what he would have done without any of them. He still couldn’t believe two of them were getting married with one another but he loved them together. He was excited to finally spend some time with Mark though, it had been way too long. Felix had just finished with a customer and made his way to get from behind the bar just to go hug him. “Mark!” he grinned wide, dimples showing as he made his way over to him to give him a hug. “Good to see you, engaged looks so good on you. What can I get ya to drink? the usual?” he asked as he patted his back gently before making his way back behind the bar. “Have a seat.”

Nicky was furious. It took a lot for him to suppress the his initial reaction, that his father and uncle ingrained in him as a child, and tried to let himself calm down. He closed his eyes and took in deep breathes as Felix spoke. There had to be a reason for him to drop him the way he did. There had to a good reason .. Felix even said so. He kept his eyes closed, keeping them tightly shut and ignored the tear that streamed down his cheek. He knew what the reason was. It was another guy. A guy he wouldn’t measure up to. “What’s his name?” He said, still not daring to look at him or he might give into his instincts and punch him. 

He could never do that. No matter how angry he was. No matter how much his father voice yelled at him to do so. He wasn’t his father. He never would be.  Though it did sound tempting. 

He took in a deep breath again and opened his eyes before Felix could answer. Not wanting to give him the pleasure of seeing just how broken he was. He waited anxiously for his response. 

Felix chewed at the inside of his cheek, wishing he could wrap his arms around the other in comfort but he knew that would be a bad idea. He wished he could take back the pain that he had caused Nicky but he couldn’t. To Felix, he had a good reason, a reason he didn’t regret one bit. When Nicky wouldn’t look at him, he sighed, but knew why it was hard for Nicky to do so. He didn’t blame him one bit for being angry with him, Felix deserved it. Before he knew it, Nicky finally looked at him and Felix nodded, “Jensen,” he replies. “He’s uh... he’s my first love and we’ve been on and off again for a few years now.. the night after me and you....” he trailed off, Nicky knowing what he was referring to. “Well, me and him talked and... got back together... we’re giving us a real shot this time. I didn’t expect it to happen... that’s why I said I didn’t lie to you. It wasn’t planned at all, it just happened,” he explained the best he could. “I really am sorry, Nicky.”

Text: I’m actually free later on. Abram is working tonight so I can spend a few hours or so hanging out with you.

Text: I’ll pop by and see you while you’re working and then after we can hang.

Text: Can’t wait to see you man.

Text: Long time no see and talk stranger..

Text: I’m glad to hear that. You deserve good things in life

Text: we need to. It’s been too long

Nicky wasn’t a stranger to being burned by a guy. He was a sucker when it came to ‘love’ whatever the hell that might be. He told himself it was just a hook-up. He told himself the whole night that Felix spent at his place .. and yet .. he couldn’t help but hope. The next day he sent Felix a text, hoping to get something back. One of his witty come backs that he had come to enjoy. – Nothing — He sent him a picture of two squirrels nestled up on a tree branch. He thought it was cute and wanted to share it with Felix. – Nothing – After the 4th day he gave up. 

It was just sex and yet.. Felix made it seem like it was more. He was fucking stupid. He chastised himself for it.  He told himself not to reach out to the handsome giant .. and he was doing it. Until he found himself face to face with him. “Felix..” he let out as he bumped into him, busy looking at his phone to see if this man.. that stood before him and texted him back. 

“How am I?” He asked bewildered. “You mean after fucking me .. dropping a few loads in me.. telling me you’d call and then ghosting me?” He growled. Angry at himself for his outburst. Angry at himself for caring.

Felix didn’t expect to see the other so fired up, but it wouldn’t be the first time Felix caused that reaction out of someone he had ghosted. However, this was the first time he actually felt bad about it. He had actually had a really good time with Nicky during the night they shared and had planned on calling him back the next day but then something unexpected happened. Something he didn’t regret happening and he finally felt complete again. How the hell was he going to explain it to Nicky though? “Look, I’m sorry, I really am,” he replied immediately, “it... I was going to call, I didn’t lie to you,” he says truthfully. “I just... things changed...and uh.. It’s complicated okay?”

It felt like the weight of the world had finally been taken off of his back. It was such a heavy load; this hate and anger that he felt towards Felix .. because deep down he loved the boy. He watched Felix and Jensen grow up .. they followed him around, bugged the living daylights out of him. He bought them their first condoms and gave them ‘the talk’ when he walked in on them many years ago. 

Hating him was not easy. He let himself become lost in the hug, especially after Jensen joined them. It felt right .. being with them like this. The only ones missing where Mark and their other friend who’s name was escaping him at the moment. They were all special to him. He pulled back and wiped away a tear before clearing his throat. He wasn’t the kind of guy that opened himself up emotionally like this. “alright alright..” he gave them a rough laugh, picked up his fists and gave both of them a playful jab. “Felix check on those steaks, Jensen help him out.. I’m going to go take a leak..” He walked back into the loft. 

Jensen smiled a tear in his own eye.

‘What did you say to him that got him to open up like that?” Jensen said as he stood in front of Felix and took both of his hands in his own. He looked up into Felix’s eyes. Before his man could even answer he let out .. “I love you..”

Felix could tell that Jamie believed him this time and was trusting him entirely. Felix knew he had a lot to prove to both boys and he was more than ready to do so. He knew this time was different. He grins as he watches Jamie excuse himself and nods at his request. His green eyes went back to his boyfriend as he was asked what he said, but as he opened his mouth to answer, Jensen told him those three words Felix couldn’t get enough of hearing. “I love you too. I think he can tell I mean every word I’m saying about us... about this time being different. If anyone knows how right for each other we are at the end of the day, its him, I just have to prove it to us all, which I already told you I’m going to do. You’re my future baby. Always have been and I’m not running away again,” he says then kisses Jensen. “Let’s make sure these steaks are okay though,” he chuckles, “If I keep kissing you, they’ll burn and Jamie will have my head.” 

Nicky’s eyes did not move from Felix for one moment. He was focused on every muscle that moved on Felix’s face. Did he like the food? Did he hate it? Why did it matter? He just met this guy tonight. For all he knew he had a husband back home waiting for him. He wouldn’t be the first time. He shook all thoughts from his mind. – Why did he always have to be a sucker for romance? Why couldn’t this just be what it was? A hot night filled with sex and good food in the presence of a sexy stranger. 

“You really like it?” He smiled as leaned into Felix. He wrapped his arms around him and felt at ease. His tense muscles relaxed and he felt relieved and content. Felix enjoyed the lasagna. He nodded and blushed when Felix offered him some food. “Yes..” he nodded and opened his mouth ever so slightly the intimacy not lost on him. 

******FAST FORWARD*******

It had been a few days since Felix and Jensen had gotten back together, the pair being locked up in doors mostly catching up on them time. They had missed one another so much that you could see it in the way they looked at each other and the way they touched one another. Sure, they had gotten better several times before throughout the years, but this time felt different. it was different. Felix hadn’t really been paying much attention to his phone, wanting to focus on Jensen and show him that he was serious. However, yes, he might have ignored a text or two from Nicky. It wouldn’t be the first male he had ghosted and was too distracted in thinking much of it, but that was of course until he found himself face to face with the other since their night spent together. Felix had just turned the corner at the local market when he accidentally ran into none other than Nicky. There was no avoiding the confrontation, “uh hey, longtime no see, how uh are you?”

Jensen begged Felix not to stop with every upward thrust that his boyfriend gave him. Yes, Felix was his boyfriend. He knew that he would be back in his arms the moment that Felix walked into his apartment a few days ago. In fact, Felix fucked him up against the door a few minutes after walking through his door. Jensen was a sucker for him; a fool indeed. To many their relationship could be seen as a broken record but as the great William Shakespeare once wrote, ‘If music be the food of love.. play on.”

Jensen buried his face into Felix’s bare naked chest as he rode him; licking the sweat bead off his body as he inhaled his scent. Fuck.. he was an addict for Felix. He was his drug. “Please… harder… more…” his words were a jumbled mess as wanton moans escaped his lips. He didn’t know what he was begging for. For Felix to turn them over and fuck him into the leather seats? For Felix to bend him out of the window and fuck him doggy style? For Felix to spank him ..to smack him and fuck him like a sailor on leave? 

He didn’t know. All he knew was that he wanted more. He yearned for Felix to give him every part of him. He had to be with him for so long. He yearned him.. right now. “Daddy…” he clawed down Felix’s arms as he bit down and tugged at his left nipple, stretching it as far as he could go before he reached for his chest and bit down.. marking him as his own. “Gone…for so long … needed you … want you… fuck me …. cum inside me… anything.. just fuck me harder..”

Felix couldn’t help but spank his boyfriends ass both loudly and really aggressively, their moans only making him want him more if that was even possible at this point. He let out another moan at the bite, always loving when Jensen marked his territory. Hell, Felix had even been joked prior that he wanted to get Jensen’s bitemark tattooed on himself. He could feel how hot and heavy it was getting in the car, the windows fogging up a little due to their hot constant breathing. “Fuck, get up,” but before Jensen could even respond, Felix uses a free hand to open the driver door and pick Jensen up so he could slip out literally. 

As soon as his feet hit the concrete floor, he pulled Jensen out too but bent him over the driver’s seat, the car door open and both of their bare asses out for anyone to see if they looked out of their window. Their moans would definitely be heard now but Felix didn’t care and he was back inside of Jensen. His hands on his hips, nails digging in harder with each thrust. He moved one hand up his back and gripped his hair, tugging his head back. “Get louder for daddy, baby.”

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Jamie had to admit, once the cloud of animosity was blown away, it was easier to talk to Felix. He hated hating the kid. Felix was special to him. He saw the guy go from boy to man in front of his eyes. Once he allowed himself to let go of that anger, that usually left his body tense, he was able to breath again. He turned around to look at Felix and felt something in his heart. memories of Felix and him talking … sharing deep dark secrets… Felix coming to with with ‘man to man questions..’ 

He set his beer beside the grill and wrapped his arms around Felix, truly hugging him for what felt like an eternity. “I’m sorry for everything hurtful thing that I ever said or done to you Felix. I’m sorry..” he let out a few tears as he opened his arm for Jensen. These two where is boys. 

Jensen joined in the hug; truly overcome with emotion at his brother hugging his boyfriend and allowing him into his heart once again. Jamie rarely sheds tears. He kissed his brother and Felix on their cheeks as Jamie spoke. 

“Please… don’t hurt my baby brother again Felix “ Jamie said as he tightened his hold on them both. 

Whenever Felix hurt Jensen, he knew he was hurting Jamie too, and he hated it. They were two important people in his life, two that helped him grow from a teenager to a man. Sure, they were in different ways but both were very important ways. He was surprised when Jamie hugged him, hesitating a bit because at first he considered it to be some sort of trick but once he felt the familiarity of one of Jamie’s big brother hugs, he relaxed and wrapped his arms around the older male, giving him a proper hug. He almost forgot how much he missed these. The apology that followed was something that surprised him, but he nodded in response before adding, “hey, it’s not like i didn’t deserve them,” he reassures him that he understood why he had said or done anything towards him. He smiles lightly when Jensen joins them and they have a triple hug, which was starting to get Felix a bit emotional as well but he did his best to hold it in. “You have my word,” he says confidently. 

Nicky smiled victoriously over his little win and reached for the waistband of Felix’s boxer briefs. He pulled them down without hesitation and held back a moan as he caught sight of Felix’s cock once again. He whimpered, wanting to feel him again but stood up. “Come on..” he smiled as he grabbed Felix by the hand and led him to the kitchen. “I hope you like it .. it’s an old family recipe..” he smiled as he led Felix to his seat before setting the plate in front of him. He sat beside him and looked at him anxiously, hoping he’d like it. 

Felix feels the fabric of his boxers slide off his ass, his green eyes remaining on Nicky, smirking a bit as he sees how happy the other got. He let Nicky lead him to the lovely smell that had been teasing his stomach, sitting down as he reached for the fork. The seat beneath him was a bit cold against his skin, but he was more focused on the food he was about to consume. “Well it smells delicious,” he reassures him as he takes a fork full of the lasagna and takes a bite. He purposely kept his expression unreadable, “hmm?” he joked, but then looked over at Nicky and grinned, his dimples showing instantly. “It’s delicious,” he reassures him and grabs another fork full, “want some?” he holds it out for the male. 

Fuck.. Jensen missed this. He fucking yearned for it; to feel like he belonged to the curly haired man once again. No one else knew how to take control of his body like Felix did. It’s not as if he stayed abstinent after the last time that he broke up with Felix. Heck.. he tried fucking the man out of his heart and mind. Sometimes with men that were far more heavy handed than Felix .. but even then .. they never compared with him. There was just something about Felix and the way he held him and asserted his dominance during moments like this.. without having to  go overboard. 

He closed his eyes as Felix’s fingers and hand traveled over his body and needlessly reclaimed ownership over a body that already belonged him. “Felix..” he whimpered, closing his eyes and let himself become lost in the moment as Felix stroked his cock. He thrust forward and back.. wanting more and yet loving the way that Felix teased him. Fuck he wish he could stroke him faster.. he wished he would take hold of his waist and just fuck him already. 

“I’ll always be yours … you’ll always be mine..” he teased as he swirled his tongue around one of Felix’s nipples. He was just about to rearrange himself so that he could ‘convince’ Felix, with his tongue, just how much he wanted him, when Felix did just what he wanted. Correction.. Felix did what he needed. All tenderness and prepping was thrown out the window. Felix thrust into him.. raw.. with only the precum dripping from the slit of his cock as lube.

To say that Jensen wasn’t prepared was an understatement and yet … FUCK.. he loved it. “Arghh…Felix….” he let out… He threw his head back and dug his fingers into Felix’s shoulders. He scratched down his upper arms as he felt himself be stretched apart by Felix’s girth. His body trembled in pain and pleasure. “Daddy… Felix Sir… “ he whimpered as his lips found Felix’s lips. “Please…” he trembled as he moved his hips forward and back just a little. The movement caused Felix’s cock to stretch him even further. ‘Please daddy…” he nibbled on his earlobe. ‘Fuck me…” 

“Always baby,” Felix replied because it was true, they were each others no matter what. They both knew that, Felix just now knew that he now needed to stop running away from it. He loved the way Jensen always yearned for him, the sound of his whimpers always making his cock even harder. As soon as he was inside of the other fully, he let out a moan and with no hesitation from Jensen, Felix didn’t stop. He was nowhere near stopping, only gripping Jensen’s hips tighter to hold him in place as he thrusts his own hips up and down. “Fuck baby... you feel so fucking good,” he moaned, it was like his cock finally made it back home. Sure, Felix fucked around in between their breakup, hell, he had had someone the night before, which hopefully didn’t show that on his own skin, but he was too lost in the sexual pleasure right now to think about that. Plus, they were in a dark barely lit car, which was working out in Felix’s favor. “Let’s wake up the neighbors baby... so they know my baby’s back,” he groaned, “fuck.” the only sounds surround them being the car boucing, their heavy breathing, louder than before moans and felix’s sack smacking against jensen’s skin with each thrust.

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Jamie had to admit that it was getting somewhat easier to have a nice conversation with Felix. Heck, they did have a pretty close relationship when they met years ago. He was like an older protective brother with him; it was easy to step into that roll since Jensen would bring him home practically every day after school. He felt a little pang in his heart at the memory of a younger Felix.. practically alone. He then felt guilty for the fights and arguments. He was confused with his feelings but he told Jensen he would try and he did miss Felix and the way they used to be before everything got complicated. “Thank you, buddy boy..” he sang as he tossed Felix a can of beer, using the nickname that he gave him when Felix was a preteen after the younger man dropped off the steak at the picnic table. “I’m actually going to be heading out in a few days. You know what that means right?” He said as he turned seriously at Felix and jabbed his arm. “Its up to you to protect my little brother.” he winked before turning around to place the steaks on the grill. He wasn’t stupid enough to believe that Jensen wouldn’t have his boyfriend over. Heck .. they would probably fuck on top of every piece of furniture in the large loft. 

“What was that about protecting me?” Jensen said as he walked out into the balcony rubbing his head. 

“Baby.. you ran on up from under me so quick that you knocked me onto the floor.” He chuckled but winced as he rubbed his head. “Next time warn a guy..” he laughed. “I was seconds away from showing you just how great I can balance..” he teased. Laughing as Jamie made a gagging sound.

“That’s gross, Jensen. I do not need to picture my little brother balancing on your boyfriend’s cock..” he shook his head, laughing as he tossed Felix’s another can of ice cold beer. “Here.. put it on your boyfriend’s head, Casa Nova..” He poked fun at him in jest with the last nickname. 

“My better half is out with a friend tonight. It’s just us two..” he chuckled as he grabbed Felix’s by the waist with both of his strong hands and picked him up. Once he had the taller man over his shoulder he reached up and gave him five hard spanks on his ass. “Trying to distract me by mentioning Mark will only make your punishment worse,” he teased as he spanked him five more times before sitting Felix down on his sofa. After grabbing them both two beers he sat them on the coffee table and lay his head on Felix’s lap in the way that they many times growing up. “So … the prodigal friend returns.” he smiled up at him. “So What brings you into town? Money? Sex? Friendship? Or Sex and Love?” He smiled “Heard Jensen was back in town huh?”

Felix nods, “okay,” not minding it. He missed Mark too but just one on one time with Abram would suffice. He let out a gasp as he was picked up and laughed at the spank, Abram always being such a silly one, but he loved it nonetheless. “Oh shush you, I was truly curious. I miss him too, dork,” he says simply and happily. He felt his butt hit the sofa and he got comfortable quickly, eyes looking around and taking the familiar place in. “Yes, yes, yes i did,” he says as he runs his fingers through the others hair comfortably as he looks down at him. He blushes a bit, “an audition... well a few but yeah... i heard he was back in town... how’s he.. uh.. doing?”

Jensen nearly came in his pants in response to Felix’s proposal. Memories of their wayward youth came crashing back into his mind like the Kool-Aid man breaking through the side of a house. Memories of them fucking in an empty classroom in Uni, in the bathroom at a Frat part, in one of the more secluded but still public study room in the University’s Library.. and many more. 

“Daddy..” Jensen moaned in response, his voice deep and needy. as Felix adjusted the seat back and ordered him out of his pants. He sat back down on the passenger side of the car and unbuckled his belt. Once unfastened he tossed it behind him; not caring where it landed. Nothing matter right now besides Felix and the monster throbbing between his legs right now. He quickly freed himself of his Chinos and boxer briefs, both of them also disappearing somewhere in the backseat. He straddled Felix, his firm bubble butt teasing Felix as he moved his hips up and down, letting his boyfriend’s cock slide up and down inbetween his ass .. but not entering .. not just yet. 

“It’s been so long..” he murmured into Felix’s neck, kissing and nibbling on his special spot once again. “Fuck me Felix..” he begged. “I just want to feel like yours again… please daddy..”

Felix knew that Jensen wouldn’t reject his demand right now, hell, they both wanted each other obviously. They had so much time to make up for and Felix didn’t want to wait any further. The familiar nickname making him bite down on his lower lip as his green eyes watches the blonde release himself of his seatbelt and clothes, Felix shoving his own pants and boxers down to underneath his knees. He was just about to start stroking his length when Jensen straddled him and started to tease his cock, letting out a breathless moan as his hands moved up his boyfriend’s thighs, to his hips and up his shirt, quickly pulling it off and tossing it aimlessly.  “It’s been too long,” he corrected as one hand moved down the center of Jensen’s back, his other hand moving down the center of his chest and down to wrap his fingers around the blonde’s cock, stroking a bit. “You’ll always be mine,” he says simply, letting out a moan when he feels Jensen’s lips on his spot. His hand that went down the others back slowly brushed past his ass and towards his own length, teasing his boyfriends entrance. “I may need a little more convincing,” he jokes, but before Jensen could even respond, Felix pushes his hips up as he enters him, not caring about preparing him. He couldn’t wait any longer. 

Jensen’s stared out the window, feeling proud at just how skilled he was when it came to teasing Felix. He knew just what to do to get him to become putty. His lips still burned from the bit that Felix gave him a few seconds ago when he called him daddy. Daddy indeed. When the moment hit just right, Felix turned into a different creature. He became a sex crazed demon … and god damn it .. if it wasn’t the sexiest thing ever. ‘Finally..” Jensen smiled when Felix pilled into the parking lot of his Apartment complex. He has been here the first night he found out Felix was in town. Felix really did a number on him that night. He smiled at the memory as he kissed down Felix’s exposed chest. “Hurry up and park baby..” he sang, smiling against Felix’s lower abs before reaching his turgid cock that was now sticking out, Jensen having tucked the waistband of his boxer briefs underneath his balls. He stroked him, torturously slow, his tongue licking up and down the slit of his cock. “Don’t you want me daddy?” He smiled at the name. He knew it would urge Felix to park even faster. 

It wasn’t easy to maneuver through the parking lot with Jensen’s distractions but he managed to park in his usual spot, sure, it was crooked but oh fucking well. His neighbor would just have to deal with it for the night. As he hit the gear into park and turned the car off, dropping the keys into one of the cup holders, his other hand moving to the side of his seat to pull the lever than pulled his seat back. He wasn’t going to make it out of the car and up the stairs to his apartment, not with his now even bigger erection. “You know I fucking want you, now get those pants off and get your ass on top of me now,” he demanded.